Never Meeting Again In Our Next Life

The next day, Song Yan went to school early in the morning. Because he didn't sleep well all night, he still had two thick dark circles on his face.

When he arrived at the classroom, he saw Xia Linduan sitting on the seat by the window, like every morning, lowering his head and concentrating on writing English words silently.

The morning light of spring shines through the window sills and dots half of his face in a patchwork pattern. The curvature of his face is clearly visible in the alternation of light and dark, making his skin whiter and more delicate.

Song Yan was in a daze for a moment. He wondered why he had never associated Xia Lin with the word "good-looking" before.

Since childhood, Xia Lin has been inseparable from him. They played truant together, played pranks together, and even took off their clothes and splashed in the water together... In his conception, Xia Lin is like another self, they are so good that they are almost inseparable each other.

But since when did Xia Lin start to alienate him?Was it after he came back from Australia, or a few years ago when Xia Lin no longer wanted to take a bath with him?

Maybe distance really creates beauty. When Xia Lin pushed him farther and farther away, he suddenly realized that Xia Lin's appearance was no longer what he remembered. He was taller and thinner than before. , and a little more attractive.

Song Yan just stood at the door of the classroom and stared blankly at Xia Lin, until the other party finished reciting a set of words, and raised his head with a long sigh of relief—the two looked at each other, and there was a subtle atmosphere of embarrassment in the air.

Xia Lin looked at him silently for a moment, then lowered his head like a stranger and continued to recite the next set of words.

Song Yan came back to his senses suddenly, remembered the purpose of his trip, took a deep breath, strode to Xia Lin's desk, and said in an awkward tone: "Xia Lin, let's talk."

Xia Linfu raised his head and looked at him again, neither saying yes nor no bad.

Zhou Shuo consciously stood up from his seat, walked to another girl who arrived early in the classroom, and said with a blank expression, "Can you come out with me?"

The girl suddenly raised her head, her face flushed red.

Zhou Shuo looked at her strangely, and repeated: "Student, can you come out with me?"

"Okay...okay." The girl seemed a little nervous, she subconsciously pulled the hem of her school uniform, and followed Zhou Shuo out timidly.

After all the idlers had left, Song Yan stammered and said, "About what happened the night before yesterday, Zhou Shuo sued... and told me, actually..."

"I know," Xia Lin interrupted him coldly, "You are drunk, how can I argue with a drunkard."

Song Yan was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt aggrieved: "Since you don't care about it, why did you blacklist me?"

Xia Lin looked at him: "I don't care, it doesn't mean I don't want to blacklist you."

"Fuck, how can you be so unreasonable."

"Why should I reason with you?" Xia Lin tilted his head and looked at him provocatively, "The mobile phone is mine, and it's my freedom to block anyone I like. Do I need to get your permission in advance?"

Song Yan was dumbfounded by the question, and was speechless for a while.

Xia Lin's simple and rude way of breaking up the relationship simply refreshed his world view.

The two stalemate in silence for a while, and finally Song Yan gave in first: "Xia Lin, can we talk properly? You have to give me a reason."

"Because I'm gay and you're not."

"What's wrong with homosexuality? I don't mind anymore, you still..."

"Things of a feather flock together, and people form groups. We are not the same kind of people, and we don't follow the same path."

Song Yan was about to explode with anger, and began to speak indiscriminately: "Okay, Xia Lin, if you insist on splitting up like this, then fine, from today onwards, I'm gay too, and I like men too, are you satisfied with this? ?!"

Xia Lin looked at him with a half-smile, as if he was looking at an unreasonable child, but the words he said were extremely cold: "Do you think homosexuality is a child's play house? Have you ever understood this group? Have you experienced it? How difficult is this road? Can you imagine how much hurt your family will suffer after knowing your sexuality?"

"No homosexual would take the initiative to hurt their family members. They are all forced to be helpless. They are marginalized by this society. They also want to integrate into society, but they are not allowed or accepted, Song Yan, If you are still straight, then cherish yourself now, there is no need to force yourself into that dead end, otherwise you will regret it one day."