Cold violence

Zhou Yu has a habit of listening to English radio every morning. He thinks that listening to audio and text radio can improve his English level better than listening to lectures in class. This habit was formed as early as when his father was still there.

At that time, he was living abroad, and he was very uncomfortable in using Chinese. When he first returned to China to follow his mother, because of the language barrier, he did not know how many eyes he received.

He is still used to getting up early every day, and he is also used to listening to English to refresh his mind, but today Zhou Yu just put on the earphones when his phone rang.He glanced at the incoming call reminder - it was He Chu.

"Can boyfriend go downstairs now?"

go downstairs?

Zhou Yu walked to the balcony, stretched out his head and saw a figure standing downstairs.

The wind at this time was a bit rough, Zhou Yu was blown by the head-on wind and immediately retreated into the house, he went to the door and opened it for He Chu, and said with a smile, "Come up directly."

This was in line with He Chu's wishes, so he came up immediately, carrying a few lunch boxes in his hand.

Zhou Yu leaned against the door and waited for him, watching him panting slightly, with the blush on his cheeks from when he hurried upstairs.

He Chu is always very active in doing many things. Zhou Yu used to envy his energetic state, but now that person came to his home with his enthusiasm.

Zhou Yu stepped aside slightly to let He Chu in.There is a wonderful feeling - growing up so big, except for Yu Jingzhou, it is the first time for him to let others into his house.

"To tell you the truth, I actually wanted to come here a long time ago." He Chu smiled and placed the lunch box on the coffee table.

He carefully looked at Zhou Yu's house.The house is not big, and the decoration is a little rough. It can be seen that it is a two-bedroom house, which is a bit spacious for Zhou Yu to live alone. At this time, Zhou Yu is sitting behind the coffee table in the living room, wearing half of the earphones , He Chu suddenly felt that the house became radiant because of the presence of this person.

Flourishing and radiant, probably nothing more than that.

"Really? Have you thought about me for a long time?"

"Hey, that's... Now that I can finally enter the house, I... I feel a little unreal."

"Illusory what?"

"It's just... thinking about what kind of place can raise you. If I can't catch up with you, I'll build a similar house and raise one myself."

He really always wanted to know what kind of environment Zhou Yu lived in, and what kind of environment could make Zhou Yu successful, so that he would be lucky enough to meet him in Sansheng.

"Pfft, what kind of fallacy is this?" Zhou Yu was amused by his theory.

"How can it be called unreasonable? If you can't be my boyfriend and raise someone who is similar to you at home, I can feast my eyes on it."

"If you can't be a boyfriend, you have to be a son? It's clear that you want to take advantage of me."

"In any case, I have to have an identity that can take care of you, right?"

Zhou Yu took off his earphones and looked at him quietly, his face was the same as before, but his eyes were full of tenderness.

"Don't be so talkative," he smiled after a while, got up and took out two boxes of milk from the drawer under the TV cabinet, "It's quite early, when did you wake up?"

"It's not too early, just half an hour earlier than usual." He Chu drank with Zhou Yu for a long time, and he was brought out of the habit of drinking milk. Now that the milk is handed to him, he will get used to it. He took it over and helped Zhou Yu insert the straw carefully.

In the past, Zhou Yu put the straws by himself, but now He Chu can finally exercise his boyfriend's rights and do what he has always wanted to do.

"Don't wake up so early next time, the dark circles under your eyes are too heavy." Zhou Yu pointed to He Chu's eye sockets.

When He Chu came in the morning, he found out that He Chu entered the door with two huge dark circles under his eyes, and he was about to get away with it as if he was unconscious.

"What time did you sleep last night?"

"Huh? What are the dark circles under the eyes, no?" He Chu pressed his eye sockets, and continued to pretend to be stupid. Zhou Yu didn't refute, just stared at him without saying a word.

In the end, he was defeated and admitted: "Okay, eh, I just went to bed late, it's just... a little bit more." Let Zhou Yu listen.

So he helped Zhou Yu open the breakfast as if to please him, and put it in front of him, hoping that Zhou Yu's curiosity would not be so serious and let him go.

"One o'clock?" Zhou Yu smiled and said, "Really?"

He Chu was taken aback, thinking that the fuck can see this?

"Cough...that, after 02:30...a little bit."

"What did you do?" Zhou Yu stared at He Chu for a long time, then nodded as if confirming something, and asked, "Stealing a chicken or petting a dog?"

It was rare for Zhou Yu to make a joke. When he said these words, he kept scooping up the porridge with his hands, tilted his head slightly, and the sunlight came in from the window and sprinkled on his face, half of his cheeks were bathed in golden Inside, the curled eyelashes look like the wings of a butterfly about to flap its wings.

"I miss you, what is this? Cheating?"

"Steal someone's love?" Zhou Yu laughed, and the wording here seems to have a lot of meaning.

"Steal your love." He Chu stood up, clasped Zhou Yu's ten fingers, and pushed him back slightly.

Zhou Yu didn't dodge or evade, looking at He Chu with a smile on his face.Zhou Yu didn't dislike the act of holding hands with He Chu, on the contrary, he was even a little greedy for the warmth of his hands. It was going to be November soon, and his hands were getting colder and colder, but He Chu's hands would always carry the warmth of the original warmth. the warmth.

"Isn't it? Didn't I steal your love into my hands?"

"Cheating is not used in this way. Even if it is, the relationship between subject and object you said is reversed." Zhou Yu pulled He Chu's hand in front of him, and continued: "If I remember correctly, it was you who liked it first. me?"

Zhou Yu is a very amazing person.Obviously two days ago, he still had a face of pure heart and few desires to see through the world of mortals, no sorrow, no joy, and wished he could become a monk and become a monk. But after they got together last night, he quickly accepted the new setting of his identity and learned to be a man. All the things a friend should be able to do, he seemed to be a different person in front of He Chu in just one night, and even his words seemed to be seductive and flirtatious.

In He Chu's heart, machismo was a little rampant, and he said that you still knew that I liked you first, don't you think it's strange that you are acting like you are molesting me?

It turns out that Zhou Yu's high IQ is not only reflected in his studies, but also in his self-learning of the "rules of getting along between lovers" without a teacher.He Chu almost wanted to doubt whether Zhou Yu was the old fritters in love who had seen thousands of people.

——Really... He Chu felt that as an "old fritter", in front of Zhou Yu's words, he could immediately become a pure and innocent child.

I simply don't save face!

He Chu roared in his heart, resisting the urge to be pulled over by Zhou Yu, and then went up to kiss him fiercely, and said with a smile: "So what if I liked you first, I stole your feelings." It's fine, it's mine now."

After he finished speaking, he poked Zhou Yu's chest with his hand, pulled Zhou Yufan to him with all his strength, and said softly: "Now go and have a good meal, or I will drag you to the stairs of your house to have a fair and honest meeting with you." Cheating."

Zhou Yu was stunned, and immediately smiled and said, "It's not cheating, it's dating." Then he let go of He Chu's hand, took a step back and sat on the sofa, cursing: "Why do you get closer when you get closer? Shame on your face."

He Chu was overjoyed by the three words "falling in love" and "getting closer", so he immediately stopped making jokes, sat next to Zhou Yu, picked up one of his earphones and stuffed it into his ear and said to Zhou Yu: "Just don't It's embarrassing, your boyfriend still has to shamelessly listen to what you want to hear."

What Zhou Yu listened to was the broadcast of English newspapers. He Chu was not used to the speed of speaking in English, so he felt like he was being hypnotized.

He started to feel drowsy after listening to it for only 5 minutes, and he wanted to close his eyes a few times, but when he turned his head to look at Zhou Yu, he still listened with gusto. I tried to stretch my eyelids, but felt that my eyelids were getting more and more sore.

Why on earth do you have to listen to English while having breakfast...my boyfriend is still there...

He Chu's heart was sour, and he even drank a large pot of vinegar from the radio.

Finally, sleepiness overcame jealousy, and He Chu fell asleep on Zhou Yu's body.

Zhou Yu suddenly felt a weight on his shoulders, and the smell of shampoo left on He Chu's hair floated into his nose.

Obviously there are only a few brands of shampoo, but it seems to be different when it is used on He Chu, with his breath, like the sunshine in spring.

He adjusted his shoulders to make He Chu sleep more comfortably, put down his pen, and sat upright with his headphones on.

When I met someone in the past, he would always deliberately improve his English through the radio. After listening to the radio for half an hour, he would still remember the core of a few news items.But everything was disrupted because of He Chu. Words flowed past his ears without leaving any traces.

In the end, Zhou Yu only remembered that the broadcaster said "see you next time" in standard British pronunciation.

He turned off the radio, then reached out and gently took out the earphones from He Chu's ears.

He Chu's sleeping face was quiet and delicate, it was hard to imagine how flamboyant the owner of this face could be when he was awake.

From Zhou Yu's point of view, he could see his tall nose bridge and the slightly raised corners of his mouth. He guessed that the master was having some sweet dreams at this time. a little longer.

Usually, He Chu came very early, so in order to find him, he must have woken up earlier than usual. The faint black and blue under the eyes silently told He Chu's serious lack of sleep.

The reason why Zhou Yu knew that He Chu slept very late last night was because he didn't sleep for long.

After he woke up at three o'clock last night, he didn't fall asleep for a long time, but repeatedly thought about his thoughts at that time.

He has received countless love letters, but he has never worried about another person's emotions because of receiving a love letter. After all, it is because there is another person beside him, and that person is also called He Chu.

Since they realized it, there are really too many things that have become different because of this person, whether it is the process or the result.

No matter what emotion has been hidden in the bottom of my heart for a long time, it will easily come out because of a little thing.Like hot lava flowing down from a volcano, it leaves strong and deep traces wherever it passes.

He used to think that he would never like anyone again, no matter if it was the opposite sex or the same sex.

People always have a mentality of "avoiding suspicion". After being hurt by someone or something before, it is difficult to build trust in such things, and it is also difficult to take them seriously again.It's like his mother made him fear contact with the opposite sex.

But it turned out not to be like that. Whether you take it seriously or not depends on whether you are that person by your side.

If you really like it, it will be difficult to really like the next one, and it is right for people and things.

So he is always very nostalgic, and stubbornly believes that the things he seriously liked before will always be the best, so he doesn't want to move forward.

Last night he even thought about what would happen if He Chu broke up with him one day.

He always has the habit of thinking about all the possibilities of things happening. If there are too many variables, he will think about a few more.This is actually a manifestation of his lack of confidence in himself and others.

What would happen to him if he broke up with He Chu?

I'm probably going crazy.

He really couldn't accept that he was abandoned by others.

He too... really didn't want to lose another person.

Zhou Yu didn't sleep well last night, and even had a nightmare.

I forgot what the specific dream was like. I just remember that he struggled fiercely in the dream, and finally woke up covered in cold sweat. He got up and wrote a long, long diary. He wrote a lot, wrote How desperate he was in the dream, how he was afraid of the dream, how he thought of his mother because of the dream... He desperately wrote down all the feelings he remembered, with a feeling of masochism, Let yourself feel the taste of fear again.

Finally, he thought of He Chu, and realized that he was no longer alone.

He never thought that He Chu would come to him this morning, and he was a little surprised when he saw He Chu standing downstairs, because no one had ever treated him so attentively.However, he had habitually buried his emotions so that no one would notice, but He Chu wrote all his tiredness on his face.

He Chu probably also has a very uncertain attitude towards himself, right?That's why I don't sleep so late.

Zhou Yu questioned the "one point" he said, but it was actually just a conjecture.When He Chu was in front of him, his thoughts were always easy to guess.Zhou Yu could see through the carelessness and guilt in his eyes at that time.

Zhou Yu looked down at the sleeping He Chu, raised his shoulders, reached out and rubbed He Chu's head, and said softly, "Get up soon."

He Chu leaned on Zhou Yu's shoulder and refused to get up. He rubbed his eyes in this position, and said coquettishly, "You kiss me and I'll get up."

After speaking, he took Zhou Yu's hand and kissed the back of his hand lightly.