Cold violence

Under the gaze of that gaze, He Chu felt that his blood was half cold.

Not when surrounded by bodyguards, not when punched and kicked, not when forced to drink.At that time, he only felt that his blood was surging, and that oily head shouldn't provoke that girl, but when he realized who the drinker was, and when he was stared at by that person's cold eyes, he felt as if he was in an ice cellar.

Not only because of the lack of emotion in that gaze, but also because of the person who didn't seem to be here.

As soon as He Chu came back to his senses, his brain froze suddenly, and the words he wanted to say came back and forth on his lips, but he didn't know how to speak, and he always felt that what he said was inappropriate.

What should you say in this embarrassing time?Do you ask "Are you okay" or say "Thank you"?

"Zhou Yu, I...why are you here?"

"I've been here all the time." At this moment, he happened to see Wang Zhi coming over, saw his suspicious eyes, nodded to him, lowered his head and said to He Chu: "Since you have nothing to do, I'll go back first, you can do whatever you want." .”

After he finished speaking, he turned around and left as if nothing had happened.

Looking at his straight figure, He Chu frowned.

He drank so much that he didn't even move his feet.

He Chu didn't know how to feel, so he watched Zhou Yu turn around, and then sat in the corner seat not far from him.

In the end, the thought that popped into He Chu's mind turned out to be—so he was sitting there...

It was a corner seat not far from He Chu and the others, but it happened to be able to see the scene on He Chu's side.

He said he was there all the time?Since when have you been here?How much did he see?

He suddenly regretted that he shouldn't have forced that limelight.

Zhou Yu actually came earlier than He Chu and the others. He came directly after returning to the rented house and changing clothes, and He Chu and Li Qi just happened to stay in school today for cleaning.In fact, it was Zhou Yu's first visit to this bar, and it was Yu Jingzhou who invited him to come because he thought he was going to have a holiday.

At this time, Yu Jingzhou was sending text messages on his mobile phone with his head down, and tilted his head towards him when he saw him coming.

Zhou Yu waved his hands to indicate that nothing happened, but in fact his stomach was already on fire.He leaned on the sofa and held the red wine he poured before leaving, shaking it gently, he couldn't help but think of He Chu just now.

He had been observing just now since He Chu and the others sat down. At first he was puzzled by He Chu's friendship with the bar owner, but later he was amused by his ignorant rush to stand out.He saw He Chu leaning against Li Qi's arms without any suspicion, saw He Chu swallowing clouds skillfully, and saw He Chu's confused eyes after drinking.

None of them looked like the one he had seen at school before.

He Chu in the bar seemed to be an old Jianghu who often hangs around bars and love scenes. Every look in his eyes was full of evil spirits. The way he looked at the people in the bar was like a lion unabashedly sizing up his prey.

That kind of look is not practiced by people who come to the bar for the first time.

It was difficult for Zhou Yu to connect this He Chu with the boy who often made two mistakes in school and was sometimes a little silly.But he thought again, with He Chu's family background, the people around him must be either rich or noble, so going to bars should be a common occurrence, isn't it the same for him?

He smiled, he couldn't hear the conversation mixed in the heavy metal music because of his hearing, he could only see He Chu frowning and thinking, sometimes laughing and teasing, and sometimes bowed his head and smiled.

It was hardly the same person as he had seen before.

Which one is He Chu?Maybe tonight is the real him.Zhou Yuben didn't intend to pay attention to it, he was a typical "nothing to do with himself" person, but when he saw that guy He Chu being bullied by others, he couldn't stand it.

Just like in school, when He Chu saw Zhou Yu being ignored by his classmates, he was a little inexplicably angry.

Although He Chu first went up to provoke him, how could his deskmate be bullied by others.

But he doesn't have the good temper of He Chu, he can talk kindly to them, and he has always put what he thinks in his heart into practical actions when dealing with social garbage.He thought, He Chu has helped him so many times at school, it's no big deal to help him solve his temporary difficulties today, he stepped forward and didn't want to make things big, so he finished his drink without hesitation Those two bottles of residual wine.

Facts have proved that even if he is full of pride when drinking, he is still so uncomfortable that he can't straighten up after drinking.

"A Yu, what are you thinking?" Yu Jingzhou noticed that Zhou Yu was in a trance for a short time. After Zhou Yu came back from "watching the fun", he was a little out of his mind. When he sobered up, the red wine almost spilled out of the glass several times.

"Huh? It's nothing. I was thinking about the oily man who was hit on the head by me and the bodyguard who was kicked by me just now." Zhou Yu took a sip of his wine and smiled at Yu Jingzhou: "It's so weak."

The wine in the glass was actually overwhelmed, he frowned, and forcibly poured the glass of wine into his belly.

"Those people probably don't want to cause trouble, they just want to teach that kid a lesson." Yu Jingzhou was very close to Zhou Yu, with one arm resting on the sofa behind Zhou Yu, and the other facing the sofa over there. Nodding: "The one just now is the two from your class last time, right?"

"Yeah, do you remember?"

"When that kid saw me, his face was full of hostility, and the fake smile on his face could make wrinkles on his face."

"Hostile? It shouldn't be." Zhou Yu thought about it for a while. He Chu never seemed to have any so-called hostility towards anyone in school. He always smiled when he saw everyone, and he was able to get along with the whole class during the short military training period. .Even He Chu didn't show anger in front of him a few times, except for the day before the monthly exam.

"Maybe I misunderstood it. Did you stop him from drinking just now?" Yu Jingzhou chuckled lightly, without much explanation.When He Chu saw him for the first time, he couldn't hide the thoughts in his eyes. Yu Jingzhou was precocious since he was a child. Even if he was only one year older than He Chu, he couldn't help thinking that He Chu was still a child.However, He Chu's love for A Yu...

It shouldn't be the way ordinary friends think, right?

"Did you see it?" Zhou Yu stopped drinking, and when he came back, he saw Yu Jingzhou playing with his mobile phone. , not afraid of being seen by Yu Jingzhou alone, he straightened up and poured himself a glass of wine, but felt his stomach was already churning.

His stomach probably couldn't bear the all kinds of strong alcohol just now.

Drinking is actually the most taboo to mix and drink.But he has never had any restraint in drinking, so he swallowed and forcibly endured the disgusting feeling.

Yu Jingzhou didn't admit it directly, but just touched Zhou Yu's cup, took a sip of his own, and praised: "You are so proud. Can you still hold it?"

"It's probably not possible," Zhou Yu shook his head, because there was nothing to hide in front of Jingzhou.

In the past, when they had a good relationship, they would often sneak out to drink. Zhou Yu mostly drank to relieve his sorrows, and Yu Jingzhou usually drank to cheer up. "If I can't hold on later, I think I will go to the hospital." He held the cup in his hand Putting it down, he had a hunch that if he drank two more glasses, he might get alcohol poisoned on the spot.

Suddenly I felt a little melancholy, feeling that I was getting older and couldn't stand the toss like before.

That's how his stomach was ruined by himself.

Yu Jingzhou knew Zhou Yu's hard work in drinking. Since Zhou Yu drank too much since he was a child, he was the one who helped him. He finished his remaining glass of wine and did not plan to drink any more. He took the wine in Zhou Yu's hand. The cup was brought over, and he asked again: "Do you want to read the papers of our monthly exam? This time we are asking the questions in the district."

"Give it to me when you go back. The questions given by the No. [-] Middle School this time are really messy, and the papers are too simple." Zhou Yu sighed when he thought of those science papers that he could basically finish writing in half the time. Find the questions directly on the Internet, I have seen all the question types."

"Then it doesn't seem meaningful to give you our test paper. Have you read last year's test paper? In fact, it's not much different from last year." Yu Jingzhou shrugged, not surprised by Zhou Yu's attitude. Yu is very smart, he can learn everything quickly, and he is good at learning everything. The arrogance in his heart was hidden by his soft appearance when he was young, and now it is revealed in his cold words and deeds.

"Look. It's not too much." After Zhou Yu finished speaking, he shook his head. The strength of the spirits rose quickly, and he felt that his lips had begun to lose sensation. Maybe his behavior would also change after a while. He will not be controlled by his brain, and after a while his brain will be paralyzed by alcohol...

Zhou Yu knew that he would definitely be drunk today, he had experienced this feeling countless times before.

In the past, when he drank, he always had sustenance and was too depressed, so he had to use the strongest alcohol to relieve his emotions.

Now he seems to be completely far away from the past, but drinking seems to have become a habit in his bones.

He had been too miserable in the past, and it was not enough to relieve his sorrow once.

His head was lowered heavily, and a hoarse voice came out of his throat, Yu Jingzhou thought he was talking to himself, and only when he got close to his mouth could he hear what song he was humming clearly.

That is No.20 of Paganini's No.13 Four Caprices - "The Devil's Laughter".It looks out of place in the bright lights of this bar.

— out of place.Zhou Yu was out of tune with the people around her since she was a child.

When boys were young, boys liked all kinds of hero toys. Zhou Yu liked to stay alone in the room and listen to classical music; Touching the violin; when he was in junior high school, the children of the same age were doing nothing all day in that noble school, and Zhou Yu was the only one studying in the classroom.

He seems to be born different from others, and he will not participate in other people's circles at all.He only lives in his own small world, and his life is mechanical and monotonous.

Just like now, everyone is dressed in colorful clothes in the bar, but he seems to be in a high-end club, from the top to the shoes, everything is meticulously matched.

Even when the bar was playing all kinds of brainwashing music, he was still humming the song "Devil's Laughter" unaffected.

He isolated himself from the crowd, and the songs he hummed seemed to be mocking the men and women in the bar.

Zhou Yu started to get drunk.

He used to hum this song every time he got drunk, like an obsession.This song is engraved in his blood and flesh, even if he loses consciousness, he will not forget it.

Zhou Yu suddenly seemed to remember something, and suddenly raised his head and asked him, "Where's my mother?"

Sure enough, he was really drunk right now.It was the same with Zhou Yu a few years ago, as long as he drank too much, the first thing he said was: Where is my mother?

His mother who left him mercilessly allowed him to only learn about his so-called mother's life from other people's mouths, so as to make up for the indescribable loss in his heart, as if not just saying "she Very good", he can get great satisfaction.

Why lost?He couldn't really tell.No matter how tough a person is, he is still attached to his mother in his heart, and he still has a little regret.

He just can control himself not to ask or think when he is usually sober.

"I saw my aunt before school started. She is doing well, and your...sister is also doing well." Yu Jingzhou hesitated for a while, and added the last half of the sentence, thinking that Zhou Yu probably wanted to know, "They were having a good time. I met them in the downtown square, and your sister even said hello to me."

"That's it... that's... pretty good." Zhou Yu nodded, and didn't raise his head again. His head was drooping like an abandoned dog, "She's doing well, um, not bad That's fine." After saying this, he fell into silence again, his face was still very pale, and even tended to be whiter than usual, with a bit of a "gloomy" taste.

Isn't it just a lost dog?Because the woman who could give him a home didn't want him anymore.

Yu Jingzhou reached out and patted Zhou Yu's back, and asked him softly, "So are you happy?"

Zhou Yu kept his head depressed and said nothing, his brain turned much slower than usual, and Yu Jingzhou's words went through his mind many times before he realized that he was asking himself if he was happy.

Are you happy?Nature is happy.

Why is he unhappy, why is he unhappy, for whom is he unhappy?

Thinking of this, he suddenly felt a little wronged.

For whom is he unhappy, and for whom is he happy? For himself?He is an abandoned person, should he be happy for being abandoned?

He knows that people have to live for themselves, but subconsciously, he has already become a habit of giving up on himself. He may be able to rush around for a little trivial matter in Jingzhou, and he may also block wine for He Chu when he is bullied, but He has never been willing to do more for himself, and he has long felt that these things are meaningless.

What do you do for yourself?Even his mother didn't care whether he was dead or alive.

Even... the most ridiculous grades, in her eyes, were just to repay the money she had spent for him.

Is this self-willed?Maybe.

"I'm happy, why not?" Zhou Yu raised his head and smiled, leaning his head on the sofa, squinting his eyes, the light dyed his fair face a dazzling red.

He smiled, and the corners of his mouth began to be pressed by something, gradually unable to bend, with a bit of sadness.

"Do you still remember the question I asked you at the beginning. Can you recover from your problem?"

"Fault? I don't think it's a fault." Zhou Yu took a breath comfortably, his smile was a little stiff, and he said in a voice that was almost regretful: "If I like someone, it must have nothing to do with gender. So... probably It's not going to get any better."

"Is it because... that He Chu?" Even though the other party didn't look at him, he didn't seem to be joking when he looked at Zhou Yu. He asked cautiously, with imperceptible tension in his voice.

He didn't dislike homosexuality, but he hoped that Zhou Yu would not walk that single-plank bridge.

His path was hard enough, how could he make it harder for him?

"Why don't you ask if it's because of you back then?" Zhou Yu turned his head to look at him, his eyes seemed to become clear at that moment, just like the timid young man when he first met Yu Jingzhou five years ago.

At that time, the boy's eyes contained no impurities, they were as clear as spring water, allowing one to see the bottom at a glance.

And the person in front of him had a little smile in his eyes, which was meant to be a joke.

"Haven't you figured it out yet?" Yu Jingzhou looked into Zhou Yu's eyes, reached out and rubbed his broken hair, the touch of his fingertips was soft and cool, and he called out his name seriously , "A Yu."

Zhou Yu finally replied: "Since it's hard enough to walk, why do you care about making it harder?"

After speaking, he laughed lightly, and then he started humming softly again, this time he was completely out of tune.

He was completely drunk.