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When Yu Keyi mentioned the blood donation ten years ago, Jiang Bai was a little flustered. It wasn't that there was some ulterior secret, but the enthusiasm at that time didn't seem like her temperament would do something.

I remember that she at that time, after listening to the doctor's words, she only said lightly that my blood type matches, and then followed the nurse into the blood transfusion room, and after so many years, she herself has almost forgotten it. Can you remember the person lying on the other bed not far from the aisle at that time, whispering sorry, thank you, are they all right?The apology, worry and guilt in that tone made her slightly moved, and she even spoke to comfort her:

"It's all right, it's going to be all right."

But what happened later?She really forgot what it was like later, she just remembered that she never saw that man again after donating blood.Until he reappeared in the public eye, the mark on his right eyelid could never be erased, it was left on his body like a brand mark, and it was impossible to forget it in this life.

When Yu Keyi left, Jiang Bai had just recovered from his own memories. She was the only one left in the empty office. The white coat was still hanging on the wall next to the window. Occasionally there was a wind blowing outside the window. The sleeves fluttered with the blowing wind, but the moment she turned her head in the next second, there was a clear figure standing outside the door, looking at her with a smile that was not a smile, Jiang Bai subconsciously looked down at the hand holding her hand. It was the first time she recalled the events of that time, and it was also the first time that she saw him immediately after the recollection. It felt like returning to that time, only separated by a small aisle, and there was a transparent tube in the middle. Connect, there is scarlet blood flowing in the tube, and you can see that elegant and handsome face when you turn your head. Thinking of this, the smile on the corner of Jiang Bai's mouth deepened, and that person was there in just a few seconds. , sat in front of her.

"Doctor Jiang seems to be in a good mood today." In the quiet office, Hu Ge's voice echoed in Jiang Bai, different from the low-pitched murmur of ten years ago, now his voice is full of grace and Jiang Bai can't do anything about it Link him to the man from ten years ago.

"Fortunately." After Jiang Bai hurriedly answered, he opened Hu Ge's case and suddenly frowned: "Today is not the time for Mr. Hu's follow-up consultation."

After she finished speaking, she raised her head to look at Hu Ge, and the man sitting opposite had a faint smile on his face, as if he was waiting for Jiang Bai to ask a question.

"It's really not today. I just passed by here, and then I came to comfort the attending physician." After the words fell, there was a sound from the office door. Jiang Bai heard the sound and looked up. Su Mu was looking at Hu Ge with a frown. Hu Ge had probably been used to this The look in his eyes didn't change. The whole scene was deadlocked for nearly a minute before Hu Ge got up and said goodbye: "I'll pick you up for dinner when you get off work, I'll go first."

Jiang Bai was taken aback by the inexplicable parting words, and looked at Hu Ge's figure with confused eyes, but the man left without any explanation. Only then did Su Mu enter the room, and put the chair where Hu Ge was sitting and the chair next to him. After changing seats, he took a seat in front of Jiang Bai, then pursed his lips and did not speak, and stared at Jiang Bai fixedly. Jiang Bai had long been familiar with his appearance. What did she do to make him unhappy, he always looked sullen and angry.

In the end, it was Jiang Bai himself who took the initiative to break the peace: "Dr. Su, is something wrong?"

After Su Mu heard Jiang Bai's address, he closed his eyes in pain, and then said in a hoarse voice, "Xiao Bai, do we really have to be so unfamiliar with each other?" Su Mu's words made Jiang Bai slightly frown, and said to him He showed great dissatisfaction with the title, and his eyes were full of rejection of the two words he blurted out. Seeing that Su Mu didn't get into the topic for a long time, Jiang Bai simply didn't speak again, leaving him so exhausted.

Su Mu didn't say what he wanted to say until after work, but Jiang Bai's cell phone rang at the right time. Jiang Bai glanced at Su Mu and answered the phone. On the other end of the phone was Jiang Boren's lively voice, Jiang Bai immediately understood what Hu Ge said was about picking her up for dinner. After Jiang Boren said where to meet, he hung up the phone, but Su Mu still sat without saying a word, and Jiang Bai stepped down. After putting on the coat in the white coat, he walked out the door, and Su Mu finally spoke at this time:

"Xiaobai, are we really unable to go back?"

The sentence contained Su Mu's hesitation and confusion. Jiang Bai stood by the door, pursed his lips, and finally left the office without saying a word. What Mu asked today was not just the sentence that I can't go back, but to say a final farewell to her today, to bid farewell to the years when they supported each other and accompanied each other.

Walking out of the hospital gate, Jiang Bai saw Jiang Boren standing across the road, and the black car. The red light beside the zebra crossing jumped and turned into a green light. Jiang Bai walked towards his brother step by step, and his chest The beating heart inside answered Su Mu's question for Jiang Bai.

Yes, Su Mu, we really can't go back.

For dinner, Jiang Boren chose a hot pot restaurant, the one where Hu Ge and Jiang Bai met for the first time. He seemed to know that Su Mu had come to find her, and he also understood her depression. The two men did not bother her too much all night. , just teased each other, and then quietly waited for Jiang Bai to clean up his embarrassing mood.

After dinner, Hu Ge drove them back. Jiang Bai sat restlessly in the co-pilot's seat, and in the back seat was his younger brother who was diligently watching the new script. He arrived home soon. Jiang Boren got out of the car first. Ge exchanged a look that Jiang Bai couldn't understand. At the moment Jiang Bai opened the car door and was about to get out of the car, the wrist of his left hand was pulled, and the cool fingers were around her wrist. Jiang Bai turned to look at the resistance. The source, I saw that person was like the first time he came to her office for consultation, and he said calmly: "sumac, mild in nature, sweet and salty, mainly produced in Guangdong, Guangxi, Yunnan, Taiwan, Guizhou, Sichuan , Hainan and other places. It has the effect of promoting blood circulation, removing blood stasis, reducing swelling and relieving pain."

Hearing this, Jiang Bai froze in place for a moment, she couldn't get to the bottom of how Hu Ge knew this, but this passage let her know that the next sentence must be the sadness that made her stop and make a decision.

And Hu Ge's next words were exactly as she expected, "Jiang Bai, you see that you and Su Mu have already been destined to be in the south of the sky and the north of the sea, what are you still obsessed with?"

Jiang Bai got out of the car in a daze, until Hu Ge's taillights disappeared from her sight, she still didn't recover, but what sounded in her mind was Su Mu's nervous and expectant voice: "Su Mu Wood, flat in nature, sweet and salty, mainly produced in Guangdong, Guangxi, Yunnan, Taiwan, Guizhou, Sichuan, Hainan and other places. It has the effect of promoting blood circulation and removing blood stasis, reducing swelling and relieving pain. Baiziren, flat in nature, sweet in taste, mainly produced In Shandong, Henan, Hebei, Jiangsu and other places, it has the effect of nourishing the heart, calming the nerves, and stopping perspiration."

"Su Mu, have you been stunned by studying magic recently? Is this a test for me? How to start memorizing the basics of traditional Chinese medicine?"

"Xiaobai, look, one of us is born in the south, and the other is born in the north. Although the distance is so far, we still met. Now I want to ask you, do you dare to fall in love with me across the border."

"Su Mu, why don't you dare?"

Memories always have an irresistible force, and the tears in the corners of her eyes probably flowed out without Jiang Bai noticing because of this force. She thought that no one would use the name of her and Su Mu again in this life. The reason is to make a fuss, but Hu Ge hastily took it out without any precautions, but what he told her was not the romance that Su Mu said, but what Jiang Bai and Su Mu had been doomed for a long time. Can't go beyond the reality of the distant land.

When the sentence of bravery back then came to the brink of a full stop, it became nothing but desolation.

The ignorant she and the young and inexperienced Su Mu were finally beaten back to reality by a stick.

Jiang Boren, who had long since hid in his room, was standing by the window on the second floor, looking at his sister who was stunned at the gate of his house. He had always known about her sister's little habits of careful thinking, and knew that her sister had never treated her rightly. The reason why Su Mu gave up completely, and he also knew what kind of blow to his sister would make Jiang Bai completely give up and no longer be affected by Su Mu, but he couldn't bear it, and he couldn't do it, so he asked Hu Ge to talk about it Such words.

Watching Jiang Bai go from being dazed to squatting and embracing him, from sobbing softly to howling with some indulgence, Jiang Boren felt that there was a place in his heart that also cried along with Jiang Bai. Although he and Jiang Bai were two years apart, but he Jiang Bai took care of him very sensibly, especially after his mother passed away, his father couldn't get over his mother's departure. When he was young, he could be said to be accompanied by his sister who grew up and took care of him, even when he was wayward. He is unwilling to inherit his father's career and stubbornly wants to enter the entertainment circle to become an actor, and his sister strongly supports him.

Jiang Boren has always known that, in fact, Jiang Bo does not like Chinese medicine. Compared with it, she yearns for psychology. He once secretly read his sister's wishes after the college entrance examination. The first three are psychology majors in major medical schools.

Jiang Boren also always remembers that after receiving the admission notice from G University Medical School, Jiang Bai was so forbearing and stubborn, crying and tearing up the notice and throwing it into the trash can, and then entered the S University Medical School under Jiang's father's arrangement. Chinese medicine specialty.

However, Jiang Boren secretly picked up the notice that was thrown away by Jiang Boren and glued it, and then put it in a drawer next to the desk and locked it. Every time he felt that he could not sustain his career, he would open it and have a look, and then tell himself that now His own self was bought by his sister's sacrifice. Even if he wanted to give up, only his sister had the right to make him give up.

Thinking of this, a bean-sized teardrop suddenly fell from the corner of Jiang Boren's eyes. He leaned against the window, and in his deep eyes was only Jiang Bai, who squatted and embraced him and supported him. I can't pay it back in my life.

I don't know how long it has passed, the night was very dark, there was no moon this night, and there were only street lights around, Jiang Bai wiped away the remaining tears on his face with the back of his hand, his bright eyes were a little red from crying, she cleaned up Moment then straightened his back and walked home step by step, and the black car that had been parked in the distance started slowly at this moment and left.

After all, this night is over.

Whether it is Jiang Bai, Jiang Boren or Hu Ge, they all know that after this night, Su Mu has officially withdrawn from Jiang Bai's life, and the relationship between Jiang Bai and Su Mu has also officially withdrawn from Jiang Bai's life. It's over.

After tonight, Jiang Bai will start to face a brand new life and future, and meet new people. Although the scar in her heart will not heal so quickly, there will always be someone who will heal her completely.

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