[HP] Don't talk to me

Early the next morning, Snape still didn't eat breakfast.The doors were all open, and the pleading voice of the nurse who took care of him floated from the next door to my bedside. It was a Hufflepuff graduate and former student who did everything for him, but didn't impress him at all. , he seems to have been silent, insisting on his own silence.

I just finished my breakfast, and after listening to the movement next door, I finally couldn't help but groped and got out of bed, and staggered into his room.When the nurse saw me coming in, she looked at me for help as if she had found a savior.I am also troubled in my heart, I don't want to see him now, but I am still worried about his body, I can't always rely on nutritional potions to maintain it like this.

I nodded to the nurse and signaled her to go out first.The nurse seemed to have received an amnesty, trotted away, and closed the door for us.

As soon as the door was closed, it was just me and him, silent.

He was sitting at the head of the bed, dressed in white, still staring at me with the same eyes that he had when he knocked down the bedside table.

Before I could sit down, he said sharply, "What are you doing here, Taefa?"

I froze for a moment, then pulled up the chair, planning to sit down and talk later.

"Get out, please get out—"

Before I finished pulling the chair, my hands stopped in mid-air, and I looked up and glared at him.

"Don't you want to never see me again? Well, we will never see each other again." He opened his mouth and spoke in a calm tone, not like a joke. "You don't have to worry about my affairs in the future. You moved out of this ward, and what are you doing when you come back? You want to see how embarrassed I am?"

My chest was heaving up and down, I gritted my teeth towards him, and reached for the pen and paper in my pocket.

"Don't take out the paper and write, I don't want to see you write about Headmaster Snape, Hogwarts needs you, etc." His body was motionless, like a black stone sculpture bathed in the bright morning light. "I have written my resignation letter and left Hogwarts."

The news came too suddenly, this time, I was really stunned!

"And you, you can stay at Hogwarts, McGonagall will not drive you away as the headmaster."

I staggered, secretly trying to hold on to the crutches so as not to lose my center of gravity.

Snape smiled softly and continued: "Actually, I know, you don't care about this. But I owe you too much, and I can only repay you as you wish. I will not bother you anymore, just like I did to Lily Ewan After Si said that word, I dare not step into her world again."

This is the first time he has mentioned the name Lily Evans clearly in front of me!The layer of solid defensive armor between us seemed to have cracked suddenly, and there was a crisp explosion.

"I'm a loser, and I've always been like this." He raised his hand and pushed away the small dining table set up on his hospital bed. The cups, saucers and table fell to the ground together, and many holes were broken!

"A tired loser, others are not qualified to judge and make irresponsible remarks. If I want to commit suicide, people like St. Mungo's Hospital, including Mendel, can't stop me." His voice was still calm, "I have been making potions for half my life, so I naturally know a hundred ways to see Merlin quickly."

With trembling hands, I wrote on the paper: "Why did you do this?" I held the note up in front of him, but he turned his head away and stopped looking at me!

"Taefa, you saved me once, and I saved you once. We will not owe each other any more. I don't care about how well you live in the future. I can only guarantee what I can do now, at this moment. .I can try my best to meet Merlin earlier than you. Then I will wait there quietly for you and wait forever. I will ask Merlin for a magic potion that can forget everything forever after drinking, waiting for you When we got there, we drank it together and never had to think about what happened."

I panicked even more, but I was at a loss and forgot to do anything for a while.It seemed that he had really asked for that potion. I drank it, but found that I still hadn't forgotten him.The man in front of me, the man in my ear, and the man in my heart have been dangling in my mind all the time, making me stand still, leaving nothing but confusion.

"My house in Spider's End will be left to you. You can sell it and use it to pay off. Didn't you ask me where I took Dumbledore's will some time ago? There is no Dumbledore at all It’s just an excuse for me to go out in order to successfully complete the potion order. I’m not a good headmaster at all. I lied to earn that money and went back to Spinner’s End to make medicine by myself. Among them There is a kind of material that can only be found in the Forbidden Forest, I went there, and met a Welsh long-tailed dragon that had just arrived, and almost died, so I asked you for help in the cellar."

It was a long paragraph, but he said it without any waves.

"I tried my best to let you live well, but you used the scorpion stone to ruin your body... Now maybe you are guilty and desperate to let me live, but I also desperately don't want to live anymore. Between us It's really interesting to torture each other all the time..." He laughed again, and the laughter kept getting bigger and bigger, almost manic.

"I really hope that in the cellar that year, I didn't promise you. There was no agreement to be the first in the exam, and I didn't indulge in all the following things until I indulged myself in falling in love with you..."

I shook my head, the pen and paper had already fallen from my fingers to the ground, and I didn't care to pick it up again.I screamed desperately in my heart: "No, no, no!"

I opened my throat and made a hissing sound with difficulty, but I still couldn't speak.I felt uncomfortable, but I had nowhere to vent it, until I threw away my crutches, threw myself on the edge of the bed, grabbed his collar with my hands, and continued to shake my head desperately.I hope he sees, understands, understands what I mean!

He finally turned his cheeks back slowly and looked at me, the smile hadn't faded away, but tears were all over his face.

I leaned forward and got close to him, almost nose to nose with him, staring at each other.I opened my mouth vigorously and tried to make a sound in various ways, but I still could only make a hissing sound.I grabbed his collar and squeezed it tightly with all my strength.

I still shook my head.

He reached out and stroked my cheekbones gently, his fingers were wet with tears.I cried without realizing it.I just shook my head vigorously, then put my forehead against his forehead, and continued to shake my head.

He suddenly grabbed my waist tightly, pulled me into his arms, hugged me completely, and then pressed my chin tightly with the other hand.

I was still mechanically trying to shake my head left and right, but I was restrained by his hand and couldn't move. I could only make a hissing sound with my mouth and stare at him.

He lowered his head and kissed my lips violently, extremely hard.When the lips and teeth touched, a tingling and fishy sweetness came from the tip of the tongue at the same time.

For a moment, my brain was completely blank.

The author has something to say:

Divers, because the professor is working hard for his future sexual life, get up and make a fuss!