Cold violence

He Chu sighed in his heart, Zhou Yu always had such weird obsessions.

For example, I want him to read more Western classics, for example, seeing that certain behaviors of He Chu will cause extremely serious obsessive-compulsive disorder, and his obsessive-compulsive disorder is not only reflected in this point.The parts of his erasers outside the packaging are all original colors, and as long as they are a little dirty after each class, he will grind them on the paper until they are clean.

When his textbooks are placed on the table, there will always be no deviation from the corners. He does not listen to the class, but he will spend 10 minutes to flatten every uneven corner of each book, and then neatly After stacking, the order of the stacked books is still sorted according to the first letter of the title.

When the pens are placed on the table, they must be arranged in order according to the length of the pens, and the nibs must be on the same horizontal line.Even the water glass he just finished drinking must be placed exactly where it was before. When the obsessive-compulsive disorder is severe, he will even screw the bottle cap back to the previous position, except for the mineral water bottle.

Sometimes he would nervously help He Chu tidy up his desk. Although He Chu was very sweet in his heart, he couldn't stop Zhou Yu and his habit of putting books away, which caused He Chu to find no books for the whole class. despair.

As for why He Chu knew so clearly...Because he was not only listening to the important points in class, but also observing Zhou Yu when he was not sleeping.

"For this class, let's talk about the last month's exam. How is everyone doing during the November holiday?" Lao Huang said on the podium with a smile on his face, and he shook his hands transcript, for fear that others would not know what he wanted to do.

Some students have already covered their faces with their hands. They don't know whether they can't bear to look at Huang's greeting or their first monthly exam results.

Is there any necessary connection between the two?The last monthly exam, and the [-]th holiday?

"Well, since no one is talking, let me talk more, okay? Well... Although our class is the rocket class of the grade, but--but the results of the first monthly exam are still not very satisfactory. I say this because , my class's math score is considered very low in the ranking of key classes in the grade."

As soon as Lao Huang opened his mouth, Zhou Yu saw He Chu roll his eyes in the audience.

Zhou Yu was puzzled, and heard He Chu complaining in a low voice: "What does he mean by that, our class is 0.7 points lower than class two this time, okay?"

"second?"

"Yes, I have already read the results of the whole grade last time. Our class is the first except for mathematics." He Chu frowned, "What he said is so disgusting, which class can score every subject?" They all took the first place, I think he is angry just because mathematics is the subject he teaches..."

Zhou Yu didn't speak any more, but frowned slightly.

"I'll post the report card on the bulletin board in a while, and you can take a look at it yourself. Those who didn't do well in the exam, you have to reflect on your own problems. There must be no problem with what I taught in class, so you have to grasp it from yourself. Get up, understand?"

What do you mean by the class you taught? There must be no problem... Is it someone else's fault if you didn't talk about it so that every student could understand it?

Now even Zhou Yu couldn't help rolling his eyes, and heard He Chu say next to him:

"What do you mean he didn't have any problems with his lectures in class? He really thinks it's all due to him who got 140 in mathematics in our class this time?"

Zhou Yu was silent for a while and said, "Forget it, keep your voice down."

"I just can't see him." He Chu frowned, and said to Zhou Yu: "How did the school bring him up? My dad never told me that this teacher is like this before... He taught him before." The key class, how did those people in the key class endure his arrogance?"

Zhou Yu sighed, and patted He Chu's shoulder: "Forget it."

Lao Huang was still talking on stage, not noticing that the students in the audience had started whispering, and the voice was faint and tended to become louder.

They are all the students who have worked hard to pass the exam. No one wants to admit that they are the student who drags their class back in the first exam. Besides, what Lao Huang said is too conceited, and no one feels comfortable listening to it.

Everyone is an excellent person, why do you become the one who is holding back in your mouth?

"Be quiet, be quiet, don't talk anymore! Suddenly forgot the business. In this monthly exam, a dark horse appeared in our class and brought glory to our class. This classmate is... Zhou Yu."

As Lao Huang spoke, he paused for a moment, signaling to the students under the podium to start applauding. The students were annoyed by what he said, and now the applause was sparse. Lao Huang didn't care, and continued: "This time Zhou Yu is Grade one, come on, let's ask Zhou Yu to share with us in this class, so that everyone can learn how Zhou Yu studies, and why others can do so well in the monthly exam for the first time."

He Chu subconsciously glanced at Zhou Yu when he heard Lao Huang's words, but found that Zhou Yu was holding his head motionless, as if he had fallen asleep...

His brows were tightly wrinkled, and he always looked disgusted in his dreams.

Really fell asleep?Just woke up...

He Chu said badly, and before Lao Huang could pay attention to this, he immediately said, "Teacher! Zhou Yu said he was a little embarrassed, why not next time."

"What's so embarrassing? Zhou Yu, come up."

"Your request is too sudden, he is not ready yet." He Chu laughed awkwardly in the audience, thinking that Zhou Yu was awake just now and now fell asleep instantly, completely throwing the blame on himself.

But Zhou Yu looked very unhappy, this was the first time he saw Zhou Yu avoiding something so intuitively, even the disgust on his face was so obvious.

Zhou Yu didn't say it, but he seemed to understand it.

He was angry at Lao Huang's sentence "bringing glory to our class".

It can't be blamed that Zhou Yu doesn't have the so-called sense of collective honor. Anyone who does well in the exam will never think that he did well in the exam to make the class honorable.

Everyone should want to live for themselves.

Zhou Yu should live for herself.

"Okay, since Zhou Yu didn't come, let me continue. Zhou Yu did very well in the exam this time. If you have time, please go ask him some more questions and exchange ideas. The other students in our class also did very well in the exam this time. ,for example……"

Zhou Yu suddenly opened his eyes, he was just pretending.

Zhou Yu's current mood is actually very bad, it's completely because of the irritability that he couldn't help hearing Lao Huang's speech.

From the moment Lao Huang started class, he felt very uncomfortable.Lao Huang praised him many times in class, but not only did he not feel the excitement of being praised by the teacher, but he felt like being stripped naked and being taken out for a walk in public.

This uncomfortable feeling lasted until Lao Huang walked out of the class after class and did not abate.

——This is not capital you can show off, because I have nothing to do with you.

Maybe it's the same in this life, no matter how beautiful you think life is, there will always be some things that make you sick and feel that the world is so dirty.

He doesn't understand why Lao Huang always likes to talk about him, like taking him out as a sign in the class, hanging naked high up for the whole grade to watch.

This feeling is so disgusting.

He has a feeling of being forcibly consumed.

What's more, what Lao Huang did would not only make him uncomfortable, but also make the whole class feel uncomfortable.On the one hand, he criticized everyone for not doing well in the exam, and on the other hand, he called out a person to let everyone know how good he is. The person who was pushed out suddenly became the target of public criticism.

The feelings He Chu and Lao Huang gave him happened to be "beautiful" and "disgusting". This was the first time Zhou Yu felt so disgusted with what a teacher did.

The mood that was rarely getting better was defeated by Lao Huang, because in the next few times, as long as Lao Huang was in the class, he would talk about his monthly exam results in front of the whole class, and even tell other students during get out of class time. The teacher mentioned his grades.A few years ago, maybe Zhou Yu would have been complacent when he heard this, but now Zhou Yu knows that Lao Huang's so-called happiness is such a vanity.

It's not that he is happy for his own good grades, but that his class has such a good student who can give him a bonus.

What a hypocrisy.

"Zhou Yu." He Chu called him suddenly, and Zhou Yu looked over at him, and saw He Chu raised a smile to him: "We don't care what he says, you are excellent, your excellence belongs to you, and everyone else It doesn't matter."

Zhou Yu was slightly taken aback.

He remembered that just now when he heard his name, he started to pretend to be asleep, and He Chu understood and helped him out...

It turned out that there was still such a person in the class who understood him.

He Chu knew what he was thinking, and also knew why he was angry at the displeasure he showed.

They obviously knew each other not long ago, but He Chu seemed to know all his thoughts like the palm of his hand.

This is a very strange experience, like two old friends who haven't seen each other for a long time, suddenly meet in a bar on the street, the two frustrated people don't talk to each other, but the other party understands everything.

He doesn't talk much, but he always gets to the point.

He suddenly had a feeling that "meeting you for the first time is like returning from an old friend".Just like his interpretation of He Chu at that time.

——He Chu, the first time I met Jun Chu.

"Well, I know." Zhou Yu stared at Gu Sui for a long time, then said, "Thank you."

"Thank me for what?" He Chu raised his eyebrows.

Zhou Yu smiled at him, noncommittal.

He knew that He Chu could understand.

After the evening self-study, Zhou Yuzhao sent a text message to that person as usual after the big exam.The content of the letter is: "687. 1. One."

687 is the total score of his six science and main subjects in this monthly exam, 1 refers to the class result, and [-] refers to the grade ranking.

This has been his regular way of reporting grades since junior high school.

The woman has always been impatient with him, so it is concise and clear, and will not waste the time of the two of them.

After sending the message, he sat upright in front of the table again, waiting for the reply that he knew the answer.

After a long time, the small screen that Zhou Yu was staring at, which had been dark for a long time, suddenly turned on, and a number was displayed on it, without a note, and the reply from that number was the same "Yes."

Zhou Yu couldn't wait to pick up the phone when he heard it ringing, but he seemed a little nervous when he turned on the screen.

He thought this was his first monthly exam, would that person reply to him with something else?Thinking of this, he felt that the keyboard was extremely dull, which made him afraid to press the unlock button, and he just directed and acted out a short scene in his heart.

But when he clicked on the text message, he found that the interface was empty, only the upper left corner abruptly displayed: "En."

At that moment, all the thoughts in his heart dissipated.

His back bent instantly, and his shoulders slumped, like an old dog slowly wandering on the long street.

Sure enough, he shouldn't have any expectations, he knew, he knew that his mother would not pay attention to these little things from him, no matter whether he was good enough or not.

You see, even if you are good enough and won't hold her back any more, she will only send you a message: ok, got it.

What are you expecting blindly... something you already knew.

Like a joke.

He remembered how he saw her at the playground that day. She still maintained her youthful appearance all these years, and one could tell from a distance that she must be good at taking care of herself. Naturally, she finally got rid of Zhou Yu's so Burden, there is no need to be as upset as before, seeing this little child at home.

She is doing well, and her relationship with her daughter is also very good. A woman who is approaching middle age needs to look carefully at the corners of her eyes to see fine lines when she smiles. She doesn't even have white hair.

very nice.

And Zhou Yu can only rely on the few incomplete memories with her to survive.

Although those memories are not good for him, even without any nutrition, some things can be forgotten once they happen.

Zhou Yu suddenly remembered a sentence in "Reminiscing about the Past":

"Although we know there is no hope, we still look forward. Waiting for a little movement, a little sound."

Just like Zhou Yu, he knew that it was a waste for this woman to even look at him, even though she couldn't recognize him even if he was only thirty centimeters away from her, but he still hoped that this person would pay more attention to him, even if every time Just reply with one more word, even if those two words only say "OK".

He could forcefully put a "gentle" and "in a good mood" sign on that woman in his heart, and he would firmly remember her being one of the few gentlemen.

Just like when they called during the military training last time, the woman told him that he could ask for leave.

He stubbornly thought that this was a change in a woman's attitude towards him, a symbol of tenderness towards him.

But what a ridiculous idea, and what a humble situation you put yourself in.

In the end, he put down the phone and watched the screen of the phone go dark again, as if the last light in the night also dimmed, and it was pitch black from then on, and he fell into the boundless hell.

But the sunlight reappeared in front of his eyes, more brilliant and intense than before, and even extended to a place within his reach. He Chu sent a daily text message, this time he said:

"You want light, and I will give you the sun.

See you tomorrow, Yu Geer. "

It was the only beam of light in front of him, and as long as he stretched out his hand actively, he could hold it firmly in his palm.

"See you tomorrow, He Chu."