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Xu Qingzhou's illness came on quickly, but he walked slowly. During the period, he repeated it several times, which made him feel that his body was full of a bitter smell of medicine.

I don't know if it's because I haven't been sick for a long time. It took more than half a month for the illness to be completely fine.

After bidding farewell to the pile of small pills in bottles and cans, Xu Caizi's mood, which had been depressed for half a month, began to improve.

When it comes to the root of this depression, Xu Qingzhou is actually a bit inexplicable, but the cause has to be traced back to the past.

Ever since Gu Yao was in the hospital and asked him to go back first, Gu Dashen seemed to have really left. This walk is not only a verb, but also an adjective. He walked away from Xu Qingzhou's world cleanly, as if he hadn't Same thing happened.

Xu Qingzhou was a little confused, he didn't understand that a person who was pestering you every day before suddenly disappeared from your world inexplicably one day, and the most important thing was that he disappeared when you planned to have sex with him.

To be honest, this feeling is quite irritating, at least it makes Xu Caizi irritated.

For a while, Xu Qingzhou began to wonder if Gu Yao was teasing himself, deliberately showing a good impression of him, and then appearing in his life all the time like a ghost, wishing to Refresh the sense of presence.

When I slowly accepted it, got used to it, and couldn't do without it, I patted my ass again, and left in a neat and easy manner.

His suspicion is actually not impossible.

There is an accurate description of the psychology of this character in the book.

Lithromantic.

A mental illness in a relationship.

It means that when you like someone, when that person gradually likes you, your liking will gradually dissipate, and even start to feel bored, helpless, and uncomfortable with his liking.

This is a common phenomenon formed with the development of society, many people have it, but more or less, serious or not.

In fact, to put it bluntly, it is the desire to conquer.

Patients with this disease, in love, enjoy the process of conquest, not the result.

This is how Gu Yao feels to Xu Qingzhou now.

He felt that he was just one of Gu Yao's tools to satisfy his desire to conquer, and if the desire was satisfied, there would be no meaning of existence.

Otherwise, how to explain, I ignored him before, but he still insisted on sending three text messages in the morning, noon and evening, and never forgot.

It must be because that guy realizes that he likes him and finds it boring, so this kind of affectionate game is not going to continue.

Maybe, I have blocked myself, deleted it, forgot it, and found another one! ! !

The more he thought about it, the more angry Xu Qingzhou felt that this was the case. He was grinding his molars fiercely, and he didn't have any strength in his hands. He accidentally broke the gel pen in his hand.

Fang Qi heard a "click", and for some reason, he felt like a person's neck was twisted, and his back felt a chill, a little creepy.

He subconsciously rubbed his neck, feeling that he was still sitting comfortably and not separated from his head. He breathed a sigh of relief, and while the teacher was talking about the PPT, he turned around and asked in a low voice: "The weekend after tomorrow, Cheng Yi and they have an appointment for a drink." ,are you going?"

Xu Qingzhou was picking up the body of the pen. Seeing Fang Qi's mischievous look, he looked disgusted and moved to the side, "Who is celebrating his birthday? Why do you want to drink again?"

"No one celebrates birthdays," Fang Qi lowered his voice, "Isn't it Singles' Day the day after tomorrow? There are a bunch of single dogs in our dormitory, what else can they do besides ganging up..."

"It's you and Yu Fang, not us." Xu Qingzhou corrected.

"What's the matter, what should I do if I masturbate with Yu Fang, and people will misunderstand me."

"Oh," Xu Qingzhou changed his words, "you and Yu Fang masturbate together."

Hearing this, Fang Qi still felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't tell what was wrong, so he accepted it casually, "Almost, even if Yu Fang and I flirt, you and Lu Qian have nothing to do except read."

Xu Qingzhou thought back to last year's Double Eleven. Unlike girls, the boys needed to step on to grab clothes and cosmetics, and they didn't have a girlfriend who went out to abuse dogs. They stayed in the dormitory.

Those who play games play games, those who read books read books, there is no difference from usual, exactly the same as what Fang Qi said.

Fang Qi continued: "And this time Song Yuan called several girls in their class, maybe we will get out of the order if we go to play for a while!"

When Xu Qingzhou heard this, he understood the reason why Fang Qi was so active. He sneered, and thought that Yu Fang was also a person who liked to join in the fun, so he would definitely go.

But he was still not very interested. After thinking about it, he asked again, "Is Lu Qian going?"

"Lu Qian, I think he will go if you go. If you don't go, and Gu Yao is here, then he probably won't go either."

I just realized that I might be played like a monkey by someone. Suddenly, when I heard the name, Xu Qingzhou's face turned cold, and he almost tore up the book. He planned to refuse without even thinking about it.

"Gu Yao must go back. Bai Shan and Song Yuan are in the same dormitory. Don't even think that Song Yuan has called her. The two of them have been so close recently. This opportunity to show off their affection on Singles' Day is not exactly in line with Gu Yao's heart."

Hearing another name, Xu Qingzhou also forgot that he intended to refuse, frowned, and asked as soon as the subject changed: "They have been very close recently?"

"That's not true," Fang Qi excitedly gossiped, "According to what Cheng once said, Gu Yao has been going out with Bai Shan recently, sneaking around and not knowing what to do, and before eating chicken, Gu Yao was in an Internet cafe, Bai Shan's The voice came through the microphone."

Xu Qingzhou didn't speak, but listened carefully to every word. It seemed that the scene of someone hugging Meijiao Niang had already appeared in his mind, and he felt more and more like an idiot for his entangled and sad behavior here.

Combined with those messy things, the idea that he was a boring pastime to himself, became more determined, his face sank, and he directly tore off the corners of the textbook.

Fang Qi didn't notice that the surrounding air pressure had dropped, and he said to himself, "It's normal. Bai Shan looks good and has a good personality. If there is such a person who knows how to stay with me, I will definitely be tempted."

Knowing the cold and the hot is indeed more considerate and sensible than this hypocritical and hypocritical person.

"Besides, Bai Shan is gentle, kind and generous. I heard that she is good at cooking."

That is to despise oneself and hold grudges, and not know how to cook.

"It's great to be able to take it out to show friends, and to bring it home to show to parents,"

I have wronged Gu Dashen, I am a big man, indeed I can't take it out, and it makes him lose face.

Fang Qi balabala said a lot, didn't hear Xu Qingzhou's rebuttal, was wondering, turned around and saw his cannibalistic expression, he was startled, and almost cried out.

The reaction was so strong that I accidentally slammed the chair, was stared at by the teacher twice, then hurriedly lowered my head, and asked softly: "Damn, why do you have such an expression, I almost didn't scare me to death, I was killed by you!" It's too bad, Lao Zhang just stared at me, did you see that?"

"Ha ha."

"Tsk, don't laugh, you're panicking, are you going or not?"

"Go, why not?" Xu Qingzhou replied.

He definitely had to go, he had to see what kind of little fairy Bai Shan was, and he had to see Gu Dashen, to see when he would die.

Xu Qingzhou has already thought about it, if that night, Gu Yaozhen and this Bai Shan don't understand clearly, and treat himself as a toy to satisfy his desire to conquer, I don't mind letting him know, what is the rule, what is the rule? It's called system.

Xu Caizi felt that maybe he had been pretending to be gentle and gentle for a long time, and someone really thought that he was like a ball of cotton, rubbing and rubbing at will.

No matter what, there must be a result the day after tomorrow.

When Lu Qian found out that Xu Qingzhou was going the day after tomorrow, no matter how much he was unwilling, he could only obey the organization's arrangement.

505 finally decided to mobilize all members. Although each had their own ulterior motives and their goals were different, they did not interfere with each other.

Double Eleven was originally Singles' Day, and it was only linked to the word "Festival". In order to attract more consumers, major businesses will launch a series of activities, no matter online or offline.

Gradually, the meaning of Singles' Day has been sublimated, and it has become a festival that integrates entertainment, consumption, showing affection, and being abused.

This year's Singles' Day was on the weekend, the students didn't have classes, and there were many people who went out for a date. They had to stop the car for a long time before they succeeded. After giving the address to the driver, they arrived in a short time.

Han Chengjia and the others made the reservation this time because they got to know the bar where they fought. One of the reasons is that they are familiar with the bar manager. Although Song Yuan doesn't work here anymore, they can be regarded as regular customers, and occasionally there will be discounts for gatherings. of.

Another reason is that in order to attract more traffic on Double Eleven, the person in charge of the pedestrian street prepared a party performance, and invited many well-known local performers, and even spent a lot of money to specially invite them. A boy group that has been in the limelight recently.

This group is all pretty boys, and most of the fans are young female students. When they heard that their idol was coming, they all ran to Yixin Street.

So there is indeed a lot of traffic here tonight.

When Xu Qingzhou and the others arrived, there were couples everywhere, and it seemed that their combination of several big men was very strange.

But the few people didn't care, they walked directly into the bar without looking sideways, and looked for the private room number given by Cheng Yi.

When I opened the door and went in, Cheng Yi and his dormitory were all there, even Guo Fei and the others came.

There are four girls inside, except for Song Yuan who Xu Qingzhou met once, the other three are the first time to see each other, and they should all be Song Yuan's roommates.

One of them, a girl with milk tea-colored waist-length curly hair, sat next to Gu Yao, with a cute and quiet face, and a faint smile on her face, which seemed to be a bit of a quiet time.

Xu Qingzhou glanced at it, and knew that this girl was Shangbei Baishan who Fang Qi said had recently had a hot fight with Gu Yao.

In fact, to be reasonable, this girl is indeed good-looking, and she is not sorry for her reputation as a flower. Sitting with Gu Yao, she is a beautiful woman, very seductive.

But Xu Caizi just didn't like it horizontally or vertically, especially when he saw the shyness on his face when he touched the napkin for Gu Yao.

They went in, and when the people inside heard the sound, they subconsciously turned around.

Cheng once sat next to Yang Fei, saw this and stood up and walked over with a smile on his face, "Fuck, why are you here so late, Fang Qi, you said you were in the car an hour ago."

"There is no way to get stuck in traffic."

Han Chengjia also moved his butt to the side, and patted the sofa for Yu Fang, Lu Qian and the others to sit down.

Cheng once looked back and forth between Gu Yao and Xu Qingzhou, thought for a second, and waved to Fang Qi with a smile, "Fang Qi, come, sit with me, Guo Fei just said that today he will drink you down Woolen cloth."

"Fuck, it's him, come on."

"Fang Qi, don't trust me, Dad, come here, let you see and see."

Xu Qingzhou stood at the door without moving. He has been looking at Gu Yao since he came in, but the latter has never looked at him since just now.

It would be a lie to say it's not sad.

Xu Caizi felt that it was a mistake for him to come here, and it was simply a self-inflicted humiliation. He was impulsive just now, but now he is sober.

He thought about it, even if Gu Yao liked him before, so what, he rejected him, so it was only natural for him to like Baishan and Heishan.

What am I so upset about here? Is it possible that I refused, and I have to ask others to like me only in this life?

Xu Qingzhou understands the truth, but he still feels wronged. He didn't expect that when he planned to give up those shackles, ignore them and follow his heart, Gu Yao would fall in love with others.

Sighing, he gave up those hot-headed thoughts before.

He simply found a seat farthest from Gu Yao and sat down.

The author has something to say:

small theater:

Gu Yao: My mother, I have endured 25 words, and I am finally about to achieve a true result.

Lu Qian: [Aggrieved face] I've been through it for two years, and the spicy chicken author took it with me in just a few words.

You Hui: [smiling and pulling hair] If this is a bg article, what's the matter with you, maybe our dolls are all soy sauced.

Xu Qingzhou: [Wang Tian] Who am I, where am I, and what are you talking about, why can't I understand.

ps: The disease information comes from Baidu, no nonsense!

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