Cold violence

As the year approached, Zhou Yu became busy again. Ever since he came back, it seemed that he hadn't had a day off.

After breakfast that day, He Chu really stopped giving him big and small luxuries, but gave him three meals a day instead.When he was free, he went to Zhou Yu's office to watch him eat. When he was not free, he asked his assistant to send it over to watch him. To prove that he had eaten, he would take all the food boxes back.

The amount of food that He Chu brought over was not too much, just enough for Zhou Yu to finish eating.Zhou Yu didn't want to violate other people's wishes, so he tried to finish his meal every time.

Those meals were not brought back from the hotel, they were all made by He Chu himself.

The vice president of the company, where is the leisure to cook for him every day?Zhou Yu even wondered if He Chu added a kitchen to his office to cook for him every day.

But I have to say that He Chu's cooking really suits Zhou Yu's taste.

In the end, He Chu became acquainted in the company directly, and had a very good relationship with the little girl at the front desk. Anyone with a discerning eye seemed to be able to see that there seemed to be such a thing between the two of them.

Zhou Yu's reaction to this was to say to Chen Siyan: "You tell He Chu's secretary that He Chu should not come here again."

But He Chu came in person the next day, and before leaving, he still reminded Zhou Yu: "Remember I will pick you up on the 14th."

Oh...a big man oh what?

NO.14 In the afternoon, He Chu arrived at Zhou Yu's house very early and waited downstairs. Zhou Yu originally only went out in casual clothes, but seeing that He Chu seemed to be dressed a bit formally, he wanted to go back and change again.

His behavior was inexplicably cute in He Chu's eyes. He Chu held his arm and smiled, "That's it, it's good."

On the 14th, it was inexplicably warm. Zhou Yu saw the bright sun above his head, and felt a sense of warmth when he stretched out his hand.

It's a good day.

As soon as Zhou Yu got into the car, He Chu took a black silk scarf and covered his eyes.

"what are you doing?"

He is very resistant to darkness, and always feels that when he is alone, he has to face too many unknown things, and he does not have that sense of security.

"Take you somewhere."

"Then why are you blindfolding me?"

"Secret." There was a sly smile in He Chu's voice, and then he buckled up Zhou Yu's seat belt.

Zhou Yu couldn't see it, but could only feel the pressure in front of him, the clean breath on He Chu's body when he leaned over, and the hot air sprayed on his neck when he was pulling his seat belt because he was too close.

A sudden itching on the neck.

This action is actually a bit ambiguous, even if Zhou Yu is blindfolded, he can still fasten his seat belt by himself.But the strange thing is that he didn't escape.

He Chu seemed to maintain that movement for a long time, and Zhou Yu sat there quietly, feeling He Chu's gaze, which was hot and gentle.

At that moment, he actually thought that He Chu would come up to him and kiss him.He was a little nervous, but fortunately He Chu was not.

He Chu slowly sat back on his seat, started the car, and heard Zhou Yu suddenly ask, "Have you quit smoking?"

The smell of cigarettes on He Chu's body was so weak that he couldn't smell it anymore, and it was more like the boyishness of that time.

"Well, yes." He Chu raised his eyebrows and smiled, with a little pride, but remembered that Zhou Yu couldn't see, but the corners of his mouth still raised uncontrollably, "I said, what do you want me to quit?" , I will quit.”

"is it?"

"Well, except..." quit you.He Chu wanted to finish this sentence, but suddenly felt that it seemed a bit shameful to say it. Although he had typed it in his heart, he was still ashamed to say it. He smiled and said, "Well, anything is fine."

Zhou Yu leaned on the co-pilot, he was blindfolded, but he didn't speak, and He Chu couldn't detect his thoughts through his eyes.All he could see was a flat curve at the corner of his mouth, neither sad nor happy.

He looks like a monk who is accompanied by Qingdeng Ancient Buddha.

——Shouldn't you be angry?

Zhou Yu didn't ask He Chu where they were going, but he felt a little nervous in his heart when he felt He Chu's driving around.What day is today that He Chufei wants to let him out?

He doesn't have holidays, except for the Spring Festival where he can serve snacks all year round, the rest are because of the statutory holidays so that he can pay more attention to this festival.

Chinese New Year is not too early this year, what kind of holiday is today?

His fingers tapped the beat subconsciously, but he didn't have the idea of ​​counting the time in his mind, he just sat there and relied on this to count the time.

After driving for a long time, He Chu stopped the car.He opened the car door from Zhou Yu's side and unbuckled Zhou Yu's seat belt.Zhou Yu reached out to take off the silk scarf, but He Chu held down his hand.

"I'll lead you along. You are not allowed to speak or take off the silk scarf along the way."

Zhou Yu really didn't speak, everything in front of him was dark, he could only hear the sounds around him.

Zhou Yu felt very strange today.

He seemed to have a vague impression of this day, but he couldn't put it into words. It was like a thorn in his heart, and he pricked it from time to time.And today's obedience to He Chu, he could obviously take off the silk scarf, why didn't he?

Or, in fact, subconsciously, I was a little curious about He Chu's actions, and wanted to know what he was busy with?

Before he had time to think it through, He Chu had already led him along and started walking forward.

Straight ahead seemed to be the gate of a certain house.

He heard the sound of the heavy door being opened, and the sound of his and He Chu's feet stepping on the ground.

He Chu's footsteps stopped suddenly, he followed He Chu to stand still, and heard him say softly: "There are steps here, three sections." Then he helped Zhou Yu step forward, and pushed the iron gate completely open.

Zhou Yu wanted to ask where this was, but remembering that he agreed to He Chu's request not to speak, he swallowed the words that came to his lips.

After walking for a while, He Chu stopped again. Zhou Yu thought about it, and there were about 23 steps.Then he heard the sound of the key being inserted into the door lock, He Chu turned the key twice, and with a "click", the door opened.

Is this a villa?What did He Chu bring himself here for?

He followed He Chu and took a step in. He Chu took his hand and let him touch a shelf at hand. He touched the handle of an umbrella, which must be an umbrella stand.

Zhou Yu wanted to laugh a little, but it was just a shelf for an umbrella, what's so good about it?

He Chu's voice rang in his ears.

"The first umbrella was mine. It rained a lot on the day when the results of the mid-term exam in the last semester of the second year of high school were released. The sky never lit up that day. You didn't bring an umbrella that day. I want to give you mine, but I dare not tell you. I was here when I went home to put the umbrella, thinking that you might go back in the rain, I miss you very much. "

Zhou Yu was stunned.

He couldn't remember the weather clearly in the second year of high school, but he only remembered that he did go back in the rain that day, and he caught a cold the next day.

He Chu led him a few steps forward, took his hand and placed it on the cushion of the sofa. The heating in the room had been turned on in advance, and the leather surface didn't feel so cold to the touch.

"In the winter of the second year of high school, my dad was away for a long time. One day, my nanny forgot to turn on the heating. The sofa was very cold that day. I thought your sofa was also covered with leather. Would you freeze too? Yes. When I was sitting on the sofa, I thought of you as a person who is afraid of the cold, and I missed you very much. "

Zhou Yu remembered that the sofa in his previous rented house was indeed leather-covered, but after He Chu moved out, he didn't even seem to use the living room very much, and that leather-covered sofa... didn't seem to have sat on it again. several times.

He Chu led him forward again, letting his hand touch the edge of the TV.

"Sometimes when I watch TV at home, I think of those old movies we sat on the sofa together before, and sometimes when I see the movies we watched together, I miss you very much when I watch TV."

At that time... They often watched movies together on weekends. Zhou Yu remembered that at that time he actually wanted He Chu to watch "Farewell My Concubine" with him, but He Chu always felt that this movie was too sad, so Two people always forget.

He led Zhou Yu forward, turned a corner, Zhou Yu smelled a faint smell of dish soap, and He Chu brought him to the kitchen.Then his hand touched the edge of the marble table, and the cold feeling pricked his fingertips.

"Every time I wash the dishes at home, before the hot water comes down, I will think of you at that time insisting that I wash my hands with hot water. Every time I rush to wash the dishes, you will ask me to put the cold water clean. When I touch the bowl, I will think that you may have to wash the dishes by yourself later, will you be so stupid that you don’t need hot water, and I will think of you at that time.”

That's right, after He Chu left, he didn't seem to be that particular about it, and he seldom even ate at home.Only once in a while on the weekends do I take a plate to a restaurant and bring back something to eat.The person who washed the dishes was not He Chu, so he didn't pay much attention to it, and it didn't matter if he used cold water.

He took two steps forward, and Zhou Yu touched the cold stainless steel kitchen utensils.

"Sometimes it's too late at night. When I make supper for myself, I will think of you reading a book next to me when I cook for you. Sometimes I cook too much, and I fill two bowls, just like you As if you are still next to me, when I eat, I will miss you very much."

At that time, He Chu always took good care of him, fearing that he would be hungry if he was late for school, so he would always make excuses for being hungry to let him have a late-night snack, and then the two of them would go to the table together to review.

He led Zhou Yu to the back door, took him to the grass in the back garden, and led him to reach out and stroke the trunk of the tree in the center, and the rough bark rubbed against his fingers.

"When I'm free in summer, I always sit under the tree and read a book. I think of that time when your house had no water. We went down to fetch the water and you fell asleep leaning against the tree. At that time, I sat under the tree, just like It's like you're leaning against a tree and watching me read, so as long as I'm sitting here, I'll miss you a lot."

that tree...

Zhou Yu still remembered the tree downstairs in their house.That memory couldn't be clearer. He Chu carried him upstairs that day. He Chu made a lot of promises to him, and he still remembered them all, but later...

He walked forward slowly with Zhou Yu, held his hand up, and let him spread his palm. The sun fell on his hand, and the temperature made Zhou Yu feel hot in his palm.

I don't know if it's really because of the warm sun, or because He Chu's hand is pressing tightly against his hand.

"The lighting here is very good. When I look at the light, I will think of you. When I am warmed by the light, I will think of you. You are most afraid of the cold, but you always like to shut yourself in the room and not get the sun. Every time I feel warm here, I think about whether you have gone out today, whether you have felt the sunshine, and I will miss you very much."

That's right, Zhou Yu thought, in fact, he really likes Guang.But his light has been...

He led Zhou Yu back to the living room through the back door, let go of his hand, picked Zhou Yu up on his back, and led him upstairs.

"Every time I go upstairs, I can think of the time I carried you home, I can think of the stairs we both walked every day, the way we walked together, I can think of you walking up the stairs in front of my eyes every day , I always feel that I can see you when I raise my head... At that time, every step I took, I really... miss you very much."

Zhou Yu lay on He Chu's back, feeling the temperature from his body, and remained silent.

The stairs used to be too narrow, and two boys going upstairs side by side might rub against the hem of their clothes. He Chu always let him walk in front, saying that he stood behind Zhou Yu, and if Zhou Yu fell, He Chu would immediately help him He... He Chu even boasted that Zhou Yu's back is beautiful...

He Chu put him down, took his hand and pushed open a door, he thought, maybe that was He Chu's room.He reached out to touch the wooden desk, and the sun even made the table warm.

This is He Chu's home, He Chu's room... What a warm place...

"When I sit here, I think of the days when you used to sit next to me and listen to lectures in class, I think of the way you fell asleep lying on your stomach on the desk, and I think of you...every time... Sitting in front of me and writing a book..."

In the end, he took Zhou Yu to sit on his bed. Zhou Yu stretched out his fingers and touched the soft quilt. He Chu's hand gently rested on his. It was warmer than the sun.

"Every day I sleep here, I can think of every day when you slept next to me. I think of every day when I said good night to you, every day when I wake up and see you, and think of you still in my life. The days around me. Zhou Yu, I miss you every day, every night, every minute when I am here."

Every minute of me, every corner of this house, every road I walk, there are traces of I miss you, and they are all proofs that I miss you.

Zhou Yu was speechless.Every word He Chu said touched his heart.Every word he said caused the wall in his heart to collapse.

He was afraid that if He Chu said one more word, he couldn't help but tell the person in front of him how much he had missed him for so many years.

It turned out that I would be taken care of by others when I didn't know it. It turned out that I was also loved so deeply by others. It turned out that I was worthy of being treated like this...

When Li Qi said about He Chu that day, he just didn't believe it, but now that He Chu said it himself, everything was different.

As long as He Chu said it, he would believe it, and he believed it firmly.

"What do you want to say?" He was silent for a long time and asked tremblingly.

One of his hands was gently covered by He Chu, but he lost the strength to pull it away.The temperature was so warm, it spread from the palm of the hand to the atrium of the heart, and it became more and more hot, as if it was going to burn his whole body.

"Do you know what day it is today?" He Chu asked softly. He took off the silk scarf in front of Zhou Yu's eyes, and stretched out his hand to block the light for him. He sat on Zhou Yu's left hand side and leaned into his ear. Festival."

Yep... so it's Valentine's Day.

As soon as this idea came out, he was shocked by the plainness, as if they had spent countless festivals together, and this little Valentine's Day was just one of the many festivals.

He thought he should be shocked, even a little bit at a loss, that he actually spent a Valentine's Day with He Chu.

But he couldn't help feeling that it was just a Valentine's Day, and it was only natural for him to spend it with He Chu.

Why do you think it's natural to spend such a festival with He Chu... because it's too warm?

He felt He Chu's palm covering his eyes, he blinked, and his eyelashes brushed against his palm.

"Hmm." He adjusted to the light, stretched out a hand and pushed He Chu's away, "What do you want to say?"

However, He Chu took his hand in his hand and held it tightly.

"I miss you, Zhou Yu." He Chu took Zhou Yu's hand, sat back a little, sat behind Zhou Yu, then leaned his head on Zhou Yu's shoulder, and said word by word: "I really want you ……really miss you."

I really really miss you, even now that you are by my side, I still go back and think about you who I saw last second.

Zhou Yu didn't dodge, just asked: "And then?"

"Then... I said, will you agree?"

Zhou Yu actually knew what He Chu wanted to say.

He felt that some words had reached the point where he couldn't utter them, but when those words came to his mouth, he couldn't say them no matter what.

"Well, maybe." With his back turned to He Chu, the corner of his mouth slightly raised.

Those words that He Chu said, if you say you are not moved or moved, they must be false.

It turned out that he was not alone thinking about that person all the time, it turned out that the person he was thinking about would also think about him when he didn't know it.

——So it’s not wishful thinking.

"I..." He Chu paused, and Zhou Yu could only feel He Chu's chin opening and closing on his shoulder because of the movement of speaking, "I want... to spend every Valentine's Day with you in the future, and want to spend every Valentine's Day with you." To spend all the festivals in the future, I want to walk the road we have walked with you again, I want to make up for all the past we missed, and I want to spend every day in the future with you."

is that so……

Actually... I thought about it too, He Chu.

Zhou Yu took a deep breath, and the words he said didn't pass through his brain until he finished speaking, and he realized what he said.

"Well, okay."

For some words, the reaction of your heart is always faster than your brain. At that time, you can't think about what you want, whether what you want to say is right, or whether what you say will be good. Affect your future, you just want to hold on to the person next to you, you want to be with him, so you think, you say it.

This may be the first time in Zhou Yu's life that his heart is faster than his head.

His heart told himself that he wanted to be with He Chu, and he didn't want to delay any longer.

With He Chu's gentle treatment for so many days, Zhou Yu admitted that the fortress in his heart had already crumbled in places He Chu couldn't see.It's just that he was too embarrassed to say any more, and just waited for He Chu to give him an opportunity.

Fortunately... Fortunately, He Chu did not give up.

Fortunately... He Chu gave himself a chance to speak.

"Okay...?" He Chu tightened his fingers slightly, and clenched Zhou Yu's slightly cold fingertips.

"Yeah, okay." Zhou Yu turned his head, his cheek touched He Chu's hair, it was soft, he smiled, and said softly, "Don't regret it."

You took me by your side, so please don't regret it easily.

Zhou Yu's fingertips became warmer, and he felt that his blood was no longer cold.

There was a distance of several light years between them, but because of Zhou Yu's words, they were brought closer together.

He Chumeng pulled Zhou Yu into the conversation, and said very solemnly, "Okay, I don't regret it."

As long as you are by my side, I will never regret it.

The author has something to say: I don't know if someone will be disappointed if there is no chasing wife crematorium.

In fact, I really like the plot of chasing my wife in the crematorium, but I really can't write it at all. It feels a bit bloody, but it is very cruel.

Maybe it's because I hope that these two people can be together naturally. I think that since two people can miss each other for so long, they probably don't need to chase their wives to the crematorium.If I were Little Biscuit, when facing the sincerity of the person I have liked for so many years, I might be with him directly. (laugh)