dear tiger tooth boy

01

Before 01:30, the scene of the clapping meeting was already full of people.Jiang Ning and Zhao Chengbin looked at each other without saying a word, and silently lined up at the end of the long winding dragon that had folded and folded.

"Before I came back, I only heard that TVXQ was popular, but I didn't expect it to be so popular." Zhao Chengbin laughed, "I knew I should have come earlier. Let's see how long the lineup will be."

"It's the same when you come here." Jiang Ning is no longer surprised, "I guess the girls in front may have squatted here yesterday."

A huge poster of TVXQ was pasted at the entrance of the venue.Zhao Chengbin stared at Yunho on the poster, and smiled softly: "Who would have thought that one day we would have to buy tickets and line up to see Yunho. Isn't it interesting, Jiang Ning?"

"Yeah." Jiang Ning responded casually.She was staring down at the phone, with her face buried in the light shadows, carefully checking the text messages that she had missed due to arrears in the past few days.

There is no text message from Yunho.No message either.

Nothing at all.

Jiang Ning felt a little uncomfortable.

Obviously she told Yunho in advance that there is no need to call and send messages frequently, and she was indeed too busy to reply during this time.

But she still felt uncomfortable.

The immediate sense of loss made her unable to restrain herself, but then she blamed herself for being "inconsiderate".

Of course Yunho didn't know her little thoughts, but she still felt guilty immediately.

Jiang Ning put away her phone, raised her head, and found that Zhao Chengbin had stopped smiling at some point and looked at her silently.

Jiang Ning was slightly flustered.Zhao Chengbin looks heartless most of the time, but sometimes he is extremely sensitive.

Jiang Ning doesn't want others to know her calculation and "narrow-mindedness".

"What are you looking at?" Jiang Ning glared at him loudly on purpose, but her hand brushed her long hair unnaturally.

Zhao Chengbin tilted his head, and his usual playful look appeared on his face: "Don't say it, Jun Ji-hyun really looks a bit like you."

He didn't say Jiang Ning was like Jun Ji Hyun, but he said that Jeon Ji Hyun was like Jiang Ning.

Jiang Ning blinked.She knew the source and meaning of Zhao Chengbin's seemingly nonsensical words.

After Zhao Chengbin finished speaking, he turned around, put on his earphones and stopped talking to Jiang Ning.

Looking at Zhao Chengbin's back, Jiang Ning thought to herself, how could he know such gossip as a person studying in the United States?

Does he know that she and Yunhao are officially together?

He knew so much about their affairs, but she was blank about his three years.

Jiang Ning felt damn guilty again.

Damn.Jiang Ning cursed in her heart.

She wasn't sure why she was cursing or who she was cursing.

She looked at Yunho on the poster, he was very handsome.

Looking at the excited girl fans around, Jiang Ning had mixed feelings in her heart.

He lives in TV, in posters, and in the dreams of thousands of young girls.

As for her, should she be here...

"Don't think about it." Zhao Chengbin suddenly pulled off his earphones, turned around and looked at Jiang Ning seriously.

"I checked carefully, and his female fans are not as good-looking as you."

Jiang Ning was taken aback for a moment, and then couldn't help laughing: "You are crazy."

Seeing Jiang Ning's smile, Zhao Chengbin parted his mouth in satisfaction, then turned around slowly and plugged in the earphones.

02

The team moved forward slowly.With smiles on their faces, the five boys earnestly signed autographs and shook hands with fans, and tried their best to meet the requirements for group photos.

The venue was filled with low screams of happiness from the girls fainting.The girl who shook hands was flushed with excitement, and while bouncing away, she happily swore an oath to her companion: "Oh, I want a month, no, I don't wash my hands for a year!" The girls who were still in line all stretched The neck eagerly looked forward, only hoping to see the five boys one more time.

Only Jiang Ning took out a book from her schoolbag, and looked at it with bated breath and frowning.

Zhao Chengbin couldn't stand it anymore, and said in a low voice: "Ah, Jiang Ning, you are too contrived."

Jiang Ning ignored: "Reading books to pass the time, anyway, I don't know when it will be my turn."

"But you've been staring at this page for 15 minutes."

Being exposed mercilessly by Zhao Chengbin, Jiang Ning still insisted: "This page is very philosophical, it's hard to understand. I'll read it for a while, what's wrong!"

Zhao Chengbin was speechless: "That page is clearly an illustration..."

Jiang Ning closed the book with a "snap", and glared at Zhao Chengbin angrily: "I want you to take care of it!"

Zhao Chengbin raised his hands in surrender: "Okay, okay, I don't care, you continue to read the illustrations."

Jiang Ning stuffed the book back into her schoolbag silently, a little inexplicably discouraged.

"What are you doing?" Zhao Chengbin saw through Jiang Ning's boredom, and gently patted Jiang Ning's shoulder, "Don't think about it."

"I'm sorry." Jiang Ning apologized in a low voice.She is grateful for Zhao Chengbin's thoughtfulness and care.

Zhao Chengbin sighed almost inaudibly, and suddenly put his hands on Jiang Ning's shoulders, and turned her in one direction: "Give me a good look."

Jiang Ning was a little dazed: "What?"

"Take a good look at him."

Although separated by the dense crowd, Jiang Ning was able to "capture" Yunhao in an instant.

Yunho had just signed an autograph for a girl with short hair, and smiled at her with his face up, showing his small canine teeth.

The girl was instantly hit, shook his hand shyly, and bowed to thank him.When I didn't want to leave, my feet fought, I staggered, and I was about to fall.

With sharp eyes and quick hands, Yunhao immediately got up and grabbed the girl's arm.

The girl with short hair blushed even more.The other girls in the venue all sighed enviously.

Jiang Ning turned her head away: "What's so interesting."

Zhao Chengbin approached her and asked in a low voice, "Who did you see?"

Who else?Yunho.

Jiang Ning thought that Zhao Chengbin was making fun of herself again, so she kept her mouth shut and ignored him.

"Who did you see?" Zhao Chengbin asked again seriously.

"Zheng Yunhao." Jiang Ning had an expression of "you are all bored".

"That's right." Zhao Chengbin's tone was still serious, "It's Zheng Yunhao, or that Zheng Yunhao."

The expression on Jiang Ning's face changed slightly.

"To them, he is TVXQ's Yoo Yunho, the captain of TVXQ. To him, they are his 'fairy queens', his fans." Zhao Chengbin looked into Jiang Ning's eyes, "But, to you. "

Zhao Chengbin held Jiang Ning's shoulders with both hands: "For you, Jiang Ning. For you, he is still the same Zheng Yunhao, the same Zheng Yunhao you have known for so many years."

"And you, Jiang Ning, to him, you will always be the only Jiang Ning."

Zhao Chengbin's voice was very soft and gentle.But Jiang Ning's heart was instantly broken.

It was as if a window had been opened, and the uneasiness, entanglement, inferiority, and self-blame that had been suppressed for a long time poured out, and Jiang Ning felt that she could finally breathe freely.

But it was as if a hole had been dug in his heart, the stagnant emotions burst, and his breath was cleared up, but he could only look at the bloody wound at a loss.

"Is it really still?" Jiang Ning looked at Zhao Chengbin, her voice was a little cautious, "Is it really that him?"

"Of course." Zhao Chengbin blurted out.He knew that his distress or hesitation would make Jiang Ning suspicious at this moment.

Jiang Ning smiled: "Thank you." Then she turned around and looked up at the front of the line like other girls.

She didn't want Cho Seung-bin's kindness to go to waste.

She had a second question on her mind.

She didn't ask because she knew he couldn't answer.

She just looked at Yunhao not far away, and asked silently in her heart.

"Whether it's Zheng Yunhao or Yulu Yunhao, anyway, you can always be seen at a glance. Just like you told me before, it's a lighthouse, a star."

"Yes, I will always be Jiang Ning, always Jiang Ning."

"But why am I the only one for you?"

"Why should I?"

03

When there were only five or six people left in front of Jiang Ning, Yunhao finally noticed two uninvited friends.

He raised his head between signatures, and caught a glimpse of Zhao Chengbin inadvertently from the corner of the eye.Yunho was taken aback for a moment, thinking he was dazzled, and took another serious look.

Zhao Chengbin noticed Yunhao's gaze, made a gesture of love, imitated the girl in front, and mouthed silently: "Oba, hey, Salang."

Yunho smiled happily.He came back without saying a word!This bastard!

He really wanted to get up and punch him right away!

But of course he can only continue to sit in his seat in a proper manner, smiling, shaking hands, signing autographs, taking photos, and constantly saying thank you.

Once again sneaking up his eyes, Yunhao saw Jiang Ning who was blocked by Zhao Chengbin.

Yunho's first reaction was naturally surprise.It's been a long time since he saw her, hugged her.

But when he looked at Jiang Ning, the smile on his face was involuntarily suppressed.

Jiang Ning was wearing a familiar school uniform, and every time she saw it, she seemed to be thinner than the last time.She held the shoulder strap of her schoolbag with both hands, tilted her head slightly, showing an inexplicable alertness and fatigue all over her body.

The pen in Yunho's hand froze.

Jiang Ning's eyes showed a kind of powerless distance.

It's not the first time we met Yunho.But at any time, he was afraid of seeing this remoteness and weakness.

Those eyes disturbed his heart in an instant.

"Excuse me, can you tell me again what you want to write?" Yunho managed to regain his senses, and said to the fans in front of him.

"Dear sister, study hard, and work hard for the college entrance examination!"

"Ah, good." Yunho smiled hard, lowered his head and wrote, "Honey..."

At this moment, Jiang Ning has the same tacit feeling as Yunhao.

The line moved forward little by little, and she who was standing in the line was getting closer and closer to Yunho who was sitting there signing the autograph.

However, she had never felt so far away from him.

Everyone said to him, I love you, I like you.

However, she couldn't say the phrase "I love you" openly.

Only Zhao Chengbin and another girl were left in front.Jiang Ning's heart was getting heavier and heavier just like her footsteps.

You shouldn't be thinking like this.You shouldn't be so small.You shouldn't be so hypocritical.ginger lemon.

Your little friend, your boyfriend has realized his dream, you should be happy for him.ginger lemon.

So many people love him, so many people recognize him, you should feel proud from the bottom of your heart.ginger lemon.

Jiang Ning moved forward step by step, and persuaded herself sentence by sentence.

She took a deep breath, raised her head, and was ready to show a proud, heartless smile.

However, the scene in front of her made her unable to laugh.

The girl in front of Cho Seung Bin kissed Yunho on the cheek at the moment of the group photo.

There were immediately chaotic screams in the venue.

Yunho was so frightened that he left his position, and hurriedly looked for Jiang Ning with his eyes in a panic.Jiang Ning stood there like a puppet, with a weird smile on her face that failed to restart.

The remaining four members surrounded Yunho in surprise, and the security personnel quickly took measures to get the crazy fan dancing and shouting "I love you" out of the way.

The noise in the venue was still there, the girls behind Jiang Ning were so excited that they jumped their feet, and some girls had red eyes with anger.

Jiang Ning's mind went blank for several seconds.

She suddenly wanted to ask herself, what is she doing here?

Yunho was surrounded by other members, but his eyes were fixed on Jiang Ning.

Jiang Ning tried her best to twitch the corners of her mouth at Yunhao, as if she was trying to finish the smile that failed to load.

Then, she turned and ran towards the door of the venue.

"Jiang Ning!" Yunho shouted.

The voices were so loud that no one heard them.

Subconsciously raised his leg to chase, but before Yunho took a step, Changmin pulled him back.

Changmin's voice was low but decisive. "Are you crazy."

The fans in the venue were still not quiet, but clusters of eyes were all focused on the five people.

Yunho lowered his eyes.A second later, he raised his eyes to look for Zhao Chengbin again.

Zhao Chengbin's back has disappeared at the exit.

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