dear tiger tooth boy

01

What made Jiang Ning really make up her mind was the conversation she had with her math coach, Teacher Song.

Jiang Ning was apprehensive, and told Teacher Song that she didn't want to go to the Department of Mathematics at Seoul National University, but instead wanted to be an actor trainee.After she finished speaking, she lowered her head, waiting for the storm to come.

She had thought about it a long time ago. Whether Teacher Song advised her to think twice or scolded her for being wild, she had to listen obediently and not talk back.After all, no matter how you look at it, she does seem to have lost her mind.

However, I never expected that although Mr. Song was surprised when he heard the news, he didn't get angry or persuade him.He was stunned for a while, digesting the surprise in his heart, and then asked Jiang Ning gently: "Is being an actor something you like?"

favorite thing?Jiang Ning raised her head and looked at Teacher Song in surprise.

In the western restaurant that day, Ding Caijing said the same thing.If math is something you enjoy doing, go for it.

Jiang Ning froze and couldn't answer.

Teacher Song smiled, pulled a chair for Jiang Ning to sit down, and asked her seriously: "Jiang Ning, do you like mathematics?"

This question was asked by the math competition teacher who had been guiding him for a long time, which somewhat touched Jiang Ning.She has never shown any rejection of mathematics. She has been studying mathematics very seriously. She won the grand prize in the world competition. She is called "Genius Mathematics Girl".

But he didn't take it for granted that she must like mathematics.

For this cautious respect and consideration, Jiang Ning was almost moved.

Jiang Ning replied honestly: "I'm not sure about the truth. If I have to choose...it should be, I don't like it."

After finishing speaking, Jiang Ning glanced at Teacher Song apologetically, thinking that she had let the teacher down to some extent.

Teacher Song was not surprised at this moment, he smiled: "Actually, I can also feel that you are different from other children in the competition. You don't have such a strong desire to win or lose, or you don't have a strong desire to win or lose. Mathematics. You are also very serious, but I always feel that your seriousness is not for mathematics. You are investing in mathematics for other things, which is not too pure."

Jiang Ning lowered her head apologetically.

Teacher Song patted her on the shoulder: "The teacher is not blaming you. The teacher just wants you to think carefully about what you like. The road of mathematics is not easy-of course, there are not many easy things in life When we walk forward, what supports us to go on is actually not fame and wealth in many cases, but often just the initial liking. Jiang Ning, you have to think about it, do you really like acting? ? Do you really want to be an actor?"

Jiang Ning still lowered her head. The teacher's words made her fall into memories.

She remembered what Ding Caijing once said to her: "You have a talent for acting since you were a child, and you have loved to imitate characters in movies since you were a child. When you grow up, you become afraid to go on stage and don't like to be in the limelight. This is your father's temper. Inheritance is indeed a mistake in my education. However, it is not too late now!"

Jiang Ning doesn't like to judge whether she has acting talent or not.However, when she was a child watching stage plays, she was really happy from the bottom of her heart, and she had indeed fantasized countless times that she could stand on the stage like the actors on the stage, performing the joys and sorrows of the world, and being watched by the audience. In their applause, laughter and tears, they were recognized.

She wasn't really afraid of going on stage.She doesn't allow herself to like it.

She knew from an early age that her mother was a person who lived under the spotlight, a person who finally gave up her family and her Jiang Ning for the sake of the stage.

Helpless, her eyebrows and eyes are very similar to Ding Caijing.Therefore, she could only not allow herself to be the same as Ding Caijing who abandoned her, as if this could reduce the imprint left by her mother.

But, she knows, she likes it.

She couldn't tell anyone, especially herself, that she liked acting.

Jiang Ning didn't answer, but Teacher Song had already seen the clue from her expression.He said softly: "Not everyone has the opportunity to do the job of acting. Because it requires unique appearance conditions and opportunities, as well as a sensitive heart. Jiang Ning, you are very lucky, you have such conditions. "

Jiang Ning raised her head and asked suddenly: "Teacher, if I say that liking acting is only a small part of the reason, the biggest reason is... because of a person... Will you look down on me?"

Teacher Song didn't understand: "Because of one person?"

Jiang Ning nodded, Teacher Song's understanding and sincerity made her express her entangled confusion involuntarily: "Because the person I like is already shining...I don't want to be too far away from him, and I don't want to be a light on him I could only be lost in the darkness of the auditorium... I thought, step by step to the middle of the stage, and stand side by side with him."

Teacher Song was moved, and didn't answer for a while, but just looked at Jiang Ning thoughtfully.

Jiang Ning was a little embarrassed: "What I said is too naive, it's funny... just want to change the trajectory of my life for the sake of others, it's sloppy, it's very contemptible?"

"How can you look down on it?" Teacher Song shook his head seriously, "It's very admirable and touching."

"But... because others have changed, doesn't it seem very selfless?"

Teacher Song was amused by Jiang Ning's excessive entanglement: "Silly boy, this has nothing to do with losing yourself. It's not that you don't like acting or that you have abandoned your beloved mathematics. And, believe me, what you learned in the past None of it will be wasted. The rigor and seriousness you have learned in mathematics will definitely play a role in your performance."

Jiang Ning nodded slowly, savoring the teacher's words carefully.

"Okay, don't frown. I, as a math teacher, send away a lover like you with my own hands...Everything is actually a coincidence sometimes. Do you think that all the big stars nowadays are determined to be Singing and filming?" Teacher Song laughed, "Just take the one from our school, that Shen Changmin, didn't he just play badminton near the school gate, and was scouted away by scouts? Well, that kid is also a good candidate for mathematics. , this entertainment industry is really determined to compete with our math circle..."

Teacher Song shook his head exaggeratedly, expressing his grief.Jiang Ning was amused by him, bowed respectfully and prepared to leave the office.

"Jiang Ning." Before going out, Teacher Song stopped her again.

Jiang Ning turned around: "What's the matter?"

Teacher Song scratched his head uncomfortably: "Haha, it's okay. You can go to class."

Jiang Ning nodded and left with some hesitation.

"It's really similar. When she smiles, she really looks like Ding Caijing when she was young." After Jiang Ning walked away, Teacher Song smiled to herself, "However, tell the female students that she looks like herself when she was young. The lover of my dreams is too indecent after all, haha."

02

The course classification of S/M company is very fine.

Although compared with idol trainees, actor trainees have fewer courses related to vocal music, but daily English and Japanese learning, acting training, etiquette training, and physical training-this is to manage the body, and at the same time make the trainees better in the future. It was well adapted to the high-intensity work and performance environment arrangement - Jiang Ning was still out of breath.

In any case, Ding Caijing was overjoyed by Jiang Ning's "change of heart".She has high expectations for Jiang Ning.Her own status in the Korean entertainment industry is close to reaching the top, so she hopes that Jiang Ning can surpass herself. It is best to use Jiang Ning's nationality advantage to enter the Chinese market after being recognized in Korea. It would be best if she can be on the big screen in Hollywood But that's all.

Expectations are high and demands are high.Although the teachers didn't know about the relationship between Jiang Ning and Ding Caijing, they were explained to her in advance and knew her special. Therefore, although there was less corporal punishment and reprimand, the requirements for Jiang Ning were more stringent on weekdays.

Jiang Ning herself would never relax.Teacher Song is right. Her good student attributes are not only useful in mathematics, but also a necessary quality to help her succeed in other things.When doing what she decided to do, she still seemed to be possessed by a demon.Needless to say, I was serious in the acting class. When I was eating, sleeping, and going to the bathroom, I was also consciously reflecting on the day's class in my mind.

At the same time, the schoolwork has not been left behind.Although her grades are definitely not as good as when she devoted herself to studying, every time she sees Shen Changmin who is still at the top of the red list, Jiang Ning warns herself not to lower her requirements too much.After all, the teenager idols who are popular in Asia are all on the honor roll in their monthly exams. She, Jiang Ning, is just a trainee, so how can she say no?

Just like when she was studying mathematics, Jiang Ning has a purpose and "ambition".But in the process of studying acting, she often forgot her "ambition".

Acting is really a very interesting thing.Even if you can't become a superstar, acting is still a very enjoyable thing.

In less than a year since their debut, TVXQ has already won all kinds of awards in Korea.Tickets for the concert can be snatched up in a few minutes, and five of them can cause traffic paralysis wherever they go.At this time, Baoer, which is in the limelight, has already opened a gap in the Japanese market. S/M Company decided to take advantage of the victory and pursue the pursuit, throw TVXQ to Japan and let them debut as J-POP rookies.In this way, Dongshin can count the days in Korea all year round with his fingers.

Both of them are busy, so the number of times they see each other is of course pitifully seldom.However, although the pain of lovesickness is getting worse every day, the hearts of Yunhao and Jiang Ning have never been so stable.

In every corner of S/M company, there was a figure of Yunho working hard.When she was forced by the physical teacher to be so tired that she couldn't move on the ground and gasped for breath, when she was punished by the language teacher to do extra homework, and when she was asked to repeat it over and over again by the performance teacher, Jiang Ning would think, Yunho should do the same in the past. Have you experienced this?

No, what he experienced must be much more than these.

Jiang Ning knew that she was on a road that kept approaching Yunhao.As long as I think that one day, I will be able to walk forward with Yunhao in unison, no matter how much hardship I feel, I can bear it.

Even if the yearning became ill, she no longer hesitated.Because she knows that as long as she doesn't give up, this pain will eventually heal.

And in Japan, TVXQ's activities are also full of difficulties.The five teenagers who are surrounded by fans everywhere in South Korea are acting on the streets of Tokyo. At most, people will look at them and say, "These children are quite cute."

The kids had an initial joy of being "free again," but within a few days the frustration of being ignored took over.During the initial performance, there were almost more people on the stage plus the staff than the audience.Five teenagers sang on the street with their own stereos, but the people passing by walked in a hurry and didn't even look at it.

Although they have made psychological preparations, the neglect in a foreign country is still unbearable for the children.Except for routine performances, the five boys were almost "closed" in an apartment for training.They themselves are not willing to go out, after all, the language barrier makes them feel uncomfortable wherever they go.

For the first two months, there wasn't even a phone line in the apartment, let alone the internet.The five teenagers are just active and playful teenagers, and their depression can be imagined.Shen Changmin seems to have completely entered a different dimension.Brothers can often see him shutting himself on the balcony, talking to himself and not knowing what to say.

The members were a little worried: "Changmin, this kid won't be going crazy..."

Jaejoong approached carefully: "Changmin, what are you talking about by yourself..."

Changmin turned his head: "Who said I was talking alone."

Looking left and right in the middle: "Otherwise, there will be no one under the balcony."

"There's no one." Changmin pointed somewhere, "I'm talking to that crow. Hello, little crow." He waved his hand seriously as he spoke.

Speechless in the middle: "Crazy...really crazy..."

One day sighed: "Actually, his condition should be considered improved. Yesterday he answered me that he was receiving radio waves from aliens..."

Junsu was lying on a Japanese book in despair: "You don't need to learn Japanese to communicate with aliens... Woohoo, it's so painful. Changmin, can you let your crow friend teach me Japanese?"

Changmin came back from the balcony and replied solemnly: "This crow is from Osaka and has an accent. Next time I meet a local crow in Tokyo, I will introduce it to you."

Yuchun and Jaejoong silently exchanged a look of "psychosis is contagious", and then asked, "Where is Yunho? He is hiding in the house again?"

Changmin glanced sideways at the bedroom, pouted and said, "I'm sure he's writing to his little Ginger again."

Among the five people, Yunho is the one with the most peaceful mind.On the one hand, his sense of responsibility as the captain made him restrain himself in order to appease the emotions of the team members; Taking a group photo is also the biggest source of his strength.

She was trying to run towards him.Of course, he can't shrink back—before the day of standing side by side comes, he will try his best to become a big tree with luxuriant branches, so as to deal with the stormy waves from all sides that he will inevitably endure at that time.

"Ashi, it's really enviable." Junxiu threw the Japanese book aside, "Hongyan Chuanshu—I'm not using the word wrong—it's really classic."

At this moment, the door of Yunhao's room opened, and the four people staring at each other made him a little confused: "What are you doing?"

The four people exchanged glances and said in unison: "Burn the young couple to death." Then they rushed forward, and instantly rushed to the innocent-looking captain.