[HP] Don't talk to me

There was a long silence in the room, Snape and I looked at each other, and we held each other without moving.

"Why," Snape finally said, his voice bleak, "why...why did you write your resignation letter?"

So, is this the thing?

I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, on the surface I was calm, but in fact I was secretly happy. "There is no reason, I just want to go, I told you a long time ago."

"I've already said that I won't agree. It's impossible to leave before the money you owe me is paid off." Snape also seemed to have regained his composure.

"Do you really think that with such a ridiculous reason, you can tie me down for the rest of your life?"

He looked up, his eyes were firm, and he said quickly: "Yes."

"Then how do you want me to pay back the money? You don't want me to make potions for you, and you don't want to transfer the debt to me. You are shameless and rascal!"

"You just know?"

It seems that many years have passed in time and space, and in a blink of an eye, I feel that I have returned to the podium of the Potions classroom.I stood in front of him, out of breath.And he was calm, always saying this sentence.

I really can't stand any memories of the past.

I smiled lightly, then walked over and held him tremblingly.He sat on the bed and stared at me intently.

I used one leg hard, sat sideways and sat between his legs, wrapped my hands around his neck, and touched the tip of my nose to his.

"I know your desire, it was my fault just now." I said softly, "You want it, right?"

He didn't say a word.

I continued trembling and reached out to caress his cheek.It's strange, after staying in the house for so long, Snape's face still seemed to be covered with a layer of frost, and the chill was piercing to the bone.

"If you want to do it with me that much, I'll give you a chance. We negotiate the price, how much it will be once, and then use it to offset the bill."

Snape couldn't believe it, and stared at me blankly.

"Do you still want it now? I think I can try to serve you, although I haven't tried it for a long time." I continued to speak deliberately, and while I was talking, I stretched my hands down his neck to his chest.

Snape grabbed my still-wanting hand, still pressing my hand on his chest.I feel his breathing is heavy.

"I love you," he said.

I gritted my teeth and could hardly continue acting.As long as I hear these three words, I will recall the past, but I don't want to recall it anymore!

I froze, feeling the rapid sweat of his palm on the back of mine.

He didn't move.

"I love you, Tata, I really love you," he said.

I shook my head, feeling the tears welling up in my eyes, and I couldn't stop them.I tried to take a few deep breaths, no, still!

I had no choice but to turn my head away and stop looking at him.

"Don't leave me, I won't let you leave me, it doesn't matter whether you have the money or not. It doesn't matter whether we do it or not, and whether you want to do it in the future, it's the same."

I burst into tears, unable to speak, only to listen.It's so strange, I obviously put my hand on his chest, but suddenly, my chest also hurts, like a needle prick.

"Don't call me Tata," the dense pain in my heart became more and more intense, I woke up with a start, suspecting that the side effect of the scorpion stone came to make trouble when my mood fluctuated greatly, I pushed him away, and stood tremblingly Get up and grab the crutch, my life-saving straw. "Don't call me...cough."

I wiped my tears with my cuff, then controlled my emotions, and tried to keep my body balanced, ignoring the pain in my heart.

"If you don't do it, you should really go—I stopped keeping people overnight a long time ago."

Snape was silent for a few seconds, then finally stood up.

He stated very plainly: "I have thrown your resignation letter into the fireplace."

I closed my eyes, shaking slightly.

He walked out quickly, closing the door gently before leaving.

I heard him closing the door, turned around immediately, and opened the drawer.Find the bag containing the scorpion stone at the bottom.Today is not the time for me to use it, and there are not many, but I know that if I don't use it, I may have to die in the next second.There was a burst of itching in the nasal cavity. I opened the bag as quickly as possible, took out the scorpion stone, and wiped my nose with the back of my hand. A few drops of dark red thick liquid immediately stained the back of my hand.I glanced over, unexpectedly calm.

I fell down on the bed, and this time I was finally able to stare at the ceiling quietly. I just wanted to rest for a while, but I fell asleep in the extreme exhaustion while lying down.

After Snape went back to school, Hogwarts was business as usual.Professor McGonagall resigned from the position of acting headmaster and immediately set about studying at Gryffindor College.

Upon seeing this, Professor Flitwick also said that he would make life easier for the Ravenclaw students, and discussed with me how to urge them to study.

Now that the war is over, the school is not full of students, some students in the upper grades have died, and some students in the lower grades have dropped out of school. At the end of the semester, the pressure is very high, and everyone has a dull expression.

The students of Ravenclaw College have been doing very well over the years, and more than half of the first graders in the final exams belong to the students of the Eagle Academy.When I press them to review, I always think of myself back then, who also worked so hard.Although the motivation at that time was not for learning itself, I can still vividly remember the days when I silently wrote potion materials while weeping secretly—although, in the end, I didn’t get No.1 in the exam, but that was because Andrew was really amazing .

Under the leadership of Professor Sprout, Hufflepuff College was still calm and indifferent, while Slytherin College was severely damaged by the war.Many students disappeared or dropped out of school due to family or personal reasons, and the remaining group lost their previous arrogance and seemed listless.

After Snape handed over the Potions class to Bryce, he chose to be the headmaster and the dean of Slytherin House at the same time. The work was much and messy, but he could always be seen visiting the library.As long as he stood there, not only Slytherin, but also students from the other three houses would dare to make a noise?

The end of the semester was very busy, and Snape didn't bother me anymore, just like the previous Cold War.When we met each other, we just looked at each other, and I immediately turned my head away, so I didn't know what kind of expression he would have, so I tried my best not to care.

McGonagall told me she handed in my resignation letter as soon as Snape came back.As smart as she is, I left the problem to the two of us to solve it ourselves.I didn't tell her the result, but she obviously knew it, so I had to stay.

As for Bryce, I wonder if he saw what happened at my door that night. In fact, I called his name for three seconds before regretting it.Why do you have to involve others in your own affairs?It's immature like a child.

Bryce treated me the same way as before, as if he really didn't know about it, so I was somewhat relieved.But he keeps asking me, why don't you make potions recently?I just smiled and replied to him, because I really didn't have time at the end of the term.

In fact, not long after Snape came back, I received letters from St. Mungo's Hospital and the Potions Store respectively, saying that my debts had been paid off by someone who, needless to say, knew who it was.

He really didn't give me any leeway, and I didn't bother to ask him how he knew that I owed money again, probably because Dr. Mendel would never hide anything from him, and he should have heard me on the day of the potion shop. The sound of falling.

Recently, I have become more and more weak. Sometimes when I sit in front of the podium and look at the students in the self-study class, I will suddenly fall asleep while sitting with my eyes closed.I couldn't wake up until someone came up and held up a textbook question.And the moment I woke up, I just felt cold all over.

However, the final exam results came out, proving that our hard work was not in vain.In the difficult situation of the first year after the war, Ravenclaw College still won the first place in the overall score, and the No.1 of four grades belonged to the Eagle College.

Finally able to spend a vacation in peace.That's true for most people, not necessarily for me.

On the day after school ended, I smiled bitterly and watched the teachers and students cheering, but I was beating my heart.

The scorpion stone in my pocket was still used too much beyond the plan, and now there is only one piece left.

I really don't know how to spend this long vacation.

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Alas, the more I write, the more uncomfortable I get.what about you?