Never Meeting Again In Our Next Life

Xia Lin fell silent

Song Yan's frenzied and helpless pain at the moment is very similar to Xia Lin in the previous life.

Song Yan said that he didn't know the meaning of his existence in this world. In fact, Xia Lin was also very confused. He didn't know what God's intention was for him to be reborn.

He originally thought that he had underestimated everything and could avoid Song Yan and live again, but Song Yan relentlessly entangled his life and disrupted everything he planned, so what is the meaning of his rebirth?

There is also Song Yan in front of him, this Song Yan who is inexplicably and crazily obsessed with him, Xia Lin can always see the shadow of his obsession with Yu Luotong in his previous life from his obsession.

Song Yan complained that he refused to accept himself, but who could understand the hesitation and suffering in his heart. He once loved Song Yan so much that he lowered himself into the dust, but was finally discarded as an expired substitute. The pain is still unforgettable even if I live a new life.

It's not that he doesn't want to accept Song Yan now, but he doesn't dare to open his heart and love seriously again.

He always felt that the Song Yan in front of him who loved him wholeheartedly was just a fantasy dream bestowed on him by God. After the lingering, Xiao Suo is lonely.

If this is a gift, he would rather not have this nihilistic gift, he would rather keep a clear mind from the beginning to the end, and watch the joys and sorrows of this world with cold eyes until the dream is broken and the dust settles.

At this time, the waiter knocked on the door outside the box.

Only then did Song Yan let go of Xia Lin, wiped his face, and after his expression returned to normal, he said, "Come in."

The waiter handed the plates to the table one by one, and sensed that the atmosphere between the two was not right, so he didn't dare to say a word, and then quietly closed the door and left.

At this time Song Yan had gradually calmed down.

"I'm sorry," he said annoyed in a low voice, "I was too impulsive just now, don't be angry."

Xia Lin shook his head, but did not speak.

Song Yan put the half-boiled fried egg on his plate in front of Xia Lin in a flattering manner, and murmured nostalgicly: "I remember you liked to eat this since you were a child, and every time you came to this restaurant before, you would ask me to share it with you." Order the same steak set, because then you can eat fried eggs for two. I used to love to grab fried eggs from you, and I thought you were so cute when you couldn’t grab it and you were angry. Looking back now, I always regret it, In fact, you look better when you are happy than when you are angry. From now on, I will not rob you again, and I will give you whatever you want. "

"Don't do this." Xia Lin finally couldn't control his emotions, turned his face and covered his sore eyes with his hands, his voice choked up uncontrollably, "Song Yan, I beg you."

Don't always bring up the past that he has deliberately forgotten like this, and always try to please him with the tenderness and patience that he used to treat Yu Luotong. The more you do this, the more pathetic he feels about himself.

Song Yan stared blankly at Xia Lin for a moment, then suddenly put his arms around him, and asked eagerly in his ear: "Xia Lin, you...actually, you also have feelings for me, right? Otherwise, you wouldn't..."

Xia Lin didn't look at him, trying to push him away in embarrassment.

But Song Yan forcefully dispelled his refusal, and gradually approached him: "Xia Lin, what are you afraid of, what are you running away from? You can tell me what concerns you have in your heart."

Xia Lin just shed tears silently, the tears that had been suppressed for many years suddenly burst at this moment, rinsing and rinsing continuously, as if he wanted to vent all the grievances and anguish he had suffered in his previous life.

He didn't want Song Yan to see himself like this, he just shook his head and wanted to push Song Yan away, but Song Yan had already found a gap to break through his defense line, and after defusing the other party's rejection several times, he simply pressed his whole body up.

He cupped Xia Lin's cheek with both hands, and kept kissing his lips, the corners of his eyebrows, and his tears, until Xia Lin finally whimpered, and he occupied his mouth again, different from the violent kisses before. , this time he was extremely gentle and affectionate, every time he sucked a kiss, it was full of comfort and temptation.

Finally, he felt the slight trembling coming from Xia Lin's body, which greatly encouraged him. The tip of his tongue became more flexible and provocative. The hem of his shirt touched his waist.

"Don't..." The scalding temperature of Song Yan's palm came from his waist, which immediately woke Xia Lin up. He pushed Song Yan away in a panic, and said in a trembling voice, "Don't be here."

"Then go to my room, okay?" Song Yan seemed to be waiting for his words, and took advantage of the situation to embrace him, and rubbed him into his embrace with his lingering panting and trembling, "I There is a one-person lounge in the company, let's go there."

"Don't go." Xia Lin secretly bit his lips, forcing the turbulent desire in his body to cool down quickly. When his emotions stabilized, his voice also returned to his usual indifference, but there was a slight anger that he didn't even notice. "You want to take the opportunity to kill me? It's a good idea."

Song Yan sighed helplessly, but he still gently kissed Xia Lin's temple hair, and said in a low voice, "Well, I won't force you, as long as you can accept me, I'm willing to wait as long as you want."

Xia Lin didn't push Song Yan away anymore, he thought helplessly, what is the relationship between him and Song Yan now?

Song Yan in front of him was like a ferocious beast that had just appeased its anger. After overcoming his defense line, it gradually retracted its claws and crouched patiently at his feet with the humble attitude of a tiger sniffing a rose. He is gentle and obedient, but once he sees the right opportunity, he will launch another fierce attack until he is torn to pieces.

Such Song Yan made him feel strange and afraid, but deep down in his secret heart he couldn't stop.