Cold violence

It took a long time for He Chu and Li Qi to come back. After entering the door, Li Qi couldn't help frowning when he saw Zhou Yu's upright appearance.

Zhou Yu looked really cute on the surface, but he was the fiercest of the three of them when he really drank. He still remembers how Zhou Yu helped them save the scene last time.

The more serious a person usually looks, the crazier he becomes when he goes crazy, and no one can stop him.

There were very few people in the bar today, presumably Wang Zhi knew that he wanted to limit the number of guests for Zhou Yu's birthday early in the morning, even the music played was no longer the previous heavy metal but changed to jazz.

But Zhou Yu didn't seem to notice it at all, as if their careful arrangement was no different from the usual hustle and bustle.

Zhou Yu is like this, his sensitivity to changes in the environment is very low, because he doesn't pay much attention to these issues.In his opinion, it is good to have a place to live in. As for what kind of place this place is and whether the environment is good, that is not within the scope of his consideration.

But he is very careful about people's psychological changes. Sometimes when He Chu lowered his eyes, he could feel He Chu's emotional changes at that moment. He Chu felt that he had no secrets at all in front of Zhou Yu. .

Just like now, the atmosphere in the bar is completely different from usual, but Zhou Yu didn't even look at it. In his opinion, a bar is a place to drink. As long as there is alcohol, it doesn't matter whether it's noisy or not. If he needs to respond to himself, he can automatically filter out those so-called useless "news".

That's why he can read his book with peace of mind in the noisy classroom.

If there was anything that could release him from that state of concentration, it would probably be He Chu.

It can be said that He Chu is really as big as Zhou Yuhuo, and the second person who can change his state is Zhou Yu's mother.

Wang Zhi's bar business is very good, and sometimes you need to reserve a place if you want to come, but the number of people who come today is not as many as half of the people who come here at this time, probably because Wang Zhi said in advance that the flow of people will be limited, so that it will be easier to clear the place at that time .

The young man sitting next to him was as cold as ever, as if he didn't fit in here, but he was drinking the best wine here, with a calm expression on his face.He suddenly aroused the desire to tease this little adult, so he approached him and smiled:

"Tell me, how far have you and that kid come?"

which step?Zhou Yu subconsciously glanced at He Chu, then at Wang Zhi, that guy winked, with a sly smile on his lips.

Zhou Yu lowered his head and whispered, "I just... kissed you."

"how do you feel?"

"Ah... quite, okay..."

When Zhou Yu talked about such things, his face became very thin, and although he couldn't hear the clues in his words, his voice was also small.

But Wang Zhi was actually not curious about what Zhou Yu said, he just thought it was very cute to see Zhou Yu's rare expression of embarrassment.

He was just about to reach out to grab Zhou Yu's chin to make him raise his head, when suddenly a very unfriendly look fell on his hand.

Wang Zhi's hand shook, and he retracted it carefully. He Chu watched Wang Zhi's movements and smiled with satisfaction.

That smile is like a wolf in the dark, seeing that his prey has not been stolen by the guy around him, with a little pride and showing off.

Wang Zhi raised his hand, indicating that he hadn't done anything.

He Chu's eyes seemed to be saying: You are wise.

Then He Chu's hand groped over furtively, and gently squeezed Zhou Yu's fingertips.

Zhou Yu let him pinch silently, feeling the temperature of his fingertips, and pinched him back again.

The way two people are together is sometimes like elementary school students, with a little childishness, holding hands has to go from being cautious to bold and unscrupulous, and then interlocking fingers crookedly back.

In fact, He Chu wanted to directly hold Zhou Yu to declare his ownership of Zhou Yu to everyone, but he found that Zhou Yu, a cold and restrained person, seemed to be very useful in such a slow state. Play some tricks when the fingers are intertwined, for example, scoop up Zhou Yu's fingers and tease him before pulling, so that when Zhou Yu and him are together, the hold will be tighter.

He is also very possessive of Zhou Yu, and he doesn't want others to touch him in front of him.

He Chu looked at Zhou Yu's expression and saw Zhou Yu turning his head towards him in the dim space. At this time, the rotating light happened to hit his face, and He Chu was able to see the shape of his mouth clearly. With a smile on the corner of his mouth, he said silently:

"childish."

It turned out that he hadn't moved just now, just to wait for the moment when the light turned around.

He Chu smiled, and the strength in his hands increased a little, making Zhou Yu's palms closer to his own, then he swung his arms up like a child and fell back onto the sofa.

It was the movement of the elementary school student raising his hands high when he was walking and jumping on the road.

Zhou Yu was obviously pleased by such a small gesture, and the smile on the corner of his mouth became even more obvious.

He picked up the wine glass with his empty hand, and made a toast to Chao Hechu.

He Chu let go of his hand and rubbed his broken hair.

"Hey, let me ask you a question."

"?"

"Do you remember what day it is today?"

"Number four...what's the matter?" Zhou Yu was a little confused, so he never paid much attention to these times, and only counted the days when the monthly exam was approaching.

He thought for a while, and asked uncertainly, "Are you going to take the monthly exam?"

He Chu inexplicably breathed a sigh of relief, sure enough, this guy Zhou Yu really doesn't remember his birthday, so that's fine, it's not bad to surprise Zhou Yu.So he raised his eyebrows and said, "Think about it again?"

After hearing what he said, Zhou Yu really thought about it for a while, and said slowly, "Is it the No.40 two days we were together?"

This reply was obviously beyond He Chu's expectation. He didn't say it clearly, but just smiled and said nothing, and took Li Qi to drink as if nothing had happened, which made Zhou Yu look baffled, turned around and Wang Zhi joined in again. come up.

The two chatted back and forth for a while, from the classical music they both dabbled in to the management of Wang Zhi's bar, the conversation was very speculative, and they chatted for a long time without knowing it.

When I went to see He Chu and Li Qi again, both of them had drunk too much.

Zhou Yu seldom brings his mobile phone with him when he goes out, but he is a person with a very strong sense of time, just like now, although he was dragged by them to drink a few glasses of wine before, he suddenly found that the people in the bar gradually started to disperse.

He estimated the time in his mind, and thought that it was probably past eleven o'clock, but He Chu and Li Qi didn't intend to stop, and were going to perform Drunken Fist on stage.

In fact, it was far from drinking that much, but He Chu was very excited tonight.

Just as Zhou Yu was about to go to the stage to pull He Chu off, Wang Zhi stopped him. He turned his head away, puzzled, and asked, "Is business not good today? The show ended before the clock ticked?"

Wang Zhi quickly explained: "That's not true, but there are some important things to do tonight, so the venue will be cleared in advance."

Zhou Yu was ready to stand up as soon as he heard it, thinking that if something happened, it would not be good for him to delay others, so he called out to He Chu: "He Chu, go back first?"

Unexpectedly, He Chu seemed a little drunk, rushed down from the stage, hugged Zhou Yu's waist, rubbed back and forth in his arms, raised his face that was a little flushed by the alcohol, Looking at Zhou Yu with pitiful eyes, she whispered, "Let's play for a while..."

Zhou Yu's heart skipped a beat.

But thinking that Wang Zhi might have something important to do soon, he pulled He Chu out of his arms, patted him on the back, and said patiently: "Wang Zhi said that he has something to do at the bar later, and it's too late now, hurry up Let's go back."

He Chu didn't really drink too much in the first place, but when he heard Zhou Yu's words, he said something bad in his heart, but his body became limp, and he leaned on Zhou Yu's body like a rascal.

"I won't go back, just wait for a while, just wait for half an hour, half an hour, okay?"

Seeing He Chu's appearance, Zhou Yu didn't want to disappoint him, so he looked at Wang Zhi helplessly, and Wang Zhi raised his chin at him: "He doesn't want to go back, so you will go back later, right?"

After speaking, he picked up the "drunk" He Chu and said with a smile, "I got up, go to the bathroom with me."

In normal times, it would be absolutely abnormal for two men to go to the bathroom together, but at this time Wang Zhi's tone was frivolous, and He Chu was a drunkard, so when he heard this, he relied on Wang Zhi and gave Zhou Yu a slap in the face. Leisurely.

Zhou Yu quietly looked at the backs of the two staggering away, shook his head and smiled.

The relationship between these two people is really good.

Li Qi saw it, and rushed over again: "Wait for me, I'll go too!"

It took a long time for He Chu and Wang Zhi to go. Although Zhou Yu sometimes felt that the time passed quickly when he was thinking about things, now he felt that they left for too long.

Just as I was about to get up and go to the bathroom, there was a sudden sound of tripping, and all the electrical appliances went out with a "boom", and the whole bar fell into a dead silence.

Zhou Yu's heart skipped a beat, and he silently clenched his fists.

The heavy curtain at the entrance of the bar was also drawn without knowing it.

Zhou Yu sat back on the sofa again, his body trembling slightly invisibly.He fumbled nervously on the sofa with his hands, as if looking for something.

He was looking for He Chu's hands, those warm and strong hands that could hold his hand tightly.

He never told He Chu that he was actually very afraid of the dark, especially in this environment where he couldn't see his fingers and was silent.

So every time he sleeps, he will light a small lamp by the bedside as a psychological comfort for himself, pretending that those ghosts and ghosts do not exist.

The surrounding area was still dead silent. A few minutes passed, and He Chu still hadn't come back. Now there were no footsteps of the staff, as if he had been forgotten.

For a moment, he seemed to be trapped in that nightmare, a dream that he had repeated since he was a child.

He fell into the boundless darkness, the feeling of weightlessness hit his chest directly, his brain began to lack oxygen, and his breathing became rapid.

He stood up abruptly, but fell back onto the sofa due to a bout of dizziness.

At this moment, a light on the stage suddenly turned on, and there was an extra person on it.

Zhou Yu's eyes widened, and the tall and thin figure on the stage turned out to be a violinist.

The fingers of his left hand were unconsciously separated slightly, as if he was pressing on the strings, and then his hand flicked again like an electric shock, and it rested weakly on the edge of the sofa.

The violinist on the stage bowed slowly and struck his first note.Zhou Yu couldn't help but startled when he heard this.

That simple, slow melody turned out to be "Happy Birthday"!

Why pull "Happy Birthday"?

Could it be that what Wang Zhi said earlier was that this person was going to celebrate his birthday, so the venue had to be cleared?

Zhou Yu could tell that the violinist's skills were not very skilled, and the movements of his hands were far from meeting Zhou Yu's approval requirements, but only the emotion contained in that piece was extremely clear, piercing through the eardrums in his mind. echo.

Zhou Yu looked at him quietly, looking at him as if seeing his own dream.

Eyes focused and gentle.

Until the end of the song "Happy Birthday", Zhou Yu's gaze remained motionless on the violinist's left hand. He had already recognized the owner of this back view, and he would not mistake that hand.

Such delicate hands, such clumsy skills, and such passionate feelings.

Even the song "Happy Birthday" was filled with his affection, moistening Zhou Yu's chest all the time.

The violinist turned around slowly, looked down at his watch, paused for a few seconds and smiled at him: "Happy birthday, my Zhou Yu."

That was He Chu.

It was the He Chu he liked, the He Chu who carried Zhou Yu's affection.

After He Chu finished speaking, someone pushed a huge birthday cake up. Wang Zhi lit all fifteen candles, placed the cake in front of Zhou Yu, and took out a disc from behind: "Happy birthday! Ah Xiaoyu, I don’t have anything good for you, I hope you like a vinyl disc of Tchaikovsky.”

Li Qi, who had been silent on Wang Zhi's right, also came over and patted him on the shoulder at this time, and took out a game album from the hat behind him, a little embarrassed:

"Happy birthday to brother Yu. I, I don't know what you like, but I bought the game you mentioned last time, and I feel very happy if you spend a little time on it."

Zhou Yu remained silent.

His lips trembled slightly but never made a sound.

It turns out that today is his birthday.

It turns out that He Chu specially brought him here yesterday because today is his birthday... It turns out that Wang Zhi wanted to clear the venue because it was his birthday... It turns out that they have been drinking and dragging him away because today is his birthday. Give him a surprise... Zhou Yu blinked, feeling a little uncomfortable.

He was surrounded by a warmth he had never experienced before. It was such a gentle temperature, but Zhou Yu felt that he was about to be burned by the warmth of affection from the inside out.

Surprisingly, there are so many gentle people around me. It turns out that I was treated so kindly one day. It turns out that I am also the one who will be taken seriously by others.

Wang Zhi pinched his cheeks and said with a smile: "Young man, it's better to have more fun, don't be like a small ice cube all day long, you have to believe that even if you are a piece of ice, there will always be people around you." Those are the ones who melt you into a puddle of soft water."

Zhou Yu responded softly, with an upward arc drawn from the corner of his mouth.

He Chu walked towards him step by step, knelt down on one knee in front of Zhou Yu under Zhou Yu's gaze, held the violin in his hand in front of Zhou Yu, and gently stuffed the bow into his right hand.

He said slowly: "I know you like it, but I don't know why you don't continue to play the violin. You put this violin away, and my heart is here."

- My heart is right here.

Zhou Yu suddenly lowered his head, kissed the strings heavily, then leaned forward and touched He Chu's forehead lightly.

Only his voice was low and slow: "Mine is here too."

If you put your heart in my hands, then you should put mine away and keep it in your mind. Only in this way can it be regarded as consummation.

Li Qi looked at the two people silently, and suddenly remembered what He Chu said when he pulled him out before entering the door.

That was the first time he saw He Chu's expression could almost be called "sorrowful". The corners of his mouth were drawn down, and his eyes were a little lonely.

Since childhood, He Chutian was not afraid of anything, with a haughty expression and an arrogant tone, and he would not show weakness even in fights, insisting on beating others to call him grandpa.He and "Invincible" have already hooked up. If there is anything equivalent to He Chu's melancholy rarity, it should be the blossoming iron tree.

"Actually, when Zhou Yu and I were together, I always felt a sense of frustration. I never understood what he wanted. Until now, I think we have done enough things, but I still worry that one day he will suddenly Just broke up with me.

"You know, Zhou Yu gave me that kind of feeling, a person who is always by your side, but you just can't catch him. Have you found that it is difficult for him to integrate into a big environment? Go? But as long as you give him a little warmth, he will repay you twice, but he is not very expressive, he keeps a lot of things in his heart. If he doesn’t tell you, you don’t care about him. He doesn't care, he only knows that he wants to treat you well, as long as you are well, he is satisfied.

"But the way he treats people well is not clear to everyone...

"In fact, I don't know him at all. I only learned a lot of things from Yu Jingzhou. It's really interesting. He's obviously an outsider between the two of us, but he knows Zhou Yu far better than I do. Last time I When I asked him out, when I heard him talk about Zhou Yu, I felt so uncomfortable that I wanted to circle Zhou Yu, and I wanted to treat him well for the rest of my life.

"There are really too many things in him that I don't know. I feel that every day I don't know, I can't let go of my heart every day, and I will make myself feel worse every day. But I want to wait for him to tell me.

"He just didn't say it, he would rather keep it in his heart than tell me.

"I've been attracted to many boys before, but only Zhou Yu made me want to be with someone. I was wondering if I was crazy.

"I want to be with him all the time, and I am willing to do a lot of things for him, but I still don't know whether he is willing or not.

"That's how greedy. Before, I just looked at his face, and then I wanted to get him, and then I wanted to talk to him, and then... I'm afraid that if I get more, I will want more.

"Zhou Yu is an elm-headed man with a low EQ. It's almost impossible to get him to take a step forward. I don't know if I can be the one to make him go forward.

"You're right. Sometimes he's like a little girl, a little sentimental and very sensitive and vengeful. He can remember the little things between me and him for a long time. Maybe he still doesn't believe that I really like him , In fact, I also find it inconceivable that this matter happened to me. I am such a superficial person, and I am willing to talk to him in a humble way for a person, and I am willing to be careful for a person... It doesn't look like me when I say it.

"But even if it's just for the face, I'm willing to go crazy for this person. No matter how good-looking other people are, they're not the one I like, and no matter how good-looking they are, they won't be mine.

"I want to be nice to him, but I'm also afraid that I'm tired. Really, I've been thinking about this these days. If he doesn't respond to me, I'm afraid that one day I won't be able to hold on, but I Knowing that he is such a person, he waits for someone to take the initiative without saying anything...

"I know that sometimes he has something to say, but he just can't say it for some reason. Do you know that feeling, when you are anxious and waiting for the other party to put out the fire for you, but he pours it out drop by drop? for you.

"While pouring, it makes you more and more anxious. Only when the last drop falls, you can feel that so many drops of water just now are poured for you in one breath, and the previous ones are all fueling your fire.

"What a crime."

When He Chu said these words, his expression could almost be described as lonely.

Li Qi doesn't really understand the feeling of getting what he wants, and he doesn't understand Zhou Yu, but he also knows the problem He Chu said. Zhou Yu's character flaws have made him a bit "face-to-face" with the people in his class. disagree".

He couldn't help but worry a little bit about He Chu. If He Chu in the first year of senior high school really took Zhou Yu to integrate into this class, what about after the second class of senior high school?What if Zhou Yu is still like this?

How long can He Chu last?

Zhou Yu is such a persistent and dependent personality. From Li Qi's usual chats with Zhou Yu, he can find that Zhou Yu's favorite things are very monotonous. He always likes whatever he likes, and he doesn't like it. Try new ones, and don’t want to throw away the old ones, as long as he likes them, he will always keep them by his side, just like he has always liked Tchaikovsky for so many years, he can even listen to one of his pieces continuously for an entire The month does not change.

What if He Chu couldn't hold on in the second year?What if the two of them separated?With Zhou Yu's personality, what would he do?

But in front of Zhou Yu and He Chu, their foreheads were pressed against their foreheads, their noses touched their noses, and the world of the two was filled with the rotten smell of love. Li Qi smiled wryly, and He Chu's helpless and affectionate words rang in his ears again:

"What a crime."

The author has something to say: Happy birthday, little biscuit.