i love you in another city

"Dear passengers, Xi'an Station has arrived. Passengers who have to get off the train, please prepare in advance. Please bring your luggage and prepare to get off." On the train, the familiar announcement sounded again, Li Tong got up and packed his luggage , waiting to get off.

After so many years, he thought, he is still used to taking the train, which is not as fast as an airplane, nor as convenient as a car, but only has this security to deliver everyone on the journey to their destination.Looking at the scenery outside the window, it is still the scenery in memory, but looking at the past now, it is full of desolation.

In the depths of winter, when the Chinese New Year was approaching, I came to this ancient city that I had passed by countless times with my heart full of worries.The weather is cold. In winter in the north, such a sharp chill surges in the surrounding air, takes a breath, and condenses into fog easily.

With the crowd, I passed the security check, walked out of the station, and looked at the ancient city in my memory, which was both strange and familiar.After wandering around for so many years, he finally came back. After wandering for so long, the prosperity outside has nothing to do with him.

After Xi’an, I’m almost home. How long has it been since I’ve been home? It must have been four or five years!

Walking to a corner of the station, he took out his mobile phone, basically without looking at it, after unlocking it, he pressed a mobile phone number and dialed it.And just a short while after he dialed out, the phone was connected. He thought, this is the tacit understanding that the two of them have developed for a long time!

The phone was connected, and there was a silence at both ends. After a long, long time, when the phone was trembling and he felt that he could not hold it steady, Li Tong said sullenly: "I have already arrived in Xi'an, and I will be home in three or four hours. .”

"Are you here? How's the weather over there? Have you brought your cotton coat?" On the other end of the phone was a voice he was all too familiar with. At this moment, how is he on the other end?

"Well, bring it."

"The letter I left for you... Did you read it?" Li Tong said cautiously, extremely disturbed, hoping that he would read it, but also wishing that he hadn't read it. Who can understand such contradictory psychology.

"Well, I see... I respect your choice, and no matter what... You have to know, I will always love you." The tone on the other end of the phone was suppressed, unlike the sunny and cheerful person he usually knew. The guy is completely different, and Li Tong knows that he will be the first to be hurt the most by leaving so resolutely.

"Stop talking, I know, I know," please, don't say that, Li Tong begged secretly, as if there was a hammer in his heart constantly beating his heart, as if he was punished for leaving without saying goodbye , "You have to take care of yourself, find a good girl, and live a good life!"

"You...you know me, I'm afraid it will never be possible again." The voice over there was low and hoarse, but the words he spoke were like an undercurrent, shattering his pretended calm attack.

"It's because we have nothing to do with each other..."

Before I finished speaking, I only heard the voice over there resounding in my ears: "No, same, we can persevere, as long as we persevere, nothing can separate us. In this circle, not many people are Are you together?"

Compared to himself, he is much more persistent than himself, but his persistence will only make him suffer more, and the most unbearable thing for him is to watch him suffer.Besides, the pain he endured was brought to him by himself.

"It's different, they are them, we are us, and the whole thing is not as simple as you think..."

Sometimes his persistence is almost childish, just relying on the stubbornness in his heart, and this stubbornness also makes Li Tong a headache.But isn't that also one of the factors in choosing to be with him in the first place?

Yes, many times, I just like his childish stubbornness.

"How could it be different? What's the difference between us? It's just that I like someone, and that person happens to be a man! Also, you have to believe me, no matter how many ups and downs you encounter, no matter how much suffering lies ahead No matter what, I will always be by your side, as long as you believe in me." The other side roared that sentence almost at the top of their lungs, with such a tone, how unwilling it is!

Look at this man, he said he respected his choice at the beginning, but now he attacks his inner defense with such affection, making him wish he could change his mind the next moment and go back to him.I know that he is unwilling, but in the face of reality, who can be willing!

"I believe in you, I have always believed in you, but many things in reality are not what we think we can do." I have to admit that I am a very rational person, even so rational that it makes people afraid, you see , no matter how much I love him, no matter how much I don't want to let him go, in the end, I can still get down and leave.

"Since you believe in me, you won't leave. Same, we were fine yesterday, didn't we still discuss our future life? You said you want to go to France, you want to see the lavender fields in Provence, you want to see Eiffel The iron tower, you said you want to go to Greece, the Parthenon, Santorini, and the Aegean Sea you have longed for, you said you want to go to Egypt, the pyramids, and ancient Egypt Pharaoh's idol, I remember everything you said."

Yes, the places he mentioned are all places that he has been thinking about for a long time, and they are places that he thought he must travel in his life before. It is difficult for him to remember them so clearly.I remember that guy's eyes were full of contempt when I mentioned these places, but I didn't expect him to take it to heart in the end.

"I……"

By this time, I don't know what to say.In fact, I don't want to go back to him, hold him in his arms, and tell him not to separate, but I can't, I can't be so selfish.

"Li Tong, still say, you don't love me at all, you don't take me seriously at all, you treat me like a monkey!" He, who was soft-spoken just now, suddenly became childish, and his anger exploded come out.

No, no, how could he not love him, who else in this world loves him more than him?

He really wanted to explain it to him, wanted to tell the reason of all this, but he thought of his mother who was seriously ill at home, her painful expression, and the way his mother knelt down to him, and how hard he was for him. plead.

Thinking of this, he hardened his heart and yelled into the phone: "Yes, I never loved you, I just treated you like a monkey, who do you think you are, what the hell is the king of heaven, everyone has to surround you Turn around. Let me tell you, An Yi, I came back this time to get married, and if you don’t want to marry a wife and have children, I want it, so don’t hinder me here and delay my life’s major events.”

Li Tong yelled out these unfeeling words in one go, but he regretted it the next second. Could that guy not be able to accept what he said so seriously.But rationality told him that if he didn't say that, with the other party's temperament, I'm afraid it would be useless for him to do these things.

After hanging up the phone, the passers-by looked at him strangely, as if they were looking at a lunatic.Li Tong didn't care at all, he knew that from then on, he completely lost the guy he loved to the core, and they could never go back to the past.

Thinking of this, I just felt so uncomfortable in my heart, and the pain in my heart turned into tears, I couldn't bear it anymore, hid on the ground, and burst into tears without any image.

Thanks to being a big man, he was crying so much at this moment, he had completely lost his face as a man.But, he doesn't care, and he doesn't want to care, he just wants to cry, he has lost the person he loves the most, can't he let him cry?

At some point, the phone in his pocket vibrated, and Li Tong still choked up and took it out to have a look. He had never seen the phone number, and the attribution on it showed that it was from Xi'an.Pressing the answer button, he asked softly with doubts, "Hello, who are you?"

I just heard the voice on the other end of the phone saying angrily: "Crybaby, look at the other side!"

He was stunned when he heard this voice, if it wasn't the guy he yelled just now, who else could it be?

Li Tong couldn't help raising his head, looked across, and saw him.

On the other side of the road, he was wearing that dark green sportswear, he was making a phone call with his right hand, and waving his left hand at me. A little girl in her twenties was standing next to him, looking at him anxiously, oh, no, it was him mobile phone in hand.

This guy is already in his third year, and he still looks like a child, and he doesn't blush when he takes other girls' things.

He wanted to laugh in his heart, looking at that guy, his handsome face was full of complacency.He thought, now, he probably won't be able to get rid of this piece of brown sugar.

He smiled in his heart, but the tears in his eyes flowed down his cheeks without disappointment.

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