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After school, Xiaohe rushed home.

When he left for school in the morning, his mother hadn't come home yet, which was strange.His mother usually leaves work at two o'clock and gets home before three o'clock in the middle of the night.

He always heard the door knocking in a daze at two or three o'clock in the middle of the night, and his mother's footsteps were always heavy, and the bag was thrown into the room casually, and the door slammed shut with a "bang".

Sometimes when his father is around, he will curse for a while, thinking his mother is noisy.

But last night, he woke up suddenly and found that he didn't hear anything.When I ran out, there was no one in the master bedroom.

It's not uncommon for his father to be away, but neither is his mother.

He called his mother several times during the day, but no one answered, never before.Mom won't go out to play, because selling alcohol in nightclubs is too tiring, and she often has to drink a lot by herself. Mom will fall asleep immediately when she comes back, and she won't wake up until four or five in the afternoon.

Xiaohe arrived home after five o'clock, but there was still no one at home.

Call mom again, it has turned off.

After hesitating for half an hour, Xiaohe finally called his dad. When the phone was connected, his dad seemed to have just woken up, and he gave a dazed feed. After hearing that it was Xiaohe, he began to scold: "You fucking beat me!" What are you doing on the phone?! Your father didn’t sleep all day yesterday, and you woke him up just after sleeping for a while!”

Xiaohe said that his mother didn't come home all day and night, and his father didn't care: "Don't worry about it so much, kid! It's none of your business!" After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone.

Xiaohe felt something was wrong, definitely something was wrong.

His dad didn't say "I don't know", but "Don't worry about it".

Panic immediately hit Xiaohe's heart.

Xiao He thought about it, and called the nightclub. The person who answered the phone understood Xiao He's question, and immediately said, "She's off work, we don't know where she went."

Xiaohe called Sister Yun who was usually close to his mother. Mom was afraid that he would not be able to find her in an emergency, so he specially left a phone number for Sister Yun.

Sister Yun picked up the phone and didn't hang up immediately. After Xiaohe finished asking, she took a while to say: "I don't know very well, but——I heard from others that your father came to see your mother yesterday. .Xiaohe, you..."

Xiaohe hung up the phone.

Something happened, something must have happened.

Xiaohe's first reaction was hatred.

The college entrance examination is coming up next week, and something happened.Why?

Why have you been beaten all the time and still not divorced?

She is a mother, why didn't she protect him?Why not take him away from the scum?

Now that something happened, how would he take the exam?Did she want him dead?

Why do other people's parents have a decent job, all for the sake of their children's education, worry, worry, and worry.And in their family, no one noticed that he was going to take the college entrance examination next week.No one cared about what school he wanted to take, and no one asked him about his grades once.

Why did they keep rolling in the muddy pit, he wanted to climb out of this muddy pit, they didn't push him, but pulled him back!

He didn't want to stay in this muddy pit anymore.

He doesn't want to live this life anymore.

He didn't want to lose his own house, couldn't even pay the rent, and be scolded by the landlord outside the door.

I don't want to be secretly discussed by my classmates about his loneliness and his family.

I don't want to live in dilapidated residential buildings full of cockroaches and rats.

He wants to have a clean and tidy house that belongs to him.

He wants to go to college and have a job after graduation, with a salary of three or four thousand a month, so he doesn't have to worry about it.

Then Xiaohe felt scared again.

Anyway, his mother is his only relative, and his father can't be regarded as his father at all.If Xiaohe disappeared today, his father probably would have reacted in the same way, not caring about their lives.

Xiaohe's dilapidated home is almost gone.

This family has always been fragmented, full of violence and sickness.

But Xiaohe is still nostalgic for this family, because he only has this, and if this is gone, he will have nothing.

Mom, where did Mom go?

Xiaohe wanted to call the police, but did not dare to call the police.

He didn't know where his mother went, what she did, whether it was related to drugs.

Xiaohe was alone at home in a daze, and when he recovered, the room was already pitch black.

It's nine o'clock in the evening, and my mother hasn't come back yet.

He called his dad again, but his dad didn't answer.He hit it the second time and was immediately dropped.

This is his father.

In desperation, Xiaohe thought of Li Qi.

He could only think of Li Qi.

The last time Li Qi scolded him like a dog, Xiao He was very angry.Thinking about it now, he is indeed like a dog, humble and pitiful, shaking his head and tail to beg for some peace, but it is useless.

When Xiaohe went upstairs, he decided to look for Li Qi. If Li Qi drove him away, he had no choice but to call the police.

Xiaohe was a little nervous, he didn't know if it would be useful to find Li Qi, and he didn't know what an ordinary person like Li Qi could do.Inexplicably, he felt that Li Qi knew everything and could do anything.

Xiaohe stopped in front of Li Qi's house, knocked on the door, and unexpectedly found that the door was not closed.

He called out, "Qi, Brother Qi."

No one answered.

Xiao He pushed open the door and walked in.

The room was pitch black, and Xiao He fumbled to turn on the light, stunned by the sight in front of him.

Li Qi was lying on the floor of the living room with blood all over his face.

For a moment, Xiao He thought Li Qi was dead.

His heart constricted, and he felt cold from the soles of his feet.

It wasn't until this moment that Xiaohe realized that Li Qi was his only hope.Li Qi died, and in this world, he had no one to turn to for help.

He turned out to be so lonely.

Xiaohe didn't know how long he had been standing at the door with a blank mind, until he heard footsteps and voices in the corridor, he came back to his senses and hurriedly closed the door.

He walked over, suppressing his fear, and shouted: "Brother Qi, Brother Qi."

Xiaohe began to tremble uncontrollably, he stretched out his fingers to test Li Qi's breathing, his fingertips trembled violently, and touched Li Qi's face several times.

"Brother Qi, Brother Qi." Xiao He began to cry.

Li Qi moved, and Xiao He was so startled that he was suffocating.

Li Qi opened his eyes. For more than ten seconds, his pupils were out of focus, and he just stared at the ceiling blankly, as if he couldn't figure out who he was and where he was.

Xiao He was still trembling: "Qi, Brother Qi, Brother Qi, what's wrong with you?"

Li Qi finally heard Xiao He's voice, turned his head and glanced at him.

Xiaohe burst into tears, venting all his worries of the day and night and the fear of seeing him lying on the floor: "My mother, my mother is gone! It's gone, and I haven't been home since last night! No one answered the phone , my dad told me to leave it alone, I don’t know what to do, what should I do? Will something happen to her? Will she die? "

Xiao He was out of breath from crying.

"What's wrong with you? I told you, work hard, don't learn from those bastards. Did you cause trouble, what did you cause? They won't find your home to beat you? I told you , I told you already!"

Li Qi raised a hand with difficulty, and touched Xiaohe's face: "It's okay."

Xiao He cried even harder.

Li Qi was exhausted, so he had to close his eyes and wait for Xiaohe to finish crying.

As soon as he closed his eyes, Xiaohe yelled his name in fright, thinking he was dead.

Li Qi had no choice but to open his eyes again.

Xiaohe sobbed: "Go to the hospital, you have to go to the hospital."

Li Qi waved his hand: "Call me a call."

Li Qi read a number, Xiaohe hurriedly took out his mobile phone, and asked while entering the number: "Who is this? Can I come to save you?"

Li Qi shook his head: "A stranger, just talking about something."

Xiaohe's hand stopped and did not dial out: "Then what should you do?!"

Li Qi looked at him calmly, the blood had already turned into black clots on his face, and he didn't know how long it had dried up.

"I'm sorry." Li Qi said, "I scolded you that day."

He looked like he was confessing his last few words before he died. Xiao He was so frightened that he even forgot to cry.

Last night, Li Qi followed Fat Brother, looking for evidence of his drug trafficking, as well as the up and down lines who had contact with him.In the nightclub, I found that Fat Brother took his wife away with someone.He hid in the back alley and heard the fat brother say a few words to Xiaohe and his mother. He only heard "that woman" "dead" and "tell me everything you know".

The two quarreled, and the others immediately slapped Xiaohe's mother, pulled her into the car, and left.

Li Qi called a taxi and followed them.He was found as soon as he got out of the car, was beaten up, and escaped.If he went to the hospital, he would be taken away by the police for questioning.

Li Qi didn't trust the police.

If the police knew that he was still investigating his sister, they might detain him for a while.

His head hurts, his stomach hurts too, and he feels that he might... die.

Now, he just wants to report the license plate number of that car to the undercover policeman Ah Tian.He has a quarrel with Ah Tian, ​​thinking that Ah Tian's optimism and justice are stupid in reality.But in the end, the only one he could ask for help was Ah Tian.

Also, apologize to Xiaohe.

His family is gone, and there is only hatred left in his life.

The kid was the only one who cared about him, the only one who thought he was a good person.

"I have a younger sister who died. My father committed suicide because of self-blame." Li Qi said, "So I'm in a bad mood. I'm sorry for scolding you."

Xiao He's tears were dry on his face, he heard Li Qi's words, but did not answer.He dialed out the phone first, told the other party the license plate number Li Qi mentioned, and begged him to come and save Li Qi.

After hanging up the phone, Xiao He lifted the hem of his clothes, wiped the blood stains on Li Qi's face, and asked, "Is it related to my father?"

Li Qi didn't answer: "It's none of your business, you go home and study hard."

"Are you trying to kill him?" Xiao He asked.

Li Qi was silent.

Xiaohe said, "Don't kill people, you're breaking the law."

Li Qi remained silent.For him, it doesn't matter whether he breaks the law or not.He is alone in this world, with no worries, no burdens, and nothing to be afraid of losing.

Xiaohe shook his arm: "Send him to the police station, I, I wrote something down, can it be regarded as evidence?"

Then Xiaohe began to read, the time and place, who he gave the goods to, or who he took the goods from.

Li Qi opened his eyes slightly, obviously he didn't expect Xiaohe to remember all these.

Xiao He read a few lines and said, "I have all of them in my head, so I can tell you and tell the police, will it help?"

Li Qi was a little excited: "It works!"

These things are what he moved to No. 32 Puxi Road, tried his best, got close to Fat Brother, secretly installed bugs, and exhausted all means to get them!It's also Ah Tian, ​​if a good policeman doesn't do it, he pretends to be a gangster, and gets along with drug dealers like Fat Brother, what he wants!

Who would have thought that these things would be remembered in Xiaohe's head like this!

Xiaohe read one by one, and recorded the voice messages one by one.

After reading, he told Li Qi: "I have finished reading, don't fall asleep, I will send you all when you are well."

"Send it to the number just now."

Xiaohe refused: "I don't want it! I only believe in you!"

Li Qi looked at him, and Xiaohe cried again.

"Get better soon. Where is my mother? Is she okay? Can you get better soon and go to her?"

Li Qi was stabbed in the stomach, lost so much blood that he was speechless.

Xiaohe sat on his knees, holding his head, and pillowed on his knees, tears began to flow again, hitting Li Qi's face drop by drop.

He was afraid that Li Qi would die just like that, and he didn't know how long it would be before that person arrived.He asked Li Qi over and over again: "Why can't you call an ambulance? Is revenge more important than your own life? I've told you all. You can send him to the police station."

Can the police be trusted?Li Qi thought in a daze, if the policeman could trust him, he would only trust the policeman A Tian.

Li Qi gradually closed his eyes.

Xiaohe looked at his injury, his mind was blank with a calm expression.

Does Li Qi hate his father that much?Revenge is more important than your own life.His hatred must be very deep, very deep.He must hate his father, his mother, and Xiaohe.Xiaohe is too incompetent. He has been beaten for more than ten years, never resisted, and even helped his father deliver the goods.They were all indirect perpetrators, killing Li Qi's sister.

That's why Li Qi hated him so much at that time.

Ah Tian kicked open the gate, and he arrived.

He didn't have time to take care of Xiaohe, he looked at Li Qi, picked up Li Qi and rushed downstairs.

Only one sentence was left, "I will send him to my friend to save him, you stay at his house and don't move around!"

In the dimly lit room, Xiao He still maintained a kneeling posture.

He was mud in a mud pit, and even if he didn't admit it, he was mud.He helped his father do things, and never thought about how many people he had harmed.

How could someone like him get Li Qi's care?

……

Lin Yuansheng called the card, Fei Ke's role was over, and it was over.The staff all said congratulations, but Fei Ke still knelt on the ground, silent.

Lin Yuansheng waved his hand to signal everyone to be quiet.

Everyone understood very well, each of them packed their things quietly and talked in low voices.After a while, Fei Ke was the only one left in Li Qi's family.

He clearly knew that the person in his arms just now was not Lu Xingwen, but Li Qi.But Fei Ke still felt very uncomfortable, the kind of discomfort with cold hands and feet and constricted heart.

He seemed to be integrated with Xiaohe, and he clearly realized that Li Qi was a nice person and cared about him, but Li Qi's hatred was also real.As long as he and his father are real father and son, Li Qi's hatred will always exist.

How could he be liked by Li Qi like this?

And is it possible for the real him to be liked by Lu Xingwen?

Lu Xingwen knew him because he never said no, he was obedient, he was well-behaved, and he was the one who was in front of everyone since childhood.

But is he really such a person?

Lu Xingwen said that he was very good, and that he worked hard and earnestly.In fact, he had to, he had no choice.He has no family to rely on, and he has to bear everything for his family. He can only choose to work hard, and he has no right to be lazy.

Is he selfless?

No.

He also has grievances and blames his parents, why is their family so poor?Why do you want to have a baby even though your economic conditions are not good enough?Why do you want to give birth knowing that it is risky to have a baby at an older age?Isn't he mother's child?They just want a new baby who is theirs.They came to ask him if he wanted younger siblings, of course he could only say yes.The stepfather is not the real father, no matter how much he loves him, he is not the real father, doesn't he understand?As a result, twins were born, and the three children could not afford it at all, and the younger sister even had congenital heart disease.

It was a good home, but because of two more children, it was completely ruined.

From the moment his younger siblings were born, his carefree childhood ended.Every day, he listened to his parents' conversations with trepidation. No money, no money, not enough money, these are always the topics.

He sometimes hates his younger siblings. He hates his younger brother's toy cars and his younger sister's dolls. Although they are cheap, they are all things he doesn't have.

Since the birth of his younger siblings, he has never bought a toy again.

He is afraid that the family has no money.

All these dark emotions have long been buried by Fei Ke, buried deep in his memory.It was a negative emotion that he could not express in his teenage years.

But today these things, things he thought he had forgotten, all appeared in front of him along with Xiao He.

Lu Xingwen took off his makeup a little bit, wiped off the blood plasma that made his eyes uncomfortable, and walked to Fei Ke's side.

There were only the two of them left on the set, and Lin Yuansheng gave Fei Ke some space to relax.

"Xiao Ke." He called softly, squatted down, and handed him a piece of chocolate, "Good boy, you've done a good job, it's time to play."

Fei Ke saw the chocolate, it was a reward for his good performance.

Fei Ke took the chocolate and held it tightly in his palm.

"Xiao Ke." Lu Xingwen called again.

Fei Ke knew that the show was over and the filming was over, but those emotions still surrounded him tightly, making him breathless.

"Think about something happy." Lu Xingwen said softly.

happy thing?

Fei Ke remembered the first time he met Lu Xingwen in the elevator. He stained Lu Xingwen's high-end suit. Lu Xingwen said it was okay and even wiped his tears.

like an angel.

Fei Ke remembered again that they held a fake wedding on a small subtropical island in the south.Lu Xingwen carried him to the flower platform, surrounded by white roses, and kissed him.Although it was fake, it was his first kiss.

Fei Ke remembered again that he was bullied by Kong Weisi in the film crew, and Lu Xingwen said that he would tell him no matter what happened, how could he be bullied.

There is also the handwritten postcard that Lu Xingwen sent him, the necklace with his name hidden, and...

Fei Ke looked at the deformed chocolate in his hand.

Since when did all the happy things in his life have to do with Lu Xingwen?

Fei Ke thought hard, using these to fight against those negative and dark emotions.

"Mr. Lu..." Fei Ke opened his mouth, his voice hoarse.

Lu Xingwen kissed the top of his hair: "I'm here."

Fei Ke looked up at him, his eyes full of deep dependence and envy: "I've finished filming, can I give you the answer?"

Answer?

Seeing Fei Ke like this, Lu Xingwen almost went crazy.

Of course he wanted the answer, immediately, immediately, wanted Fei Ke to be his!

But no, he knew that Fei Ke was in the play, immersed in dark emotions, and grabbed him like a life-saving straw.At this moment, Fei Ke probably thinks that Lu Xingwen is everything to him, and he can agree to any request.

but--

Lu Xingwen looked at Fei Ke, who was wearing a dirty costume and was still kneeling on the floor, his eyes were full of dependence, he couldn't say "No".

The master can no longer issue any cruel orders.

Fei Ke didn't wait for an answer, he threw himself into Lu Xingwen's arms, hugged him tightly, and said word by word: "My answer is yes, I can accept, I can accept everything about you, I can accept Master, I can accept the way you said. Please, don’t push me away again. I will be obedient, I will be very obedient, what you say, I will do well!"

Lu Xingwen touched his hair and his face slowly.

Fei Ke was buried in Lu Xingwen's arms, like a child holding his most beloved thing and not letting go.

Lu Xingwen didn't know what to do with him, so he could only keep kissing him and saying, "No, no, I love you whether you listen or not, Keke, good boy, baby. I accept you too Do you know everything? You can be well-behaved, you can be willful, you can lose your temper, and I love you all."

Fei Ke's tears soaked Lu Xingwen's vest.

Fei Ke didn't raise his head until the tears dried up.