Late autumn

"Squeak——" the door opened, and I saw Kudo. It seemed that he had already taken the temporary antidote. So, you have a chance to win?

"Ash...uh, Miyano, are you looking for me?" He didn't want to expose the fact that he was once smaller, but since Takagi and Sato were here, he could only call me that.

"Kudou, I want to speak to you alone."

He turned his head to look at Takagi and Sato, they agreed and left the room.

"Huihara, how are you? They didn't make things difficult for you during this time, right?"

"Ah, it's been a long time since the great detective has learned to care about girls. It's not a small improvement. Let's not talk about this, how many days have you taken the temporary antidote?"

"Today is the fourth day."

"Perhaps you should thank me for showing up in such a timely manner. You have taken temporary antidote many times before, and your body may have produced antibodies. This is a permanent antidote. You should take it quickly."

I took the capsule I had been wearing with me from my pocket.

Overjoyed, he took the antidote from my hand and swallowed it directly.

"That's great, Huiyuan, this is really timely rain."

"Knowing that you may become smaller at any time, you still declare war on the organization with such fanfare. You are too arrogant."

"Then there is no way. Without your news, I can only gamble. This step will have to be taken sooner or later."

Yes, sooner or later it will come to this point...

"Then, Huiyuan. Tell me quickly. Other information about the organization. You didn't say it was because of your concerns, but now the war has started. If you are willing to tell us, it will be of great help to us."

"you?"

"That's right. Akai has already cut off the way for the organization to transfer its headquarters. With the help of the CIA, and Bourbon, an undercover agent who has penetrated into the organization, our big net has already been laid, and we just need to catch them all!" Kudo said. I look smug, but my heart is aching. In this contest, the victory of one side means the downfall of the other side, and I don't want to see any kind of result.

"Kudou, I don't know much about the organization. I'm afraid I can't be of much help."

"Huihara..." He looked at me, as if he wanted to make a last effort.

"Okay, big detective. I've already given you the antidote. We owe nothing to each other now."

"Huiyuan! I don't understand what you are worried about? We will guarantee your safety, and there are no hostages in their hands. Why are you unwilling to help us?"

"Kudou, stop talking. I don't know the answers to your questions."

His cell phone rang at the right time, interrupting our conversation. He turned his back to me and pressed the answer button.

"Hello, Lan."

"..."

"Uh, I'm in the Metropolitan Police Department, and there's a big case recently."

"..."

"Didn't I come back? If you're worried, come and see for yourself. Don't worry, I'm really back this time."

"..."

When he finished the call, he turned around again.

"It seems that some people are very busy as soon as they come back. Why, after finally getting back, don't you hurry to accompany your girlfriend?" I joked, it seems that the days have returned to the past, and we are still the ones carrying schoolbags to school pupils.Although the days at that time were monotonous, they lived comfortably.

"You are still the same." He still looked helpless.

"Kudou—" Takagi shouted outside the door, "Officer Megure, please come with me."

Looking at the back of him going away, I smiled lightly, really, the stars are holding the moon...

Sato returned to this room again.

"How about it, Ms. Miyano, can you speak now?"

"Excuse me, officer, I don't think I can say anything."

"Then let me speak for you. Miyano Shiho, female, 20 years old. One of the key scientists trained by a large criminal group. She was sent abroad for further studies since she was a child, and returned to Japan at the age of 17 to engage in drug research. Father Miya No Atsuji, Japanese. Mother Miyano Elena, British. Both husband and wife died in accidents. Sister Miyano Akemi, alias Hirota Masami, was one of the robbers in the 10 billion yuan bank robbery two years ago. Organized to do things, unfortunately was killed after the work was done..."

I smiled and listened to her talk about my unbearable past, why, why people always sprinkle salt on my wound...

"Actually, we have also investigated your information, including your sister and FBI agents, we also know."

"You think you know everything, don't you? These are all superficial. I heard it all from Kudo, right?"

After hearing what I said, her expression became serious. "Since your life was ruined so badly by that organization, why are you still protecting them?"

Her cell phone rang.

"Hello, I'm Satou. Ah, Officer Megure. Okay, I'll be there right away..."

I was the only one left in the room. When I closed my eyes, the tall figure of that man came back to my mind. I don't know how he is now.I used to think that as long as there is no so-called lover relationship and no commitment between us, there will be no bondage between people.But now, I found out that I was wrong.Even if the relationship is not clear, even if there is no promise, even if he is not around, as long as he is in my heart, I can't get rid of this fetter. I will feel at ease when I hear that he is fine, and I will be sad when I hear that he is injured. This kind of love From the bottom of my heart, I can't lie to myself.

I think, for Kudo, I like him.He is always so sunny, full of confidence, calm and witty, and always brings me courage and hope when I am down.I want to help him, to help him regain his happiness, and I want to protect him, to protect him from the organization.However, this is different from how I feel about Gin.If I say that I like Kudo, I think that for Gin, my feeling is love.In fact, I don't fully understand what love is, and maybe everyone's understanding of love is different.For Xiaolan, love is waiting; for Kudo, love is waiting; for Akai, love is revenge; for sister, love is giving.I don't know if Gin loves me, maybe, the word "love" has never been in his dictionary.Even if he personally sends my relatives to a dead end, even if he hurts me again and again, even if he treats me in that domineering way and makes me uncomfortable, but we are destined to be two lonely souls, The company of lonely people gives me peace of mind.

This time, I choose to be silent.I can't be sorry to Kudo, I'm sorry to everyone, and I can't give up on Gin. At this time, the best choice is not to make a choice.No matter what the result is, I think, I will face it with him.