The father of the child wants to have a relationship with me

"Mu Qing, I don't want to spend the remaining ten years with you."

Kane didn't try to break free from Mu Qing's arms, because his family knew about his family affairs, so he couldn't break free.

But Kane didn't do nothing.

He expressed his wishes very directly.

"Mu Qing, I owe too much to my family in my life. I still want to thank you for the shot you made in your conscience. My shot broke the connection between you and the arbitrator. My family is fine now. I'm happy, but what I did hurt them in the end, and I want to be with them for the rest of the decade."

Kane felt that the hand that was hugging him did not intend to let go at all. Perhaps he was afraid that he would not be able to bear it. The other party did not increase the force. Although he was hugged, he could feel the other party's caution.

Kane looked at the hand wrapped around his waist, his vision was blurred, his body was a sick ghost since he woke up, except for coughing and lying down, he felt better, and his body was still limp. Come on, I feel that my physical condition is getting worse, and even my eyesight has declined, and everything I see is blurred. I'm afraid it won't last long, and these eyes will probably lose their sight.

Kane was a little tired.

Then he felt himself being hugged by Mu Qing. Mu Qing seemed to be treating some kind of fragile porcelain. Mu Qing was blurred in his vision. Kane looked at it, and suddenly realized that this was also...very good.

I can't see the other person's expression, those sudden memories, although it seems like yesterday, Mu Qing dismissed him one second, and treasured him the next second.

Even though Kane has a lot of thoughts, he doesn't want to let them out. He only has ten years to live. Wouldn't it be better to keep ten years for the people he wants to be with?

He has only so little energy, and he really can't afford it.

and so--

When the scent of the medicine was brought to his mouth, Kane hesitated for a moment before finally opening his mouth.

Just didn't take a few bites, Kane shook his head and refused.

Can't eat.

It felt like the spoon held in front of him paused for a long time, and Kane didn't have the mental strength to pay attention to Mu Qing's expression at the back. He couldn't see clearly, those unwillingness and heart palpitations lingering around, like waves wave after wave , even if you want to ignore it.

Kane sighed very lightly, and he didn't even have the strength to speak, let alone those words that required strength. The past is like yesterday, but now it's almost the same to say that the heart is as calm as water.

I really can't afford to toss.

Kane is a true Buddha.

Kane doesn't want to waste money with Mu Qing, no matter what Mu Qing does, Kane is noncommittal, he is dragging this loophole-like broken body, and he just wants to stay with his father and brother for a few more years.

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Kane fell asleep again... no, passed out again.

Others are sleeping, he is fainting.

It is the kind of sick ghost who may fall asleep in a deep sleep at any time.

Mu Qing quietly looked at Kane who was sleeping, his eyes seemed a little obsessed.

ten years……

No one knows better than him how these ten years came to be. He exchanged a hundred times the pain of the rest of his life for Mu Qing's ten years of life.

Mu Qing finally remembered him and could see him. Although it was blurry, at least he wasn't a ghost anymore.

If there is any regret, it is probably that he has never been able to let Kane hear his voice.

However, compared to being able to let Kane feel his presence again, the feeling of actually holding someone in his arms, all the feelings are clearly passed on to Kane, what is it if he cannot speak?

Even if you talk, what can you say?

repent?

Please forgive me?

Ask the other party to love yourself again?

confession?

Mu Qing knew how bad he was from the beginning to the end. Even when he was imprisoned by the superior, punished by the other party, and absorbed the dirt of the world, every minute of the day was a pain. Why.

Everyone told him Kane was dead.

Mu Qing didn't know how he felt, but the cold feeling from the inside out after Kane's warm body cooled down on him, and then after being evacuated from the body, it was more difficult than giving him punishment. bear.

That feeling of eternal cold, wandering around the planet with a feeling of silence, the force on his body can't threaten anyone, and he can't die if he wants to die. Mu Qing is not afraid of this, he is only afraid of the lingering force in his body. Feeling cold, I can't find the heart that can fill this snow.

Wandering in the planet with the pain of super punishment, day after day, year after year, ten years in a blink of an eye, and then another ten years, the next ten years is coming, he can't find that familiar breath, Mu Qing was driven crazy by the feeling of panic in his heart all day long. He wanted to go crazy because he was surrounded by boundless loneliness.

He regretted it a long time ago, but he didn't know how to vent his regret. He didn't even have anyone to confess to, and he couldn't even find a ray of breath.

He wanted to ask Kane's father, but he couldn't touch him. Now he couldn't get close to the Sanctions Bureau at all, even if Pu stepped into the planet of the Sanctions Bureau, he would be teleported into the prison of the Interstellar Sanctions Bureau.

He has squatted through the prison of the Interstellar Sanctions Bureau for more than 20 years. After that, he can stay as long as he wants, and he can leave whenever he wants, but he can't get close to the Interstellar Sanctions Bureau anyway.

Mu Qing gritted her teeth in hatred but was helpless.

The arbitrator of the Interstellar Sanctions Bureau didn't want to see him. Seeing that he didn't come up to beat and scold him, he just indifferently put him in the prison of the Interstellar Sanctions Bureau. He was extremely rude and fully expressed his hatred for him.

Later, Mu Qing knew that even if he died, he would not know where Kane was buried from the other party.

Mu Qing began to wander around the planet again, he felt that he would not watch Kane die just like that, maybe Kane also had what happened to him and Dikalai back then, maybe he could meet the ray that had become his obsession on a certain planet. breath of thought.

May I ask, how does it feel after personally sending the only person in the world who loves me to death?

The answer: crazy.

Mu Qing is crazy behind him, he feels that the pain in his body is not enough to cover up his heart that is gradually desolate and can't help but go crazy.

Mu Qing wandered to a planet, in this March when the grass grows and the warblers fly.

He ushered in the Peach Blossom Rain, and he did not miss the Peach Blossom Rain every year. He used to hate Kane so much, but at this moment, he remembered what Kane had said inadvertently.

If it weren't for this lonely moment, he wouldn't be able to realize so clearly that he never ignored every word Kane said, even his occasional sentence, "I like peach blossoms, and I must go and see peach blossoms when I have the chance." Rain's words echoed clearly in his mind at this moment, and even the picture of Kane saying it under what circumstances seemed to have never faded.

He said he didn't believe Kane loved him, he didn't believe in love.

But in fact, on the planet Scarantu, in front of the Scarantu Fortress, Kane blocked Dikalai's bullet for him regardless of his body, and he was touched at that time.

He stepped on Kane's bottom line again and again, and he didn't know what he was testing. He didn't have to use this method, but he did. Since he loves him, loves him wholeheartedly, then loves him forever... …No matter how bad and vicious I am, people all over the world will despise me, and there will always be such a person who loves me.

The only person in the whole world who loves you.

When Kane reappeared with white hair, sick and thin, and his face was pale and bloodless, Mu Qing was a little startled. How did Kane become such a ghost?

... Was he tortured like this by himself?

"Idiot." Behind the vicious curse was an unspeakable question—why didn't you resist?

People are really greedy.

Especially him.

He admits that he is beyond the desires of ordinary people and does not know what restraint is.

She wants to be loved by the whole world, to be proud of being favored, to be unscrupulous, and to have a perfect ending.

But the world doesn't revolve around you.

The gun pointed at him, the bullet passed through his chest, although it also passed through Kane's chest, but at that moment Mu Qing felt a sense of relief, and found a reason to convince himself that he tortured Kane like that. That's right, the other party will eventually betray him for the sake of his family.

Only later?

He didn't die, but Kane turned into a cold corpse in his arms.

Why is the world so cold and indifferent when there are no corpses left.

Is this the price of not knowing how to restrain greed?

What can I use to turn back time?

The country is easy to change and the nature is hard to change. I am probably still the worst person, but I am willing to pretend to be this person, give him a chance to reprimand me, and stop me when I am about to do something irreversible... just want We have a less icy future.

It's just that time doesn't turn back.

Even the super world can't do it.

I still hate the level, I hate Dicari, I hate everything around me, even though these malice make my life more painful every day, but these pains are not as overwhelming as the warmth that can't be found for a long time. Kind of cold.

How can warm people understand?

You open your fangs and want to swallow the whole world, but there is someone lying on the tip of the fangs for you to chew all the time, smiling at you with blood and tears, he is not afraid of you, he is not afraid of you, even he loves the ugly you.

Is there something wrong?

This guy is out of his mind.

——So, the abnormal person died.

Kane is dead...the only one in the world, the only one.

Mu Qing couldn't find it anywhere, and went crazy.

Standing in the peach blossom rain, he thought that this was the last peach blossom rain. He wanted the world to die, and the people he was looking for were gone. Even if the world could not be completely destroyed, he would take this planet with him.

Then--

Mu Qing was like dreaming, not only found the breath that had become an obsession, but even saw the other party.

Although the white hair has grown longer, and although the figure has become thinner, even if it turns into ashes, Mu Qing will not admit his mistake.

Mu Qing's mood was ecstatic.

However, when he appeared in front of the other party, the other party didn't seem to see him. He called him, but the other party didn't hear him. He even walked in front of the other party.

Kane still didn't give a half-point response.

Mu Qing thought Kane was angry.

You should be angry.

I am willing to give you the right to be angry, willing to give you the right to be angry.

Mu Qing followed Kane back home, Mu Qing was very happy, Kane was willing to let him follow him home, Kane really didn't want to see him disappointed and lonely.

But soon, Mu Qing found out that everything was his own misunderstanding, no matter how he tried, Kane just didn't give any response.

Later, Mu Qing understood that his Kane, the memory about him was sealed.

Super world——I tore you up ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah

After a day of silence, Mu Qing realized the reality. He was like a ghost in Kane’s world. Also, if he and Kane switched positions...impossible, this kind of assumption would never appear, but it did not prevent Mu Qing from clearly Realizing that his Kane just won't forgive him that easily.

Not reconciled, but seeing the heart-piercing cough every day and fainting at every turn, Mu Qing panicked, and began to use all means to collect precious medicinal materials. Later, by chance, Mu Qing saw the way the sick old couple get along, and Mu Qing seemed to be enlightened I started to learn the medicinal diet, but I really couldn't eat it at first. Fortunately, Kane didn't intend to try the sudden appearance of the medicinal diet.

Later, his medicinal diet got better and better, and Kane also drank it, but the medicinal diet became more and more precious, but Kane's physical condition was deteriorating. He was not afraid of anyone, but now he was really scared. Kane just walked away... …

He repented countless times, why did he do that in the first place! ! !Why did you choose this way to make Kane look like this, but what to do?Even if you want to go back to the past and kill yourself, you can't do it.

Mu Qing was worried, but his all-round care was no match for a gust of cold wind from Peach Blossom Rain, and a gust of cold wind knocked down the person he took painstaking care of.

Mu Qing was exhausted physically and mentally, but a great panic overwhelmed him.

He felt his Kane couldn't survive.

His Kane was taken away by Kid Snow!He was also indifferently sent to the prison of the Interstellar Sanctions Bureau. Seeing the prison of the Interstellar Sanctions Bureau squatted through by him, Mu Qing went to find Di Kalai without thinking.

The father who wanted to find Kane couldn't find it, but he could easily find Dicarai. This world is really amazing.

Mu Qing found Dikalai, bowed his head and knelt down!He didn't know that one day he would be so willing to bow down to Dicarai, his lifelong enemy, and bow his head.

He only asked for a way to save Kane, even if he was told to die now.

In the end, he traded a hundred times the pain in the future for Kane's ten-year lifespan, which was only ten years!

This still uses part of the life essence of Xie Chen's body tree of life.

He endured a hundred times the filth washing over his body before, and used his body to purify these impurities in the world. This kind of thing cannot be done by ordinary people, nor can ordinary people bear it.

Others can't bear it even if it is doubled.

He was originally ten times the size of ordinary people, but now he is a hundred times... He purifies the world's impurities in exchange for Kane's ten-year lifespan.

He used to laugh at Kane mercilessly, and now he is also a love brain.

It's just that Kane loves him, and the world is turned upside down.

He loves Kane and the world is a better place.

Ducalai told him that Kane didn't wake up so quickly, and he didn't get used to this hundredfold pain so quickly.

Both sides are suffering.

In the torment, he thought, ten years later, if we can't live together, it would be good to die together.

Later, Kane woke up, and not only that, because he had heard his name before, he broke through the super memory seal.

Mu Qing has confessed countless times, but Mu Qing, who has never shed a single tear, shed tears.

Let him die now, and he will be happy.

"Mu Qing, I don't want to spend the remaining ten years with you."

"……it is good."

Only ten years, really can not afford to waste.

Every second is the most precious time.

Being able to feel your warmth and hold you in my arms is the world's reward for my "hard work" to purify the world?

A hundred times the pain can be exchanged for this kind of benefit, so what about a thousand times?

I can't stand it?

If I can hold on, I ask to die with Kane.

I finally stood up, ten years passed, and Kane left.

I thought that you can't share the same bed with Kane in life, but you can share the same bed in death.

But the world lied to me, Kane is dead, I am still alive, why is this world so indifferent?