Cold violence

"The first section of the first physics class is about the description of motion. The main content is to know the mass point, the reference system, the distance and displacement, and the velocity acceleration, including the next experimental lesson - the precautions and basics of measuring velocity with a dot timer. content."

He Chu couldn't help sighing when he heard it from the side. If Lao Huang asked him, he would never be able to tell such details. When making the package, the drunken man didn't care about drinking, he thought Zhou Yu was the same, but Zhou Yu actually listened to the lecture with one heart and two minds.

He is different from Zhou Yu.He knows that he is very smart, so he always relies on his own brain to avoid lectures.But the difference between Zhou Yu and him was that he didn't listen to the lecture, but he wouldn't blatantly refuse to listen like He Chu. Even if he was on a errand in a daze, he could still know what the teacher on stage was doing.

Lao Huang nodded, indicating that He Chu can go back first, He Chu frowned and immersed himself in his own thoughts, when he heard Lao Huang call him back:

"You remember to take your medicine. I'll say a few more words to Zhou Yu. If you're late, tell the teacher in the next class that I'll look for him."

This is amazing, being talked to alone on the second day of school?

Lao Huang beckoned to him and signaled him to stand beside Lao Huang. Standing behind Lao Huang's chair, he saw Lao Huang took out a piece of paper, on which was the senior high school entrance examination results of the whole class.

Lao Huang took a pen and drew a circle on Zhou Yu's name, "I read the high school entrance examination results of our class, and your grades are very good, and you are among the best in the grade. What I want to tell you is that we are the key points of the province. You are in the top class of our school again, do you understand what I mean?"

What is it, you want to tell me, and ask me if I understand half of what you said?

What can it mean?Isn't it just to make people study hard and live up to your expectations?I have been tired of hearing these words since I was a child.

Zhou Yu thought about it and shook his head.

"Then let me tell you this. He Chu is the class monitor. His father has donated money to our school. We don't need to worry about his future. But you are different. I heard that you live near the school alone, right?"

"Ah."

"So you are different from him. Your grades are very good. You should have a long-term goal. Tell me, do you have a goal?"

"..." He said nothing, meaning "no".

"You don't even have a goal? You have to have a goal so you can't waste your good grades. Although junior high school grades don't mean anything, but since you have entered our class, you can't relax. Like today's first class, you think it's appropriate. ?"

Zhou Yu was silent, speechless for a moment.

He suddenly felt a little uncomfortable for no reason, and a little irritable.

Hearing some words too much not only does not make him immune, but it will make him react more strongly the more he listens.

Lao Huang just thought it was inappropriate, nodded and continued: "The teacher reminded you that it is for your own good, you have to study hard to get good grades in the exam, to win honor for our class and for the school, and we will be in class with He Chu in the future. Let’s be more restrained, even if you understand the first class today, can you guarantee that you will understand it later? You have to study hard to get good grades, do you understand? No one’s grades are not listening You can do well in the exam, otherwise you won't be in the top class when the class is divided."

Zhou Yu's thoughts were a little dazed, he hooked the corners of his mouth, lowered his head like a good student, he heard himself say in a very low voice:

"Teacher, are you reminding me, or warning me?"

Lao Huang slapped the table, feeling a little unhappy.He just wanted to yell loudly, but remembered that he was in the office, so he lowered his voice and said:

"Of course I'm just reminding you! Don't listen to what the teacher says! There are rich people in He Chu's family who don't listen, but students like you want to get good grades for our class, do you understand! ? You are not allowed to fight with He Chu in class in the future! Do you think there is something wrong with what I said?"

A student like me?What kind of student am I?

After he finished speaking, he seemed to want to add something, and said: "Don't think that you can not listen to the teacher after you study well! Your performance on the day you signed up made me very uncomfortable. With your temper, what's wrong with studying well?" Use? What is the use of being in society?"

When he said this, the class bell just rang, Zhou Yu only felt that his words were as harsh as the bell.After Lao Huang finished speaking, the ringing also stopped, and there was no sound of frolicking from the corridor in the office except for the sound of the air conditioner.

For a moment, the world seemed to be quiet, and the only words that Lao Huang said were repeated in his mind.

What's the use of studying well?What is the use of being in society? ——Whether it is useful or not, what does it matter to you?

Such a rebellious thought suddenly took shape in his mind, making him almost want to sneer.

The more people oppress him, the more he wants to resist, especially strangers.

However, he just nodded and said, "OK, I see."

When Lao Huang heard his words, his face softened, and he waved his hand and said: "Now that you understand, go back to class. I hope you can listen to what I said today, and take it to heart. Okay, you can go. "

Zhou Yu didn't speak, just raised his head and smiled, then turned and left.Lao Huang's eyes followed him firmly, and he felt that his steps were much larger than usual.

Wanting to escape from this place, listen to a few more words, he is afraid that he will not be able to help but say something.

"Ms. Huang, the students in your class..." The voice of the female teacher in the office was drawn out, soft and uncomfortable for Zhou Yu.

"Hey...he's just a disobedient student, call him over and have a chat with him..."

disobedient?Fine.

Zhou Yu closed the door and walked slowly.

He didn't intend to go back to class. When he went upstairs, he heard the teacher's endless lectures coming from the classroom near the stairs. He didn't turn around, but turned around and walked down the stairs.

He didn't even want to go back to this class, anyway, He Chu would ask for leave for him.

Zhou Yu sat in the corridor at the corner of the teaching building, thinking so.

In fact, he has a very serious rebellious mentality in his bones. The less he is asked to do something, he will do it. Today, when Lao Huang told him not to do anything in class in the future, he wanted to say "I don't", but He did not speak after all.

So what if you are rebellious, aren't you a coward?

There is no way, he is a timid person in his bones.Habits from childhood cannot be changed.

He spared no effort in laughing at himself, and he never shied away from his own timidity.

The words that Lao Huang said made him feel disgusted like never before, but there was a sense of familiarity - when he was in the third year of junior high, his class teacher also said the same thing to him.At that time, he was the best student in their school, and most of the other students were playboys of the rich second generation, so naturally they couldn't be counted on. Zhou Yu could be called the clear stream of students in their class.From the teacher in charge of the department to the principal of the school, they all came to talk to him, telling him not to slack off in his studies, so that his attitude should not be so lazy, and what should be expected of him as their school.

Later, Zhou Yu really got very good grades in the high school entrance examination, and now he is also among the best in the No. [-] middle school.

He smiled.

Sure enough, the teachers all over the world belong to one family, and they have to take care of everything.

——Why do you control me.Why don't you let me do that?In your eyes, a good family background is a privilege. Does studying well have anything to do with the so-called family background? Don’t tell me you don’t like my family background, so I must work hard and forget food and sleep. When necessary, I will hang my head and stab my ass to prove that I am so hard work, so I can get good grades for granted?

But there are some people in the world who are better than others without working harder than others; there are also some people who can't catch up with others even if they work hard.

Zhou Yu doesn't like it, don't control him like this.No one has controlled him since he was a child, but now someone insists on controlling him, and he is still playing the name of studying.

What is learning?If you study well, it doesn’t mean you teach well. If you don’t study well, you can only say that you don’t study hard, and it has nothing to do with you.There are few geniuses in this world, but there are no absolute fools. If you force it, can you make others study hard?

"Students like you want to get good grades for our class, do you understand?!"

Old Huang's words seemed to ring in his ears again.

—for whom?For you, for our class, for this school?

Why.

Could it be... Could it be that I did well in the exam because I studied for you, to make a good name for the class, and to add another good grade to this school?Shouldn't it be for myself?

When I was a child, my mother's scolding seemed to linger in my ears: "You don't study? What do you want to do? I gave you a good brain, and I want to be worthy of the money I give you, do you know that?"

is that so?In the past, it was for the money my parents threw at me, but now it is for the honor of the school.

Zhou Yu felt that these two reasons made him feel sick.It turned out that no one wanted him for himself.

Oh...it turns out that after living for so many years, she has always lived for others.

There was something in Zhou Yu's heart that was rapidly inflating, and it couldn't be released when it swelled to the extreme. It just wandered in his chest and limbs, making him feel so uncomfortable that he wanted to go crazy and scream viciously. It seemed that only Only in this way can he calm the anger in his heart, and the almost inaudible...sadness and grievance.

There is an uncontrollable monster screaming in his mind from time to time, making him manic, and there is also a little child who hides in the deepest corner of his heart and only dares to slow down when someone he trusts is in front of him He stepped out and told people that he was actually wronged.

But there is no such person.No one is willing to understand his anger, and no one is willing to bear his grievances.

He is often self-willed, just like he refused to go to this class if he said he couldn't go to it. He thinks this kind of behavior is probably called "reckless behavior".He didn't think it was wrong, on the contrary, he was glad that he had the opportunity to act willfully.

The basis of all willful behavior is based on your position on what is important enough to make him tolerate you.

But although he doesn't like to obey discipline, he always thinks that someone can control him sincerely and without any related interests, just like many times he enjoys being alone, but he hates it same as a person.

In fact, it is quite tangled, he knows.

Suddenly he hit the ground with his hands almost irritable, and the severe pain made him calm down a little bit. At least, he didn't feel the irritable feeling in his heart that could not be suppressed as before.The joints on the fingers quickly became red and swollen, Zhou Yu rubbed it with the other hand, and took it back after just touching it.

Something has to happen to divert his attention. He has done this countless times before.

——Maybe it will be blue.

Zhou Yu thought aimlessly, this idea that had nothing to do with the previous just popped up.

——Did He Chu ask for leave for me?Did he listen carefully?

Zhou Yu suddenly thought of these two questions again.He remembered that this class was English, although it was not necessary for him, but He Chu was obviously in a bad mood when he was provoked just now, so he might have forgotten it...

He stood up and rubbed his hair, feeling a little better.

Is it because he thought of He Chu?may be.

He doesn't know what's going on recently, sometimes just thinking of He Chu makes him feel inexplicably good.

He walked into the bathroom at the corner of the teaching building, rinsed his left hand with water for a while, and re-arranged his hair with water on his hands before going back to work.

Along the way, he didn't even think about the unpleasant things that Lao Huang told him, but helped him think of the reason when the teacher asked him to be late.

Let's just say... let's just say that Lao Huang found it, anyway, there is nothing to lie about, but it seems a little embarrassing to be invited to drink tea right after school starts.

But when he called "report", the teacher just glanced at him on the podium and signaled him to go back.Seeing that Zhou Yu was back, He Chu hurriedly got up to give him a seat, and then gave him a triumphant smile of "I'm good."

It turned out that he really asked for leave for himself.That's right, there's nothing wrong with this kind of thing.

Zhou Yu knew from his expression that He Chu probably didn't say that he was called to the office by the head teacher. He tilted his head in doubt, "What did you tell the teacher?"

He Chu winked at him, signaling Zhou Yu to get closer to him.

He seemed to like this kind of gesture that seemed very intimate with Zhou Yu.

Zhou Yu leaned over, and He Chu's mouth was almost pressed against his ear, and He Chu said with a smile: "I told her that you had hypoglycemia, and you went to the school infirmary."

"why?"

He Chu clasped his shoulders with one hand, and proudly said: "Because my father knows this teacher, if I say that you were called by Lao Huang, she will think that you are not a good student and will not treat you well in the future. "

Zhou Yu smiled, and said to himself that he really wasn't a good student.

He Chu kept the same movements just now, fixed his eyes on the teacher who was reading the text on the stage, and asked a little worried: "But... why did Lao Huang leave you alone?"

Zhou Yu thought about it, and suddenly wanted to tell a little lie to He Chu on a whim.

"He said Let me get along with you and interact more."

He Chu was taken aback.

More interaction?Did Lao Huang really say that?In fact, Zhou Yu lied to him, right?But... Does this mean that Zhou Yu is willing to get closer to him?

It doesn't seem like a disadvantage to be called to the office by Lao Huang!

At this time, Fang Xian in the front row probably wanted to pay attention to Zhou Yu's affairs, but when he turned his head, he found that the squad leader was smiling, and Zhou Yu lowered his head and supported his forehead as if to hide his expression.

You can vaguely see the corners of his lips slightly raised.

"Zhou Yu, are you okay?"

"Huh? It's okay." Zhou Yu put his hand down, and Fang Xian couldn't help being stunned for a moment when he saw that there seemed to be a little smile on his face, but his smile was so fleeting that Fang Xian didn't even have time Captured, only a little afterimage can be seen, if you don't think carefully, you will think it is an illusion.

"Then... what's wrong with the squad leader?"

Seeing that He Chu hadn't responded, Fang Xian just asked Zhou Yu when He Chu suddenly reacted and looked at Fang Xian with narrowed eyes.

For some reason, Fang Xian suddenly had the illusion that he was being topped by a hungry wolf.

What's wrong?He reached out and touched his face.

He Chu quickly showed a brilliant smirk, and said slowly: "It's nothing, I just suddenly feel that you look too cute."