Teacher, she snatched my milk tea!

Yan Xu's room faces south, and there are two rows of cypress bookshelves in the room, which are full of books of different styles.There are several pots of tulips beside the floor-to-ceiling windows. When the breeze blows in from outside the window, the wind chimes on the windows are driven to shake gently.

Holding a novel by Shiga Naoya, Ji Xiran sank on the sofa, staring at the tulips swaying in the wind on the window sill in a daze.

Yan Xu brought her a cup of hot cocoa, looked at her absent-minded look, and said softly, "Why, are you still thinking about that? Don't be afraid, it's just a photo, although I don't know who took such a photo with bad intentions, But even if it spreads out, it can be said that you guys are just kidding around."

Ji Xiran moved his butt, shook his head dejectedly, and said, "It's not this, it's another one."

Yan Xu said softly, "If it's convenient for you, can you tell me?"

Ji Xiran lowered his head and euphemistically talked about going back to her house with Wen Xinyan during the summer vacation, and murmured, "Her mother only has her as a daughter, and I'm afraid she will be in a dilemma in the future. To be honest, I often think that parents and children have been in this world for only a few decades, and life is like a moment. It is not easy for her mother. If Wen Meiren hurts her heart like this, it is not only Her mother, I'm afraid she won't feel well either, she will definitely have to force her face to smile, isn't it just to have fun every day, so what's the point of forcing a smile."

She thought of Wen Xinyan so much, which touched Yan Xu very much.She didn't get along with Ji Xiran for a long time, but when she was in class, she saw that she was serious in class and heard people say that she knew that she was a very serious little girl, but she didn't expect her to be so considerate.

She sat down, looked at the cover of the novel in Ji Xiran's hand, and said with a smile, "Then what do you want to do?"

Ji Xiran shook his head, his eyes were clear enough to reflect her appearance, very confused, "I don't know."

Yan Xu said softly again, "Do you want to separate from classmate Wen?"

"……I have no idea."

The brilliance in Ji Xiran's eyes faded, and Yan Xu felt that these words meant to force her, so he stopped talking and turned around with other words, "Xixi, do you also like to read Shiga Naoya's articles? Do you like him? Which one??"

"Ah, I saw that Mr. Gu has a lot of books here, so I took them casually." Ji Xiran blushed a little, and she just took one casually. In fact, she had never read Shiga Naoya's book before. Would Teacher Yan know? Thought she was illiterate.

Yan Xu smiled, "I don't read it now, I like his "In Kinosaki", you can read it. It was written after he was run over by a tram. It contains insights about life, which is very suitable for your thinking now. "

Yan Xu stroked the cup in his hand, his eyes were empty, and he recalled, "Actually, I didn't like literature very much before, but when I was in junior high school, my tutor taught me to like reading, both Chinese and foreign, I don't like European and American literature very much. Feng's articles, in contrast, are more interested in these Japanese novels. That is, when I was in the second year of junior high school, my tutor brought me the novels of Shiga Naoya. He was originally a rich young man. But he almost lost his life after an injury. After that, he gained a new understanding of life. Life and death are actually indifferent. At that time, after reading this article, I was so shocked that I couldn’t believe it. describe."

She has been under the control of her family since she was a child. She has always been eating, dressing, and doing what she is asked to do. She is like an exquisite marionette. She has never known what freedom is and what is will.

She didn't like this kind of life very much, but at that time she just didn't like it, and she didn't have any intention of breaking free.

It wasn't until later that she read a lot of these books and understood the meaning of life ignorantly, that she realized in her heart that she really likes these texts and inks, and also really loves teaching, educating people and writing articles.So I secretly went to the other side of the sea without telling my family.

"When I was reading this book, I remembered that one afternoon, I was sitting in the living room. I was afraid that my family would know that I was reading idle books, so I closed all the curtains in the room. In such a quiet and quiet environment, I heard There was a crisp cry of a bird. My grandfather likes to garden flowers and plants in his spare time. The bird was kept in a cage. I looked at that bird, and that bird was also looking at me. I thought it was dark. The eyeballs were full of begging for me, and I thought I was it. So I let it go, and when the adults found out about it, it was beaten to death and left in my room. I was not given food for three days. I was dying But I don’t regret it, it was the first time I resisted, but I also knew from that time that resisting is not a big deal, at most it is death, but Xixi, you think, if you live unhappy, in fact What is the difference between death and death?"

Yan Xu seemed to be telling her a story, and at the same time seemed to be persuading her, "It's good to live happily for decades, so you can do whatever you want, classmate Wen's mother hasn't discovered your relationship yet, why are you Do you want to disturb yourself? Besides, even if you find out, you can face it together, it’s no big deal.”

Ji Xiran lowered his head and listened carefully, rubbing the cup in his hand, and felt that what Yan Xu said was right, she is now a mediocre person, what do she think about so much, as long as she lives happily.

She nodded and looked up to say thank you to Yan Xu, but unexpectedly saw that sister Su leaning against the door with fruit and a glass of water.

Seeing that she changed the posture of holding things, and then shook her hands, it felt as if her hands were numb while holding things, which meant that she had been standing here for more than a while.

Seeing her staring at the door, Yan Xu also followed her gaze there. When he saw someone, he was as surprised as Ji Xiran, "Sister-in-law? Have you been standing there for a long time?"

"It's only been a few minutes. It's inconvenient for me to interrupt you guys talking." While speaking, she kept looking at Yan Xu, and what she said just now echoed in her mind.

Although their family is old with the Yan family, after all, their family is not a famous family, and the family business was earned by her father's hard work, so she had only heard of the Yan family's strict discipline on their children before, but because of their lack of status, She has never been to the Yan family, so naturally she doesn't know what kind of education she received.

It's just that before she got engaged to her brother Yan Xu, she followed her parents to Yan's house. At that time, Yan Xu was only a child in the third grade of junior high school, but her words and deeds were more elegant than all the daughters she had ever seen in her life.

At the engagement banquet, the adults were busy discussing business, but she focused all her attention on the little girl who was eating with her head down in silence.

She never expected that such a well-behaved child would think of running away from the Yan family and staying abroad for nearly ten years.She never expected that her life in that family would be so unsatisfactory.

Su Yunchu had already changed into her clothes for going out. Seeing that she was wearing a lady's suit, Yan Xu knew that she was going back to the company, so she stood up and bowed to her tenderly. "Is my sister-in-law going to the company? Be careful on the way."

The Yan family is a prominent family that has been handed down since the Sui Dynasty. After thousands of years, the girls in the family are still taught virtue and etiquette, so every girl in the Yan family is virtuous and virtuous, and treats the elders with respect every moment. Everyone must abide by etiquette, not only the elders have to say auspicious words to see them off when they go out, but they also have to bow down and salute when they see the elders.Except for Yan Xu, who was secretly worried, among the other girls in this generation, they were all well-behaved ladies with gentle temperaments.

Especially the one in front of her, from the living room to the kitchen, is exactly the good wife that everyone wants to grab.

Su Yunchu shook her head, "Don't worry, don't you still have a fever? I'm leaving. Who will take care of you? I'll wait until you recover."

Although the eldest sister-in-law is like a mother, she is not a child anymore, Su Yunchu is too serious.

Yan Xu doesn't like to get along with this serious sister-in-law very much, and his face is a little uncomfortable, Ji Xiran can see it, he bites the bullet and raises his hand, narrowing his peach eyes and smiling naively, "Sister Su, I am the best at taking care of people, I'll take care of Teacher Yan, so you can go to work with peace of mind."

After she finished speaking, a sharp eye knife was thrown at her, and Ji Xiran quickly raised his hands in a gesture of surrender, "Sister Su, if you don't trust me, just pretend I didn't say anything just now."

Yan Xu also smiled and said, "Sister-in-law, don't delay your work, it's enough for Xixi and I to accompany each other."

She had said so, and Su Yunchu didn't have any reason to force her to stay, so she stuffed the things in her hand to Ji Xiran, and before leaving, she gave her a look that could only be understood but could not be expressed in words.

Ji Xiran immediately swore, "I will definitely take good care of Teacher Yan."

That's not her original intention, but it's not good for her to force her to stay now, Su Yunchu sighed inwardly, and walked out of the room slowly.

When she was gone, Ji Xiran patted his chest, "Huh... Teacher Yan, to be offensive, when I saw your sister-in-law, I remembered my former high school dean, it's so scary."

It really is kind of like that.Yan Xu pursed her lips and smiled, "Don't let her hear that."

Ji Xiran stuck out his tongue, "Of course not."

After staying at Yan Xu's house for two days, her mood improved a lot, and Yan Xu's fever completely subsided. After buying her some fruit snacks, he sent her back to the dormitory and said with a smile, "If you are in a bad mood again in the future , or if you have a question you don’t know, just call the teacher, the teacher will pick you up to play and treat you to milk tea.”

Ji Xiran nodded repeatedly, "Thank you, Teacher Yan!"

"You're welcome." Yan Xuwen smiled softly, explained a few words to her and drove back.

Holding the strawberry smoothie that Yan Xu bought for him, Ji Xiran slowly strolled around the campus under the setting sun.

The campus was quiet and pleasant in the summer evening. She stopped and walked, and suddenly saw a familiar person standing beside the Sixian Lake next to the library.

Wen Xinyan.