Cold violence

He Chu's dark circles haven't fallen off since that day.

As the deadline approached, He Chu was more or less nervous. He was used to being unrestrained, so he seized the time to make up for it. He went to bed late at night and got up early in the morning to deliver breakfast to Zhou Yu, who enjoyed it so much.

Zhou Yu has her own way of studying, and still maintains a consistent attitude towards the exam.

"Small exams, small games, big exams, big games, no exams, no fun."

Although he was often in a daze at school, he had the habit of doing exercises by himself at night, and would get up early in the morning to listen to the English broadcast, so he didn't feel nervous before the exam at all, but he was a little worried about He Chu.

He could see that He Chu's condition was not good recently.

He also mentioned more than once to ask He Chu not to come to his house in the morning, and it would be good to meet him directly at school, but He Chu was very stubborn and insisted on coming to Zhou Yu every day, rain or shine.

Recently, because of staying up late, He Chu's whole body became paler and dark circles became more serious. Compared with each other, He Chu looked like a giant panda.

Zhou Yu couldn't understand why He Chu was so stubborn about breakfast. He didn't know if it was because of breakfast or because he insisted on staying with him for a while.The day before the mid-term exam, he saw He Chu yawning in class and had to cheer up to review, so he felt that he needed to have a good chat with He Chu.

As for He Chu, he actually felt that learning was secondary, and how to bring Zhou Yu out of the past was the main thing.Boyfriend is put in the first place by him, but learning is also not to be ignored.

His recent sleep time is indeed a little insufficient. He stays up too late at night and wakes up too early in the morning, and he can't help falling asleep in class. Maybe it's because he subconsciously feels that these courses are unnecessary, or maybe it's because he feels that Zhou Yu is in him. Sleeping next to him can be unscrupulous.

But it's not a big problem. After the midterm, I can take a good rest for a while.

Fortunately, the relationship between Zhou Yu and his classmates was finally not just superficially harmonious.

He always felt that Zhou Yu's character was still too withdrawn, so he put a lot of thought into this aspect.

He knew that Zhou Yu had a lot of past events that he didn't know, because even though Zhou Yu was with him now, He Chu still felt that he couldn't see through this person and couldn't fully understand this person's mind.He buried a lot of emotions in his heart and didn't show them. He Chu always seemed to see Zhou Yu on the surface. He even thought about going to Yu Jingzhou to find out about Zhou Yu's situation, but he cherished Zhou Yu more. During the time together, they failed to find opportunities many times, and Yu Jingzhou might not be willing to tell him.

It wasn't until last week that he asked for Yu Jingzhou's contact information and asked him out during the weekend.

He Chu still couldn't hold back and fell asleep lying on the table. He had a dream, which happened last weekend. Every expression on Yu Jingzhou's face, and every word he said to him, He Chu could remember very clearly. .

He thought that his attitude towards Jingzhou would make Yu Jingzhou refuse to meet him, but Yu Jingzhou not only agreed very readily, but also expressed his willingness after knowing He Chu's purpose.

"So, Ah Yu is really with you?" Yu Jingzhou and He Chu made an appointment to meet in the coffee shop. He had a faint smile on his face, which seemed not surprising. I had this hunch when I saw you together once. Tell me, why did you hate me so much at that time?"

Although Zhou Yu denied the meaning in He Chu's eyes in the bar last time, Yu Jingzhou still had a heart for that deep look.

Because the first time they met, He Chu looked at him with a very alert look, which is undoubtedly very abnormal for a student in a school.

Including He Chu's extremely brilliant smirk afterwards, Yu Jingzhou would feel very uncomfortable just thinking about it.

"I can't tell. I thought it was okay at that time, and it wasn't really hostile to you... It's just that you were a bit displeased."

In fact, He Chu didn't remember exactly how he felt at that time. After all, it was the first time they met. He only remembered that when he saw Zhou Yu's expression at that moment, he knew that something must have happened between these two people. As for My expression...at that time, I didn't deliberately control it.

It should be a feeling of jealousy, after all, Yu Jingzhou was the first person to make Zhou Yu lose his temper.

But he did not like Yu Jingzhou for a long time.

From the intimacy between him and Zhou Yu to the intimacy that no one else can join, and the intimate address between the two, to the fact that Zhou Yu was with Yu Jingzhou when he met him in the bar, all of which made He Chu incomparable. of jealousy.

Even now that he is with Zhou Yu, he still cares about the person in front of him, because he has participated in Zhou Yu's past that he has not participated in.

"Really? Why?" Yu Jingzhou still smiled lightly, interested in what He Chu said.

"I don't know, maybe it's because of how I felt when you and Zhou Yu were together."

"Do you think I might be with Ah Yu, so that makes you feel a little threatened?"

"Hmm..." He Chu was silent for a long time before he said, "Probably, you two are very close."

"It's normal to get close." Yu Jingzhou admitted generously, "Tell me what you want to know."

"You and Zhou Yu... have known each other for a long time?" He Chu's words should actually be an affirmative sentence. If he didn't have an answer in his heart, he wouldn't have come to Yu Jingzhou.

Zhou Yu must have known this person for a long, long time, and this person must know about Zhou Yu's past and have had any influence on his past, and it may even be the person Zhou Yu "maybe liked" .

Otherwise, why did Zhou Yu react so strongly when they first met at school?

But I have to say that He Chu's sixth sense in this area is quite accurate.

"It's not too long. It will be six years this year." Yu Jingzhou still looked at He Chu with a light smile. The smile on his face was gentle and polite, which made He Chu want to say something unpleasant. A feeling that words can't express.

Looking at the smile on his face, He Chu suddenly thought of why Zhou Yu had such a good relationship with this person.

——Because he is too gentle, with great tolerance in his gentleness, Zhou Yu's superficially indifferent personality who doesn't want people to get close to him, but in fact, people like Jingzhou are very important to Zhou Yu. In fact, it is more suitable to get closer to Zhou Yu than He Chu.

Yu Jingzhou knocked on the table with his hand, and said: "At that time, everyone was quite young, but I noticed him for more than six years. I have been paying attention to this child since he moved to my neighborhood. Do you still want to Know what? You can say it all in one breath."

"Actually, it's nothing. I just... want to know more about him... and his past."

He Chu shrugged and said that he did not have any malicious intentions. Zhou Yu would never take the initiative to tell him about his past. Even if He Chu asked, Zhou Yu might find a reason to evade it. After all, not everyone can face up to what they want to hide. up something.

It's better to ask another person without telling Zhou Yu, someone who knows Zhou Yu well enough.

Although Zhou Yu didn't say it clearly, He Chu felt that he knew that Yu Jingzhou was the one who knew Zhou Yu best.

Zhou Yu probably doesn't have many friends, and it is very likely that Yu Jingzhou is the only good friend.

Everyone has a very special existence around him, he can accompany you for many years, the relationship between the two of you will go beyond the boundaries of friends to some extent, you understand each other, you can do anything for each other, even if You have not been in touch for a long time but there will be no estrangement, but your relationship can only stop at "good friends".

Just like Yu Jingzhou and Zhou Yu, like Li Qizhi and He Chu.

But Yu Jingzhou's relationship with Zhou Yu... should be a little deeper than the relationship between Li Qi and He Chu.

Yu Jingzhou nodded clearly, and asked, "You want to know this... Does Ah Yu know?"

He Chu shook his head honestly, and heard Yu Jingzhou say again: "A Yu probably wouldn't like you asking specifically, and I don't like discussing other people's past with other people, especially A Yu."

"As a boyfriend, I think I may have an obligation to understand my boyfriend, so it shouldn't be a problem, right?"

"It's not a problem, but if you want to ask me, it's very problematic." Yu Jingzhou took a sip of coffee slowly, licked his lips with his tongue, and the aroma of coffee lingered in his mouth. Ended up with a slight bitterness.

He took a sip of coffee slowly, and added: "You came to me because you are not confident enough, and you don't think you can understand him, and Ah Yu will definitely not tell you, right?"

This feeling of being seen through is actually a bit bad, but He Chu really doesn't have confidence in himself.

From the first time he saw Zhou Yu, all Zhou Yu he saw was Zhou Yu on the surface.At that time he liked Zhou Yu's face, and later he really liked Zhou Yu's little tenderness, but he really didn't know what kind of person Zhou Yu was.

He Chu is actually not very good at hiding his emotions, that's why Yu Jingzhou saw through him at a glance.

He smiled self-deprecatingly, and said to Jingzhou: "Yes. You know he is not the kind of proactive person, even when he is with me, he is always lukewarm. I want to help him integrate into our relationship. In the class, but until now he can't even match the faces and names of our classmates."

When he said the last sentence, he was a little helpless, and it was a bit like complaining.

"Ah Yu is a little face blind. He has never recognized people who are too far away since he was a child, and he is unwilling to spend time on the matter of identifying and learning. It is normal to be confused. As for what you want to know...you can wait until It won't be too late for him to take the initiative to tell you. If you want to do this, maybe he won't appreciate it."

It was the first time He Chu heard about this matter. Zhou Yu rarely greeted people in class. He would only respond lukewarmly when others spoke to him, but he could always find him in the crowd. He Chu.

The words "relationship is too far away" suddenly made He Chu feel a little sweet. Zhou Yu's ability to recognize him, does it mean that he already regards himself as someone close to him?

"Yes, but I still want to get some information about him from you. I want to help him get out of this state, but I don't want to do anything to help him."

"You want to help him get out of this state?" Yu Jingzhou slowly repeated what He Chu said, and asked again: "What kind of state do you think it is?"

"I... can't really say, but I think he is wrapping himself in a very closed environment, like Chekhov's 'man in a case'. I just want...just let him go Coming out does not mean that he must change his current way of communication, but I hope he can be happier, at least to be able to be happy himself."

Instead of being pulled by others, hold on to happiness.

He Chu thought that Zhou Yu was actually a very unhappy person.

Not to mention whether He Chu is happy in the heart that he can't see through, just relying on Zhou Yu's few facial expressions, He Chu feels that he is actually having a hard time every day.

After that day in the amusement park, he thought that part of the reason might be from his mother, but more part of the reason was that Zhou Yu had no interest in everything around him.

Not only is it difficult for him to integrate with the people around him, but it is also difficult for him to understand the happiness of the people around him, so it is difficult for him to find happiness among them.

He Chu just hopes that Zhou Yu can become a person who can find happiness for herself, and can spontaneously feel that life is a joyful thing.

Yu Jingzhou raised his hand to stir the coffee, not in a hurry, when he stirred it for the fifth time, he sighed and said: "I have known him much longer than he has known me, we used to live together In a townhouse in a community, I can often see him, at that time he is what he is now, and even now he is withdrawn."

He Chu sat up straight and entered the state of listening carefully.

That was Zhou Yu's past, and he could only participate in this way.