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Xu Caizi, who thinks he is a traitor, is a little flustered now. Although he can't see any waves on his gentle and handsome face, he is actually worried that Fang Qi and the others will find out that he intends to show affection to them in his heart. Bo Gouliang's true thoughts, so in order to prevent brothers from killing each other, Xu Qingzhou pretended to be innocent and harmless, and his tone of voice to the three of them was much gentler than usual.

He buttoned the last button of his pajamas, bent down, picked up the book on the floor and threw it on Lu Qian's bed, stood beside Lu Qian's bed with a smile and asked worriedly: "Lu Qian, what's the matter with you recently? You are so angry, If you have any troubles, don't hold them back alone, let us help you solve them together, we are brothers, we can't bear any difficulties together."

Sitting on the bed, Lu Qian raised his upper body, extended his right hand, and firmly caught the thrown back book. Hearing Xu Qingzhou's words, he thought of a popular sentence on the Internet: I treat you as a brother, You fucking want to sleep with me.He didn't know what Xu Qingzhou's expression would be if he knew his thoughts, he just looked down involuntarily.

From his angle, you can see the graceful stretch between Xu Qingzhou's jaw and neck when he raised his head, like a proud and beautiful swan, who can't bear to be touched by others, and looks down. It's the slender neck and Adam's apple , Lu Qian can even see the cyan blood vessels under Xu Qingzhou's skin, a bit like patterns tattooed on the skin, commensurate with Xu Qingzhou's fair complexion, it looks ancient and mysterious, and further down is the collarbone, below the collarbone is...

His eyes darkened, Lu Qian didn't dare to look any further, he hurriedly looked away from Xu Qingzhou, pretended to be looking at the book in his hand, and waited for his breathing to calm down before replying in a muffled voice: "It's okay, maybe it's because of the recent weather change It's too fast, I feel a little cold and uncomfortable, it will be fine after a while, you don't have to worry about my own sense of proportion."

Xu Qingzhou had a lot of complaints about Lu Qian's attitude of not caring about his body. He frowned and said in displeasure, "If you don't feel well, you should go for a check-up earlier. You are an adult and you must know how to take care of yourself. You It’s not Fang Qi, so are you still afraid of taking injections and taking medicine?”

"Hey, what does it have to do with me? What are you talking about, why did you drag me into the water again! And whoever said that men can't be afraid of injections and medicine, and I'm afraid of cockroaches, why don't you talk about him, Zhouer."

"You're going to die, right Fang Qi, your skin will itch if you don't get cleaned up for a day, won't you?" Yu Fang yelled.

Xu Qingzhou was too lazy to get involved in the "love and hatred" between Fang Qi and Yu Fang, and just put on the appearance of a close brother and continued to say to Lu Qian: "Look at you, you are lifeless, and you don't know how to take care of yourself at all. It's not me who is sick and uncomfortable, and we friends can't take care of you all the time, so we still have to find a girlfriend, and if you have a girlfriend, you will be greeted every few days, and you will be alive and kicking, and you won't get sick at all."

Lu Qian didn't want to talk about this topic, so he just nodded his head, indicating that he understood, and didn't say a word.

Xu Qingzhou is not stupid, so she can see Lu Qian's perfunctory attitude. She knows that her friend has a soft temper, and was planning to persuade him to talk to him about the dangers of a cold, when the phone rang suddenly. He took out his mobile phone from his pocket, saw the word 'You Hui' on the caller ID, his frown relaxed, and immediately changed into a gentle and polite expression, regardless of Fang Qi and Yu Fang. With gossiping eyes, he opened the bedroom door and went out while holding the phone.

When Xu Qingzhou's face suddenly changed, Lu Qian had already guessed who was calling. Although he had prepared many times and told himself how to react to this situation, when Xu Qingzhou When Qingzhou walked out of the dormitory door and called You Hui's name in a gentle voice, he still couldn't control his emotions all of a sudden, and tore off a corner of the book in his hand with a heavy force.

Yu Fang, as the person who knows the most in this dormitory, also put away his gossiping thoughts at the moment, leaning on the ladder, looked up at Lu Qian's dazed appearance, and felt that his brother's current appearance was pitiful and irritating, while Pretending to be a lover and complaining about others, sadly teaching myself that others would complain for him; at the same time, he dared not even say the word "like", like a timid bastard.

Yu Fang, who was amused by his metaphor, grinned, and then felt that it was not interesting to make jokes about himself, so he tilted his head and pretended to cough a few times, restrained his smile, shook his head to the air, and muttered speechlessly : "He is not born to be infatuated. There is no place in the world for lovesickness. After all, this infatuated man is no match for the right woman. I can't even bear to watch this situation. It's so pitiful."

Lu Qian took a sign when he heard the words.

Seeing Yu Fang suddenly muttering poems, Fang Qi felt that this guy was inexplicably ill, so he looked at Yu Fang with idiot eyes and said, "Why are you suddenly reciting poems, and besides, Zhou Gu's poem is not It fits the scene, this scene should be 'meet two blind date, love each other forever' is right, what you read is too sad, the meaning is not good, not good."

Yu Fang, who had never had any illusions about Fang Qi's IQ, looked at him without explaining, just walked over and patted him on the shoulder, and said earnestly: "It's okay, it's fine if you don't understand, I didn't expect you to do it either." I understand, your round brain is very nice to put on your neck as a decoration, please protect it, anyway, people who should understand will naturally understand, and what you don’t understand has no meaning.”

"Fuck, Yu Fang, are you calling me stupid again!"

"No, no! How can you misunderstand me? I'm praising you for being smart, extremely smart, so I ask you to protect your own brain, and don't destroy the existence of this national treasure version."

"You can pull it down, I still don't know you, you pretend to be a person, but in fact you are just an old fox, maybe how to bury me behind your back, I can tell you, I, Fang Qi, have a bad temper by nature, Not to be messed with, you blah blah blah..."

Lu Qian didn't listen to what the two of them were talking about, but just looked at the book with a corner missing. After a while, he closed the book and put it beside his pillow. For some reason, he suddenly thought of the scene when he saw Xu Qingzhou for the first time.

The first time Lu Qian and Xu Qingzhou met was when they were reporting at the beginning of the freshman year. Because Yu Fang was going to coax his new girlfriend, he didn't come to school with him, so when Lu Qian opened the door of the dormitory, he saw Zheng With her back to Xu Qingzhou who was changing clothes, she just stood there in a daze.

It's not a secret that Lu Qian is gay. Friends who are good friends with him know that, and we haven't cut each other off because of this. We should hang out, drink and get along just like before, although no one cares about it. However, it cannot erase the fact that Lu Qian is gay.

Therefore, when he saw the slightly arched back in front of him because of changing clothes, it was a kind of gentle curve different from that of women, it was a kind of youthful beauty between boys and men, the beauty in the air Under the projection of sunlight, the fine dust looks like finely divided spars, adding a dreamy charm to this scene.

All of a sudden, Lu Qian felt an evil fire burning from his brain, straight to his lower abdomen, he quickly turned sideways and took a deep breath until the evil fire calmed down.

It feels like a college roommate who hasn't seen the front face but only a back view. This is something Lu Qian never thought of in his 18 years of life. Although it seems absurd, it is also reasonable.

It's like letting a sexy beauty without underwear stand in front of an ordinary man. The result is predictable. What Lu Qian saw was just a back view, but to him, the lethality was no less than that of a man. Sexy beauty.

The young man may have just taken a shower, and there was still a scent of shower gel in the air. Lu Qian moved his nose and sniffed, but he didn't guess what it was like. It smells light and pleasant.

While he was still thinking about the scent of the shower gel, the young man finally put on his clothes, turned around and saw the stranger standing at the door, he was taken aback, his whole body was on guard, his muscles tensed up suddenly, his wrinkled face His brow looked like he was examining the identity of this outsider, until he saw the suitcase at Lu Qian's feet, he put down his guard and greeted him with a smile.

"Hello, are you also in room 505, and so am I. My name is Xu Qingzhou."

Lu Qian heard the young man's voice ringing in his ear, clanging into his heart, causing waves of shock. He lowered his head to look at the skeletal hand in front of him, following it, he turned his gaze upwards, and directly met it. Xu Qingzhou's eyes.

Lu Qian doesn't think he is a face control, not to mention that among the boyfriends he has dated, there are also very good-looking ones, but at first glance, he was conquered by Xu Qingzhou's gentle and harmless face and his calm and free temperament.

Of course, this is not to say that Xu Qingzhou is so handsome that people can fall in love with him at a glance, but that his face and his temperament will make you feel as if he should be like this. One point less, one point less, it's not Xu Qingzhou anymore.

Lu Qian didn't even remember whether he held that hand. The impression of that afternoon in his mind was only the very gentle boy who smiled at him at that time, and the strange fragrance that wafted in every corner of the air, like the wetness after rain. The green grass smell is mixed with the freshness of lemon, not strong, but refreshing enough.

I don't know if it's because of the scent or the person with the scent, but Lu Qian just kept Xu Qingzhou in his heart. Even if he later found out that this person's gentleness and politeness were all superficial illusions, he didn't have any feelings for Xu Qingzhou. A little less, and even deepened with time, becoming more blazing and full-bodied.

He knew that Xu Qingzhou was a straight man, so he never thought of venting this love, but just looked at him as a good friend and tried his best not to disturb each other.

It is said that unrequited love is a long-distance race without boundaries, knowing that there will be no results, but still obsessed with it, unwilling to back down, just because the person is smiling at you at the finish line.

So, Lu Qian put Xu Qingzhou in the deepest part of his heart, hiding it carefully so that no one could touch him, afraid that he would not know, and even more afraid that he would know.

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He is not born to be infatuated with love, there is no place in the world for lovesickness. [Qing] Kuang Zhou Gu——reducing the word Huanxisha

Interpretation: Don't be a passionate person in your next life, it's unbearable to suffer from lovesickness in the world.

When two people meet on a blind date, they have endless predestined relationship. 【Southern Dynasties】Bao Zhao—a farewell gift to Fudu Cao

Interpretation: Meeting unexpectedly, we can fall in love with each other, and the deep affection will never end with each other.

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Handsome author: May I ask the three guests what your biggest advantage is in this blind date with Xu Caizi.

Lu Qian: I have waited silently for many years, not asking for anything in return, I just hope that Qingzhou will be safe, I understand him, love him, understand him, know that he is a straight man, I will not force him, loving someone is respecting him, I think I am It's true love.

You Hui: [pulls hair] I'm a woman.

Gu Yao: [Plug the red envelope] I am the author's own son, please let me know about it.

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