[Sword] Prejudice

If it is my fault that Meizi did not have a happy childhood, how can I make up for it?

When Meizi was first born, Naiyuki Sakurai didn't really like her very much. There is no other reason, but because Meizi is a girl, as a woman, Naixue understands the hardships of being a girl better.And she thought that she and her granddaughter were only slightly dissatisfied with each other in terms of gender, but in fact it was completely beyond imagination.

The fact that the granddaughter is a girl makes Naixue feel disgusted, but what is even more disgusting is that the granddaughter is still a newborn baby. Because she is not sensible, it seems that she can feel that she doesn't like her so much and will cry all day long.

Even putting on a smiling face is no exception, as soon as she was picked up, she kept crying, not only that, sometimes she would urinate all over Naixue, and every time this happened, Meizi's mother would hug her and apologize , and said: "Maybe the baby is born and you smell too strong, so you cry." In fact, I didn't use any pungent perfume, but just used a little moisturizer, because Naixue is very sensitive. The skin is prone to dryness, especially when I am old. Because of this, my daughter-in-law thinks that she is an old lady who is still very particular about her age.

Even so, since then, Nai Xue has always used fragrance-free products when she went to see plums. This is for her son Feng. It's another matter, for Meizi, she made the change.

When the daughter-in-law couldn't take care of Meizi because she had something to do, Naixue also volunteered to take her granddaughter with her, and ordered her aunt to change everything, so that sharp and dangerous things were put away, not only that , and also sorted out a special room for Meizi as a playroom, but her daughter-in-law showed an attitude completely opposite to what she thought.

"If it's just for Auntie to bring, then what's the difference between giving the plums to Auntie after I go out?"

After being accused like this, Naixue didn't intend to refute, but raised her head silently. Naixue looked at her daughter-in-law's complaint with a very indifferent look. To be honest, she didn't understand at all how her excellent son would look at it. A woman who goes to such a marketplace and has low self-esteem.

And Naixue's granddaughter Meizi seems to be not too close to her mother, but she just had fun with herself. Even though she used to be a crybaby, she started to smile at all the aunts who took her with her. Deepen your relationship with them.

But when facing Nai Xue, Meizi still shows a very cautious attitude.

Sometimes Naixue would sit in the game room and watch Meizi play there alone, but she was always bored enough to let her quit, and when in front of her, Meizi seemed to be very stingy with her smile, since If they don't like each other, it's better to keep out of sight, Nai Xue thinks so.

In this family, it can be said that Nai Xue is not accepted by any party. The husband thinks that the younger generation let them solve it by themselves, and the son is a person who is immersed in his own world.

But it was obviously not like this in the past. Naixue also has a group of old friends, and everyone will forget about themselves when chatting, and her friends don’t have that kind of personality that cares about everything. Everyone cares more about how good they are than their husbands. How successful, and how cute the child is... But that was more than ten years ago, and that was the time when I was at my peak.

After Feng's death, Nai Xue didn't fail to realize that Meizi, who was already sensible, was trying to please her. Although she sometimes softened her heart, she still couldn't agree with it, didn't want to forgive, and couldn't even imagine it.

Why doesn't she have a mind of her own?Why doesn't she have good friends?Why not be yourself?If it was me who did that in the first place, what would happen to me.

These questions lingered in Nai Xue's mind, and she couldn't imagine that Nai Xue had never sneaked out for fun before, but if because of her fun, her relatives were killed by thieves who broke into the empty door, wouldn't she? Will you be afraid of the prisoner who escaped without a trace?Will it be blamed by the remaining relatives and the wine will be unforgettable?

Naixue felt that she would not walk as hard as Meizi.

Nai Xue also had an uncle who was killed by her aunt in the past. When Nai Xue saw that scene with her own eyes, she also had a deep self-blame, and thought that if she arrived earlier, her uncle would not die?However, Naixue later figured it out. Instead of being stuck in it and unable to extricate herself, it is better to live a good life. After all, her aunt has also been punished as she deserves. At that time, Naixue was 11 years old, one year younger than Meizi now.

My aunt is a very gentle woman, at least she looks more like a good wife and mother than herself, and she is very good-looking, with a little flesh on her cheek, which looks soft and easy to talk to. Nai Xue liked this very much when she was young Auntie, otherwise I would not go out to play and would like to go to my uncle's house.

In fact, if the uncle is killed, as the relatives of the victim, in fact, all you need to do is vent your hatred towards the murderer, but if your favorite aunt is the murderer, as the relatives of the perpetrator, even if they are criticized by public opinion, they can only be good. I thought about it carefully, apologized to the family members of the victim, and let my aunt be a new person.

But if she has these two identities at the same time, what kind of attitude should she face this matter, and after the exposure, the eyes they received were neither sympathy nor disgust but... Curiosity.

In fact, Nai Xue thinks that murders between husbands and wives are not uncommon topics these days. People's attention, maybe it is to satisfy the opportunity for ordinary people to spy on the privacy of other people's homes.

When the case first happened, everyone would feel very baffled, why is this family?Maybe everyone has such an idea, and in the end they will learn of reasons such as twisted love or husband's cheating to make the whole thing from accidental to inevitable.

Of course, it is not ruled out that when someone is watching the excitement, they will introspect whether such a thing may happen at home, but before it happens, they will feel that this kind of thing is far away from them. For example, Naixue at that time would never think of her own Uncle will be killed by his aunt by accident.

But this incident actually happened in her home, and her surname was not Sakurai at that time.

At that time, Nai Xue also tried hard to recall every word of her aunt and every word of her uncle when everyone was eating together, trying to find some signs, but she couldn't find any.

So during those times, what happened to make the always gentle and virtuous aunt do such a thing?

And the truth of the fact was learned after Nai Xue went to high school, and it was not told to her by others, but once during the Chinese New Year, after drinking for three rounds, the adults talked about it, and Nai Xue made up a little bit by herself. The truth, too, is about the same as the reasons for many such events.

It's just that my uncle didn't commit violence against my aunt, but found another woman outside and used cold violence against my aunt. When Naixue went to find my aunt, it was the first time my uncle came back that month, and after coming back Nothing else, just asking for money.

Yes, just asking for money, presumably the thief who broke into the empty door didn't want to take Feng's life, did he?He just didn't expect that there was someone else at home, and he was too afraid of being caught, so he accidentally stabbed my Feng to death, right?Naixue sometimes thinks so.

In fact, it is really unimaginable. After investigation, all the policemen felt that the thief was a novice. Excessive blood loss is not a reason similar to hitting a vital point, but even so, the murderer was not caught.

At this time, Nai Xue would think, if Meizi's mother hadn't divorced Feng, wouldn't this be the case?Or, if Meizi hadn't gone out to play that day, or if Fan had come back earlier, perhaps such a tragedy would not have happened.And her Feng will be fine at home without any accident.

After Meizi's mother divorced Feng, Naixue also took Meizi home for a period of time, but the child seemed unable to get along well with her no matter how popular she was at school. Being loved by the teacher, it seems that there is always a barrier in front of me that cannot be overcome. ,

After a long time, Naixue also gave up, and she turned to the nanny to find out what Meizi did that day and what rewards she got. Later, Meizi proposed to go back to be with Feng, but Naixue didn't stop her.

At that time, Nai Xue thought that maybe Mei Zi liked her father's relationship, but now Nai Xue felt that maybe Mei Zi just wanted to escape from her grandmother.

The author has something to say:

It seems that I can't finish writing it all at once. I will continue the original plot tomorrow. When I saw the extra part, Lin was more energetic.