[Comprehensive] I don't love you, who else can I love

The battlefield, the battlefield again...

People fighting non-stop, it seems that even the air is filled with the smell of blood on the battlefield, there are broken limbs all over the ground, the expressions of despair and fear on the faces of civilians, and the trembling hand holding the knife...

A bloody flower bloomed on his chest, and the enemy grinned and pulled out the knife inserted into his heart. Immediately, blood gushed out, and all the strength in his body seemed to be lost along with the never-ending blood. , kneeling weakly on both legs...

His eyes gradually blurred, but he still tried to open them wide, wide open, wide open again...

Not far away, a petite figure was holding a sword, slashing and killing enemies one by one in a neat and unrestrained manner. His originally delicate face was covered with smudges and bloodstains, but his bright eyes revealed a heart-warming expression. Folding perseverance and determination.

Lord, Lord...

I have waited for you for so long, and I tried my best to protect the broken Qiao Country. I believe that one day, we will usher in our own king, the king who can save Qiao Country from the fire and water...

I have finally waited, my lord, since I saw your sad and pitiful expression looking at the dilapidated Qiaoguo, I believe that you are the one I have been waiting for, but unfortunately, Xiaotian can no longer see your face Good country...

Lord, I am not reconciled, I am not reconciled...

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"...you...Ayu!"

On a long sofa in the guest's personal lounge behind the TV station, Matsumoto sat up suddenly. He was obviously just waking up, but he seemed to have just finished some kind of strenuous exercise. He supported the sofa with both hands, panting heavily, delicately His face was covered with cold sweat, and his eyes were full of fear and confusion.

Seeing him like this for a long time, Yamashita frowned, handed him a glass of water skillfully, and said, "I told you, you won't have nightmares again, right? Isn't it much better recently?"

Since the car accident two years ago, Ayu seemed to be a different person. He was quite approachable at first, but suddenly became indifferent and indifferent. The media speculated whether he had suffered some kind of emotional injury. , That car accident may also be caused by drunk driving after emotional injury!It took him a lot of effort to suppress those messy press releases, and he only said that the car accident had a great impact on Ayu, so that he couldn't get out.

That time, Ayou really almost died in Huangquan. They grew up together in an orphanage, and managed to get to where they are today. In his heart, Ayou is a friend and even a family member.Ayu finally got out of the ghost gate, he was naturally very happy, but not only did he change his whole person, but he often had nightmares, but he couldn't remember the content of the dreams, he was very worried, and he consulted many psychiatrists He tried to see a doctor for Ayou, but to no avail.In the past six months, Ayu's nightmares have finally decreased, but since he came back from Kumamoto Prefecture last time, the nightmares have sprung up in a solid state, even more frequently than before.

Yamashita looked at him worriedly for a long time, and said, "Can you perform for a while?"

Matsumoto poured a glass of water down his throat almost fiercely. He choked on it because he poured it too hard. He coughed a few times in embarrassment before panting heavily, and said in a deep voice, "After a while, I saw..."

Yamashita was stunned for a long time, "What did you see?"

"The scene in the dream," Matsumoto inserted/inserted his hands into his hair in extreme pain, closed his eyes and said, "Many people died, people fell down constantly, and the ground was covered with blood, broken arms, or broken flesh and blood. I hold a knife, like a machine, I only know how to cut the enemy to the ground, every stroke is so real, I even feel the feeling when the knife is inserted into the enemy's body..."

Yamashita Shijiu listened in disbelief, and couldn't help but wryly smiled and said, "Ayu, have you watched too many American blockbusters lately? We grew up in an orphanage, and later you became popular in Japan through a talent show by chance. We have been working hard in the entertainment industry, you have never been on any battlefield! You know it very well, don't you?"

Matsumoto was quiet for a while, then suddenly opened his eyes, spread his hands, and stared blankly, "I know, but after a long time, you don't understand that feeling, it's so real... the feeling of killing an enemy with one knife seems to be stronger than My life for the past 23 years has to be real... and, that girl..."

That girl, that girl with a pair of firm and clear eyes, he always felt that he had seen it somewhere.

Those eyes are similar to the girl I saw in Kumamoto that day.

Lord, Lord...

"It's Xiaotian's regret that he couldn't see Master's Qiao Country. Master, Qiao Country... will be left to you..."

A man's low and weak voice suddenly flashed in his mind, and Matsumoto was taken aback for a moment, suddenly felt that he seemed to be unable to distinguish reality from dreams.

What is true and what is false?Has he really been clear all this time?

Yamashita looked at him worriedly for a long time, "Ayu..."

"It's been a long time! Ayu! I'm here to see you guys~ Are you okay~" Just as the atmosphere was getting stiff, a cheerful and clear voice sounded, and a pretty girl with short hair suddenly opened the door of the lounge, raised her hand Holding the cake box in his hand, he said with a bright smile: "surprise~ I also brought Ayu's favorite cake~ Ayu... Ayu?"

Saori Kondo, who had a bright smile at first, couldn't help being startled when she saw Yu Matsumoto sitting on the sofa as if she had lost her soul. In the next second, she rushed up quickly, squatted in front of him and held his hand in worry , "Ayu, what's wrong with you? Are you having nightmares again?"

Seeing her for a long time, Yamashita sighed silently, "Shazhi..."

Saori is the illegitimate daughter of the head of the Kondo family in Japan. Her mother hated the man who abandoned their mother and daughter. She didn't want her father to know her existence, so she sent Saori to an orphanage before she died.Therefore, they grew up together, and their relationship has always been very good. Later, Saori's father knew of her existence and sent someone to take her back.After Ayou entered the entertainment industry, the reason why they had no money and no background and were able to go so smoothly and not get involved in any messy incidents was because Saori used her father's family's power to protect them .

only……

Seeing Ayu who subconsciously pulled his hand out of Saori's hand, Yamashita Tokijiu sighed helplessly.

Saori was slightly startled, a hurt look flashed across her face, but she quickly smiled and said, "Ayu, what's wrong with you? Are you having nightmares again?"

Matsumoto looked at the girl with a bright smile with a complex expression, and then nodded slightly after a while.

Saori's hand hanging by her side quietly clenched her fist. She bit her lip and suppressed the grievance in her heart. When she looked up again, she had a happy and bright expression again.Holding up the specially brought cake, Saori raised her eyebrows and said: "Don't think about that nightmare, I brought you your favorite cake. It was the cake that the dean's mother often bought for us when we were young. At that time, you He often robs me, he has no boyish demeanor at all, haha..."

Before he finished speaking, Matsumoto interrupted with a faint voice, "Saori, I told you that I don't like sweets anymore."

Saori's laughter stopped short, she watched Matsumoto bent over to put on the shoes in a daze, stood up, and walked straight to the gate, without any nostalgia for her, with a forced smile on her face all the time , finally unable to hide the true emotions.

Yamashita Shijiu anxiously looked at Saori, who had an aggrieved and painful face, and Matsumoto Yu who was about to go out without looking back, and shouted helplessly: "Ayu, where are you going? There will be a show later! "

Matsumoto paused in his footsteps, and raised his hand to look at the white and beautiful palm. In his dream, his hand was not like this, it was full of vicissitudes of life and fine scars.

It was a pair of hands that held the knife for a long time.

The five fingers that were opened suddenly closed, Matsumoto said without looking back, "Sorry, it's been a long time, I won't participate in the show for a while, I'm going to a place now."

Saying that, he was about to walk out of the gate, Shanshita Shijiu bit his lip suddenly, stood up and rushed in front of him, blocking his way with his arms outstretched.

Matsumoto looked at him and frowned, "How long?"

"Ayu, we grew up together, you know, I have always known you best, how about, let me guess where you are going," he remembered that time in Kumamoto, Ayu's strange behavior, and calling that The inexplicable attachment to Cai Atobe's girl, since the car accident two years ago, he has never seen Ayu so abnormal.His eyes sank, he looked at him, and said firmly: "You are going to find Atobucai, aren't you?"

Hearing this strange name, Saori raised her head and looked at the two men at the door in astonishment.

Atobe Cai, who is it?How did Ayu meet such a girl?

Matsumoto was taken aback for a while, then nodded.

really!Yamashita looked at Saori worriedly for a long time, leaned close to Matsumoto Yu and said in a low voice, "Ayu, you are crazy! Let alone the last time the Atobe family sent someone over to warn us that it will be the same thing as last time. It didn't happen, just the relationship between Cai Atobe and the next heir of the Atobe family, you shouldn't go to her again! If you offend the young master of the Atobe family, even Saori can't help you Already!"

Although Keigo Atobe and Cai Atobe are brothers and sisters in name, judging from the reaction of Keigo Atobe after Cai Atobe was hijacked last time, the relationship between them is not that simple!

What does Ayu want to do now?Want to grab food from a dangerous lion?Really desperate!

Listening to Yamashita Shijiu's words, Matsumoto felt inexplicably irritated, "She doesn't belong to Keigo Atobe!"

Yamashita was stunned for a long time, as if he didn't expect Matsumoto Yu to be so emotional, he couldn't help frowning, and asked through gritted teeth: "Then, does she belong to you? Ayu, what's wrong with you? Clear your mind!"

Who does it belong to?Who does that person belong to?

No, she belongs to no one, she is... she is...

Matsumoto covered his head violently, shaking his head in pain, "No matter what, I'm going to find her! Get out of the way!"

Seeing him at the bottom of the mountain for a long time who couldn't explain it, he also stubbornly said, "I won't let you! Ayu, I can't just watch you ruin your career! Is that young master of the Atobe family just waiting for you? It's rumored that the next heir of the Atobe family has a strong style. He took over the Atobe family's Jing Sheng before he was an adult. Jing Sheng's group of people are all gangsters! Ayu, do you understand? If you go to provoke him now, there is no way. It’s different from ruining your own life!”

"Shijiu, you bastard!" Matsumoto was buzzing in his head, making him extremely irritable. Seeing that Yamashita Shijiu had been blocking him, he couldn't help but clenched his fist and swung it over.

When he was about to hit Shijiu's face at the foot of the mountain, a slender figure suddenly rushed over, and he couldn't hold back the half-swinged fist for a while. Zhijiu took a few steps back habitually, and was caught by the flustered Yamashita Shijiu.

Yamashita looked at Saori whose cheeks were flushed on the right in disbelief for a long time, "Saori, you idiot, you...!"

Before he finished speaking, Kondo Saori had already broken free from him, stood up straight, covered the side of the face that was hit, and looked up at Matsumoto Yu with a panicked expression, "Ayu, if you If you want to get out of this door, unless you give me another punch."

There was a trace of sad determination in the girl's eyes, she just looked at him without blinking, completely missing the usual bright and charming, Matsumoto couldn't help but clenched his fists, his heart felt a faint pain, After a stalemate for a while, he finally walked back slowly and sat down on the sofa.

Saori Kondo looked at Yu Matsumoto, who was sitting on the sofa with his head bowed in silence, bit his lips, turned his head and said to Yamashita for a long time, "Come out for a while."

Yamashita Shijiu also looked at Matsumoto Yu, that boy, with Saori here today, he probably wouldn't mess around, nodded, and took Saori to a corner of the corridor outside.

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Sure enough, Saori came to question him, and Yamashita Shijiu felt that there was nothing to hide from the girl who grew up with him, so he told her everything.

Saori Kondo's face turned pale when she heard this, and her body seemed to sway unbearably. Yamashita Shijiu hurriedly supported her, but she broke free with a wave of her hand.

"You mean," Saori Kondo bit her lower lip tightly and closed her eyes in pain, "Ayu... likes that girl named Sai Atobe?"

Yamashita looked at her worriedly for a long time, thought for a while, and shook his head, "I think it's more of an inexplicable obsession than liking. Saori, I definitely didn't just say this casually to coax you. Although Ayu is very unusual to that girl, I can't see a trace of love in his eyes when he looks at her, but rather..." He paused, not knowing how to describe that feeling, after returning from Kumamoto Prefecture, He himself has been thinking about this issue. At that time, he really thought that Ayu had a good impression of Atobe, the kind that men have for women, but when he thought about it carefully, it was not, "Instead... it was more like a kind of attachment and persistence." , It was a strange feeling, at that moment, I felt that the person in front of me was not Ayu anymore."

Saori Kondo frowned at him, as if she couldn't understand what he said.

Yamashita Shijiu sighed, "Really, Saori, the way that guy looks at Atobe, I can swear, is completely different from the way he looked at you two years ago."

two years ago...

Saori's face turned pale again, she didn't say anything, turned around and looked out the window, and said after a while, "I agree with you, we can't afford to offend the Atobe family, even the Kondo family, and the Atobe family are completely useless." Comparable." After a pause, she said: "I remember, you mentioned before that a production team in the United States sent Ayu a very good script, and it will take at least three months to make a movie. The opportunity is rare, you Just take it."

Shijiu was helpless at the foot of the mountain, shrugging his shoulders, "Of course I know the opportunity is rare, but that kid is unwilling."

Saori looked out of the window, and there was a flash of determination and vague sadness in her eyes, "If you don't want to, you have to be willing. This time, I will tie Ayu to the plane."

Even if Ayu doesn't like her anymore, she can't just watch him ruin his future.

After all, she still likes him so much.

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Sorry, it's late, let's make a transition, let's double update tomorrow, wait for me~

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