Roommate Daily Research Report

Cheng Xinyi looked at him and said nothing.

Shu Yang reached out and tapped the corner of his eye, and whispered, "It's red."

Cheng Xinyi took a deep breath, turned his head away, and still didn't speak.

Shu Yang stretched out his arms to hug him, and put his face on his shoulder: "Brother, tell me if you are unhappy, tell me if you are unhappy, even more so if you are really unhappy."

"I didn't, I just..." Cheng Xinyi said, but couldn't continue in the middle of the sentence.

Shu Yang tightened his arms: "I won't go, I really won't go, I won't go with Lin Cheng, and I won't go with anyone."

Cheng Xinyi gasped: "I know I'm worrying unfoundedly, but I just can't control it, because my naivety might collapse. Because I'm not a superman."

In the blink of an eye, Shu Yang suddenly understood Cheng Xinyi's meaning.

He couldn't help being funny and distressed, and said: "Don't be afraid, of course many feelings are conditional, but I will try not to care about those conditions. You are you, you are not someone else, and I will not reject you just because you have weaknesses. like you."

The slight trembling of Cheng Xinyi's body finally disappeared, and he raised his arms to hug Shu Yang back: "Only you know what I'm thinking, but I don't want you to know."

"Silly dog." Shu Yang smiled, "If you don't let me know, who do you want to know?"

Cheng Xinyi buried her head on his shoulder and let out a muffled laugh.

Hugging in silence for a long time, Cheng Xinyi said frankly: "When I think about you liking Lin Cheng before, because he was happy and because he was unhappy, I can't bear it. I can't help but think..."

Shu Yang: "I can't help but think, what if you also become my past?"

Cheng Xinyi paused for a moment, and said "hmm".

Shu Yang patted him on the back: "I can't give you a definite answer. There will be no answer to this kind of question, because everyone feels that what they say is true when they speak."

He let go of Cheng Xinyi and raised his chin, this time Cheng Xinyi didn't resist.

"But now." Shu Yang said, "Cheng Xinyi, as long as I, Shu Yang, can give you what you want, I will never hesitate for a second."

Cheng Xinyi didn't open his mouth.

Shu Yang whispered again: "You said several times that you wanted to lock me up, and you asked me if I was afraid, but I was not afraid at all. Sometimes I would think, or let you lock me up, and I would Willingly."

"Even if one day you want to exile me, and I leave your room and find that I don't know the world and can't live anymore, I will try my best to convince myself that I don't blame you, because I will think that I did it willingly."

His tone was gentle and firm.

Cheng Xinyi looked at him intently, and finally said: "You are so good at talking about love, Shu Yang, if you say such things to others with your mouth... I will definitely go crazy."

Shu Yang: "I've said it before, this is not a love story."

Cheng Xinyi lowered his head and kissed him: "You will give me everything I want?"

Shu Yang: "Yes."

Cheng Xinyi: "I'm going to tie you up today with your tie."

Surprised, Shu Yang immediately refused: "No!"

Cheng Xinyi: "Shu Yang, you liar, what you said just now is indeed a lie."

Shu Yang: "Cheng Xinyi, you dog, did you do it on purpose?"

Cheng Xinyi: "No, I was really sad just now."

Shu Yang: "..."

Cheng Xinyi: "The hole I dug myself, should I just jump? It would be even better if I could dance while crying."

Shu Yang let go of his hand quickly, turned around to run, but was stopped by Cheng Xinyi and hugged him again.

"Won't you feel sorry for hurting me?" Shu Yang asked.

Cheng Xinyi: "It won't hurt, you can tie me up if you are afraid of pain, as long as you are not ashamed."

Shu Yang gritted his teeth: "Deal! Bind you!"

It was a quiet autumn night, and Cheng Xinyi had already slept soundly.

Shu Yang opened his eyes, and carefully unwrapped his hands wrapped around his body. Just as he was about to get up, he was grabbed back again.

"Shu Yang." He called out in a daze.

Shu Yang hurriedly responded, "I'm going to the bathroom."

After finishing speaking but did not hear an answer, Shu Yang waited for his eyes to adapt to the darkness and took a closer look. Cheng Xinyi's eyes were closed.

It turned out to be a dream.

Shu Yang's heart skipped a beat, and he kissed him deeply.

Staring at his silhouette in the dark, after an unknown amount of time, Shu Yang broke free from his entanglement again, and walked out of the room lightly.

Instead of heading for the bathroom, he went to sleep on his side.

The next day Shu Yang woke up a bit late, and didn't get up until Cheng Xinyi made breakfast.

After he finished washing with his eyes squinted, Cheng Xinyi asked with a smile, "Is the physical energy consumed so much?"

"How can you compare with a dog?" Shu Yang sat down at the dining table and joked, "I'm getting old, so I have to set rules in the future."

Cheng Xinyi snorted, kissed him across the dining table, automatically blocked most of the entire sentence, and said, "How big is it? Although it's not small, it's obviously not as big as me."

Shu Yang: "..."

While eating breakfast, Shu Yang took a peek at Xinyi's wrist, the red marks on it were no longer obvious.

He withdrew his gaze, picked up the cup to drink milk, and thought to himself that he was crazy, he was constantly testing on the edge of danger.

Cheng Xinyi caught his gaze, raised the corner of his mouth, and suddenly called out, "Brother."

Shouting but not speaking, Shu Yang asked: "What?"

Cheng Xinyi stood up and cleared the table before saying, "You were great last night."

Shu Yang almost spit out a mouthful of milk, and almost swallowed it. He looked at Cheng Xinyi speechlessly, and coughed twice uncontrollably.

Cheng Xinyi came over and patted him on the back, bent over and licked the corner of his lips: "Don't waste it."

Although the time we have been together is not short, Shu Yang still feels like his ears are going to burn.

Seeing that Xinyi was picking up the trash, he hurriedly pushed the cup forward, quickly picked up the bag and went out: "I'm leaving, so I might be late this morning."

"Is there anything uncomfortable?" Cheng Xinyi turned around and shouted, "Wait a minute and I'll take you down!"

Shu Yang responded loudly while closing the door: "No! Don't!"

Cheng Xinyi entertained herself for a long time, then turned around and went into the house to pack her schoolbag, ready to go to school to complete the final project.

He rummaged through the books he needed on the table, and took away a single-chip microcomputer material, and suddenly something fell out of it.

Picked it up and found it was an envelope.

He froze for a moment, opened it and saw a piece of light-colored letterhead paper inside, with Shu Yang's usual ink blue handwriting.

At the beginning it says "This is a love letter", but the second sentence is "I can't write a love letter", Cheng Xinyi couldn't help smiling, and looked down.

"Brother, it's 33:2 in the morning, I heard you calling my name [-] minutes ago, but you were still asleep.

Then my heart became very full, unbelievably full.

Did you see me in your dream?What do I look like in my dream?What to do, I kind of want to get into your dream to meet myself.

The above sentence didn't lie to you. Although I graduated from the Chinese Department, I really don't know how to write love letters.

So this letter should be short.

Once you asked me what you are to me, I didn't say anything, but what I thought in my mind was that you were my Yulemei.

Advertising really hurts.

Don't laugh and don't be angry, I thought about it for a long time, and just last night, the moment I felt you were afraid, I suddenly figured it out.

What are you to me, let me organize the wording.

Don't be afraid that you will become my past, because for me, in the days to come, you are the new you, I am the new me, and you are my new meaning.

Every day. "

Cheng Xinyi stood blankly in front of the desk until the early morning sunlight squeezed in through the cracks in the curtains and flooded him all over.

In a blink of an eye, it was late November.

Shu Yang often thought about Zhang Bo, but every time he asked insincerely, Xu Sizhang said that the relationship between the two was very good.

He gradually didn't know what to do, apart from daily concern, the courage to speak out became less and less day by day.

The final of Sakura.com is scheduled for a Saturday, and it will still be held at the Provincial Conservatory of Music.

Naturally, Fu Mingyuan and Li Tingzhou both wanted to see it.

On Thursday night, Jiang Yu called Shu Yang and said that he was going to come to Huai City the next day, which happened to be the game time, and he would also go to see it.

Shu Yang couldn't help asking: "Are you going to take root in Huai City? Are you not too tired to panic after this trip?"

Jiang Yu smiled on the other end of the phone: "Yeah, I'm stepping on the spot. I don't want to go back to Xin County after finishing these things."

Shu Yang was a little surprised: "Really? How did you step on the spot?"

Jiang Yu was silent for a long time, and finally said in a somewhat indifferent tone: "It depends on where the job of that cool kid is set."

Shu Yang: "What exactly do you mean?"

Jiang Yu: "It's nothing interesting, I just feel that being alone is too lonely, so I need to make arrangements."

Before Shu Yang opened his mouth, Jiang Yu said again: "Aren't you, Shu Yang, you are dating a child yourself, so you are not allowed to be friends with the child?"

"No, of course not." Shu Yang said, "I'm just judging how serious you are."

Jiang Yu: "Don't you know me yet? What are you serious about? How tiring it is to be so serious. I only look at the present and don't think about the future."

Shu Yang still wanted to talk, but Cheng Xinyi in the kitchen yelled dissatisfiedly: "Hey Shu Yang! Talking to others on the phone and ignoring me? What should I do if the pan is sticky?!"

Jiang Yu smiled: "Go, leave me alone."

Shu Yang let out a "hmm" and said, "I think Ting Zhou is actually a serious person, if you think so..."

"I see." Jiang Yu responded, "Aren't you going there yet? Next time Cheng Xin sees me, he'll have to look at me again."

Shu Yang smiled, Cheng Xinyi yelled again, and he had no choice but to hang up the phone.

In the kitchen, Cheng Xinyi was chopping vegetables, when someone came in, he raised his finger to the pot.

Shu Yang pinched the back of his neck and took the shovel to remedy it.

Cheng Xinyi washed his hands and said, "They can deal with their own affairs, don't worry about it."

"Come on." Shu Yang said, "You worry more than me, you say me?"

Cheng Xinyi: "I don't worry, I just wait for Xiao Zhouzi to have no bones left. I will be the first one to laugh at him when the time comes."

Shu Yangle: "If something happens to him, you will be the first to cry."

Cheng Xinyi snorted disdainfully.

At night, Shu Yang thought about it, and still sent a message to Xu Sizhang, asking him if he would go to the finals, so that everyone could get together.

Xu Sizhang quickly returned, saying that Zhang Bo had come to Huai City.

Shu Yang was a little surprised, and asked again: "Are you two together now?"

Xu Sizhang: "That's right, I'm going to watch a movie."

Shu Yang showed the news to Cheng Xinyi.

Cheng Xinyi said: "You can't say it now, the two of you are staying together. This blog is also the same, if you want to divide it, you can divide it. Why are you hanging on both sides?"

"I'm still too indecisive. You're right. Short-term pain is worse than long-term pain. I should have said it as soon as I came back from a business trip." Shu Yang was a little annoyed.

Cheng Xinyi touched his ear: "It's not your problem, you are worried about Brother Sizhang. Why don't you talk about it after Zhang Bo is gone? Don't think about it this time, just ask us to go together when the time comes, and immediately say .”

Shu Yang nodded, and replied to Xu Sizhang: "It's fun, I wish you happy!"

Xu Sizhang: "Thank you Shu Yang, I am really happy now, there are friends who have always thought about me for my own good, just like you, the person I love is by my side, we can hold hands and watch movies together."

Shu Yang: "Why are you so emotional today?"

Xu Sizhang: "Hey, occasionally I have to be emotional."

The two chatted a few more words, Xu Sizhang said that the movie was about to start, and Shu Yang put down his phone.

The more he thought about it, the more panicked he became, so he reached out and rubbed Cheng Xinyi's hair into a chicken coop, then pointed at him and laughed.

Cheng Xinyi narrowed his eyes and threatened: "The last person who scratched on my head has already grown grass on his grave!"

Shu Yang deliberately asked: "Who is that person?"

Cheng Xinyi snorted: "It's just you, why don't you see someone else?"

Shu Yang smiled and kissed him, and he had no objection.

The next day's final was much more formal than the rematch, starting at [-] pm.

I didn't see Zheng Sheng at the rehearsal in the morning, and went to the auditorium after dinner in the afternoon. The two of them went in and saw that the venue had been set up.

The first row is the judges' seats, and the seat cards are arranged one by one, with Zheng Sheng at the far end.

Shu Yang looked at Cheng Xinyi: "Anyway, just try your best."

Cheng Xinyi nodded: "I know."

After a while, Cheng Xinyi was called to the backstage by the staff, and Shu Yang was waiting in the audience.

Before 06:30, Li Tingzhou called to ask for the location, and Shu Yang went to the side entrance of the venue.

After receiving Li Tingzhou and Jiang Yu, the three were about to walk in when Zheng Sheng came from the side.He greeted Shu Yang: "Are you here?"

"Boss Zheng." Shu Yang responded lightly.

Not far away, Fu Mingyuan and Qiao Qiao also came. Shu Yang waved at them, pointed to the entrance not far away, and said to Li Tingzhou and Jiang Yu, "You go first? I'll come over later."

The two agreed, and Fu Mingyuan and Qiao Qiao just approached.Qiao Qiao greeted Shu Yang, while Fu Mingyuan took a deep look at Shu Yang, and finally nodded.

Shu Yang turned his head to watch them enter the venue, and suddenly found Fang Jing in the crowd.

The surrounding background sound is a bit messy, people come and go, most of them come in and out through the main entrance, and no one cares about the aisle on the far side.

After those people had gone far away, Zheng Sheng took two steps forward and leaned on the railing, and said with a smile, "So many good friends, I'm so envious."

Shu Yang smiled: "My boyfriend is very popular."

Zheng Sheng didn't care, and just asked with a smile: "How is it? Have you thought about it? There is still a chance to repent."