[Comprehensive] I don't love you, who else can I love

In the silent late night, the Atobe mansion was quiet, and the excitement when the servants came back in the afternoon seemed to have been a long time ago.

After finally convincing Atobe tonight, Ah Cai, who returned to her room, put on a simple and light tracksuit, gently opened the door and walked out.

Looking at the deep corridor in a daze, Ah Cai closed his eyes and took a deep breath, suppressing the suffocating pain in his heart, and slowly walked towards the balcony on the second floor.

The gate below must have been locked. If you don't disturb anyone to go out at this time, you can only walk from the balcony.

A Cai walked with her head slightly lowered, immersed in her own thoughts, she didn't notice that on the balcony, a little old man in a kimono was standing there with his hands behind his back, looking at the bright moon in the sky.

It wasn't until he stepped onto the balcony and forced himself to regain his senses and raised his eyes that Ah Cai was slightly taken aback, "Old man..."

It was Masao Atobe who had been missing for the past two days.

Ah Cai pursed her lips, looked at Masao Atobe who didn't give her a straight look, and said, "Are you looking for me?"

"Oh, I knew something like this would happen, that's why I firmly opposed you being with Jingwu before." The old man Atobe looked at the bright moon above his head, his voice was low and trembling, "Girl , you know, once this decision is made, there is no turning back."

A Cai looked at him and didn't speak.

The old man Atobe suddenly turned his head, his face was serious, and his sharp eyes stared at her fiercely, "Do you know how serious the crime of abandoning is! You will no longer have the right to interfere in the life of the person you abandoned! "

Ah Cai's face turned pale, he swayed, finally stood still, took a deep breath, and said in a low voice, "I know."

Yes, this is abandonment, out-and-out abandonment.Fate is doomed, she chooses one side, and she has to abandon the other side.

She has nothing to explain.

The old man Atobe still stared at her closely, and said in a low voice: "Even if you lost your memory before, you are still responsible at this point! The children of our Atobe family can't just come and go when you call them." !" Thinking of the changes in Jingwu's child when Ah Cai disappeared, Mr. Atobe couldn't help being angry, "Girl, our Atobe family doesn't need you!"

Will the child he has been guarding, the child who has been proud and confident since childhood, still have to endure this calamity?Abandoned by the most beloved person, the most painful thing is not the lover's departure, but that person did not choose himself.Thinking of the woman who desperately held her breath many years ago, waiting for him to go back to see her, and thinking of her sad and satisfied smile at the end, old man Atobe gritted his teeth in pain.

When he was young, he was high-spirited, confident that he would not be entangled by any emotion, chose a career, and eventually caused his wife to leave with regret.The funny thing is, it wasn't until the moment she left that he realized that he was deeply in love.

Is my own child still unable to escape such pain after all?

Ah Cai clenched her fists tightly, feeling that her heart was already numb with pain, she lowered her head, and could only repeat what she just said, "I know, I know..."

She loves him.

However, the people of Qiao Country are waiting for her to go back.

Knowing the consequences of this choice, did you choose the other side without hesitation?The old man Atobe stared at the girl who was still standing upright although she lowered her head slightly, finally heaved a long sigh and said lightly: "Since you choose to leave, don't come back."

A Cai was taken aback.

"That was also a big gamble. You don't know why you came here suddenly, right? You can't be sure if your past self is dead, right?" Mr. Atobe stared at her expressionlessly, "There are so many people who don't Sure, you still chose to abandon that child after all, and would rather choose to gamble and leave. In this case, no matter what happens, you don't want to come back, you have no qualifications to come back. "

He didn't know what the girl's other choice was. After all, he just felt a little uneasiness from the bloody smell in the girl's soul, but in the past two days, he saw the hesitation and struggle deep in her soul. Here, looking at her expression at this time, what else do you not understand?

A Cai pursed her lips, her fisted hands trembling slightly.

He was right.

In fact, before she lost her memory, she had vaguely figured out a way to go back, but indeed, this was a big gamble.

She didn't know if she could go back smoothly, and she didn't know what would happen to Qiaoguo after she went back.

But that was her country, the country she had guarded for more than 200 years.The people there may be suffering, and they may be waiting for her. Even if the possibility of this is only one in ten thousand, she can't let it go and let herself indulge in a safe and reliable embrace.

It's not fair to Atobe, she knows.She loves that boy, however, without her, Atobe can still find happiness, but what if Qiaoguo does not have a king?

Barren land, years of war, countless lives lost...

A Cai slowly raised his hand, covered his face, gritted his teeth and said in pain, "Sorry, I don't have the right to hesitate..."

The old man Atobe looked at her with waves in his eyes, but finally turned around wearily, and said in a low voice, "Let's go..."

"Don't come back when you're gone, never come back."

A Cai seemed to stand there in a daze, and after a long time, he whispered: "Don't worry, I won't interfere in Jing Wu's life again. Before that, I need some time."

She wants to bid farewell to that boy.

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In a trance, he came to the place he had made an appointment with Matsumoto Yu. The handsome young man who had been waiting there saw the petite figure slowly approaching, with an extremely excited expression on his face. A Cai was a few steps away from walking in front of him. At that time, he suddenly knelt down with both feet, and made a standard clasped fist salute, "My lord!"

The emotion of being too excited made him choke up, and he couldn't say what to say next.

Seeing Matsumoto Yu who was kneeling in front of her, Ah Cai's eyes returned slightly, he gave him a complicated look, and sighed, "Xiaotian, is it really you?"

"My lord! I didn't expect that I could still see you!" Matsumoto lowered his head, choked up and said, "I thought, I thought..." As early as half a month ago, he had completely recovered the memory of his previous life, Immediately disregarding Shijiu and Saori's obstruction, he flew back to Japan from the United States, but he didn't get in touch with the master until this morning.

A Cai pursed her lips and interrupted him, "Get up and talk, I'm not the master here..."

"My lord!" Matsumoto looked up excitedly, looking at her firmly, "You will always be my lord! But, my lord, why, why..."

Why did you come here?Why lost all previous memories?Why... are you so deeply involved with Keigo Atobe?

Seeing Matsumoto staring at her stubbornly, Ah Cai couldn't help pursing his lips, "Xiaotian, I'm really not used to your appearance..."

In the past, Xiaotian was a tall man galloping on the battlefield to fight and kill the enemy, but now he has a kind of indistinguishable handsomeness.

But the brilliance in those eyes, no matter how many years have passed, is actually the same.

A Cai lowered her eyes, she knew what he was worried about, from the first time she saw him, she knew that in his heart, Qiaoguo would always be number one.

"I will go back, no matter how hard it is, I will go back."

Matsumoto Yu's eyes suddenly shone with surprise, and he even forgot the etiquette, and stood up excitedly, "My lord! I knew that you would not abandon Qiaoguo!"

Yes, everyone thinks that she is the king of Qiao Country chosen by heaven, and she cannot abandon Qiao Country no matter what.

But what about her own life?

Ah Cai was in a daze, but it was only for a moment, she quickly pressed her temples hard, and said in a hoarse voice: "I probably have a clue about how to go back..."

"The special eclipse in the legend can sweep away anything and take them to another dimension," Matsumoto Yuka suddenly took her words, and said with deep eyes: "It is said that such an eclipse cannot be controlled by humans. In the Twelve Kingdoms Few people have seen it, and it has been passed down as a legend."

The eclipse is the channel connecting the Twelve Kingdoms and the outside world. As the spirit beast of heaven and earth, the Qilin can open the eclipse to Penglai. Back then, Qilin used the eclipse to go to Penglai and find her back.

It's just that I didn't expect that besides Penglai, there are eclipses that can lead to other worlds.

Although A Cai also found some information, the man in front of her obviously knew more than she did. She couldn't help frowning and looked at him inquiringly, but saw him smile slightly bitterly, and said in a low voice: "That special eclipse can even roll Go soul. This is how my soul came to this world more than 200 years ago. In the beginning, I was only in the state of a soul, floating in this strange world every day, trying my best to find a way to go back..." Suddenly After a pause, he said in pain: "Then, one day, I broke into a shrine by mistake, and was rescued by the priestess there as a lonely ghost, and then I was reincarnated in this world, becoming Matsumoto Yu..."

Unexpectedly, he had experienced so much, A Cai was slightly taken aback.

Suddenly, Matsumoto's eyes shone with a strange brilliance, and he clenched his fists and said, "But before that, I have already found out where and when that special eclipse will appear. It is in the south of Japan by the sea. A small town in China, where the statue of Poseidon is enshrined, because the sea there will form a huge whirlpool every autumn. Once people and things fall into the whirlpool, they will disappear without a trace. The god of the sea will be enshrined there for generations. There were once two people who recovered their lives from the whirlpool, and when they came back, they told their family members that they went to a strange place..."

A Cai clenched his fists unconsciously. Matsumoto looked at her, suppressed the excitement in his heart, and said slowly: "They all said that there are twelve countries in that place, and each country has its own king. Like the ancient Chinese society..."

But no one believed their words, they all thought they were talking nonsense.

After finishing speaking, Matsumoto looked at him fixedly, with a hot light in his eyes.Ah Cai understood what he meant, but just said indifferently: "Xiaotian, this time, I'll go back, you stay."

Matsumoto was taken aback for a moment, and called anxiously: "My lord!"

"Whether you can go back smoothly is still a problem!" A Cai looked at him blankly, and raised his voice: "Besides, you are different from me. In this life, you were born in this world, and you are a person of this world!"

Matsumoto gritted his teeth and wanted to say something in disapproval, but A Cai didn't give him a chance to speak: "Don't you have any companions in this world? Don't you have anyone involved?!"

Unexpectedly, a bright smiling face appeared in his mind, and there was a man who was always nagging beside him. Matsumoto's heart skipped a beat, but he quickly frowned and shouted: "My lord!"

No matter what, Qiaoguo is the most important thing to him.

"Xiaotian, this is an order!" From his pause just now, A Cai had already guessed everything, she looked at him lightly, and said, "Stay in this world and live well. Li Xiaotian is already dead in Qiao Country." , now you are the Matsumoto Yu of this world!"

People who are tormented by this pain of parting need not much.

The majesty in the girl's words suppressed Matsumoto Yu's soul, he gritted his teeth and looked at her for a while, finally bowed his head slightly, and reluctantly replied: "I obey the Lord's order."

Ah Cai pursed her lips, looked at him for a while, lowered her eyes slightly, and said softly: "Xiaotian, no matter what, don't give up something easily. You have decided on many things, and maybe... you can't turn back .”

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If she had a choice, why was she willing to let go?

It's time to wake up from the gorgeous dream.

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