Roommate Daily Research Report

Here, Cheng Xinyi quickly hung up the phone, and just as she handed the phone to Aunt Bai, someone came upstairs, and it turned out to be Cheng Min, whom she hadn't seen for a long time.

Cheng Xinyi ran over in a hurry: "Auntie! Auntie, you are finally here! Are you here to let me go?"

Cheng Min glanced at him and didn't speak.

Cheng Xinyi frowned: "Auntie?"

Cheng Min looked at him for a long time, finally sighed softly, and said, "Didn't you tell me that Shu Yang is just your roommate? Yes, when did you learn to lie to aunt?"

Cheng Xinyi was taken aback.

Cheng Min didn't give him time to react: "I'm very disappointed."

Cheng Xinyi hurriedly said: "Auntie, I didn't do it on purpose, we have to confess sooner or later."

Cheng Min shook his head.

Cheng Xinyi: "Auntie, please help me tell my mother to let me out! I still have things to do in school. I haven't finished my project yet, and I still owe so many songs to others..."

"I was wrong." Cheng Min interrupted him suddenly.

Cheng Xinyi looked at her in surprise.

Cheng Min said: "I shouldn't have persuaded your mother to let you live outside. I spoiled you since I was a child, and made you suffer from such a problem."

Cheng Xinyi was shocked: "Auntie, homosexuality is not a problem!"

Cheng Min stroked his hair lightly: "You are still young, others must have spoiled you, as long as you stay away from those people, you will always be corrected."

"What are you talking about, auntie?" Cheng Xinyi asked in disbelief.

Cheng Min: "I've been thinking about it for a few days. I moved my things here today. I will live here from now on. If you want the piano, go and bring the piano back. We'll stay at home and I won't go anywhere with you. Let’s adjust our mental state first.”

Cheng Xinyi stared at her blankly, speechless.

"I'm going to cook for you when I'm done."

After Cheng Min finished speaking, she turned and went downstairs. After a while, someone brought her luggage up and sent her directly to the bedroom next to Cheng Xinyi.

Cheng Xinyi didn't react for a while, until the piano was delivered when it was getting dark.

Standing at the window and seeing the courtyard door downstairs being opened, he suddenly trembled, rushed out of the bedroom excitedly, and said to Cheng Min in the living room, "Auntie, you can't do this to me! I'm not sick!"

Cheng Min sat on the sofa calmly, neither looked at him nor spoke.

During this short period of stalemate, Cheng Xinyi's piano was placed in the corner of the living room.

Cheng Min negotiated a few words with Aunt Bai, and the person who moved the piano was led by Aunt Bai, and then retreated one after another, like a group of paper figurines, without making a sound.

After a while, Cheng Rui came up, she was not surprised to see Cheng Min, and called out: "Sister."

Cheng Min nodded: "Where did you go all day?"

Cheng Rui: "I went to meet a client."

Cheng Min's tone was very calm, as usual: "Let me discuss with you, it is better to move the piano back, and you can play it when you want to play. He likes to play the piano."

Cheng Rui looked up at Cheng Xinyi, then immediately looked away, turned to look at the piano standing in the corner, and nodded: "Okay."

After a long time, no one has come up with new ideas. He seems to be hitting the cotton with his fist with all his strength, and he has nowhere to vent his anger.

Hearing the word "good" from Cheng Rui, he couldn't bear it, hugged his head and shouted: "I don't! I'm leaving! You can't do this to me!"

The veins in the neck are exposed.

Cheng Rui seemed to have something on his mind, and he wasn't angry, he just said absentmindedly, "Don't yell at auntie, it's rude."

"It's okay." Cheng Min said, "It's normal for him to be in a bad mood now, just like a bad addiction, he will have a withdrawal reaction."

Cheng Rui gave Cheng Min a complicated look, and handed the phone to Cheng Xinyi: "Your phone."

Cheng Xinyi ran over to pick it up, but Cheng Min snatched the phone away.

Cheng Min asked Cheng Rui sharply, "What are you doing?"

"Sister." Cheng Rui sat next to her, and said in a warm voice, "It's okay to return the phone to him, anyway, he can't run out anyway, the door is always..."

Cheng Min glanced at her, and she stopped talking.

Cheng Xinyi sat over and begged, "Auntie, give me your phone!"

"Give it to you so that you can keep in touch with people?" Cheng Min asked, "So that you can discuss how to get rid of us? Do you still want to run away from home and elope?"

Cheng Xinyi gritted his teeth.

Cheng Min smiled: "What? Do you want to hit your aunt or your mother?"

Seeing that Cheng Xinyi was speechless, she said again: "Your parents didn't take care of you very much since you were a child, and your grandparents didn't grow up too early. I brought you up. The responsibility for you to become what you are now is mine. I have to deal with you." You are in charge."

Cheng Xinyi kept taking deep breaths in vain, unable to utter a single word.

Cheng Rui seemed to want to say something, and shouted: "Sister."

"Shut up." Cheng Min interrupted her.

After a pause, she turned to Cheng Xinyi: "Since you are so excited and eager to wait, I don't need any soft policies. Cheng Xinyi, Auntie asked you, did I teach you the principles you learned when you were young?"

Cheng Xinyi looked at her, and finally nodded hastily.

Cheng Min: "It's good for you to admit this. I said it directly. From now on, everyone in our family can no longer mention that homosexuality. Of course, I am not such a dictatorial person. You are free to make a choice. You choose this family. Just stay safe and secure. If you choose that person, then you won't have my aunt in the future. "

Cheng Xinyi was stunned for a long time, and asked with difficulty: "You want me to choose between him and you?"

"Yes." Cheng Min said bluntly, "Your parents have their own ideas, I can't force them to sever ties with you, and I can only represent myself, with me without him, with him without me."

Cheng Xinyi's words squeezed out between his teeth: "Auntie, do you have to force me like this?"

Cheng Min's eyes were red: "It's you who are forcing Auntie, not Auntie who is forcing you! You should ask your uncle, Uncle Ye, what is being said about him in the unit now, how ugly it is! Not being together is a big deal to both of you." Everyone is fine, otherwise he won’t even be able to keep his current position. How can he find a job in a publishing house after leaving twice? You are forcing him to give up on himself! Since you have to say what you like, why don’t you think about him What? Selfishly forcing him to suffer with you is what you call liking?"

Cheng Xinyi was startled: "Auntie, are you threatening me?"

Cheng Min didn't speak, and Cheng Rui sat beside him with an unspeakable expression.

After confronting each other for a few minutes, Cheng Xinyi suddenly reached out his hand, grabbed the cell phone in Cheng Min's hand, got up and rushed out.

He ran a few steps towards the stairs, and suddenly there was a cry behind him.

Cheng Xinyi paused, gritted his teeth and didn't turn around. Just as he was about to continue running down, he heard Cheng Rui yelling in panic: "Sister, what are you doing?!"

Cheng Xinyi turned around abruptly.

Cheng Min knelt on the ground and shouted at him: "Yes, yes! Auntie has never begged anyone in her life. Auntie is begging you today!"

He turned pale with fright, hurriedly turned over, knelt down beside Cheng Min with a plop, and stretched out his hand to pull her: "Auntie, auntie! Don't be like this! Auntie!"

Cheng Min cried heartbreakingly: "You can't leave! Once you leave, your life will be over! It's over!"

Cheng Rui frowned and glanced at him, and went to pull Cheng Min: "Sister, don't get excited, you have a bad heart and don't get excited, get up quickly! How can you make Xiaoxin behave like this!"

Cheng Min cried with snot and tears, shook his head desperately, but couldn't afford it.

Cheng Xinyi wanted to hug her forcibly, but as soon as he started, Cheng Min covered his heart, almost gasping for breath.

Cheng Rui called "Sister" in a panic, turned his head and shouted loudly: "Sister Bai! Take the Suxiao Jiuxin Pill!"

Cheng Xinyi was so forced that he couldn't help it, and he didn't dare to force it. After two seconds, he looked at Cheng Min's desperate face and shouted in panic: "I won't leave, I won't leave! I won't leave, auntie!"

Aunt Bai hurriedly found some medicine and came over, Cheng Rui let Cheng Min swallow it, and together with Cheng Xinyi helped him to lean on the sofa.

Cheng Min leaned against the armrest with a blue complexion, and it took him a long time to recover.

Cheng Xinyi sat down on the ground, watching Cheng Min's expression finally eased, and covered his face with his hands.

Both Cheng Min and Cheng Rui looked at him, and remained silent for a long time. Finally, he propped himself up on the floor with his hands, staggered up, and went back to the bedroom.

After the first month is over, it is already March in the Gregorian calendar, and the fragrance of flowers gradually fills the air again.

Spring is never late.

The rumors in the publishing house gradually dissipated, but Shu Yang was marginalized among male colleagues. It is not certain whether it is really because of homosexuality.

He spoke less and less, almost unnecessarily and absolutely silently.

He resigned as the leader of group c in the second week and recommended Sister Mai. Teacher Ye didn't say much, and he stayed in Sister Mai's group as a member of the project team.

He and Cheng Xinyi haven't been in touch since that hasty phone call.

Cheng's family also went secretly a few times. They couldn't enter the community because they couldn't write a visitor registration. Later, they finally sneaked in once, and they saw someone guarding the door from afar.

During this period of time, he still lived with Jiang Yu.

Jiang Yu's bar opened half a month ago, and the business is still going well. Li Tingzhou often brings some new news from Fu Mingyuan.

There are also some news from Susu.

Shu Yang knew from various sources that Cheng Xinyi was now forced to cut off contact with everyone. Cheng Min moved to his house and stayed with him from morning to night.

Su Su said that Cheng Min regarded homosexuality as a disease and insisted on hiring someone to treat it. In the end, she and Shang Feng prevented it from being done, but she still refused to let Cheng Xin go out.

I don't know how long this situation will last, Shu Yang thought, it will probably last until the day when it is impossible for him to follow Cheng Xinyi.

The only thing he can do, it seems, is try his best to postpone this possibility.

He also felt that Cheng Xinyi was indispensable before, but he never had such a profound experience.

During Yangliu's phone calls several times, Shu Yang also answered them.

Yang Liu didn't seem to know anything, and every time she carefully asked some questions about life, Shu Yang answered them one by one, and sometimes she just hung up the phone when she got impatient.

Yang Liu was not annoyed, she would still call next time.

Life in The Walking Dead is the same every day.

Sometimes Jiang Yu lived in a bar, and Shu Yang would not speak for a whole day, eating three meals mechanically, going to bed on time, and insomnia on time.

I went to see Yangyang alone on weekends. At the beginning, Sister Xin asked why Cheng Xinyi didn't come, but after asking twice, she stopped asking, as if that person had never appeared before.

March [-]th is the full moon wine for Qian Kun's daughter, and Shu Yang brought a gift to participate.

When Qian Kun asked about Cheng Xinyi, Shu Yang said, "Tell me that you want to come, but the boss over there won't let you go. I've been working overtime all the time, and I haven't come to see my daughter."

Qian Kun chuckled: "It's such a big deal, I'll have time to look at it in the future, anyway, you're the daughter."

Shu Yang kept laughing, Qian Kun leaned over and whispered, "If you have something to say, you must say it."

"What's the matter? The biggest thing is to work hard and pay back your money." Shu Yang responded with a smile.

Qian Kun waved his hand: "It's up to you to pay it back."

He was very busy with the banquet, so he didn't continue to ask, so Shu Yang naturally wouldn't continue.

The lives of the people around are still in full swing, and everyone will turn around if the earth is missing.

Shu Yang transitioned from panic to calm. He would send messages to Cheng Xinyi every day, although he never got a response.

In mid-March, on another Sunday, Shu Yang was eating lunch alone in Jiang Yu's small room, when the cell phone in his pocket rang.

Since receiving that call last time, he has always had the habit of never leaving his mobile phone, so he immediately picked it up.

It was Li Tingzhou who called. His voice sounded a little strange, and he asked immediately, "Brother Shu, have you seen the circle of friends?"

Shu Yang: "What?"

Li Tingzhou: "You...you look at Brother Sizhang's circle of friends."

Shu Yang hung up the phone in surprise, and suddenly realized that he hadn't contacted Xu Sizhang for a long time since he made a call in the first month.

He clicked on Xu Sizhang's profile picture and saw the latest news.

"Obituary: Xu Sizhang passed away on March 3. Thank you for your concern and best wishes to all his relatives and friends during his lifetime."

Shu Yang looked back and forth twice, thinking he was joking, how could there be such a simple obituary.

Two minutes later, he was startled suddenly, and white sweat suddenly appeared on his back.

He read the short sentence again, and opened the address book with a blank mind.

Xu Sizhang usually has two numbers, one for work and the other for personal use.

Shu Yang dialed his private number, rang twice, and the other person answered, Shu Yang immediately shouted: "Si Zhang!"

On the other side was a woman's voice: "Hi, I'm Xu Sizhang's sister."

Shu Yang was stunned for a moment: "Hi sister, where's Si Zhang?"

The woman was very calm: "It has already been buried."

Shu Yang stammered, "He really...why..."

The woman said: "Two days ago I jumped from the top floor of Wanshu Community."

The other side said concisely and stopped making a sound, Shu Yang was stunned for a long time, and said, "Sister, my condolences."

This sentence opened up the woman's chatter box, she said: "We have calmed down, this child is too selfish, I don't want to think about what his parents will do when he is gone, raising him to such a big age, so heartless to leave... "

Shu Yang didn't hear her accusations later, and when she came back to her senses again, the woman said: "After studying for so many years, I learned to escape."

Shu Yang suddenly felt his stomach churning again, and he suppressed the pain and asked, "Can I come and see him?"

"Didn't you hear clearly?" the woman said, "It has already been buried, and unmarried children on our side cannot erect monuments."

Shu Yang hung up the phone directly.

He went to the sofa and sat down, opened the chat history with Xu Sizhang, flipped through it from beginning to end, then turned over and lay on his back, putting his arms over his eyes.

After a while Li Tingzhou and Jiang Yu came back, and the three of them sat in the living room in silence.

When night fell, Li Tingzhou asked, "Why?"

Jiang Yu wrapped his arms around his neck, patted his head lightly, and didn't speak.

Shu Yang was silent for a long time, his voice was hoarse when he spoke: "This world is not worthy of him."

The three of them stayed up almost all night. When they got up early the next day, Li Tingzhou asked Shu Yang if he wanted to take a leave of absence. Shu Yang shook his head.

Jiang Yu pulled Li Tingzhou: "We will take you there."

Shu Yang: "No, it's not that children have to be sent to school."

Arrived at the unit on time, the surrounding atmosphere was no different, only heard the people at the next table chatting during the lunch break, in a gossip tone: "I heard that someone died in the ancient books of Huaicheng."

Several people talked a few words, and someone turned around and asked Shu Yang: "Shu Yang, do you know? Aren't you familiar with the ancient books of Huaicheng?"

Shu Yang glanced at the man: "I don't know."

The person next to him turned his head away and started talking about other things. After a while, a colleague called him again: "Shu Yang, Shu Yang!"

Shu Yang looked at the man, waiting for him to speak.

The colleague came over, looked around, and whispered, "I have a question for you."

Shu Yang nodded silently.

The colleague smiled frivolously and asked, "How do men and men do? Is it really fuck/ass?"

Shu Yang paused for two seconds, then jumped up and kicked the colleague's chair over.

The author has something to say: Well, let me kneel here and cry x﹏x