Roommate Daily Research Report

With this sentence, Yang Liu could hardly control her emotions. She clasped her hands together, pinched her right hand with her left hand, and sat opposite Shu Yang.

Shu Yang watched her move calmly.

It wasn't until the waiter served the coffee Shu Yang ordered for her that Yang Liu called out again: "Yang Yang."

Shu Yang nodded: "What do you want to say?"

Hearing the word "you", Yang Liu's lips trembled even more, and it took him a long time to say: "The kid said he was you..."

"Boyfriend." Shu Yang said, "His name is Cheng Xinyi, and he is my boyfriend."

Yang Liu reluctantly nodded: "Yang Yang, Mom has been thinking about it for many days. I have never cared about you since I was a child, and I have no right to interfere with your sexual orientation, but I still want to say one more thing, don't blame Mom. He is very young, even if you If you like men, you should find someone who is more reliable and can take care of you."

"Yes." Shu Yang responded, "But whether he is reliable or not, only I am qualified to say, thank you for reminding me, I like him very much, and he likes me very much. Don't worry about it."

Yang Liu's voice changed: "Do you have to talk to me like this?"

Shu Yang: "Then how do you want me to talk to you? Yelling? Or acting like a baby to you like Jiang Yichen? If I really act like a baby, will you love me well?"

Yang Liu raised her chin, desperately restraining her emotions.

"It's a pity." Shu Yang said, "Even if I act like a baby you will love me, I can't act like a baby anymore, and I never will. What does it feel like to be protected, so I won't act like a baby."

He smiled: "But it's okay, I'm a man."

Yang Liu took a deep breath.

"Mom, you don't seem to be as decisive now as before." Shu Yang said.

This sentence did not know where it touched Yang Liu, as if a gate had suddenly opened, making her burst into tears in an instant.

She opened her mouth, and finally said only one sentence: "I'm sorry."

Shu Yang shook his head, unfolded the facial tissue and handed it to her: "You didn't feel sorry for me, it was Shu Jianguo who was sorry for you, and I was the one who was sorry for you."

Yang Liu cried uncontrollably: "It's my fault... Mom is very scared. Whenever she sees you, she will think of Shu Jianguo, and she will remember that she almost killed you."

She said, covering her face with her hands.

Shu Yang frowned, he was surprised to find that there were so many tears, even if he covered his face, he could still flow down his fingers.

My eyes are a little blurry.

He quietly stretched out his hand, as if wanting to touch the willow, halfway out, he retracted it, and said, "I never blamed you."

As the words fell, Yang Liu cried even more uncontrollably, and a vague choked sound came out of her throat, like a suppressed roar.

After a long time, she slowly let go.

The mother and son sat opposite each other in silence.

Yang Liu recovered quickly after the breakdown, she wiped her face clean, and sat firmly and gracefully leaning against the sofa, only the occasional trembling of her fingers revealed the fluctuations in her heart.

"Yang Yang, I know it's useless to say anything now. Mom doesn't expect you to forgive me, but I've hidden this sorry for long enough. Mom is sorry for you." She said.

Shu Yang counted the numbers in his heart.

Counting to No. 20 seven times, Yang Liu's voice was hoarse, and she tried her best to restrain herself and said again: "Mom is very scared, because I'm sorry for you, I'm afraid to see you, and I will hate myself when I see you. Mom really can't stand it anymore. It was like a nightmare, and I just can't look back."

Shu Yang: "I know."

It was silent again, this time Shu Yang counted down.

Yang Liu said: "That kid...Cheng Xinyi told me that you stopped me because you didn't want anything to happen to me, and my whole body..."

Shu Yang interrupted her: "I used to think that I didn't blame you at all, but since Shu Jianguo died, I gradually realized that I really don't blame you, I hate you."

Yang Liu was startled.

"It's too hateful, but I know I shouldn't." Shu Yang said, "Mom, I carefully thought about it, I really hate you all these years, but I'm afraid that you will feel a little uncomfortable, afraid Shu Jianguo made you unhappy. Seeing you cry now makes me feel very happy, but this kind of happiness makes me hate myself."

Yang Liu stared straight at him, unable to make any expression.

Shu Yang was expressionless: "I am so similar to you, the more I know what you think, the more I feel distressed, the more I can understand, the more I understand, the more I hate you, the more I hate you, the more I hate myself .”

"I couldn't figure out why I still had to live. Life was so painful. To have such a father and such a mother may have been my sins in my previous life."

Yang Liu: "It's not you, it's me and Shu Jianguo who did the crime."

Shu Yang looked at her, and suddenly hooked the corners of his lips: "Cheng Xinyi always said that I was good-looking, although I didn't think it myself. Mom, people say that children born to parents with good feelings are good-looking. Every time he said that, I would Thinking, I keep thinking, thinking over and over again, you and Shu Jianguo must have had a good relationship back then."

"The better it was at the beginning, the more embarrassing it became." He said, "When I was an undergraduate, I had to go to the counseling center regularly, because I hated myself so much that it affected my life. I hated my face, which looked like Shu Jianguo also hates some of his mentalities, because they are like you."

Yang Liu bit her lower lip, trying to stop the tears that were about to flow again.

Shu Yang: "Mom, I don't care about you... I die for you, but I don't want to pretend it doesn't matter anymore. I also know that you still hate Shu Jianguo, even if he is dead, you also hate Sha Qing, see Until I think of hateful things."

"I'm really tired of pretending, I don't want to be a saint anymore. If it's possible...we'd better have less contact in the future.

You live well with Uncle Jiang and educate Jiang Yichen well, maybe we will be able to forgive after a long time.I will also honor you in the future, after all, it is the book you gave me to finish reading.I remember. "

He drank the coffee in his hand in one gulp, stood up, and looked at her with those black and white eyes: "Thank you mom, goodbye mom."

Yang Liu sat in a daze, unable to say a word.

Shu Yang turned and walked out, Cheng Xinyi at the door saw him coming, and also stood up.

The bill has been paid, Cheng Xinyi opened the door to let Shu Yang go out first, then he looked back at Yang Liu, from this angle he could only see her trembling shoulders.

There was a gust of wind just after going out, and a leaf swirled and fell, hitting Shu Yang's bloodless face.

One disadvantage of people with clear eyes is that a little emotion will make the whites of the eyes red, which makes people feel painful.

Shu Yang turned his head to see the novelty and smiled.

Cheng Xinyi stepped forward to hold his hand, squeezed it, held the trembling feeling, and asked, "Go home?"

Shu Yang's palms were covered with cold sweat, which Cheng Xinyi wiped dry without showing any traces with the corner of his sleeve.

"Go home." Shu Yang responded.

The two never talked about it again after that.

On Monday, Cheng Xinyi went to sign the tripartite agreement.

In this way, there was basically only one graduation project left in his academic career, and he started running towards Fu Mingyuan's shop again in his free time.

Go to practice and earn extra money by running with the band.

Last time Shu Yang helped Cheng Xinyi sign up for the Sakura.com Original Song Contest. I heard that the top two in the finals will have the opportunity to go to Beijing and participate in music activities on a larger platform.

At first, Cheng Xinyi only thought that this was Shu Yang's wish, and there would be no harm in participating, but now he was determined to win.

It's not because winning the award will give you a chance to enter the entertainment industry, but because No.1 has a bonus of [-].

Shu Yang and his book series project started a new round of busy work, and overtime was also a common occurrence. For three or four days in a row, the two of them only got along with each other and slept together at night.

On Thursday, Shu Yang finally came back a little earlier. When Cheng Xinyi called, he heard that he was already at home, so he hung up immediately.

A quarter of an hour later there was the sound of the door opening.

Shu Yang was surprised: "Did you fly back?"

"Yes!" Cheng Xinyi jumped over with a smile, "Because I miss you."

Shu Yang touched his face and kissed the corner of his lips: "Have you had dinner yet?"

Cheng Xinyi: "Have eaten, how about you?"

"I ate it too, at work." Shu Yang said.

Cheng Xinyi hugged him and kissed him for a while, then said, "Fang Jing is not in the band anymore, she said she wants to study hard."

The two of them knew the real reason, Shu Yang joked: "There is another floating population."

"Yes." Cheng Xinyi smiled, "Tomorrow there will be a performance at Blue Moon, Xiao Zhouzi will sing a new song that I collaborated with, will you come?"

Shu Yang hesitated for a moment: "I'm going to deliver manuscripts to Sizhang after work tomorrow, I'll come if I see if I'm in time?"

Cheng Xinyi pouted: "Now you spend more time with him than with me."

Shu Yang: "Nonsense, we are together every night. After a while, we won't be so busy working overtime. It's just a period of time. You will probably be busier than me when you go to work next year."

Cheng Xinyi turned his face away: "You just admit your mistakes and you're done, and you're still talking so much. Say you're wrong."

Shu Yang: "I was wrong, I was wrong, do you want to forgive me?"

Cheng Xinyi pretended to think, and said seriously: "Let me give you a good hug later, and I will forgive you."

Shu Yang pursed his lips, and Cheng Xinyi smiled again: "No, I made a mistake. I will forgive you if I cry when I do it."

"What mentality?" Shu Yang couldn't laugh or cry, "Why do you have to watch me cry?"

Cheng Xinyi: "You don't understand."

Shu Yang smiled softly.

Cheng Xinyi: "I forgot to ask you during this time, did you tell Brother Sizhang about Zhang Bo?"

"No." Shu Yang frowned, "I can't find a good opportunity to say it, and he is so happy every time he mentions Zhang Bo, I really can't say it."

"Sooner or later, we have to talk about it." Cheng Xinyi said, "Short-term pain is worse than long-term pain."

Shu Yang nodded.

Cheng Xinyi reached into Shu Yang's pajamas, groped down his back, and asked in a low voice, "Have you washed it?"

Shu Yang turned his eyes away uncomfortably, and let out a "hmm".

"We really have a tacit understanding." Cheng Xinyi smiled and kissed him on the ear.

Shu Yang pushed him: "Go take a bath."

Cheng Xinyi stood up with a smile, walked two steps and suddenly turned around: "Brother, um, my aunt said she would treat us to dinner on the weekend. It just so happens that the rematch is over."

"Huh?" Shu Yang was surprised.

Cheng Xinyi: "Didn't I just sign the tripartite contract? She said she wanted to celebrate, and I heard that you have a lot of communication with your uncle now, so let me bring my roommate."

Shu Yang carefully observed his expression: "Do you want me to go or not?"

"Of course I want to." Cheng Xinyi said, "Although I didn't go as a boyfriend, I think it's good to make my aunt like you."

But Shu Yang felt something bad in his heart, the better the relationship is now, the more troublesome it will be when he comes out.

The feeling of worry cannot be said to be serious, but he is not willing to be swept away into Xinyi's interest, so he nodded in the end.

After get off work the next day, Shu Yang went to the Provincial University with Xu Sizhang.

Teacher Zhang in the Ancient Books Room doesn't like to use computers very much, so he has to send him paper manuscripts and ask him various professional questions that have been collected during this period of time.

After solving the work matters, Teacher Zhang left two people for dinner. At the dinner table, he asked about the relationship between Shu Yang and Xu Sizhang, and insisted on arranging a blind date for them, pushing and pushing for a long time.

In this way, it was already nine o'clock in the evening when I left the provincial university.

After leaving the school gate, Xu Sizhang said: "I was so scared by Teacher Zhang's blind date that I didn't eat enough. I don't think you ate much. Do you want to have a supper?"

Shu Yang smiled: "Chengcheng and their band have a performance today, I have to go and watch it, maybe another day?"

"Wow! A bar?" Xu Sizhang asked.

Shu Yang: "Yes, on the bar street over the old campus."

Xu Sizhang was very excited: "I want to go too! Can you take me?"

Shu Yang smiled: "Of course."

The two immediately took a taxi and walked towards the city center. Shu Yang took out his mobile phone, only to find that Cheng Xinyi had called just 10 minutes ago.

He called back.

It rang for a long time and no one answered, and was about to hang up when the other end was connected.

Shu Yang yelled "Cheng Cheng", but what sounded on the phone was a crashing sound, followed by Cheng Xinyi's angry scolding, the voice seemed far away: "Fuck/Your uncle!"

Then there was a snap, the phone seemed to fall to the ground, and the phone hung up.

Shu Yang immediately dialed again, but it was already busy.

Xu Sizhang was surprised: "What's wrong?"

Shu Yang shook his head and said to the driver: "Master, please drive faster."

The author has something to say: Well, I still have two chapters left to save the draft. Do you have any extras you want to read? (Of course, the car can't be driven!)

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If you have friends who watch romance, you can go and have a look. Hehe