[Comprehensive] I don't love you, who else can I love

"Brother, I like you, brother, I like you so much..."

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A Cai woke up slowly from her nightmare, and her eyes slowly reflected the extremely luxurious and exquisite bed curtain above her head, and she couldn't help being in a trance for a moment.

It stands to reason that many years of rigorous and self-disciplined life as a monarch have made A Cai's already calm and self-sufficient temperament even more stable. Even though under her governance, Qiaoguo has developed from the initial decline to the prosperity of the country and the people's peace hundreds of years later, but Thanks to the first few decades of fighting on the battlefield, Ah Cai has already developed the habit of being calm and cautious whenever and wherever. Even when he just wakes up, he will not let himself be in a trance for so long.

Now is really, an extraordinary time... Ah Cai thought for a while on the bed with his eyes open, and finally confirmed this conclusion helplessly.

It's really rare to be leisurely, the familiar life is suddenly far away, and she doesn't know what to do when she opens her eyes every day.For A Cai, who is slow in her bones, it is not easy to get familiar with a new way of life, not to mention, she has too many things on her mind, which makes her a little bit resistant from the bottom of her heart that she has come to a strange world fact.

Fortunately, she accepted all the memories of the original owner, so even if this world is very different from her original world, it is not impossible to not show her flaws.

It's just that it would be better not to let her have dreams full of girlish springs but she can't ask for it every day.

Ah Cai thought of the illusory girl's voice in the dream, every sound was filled with pain as if her heart had been hollowed out, and she couldn't help but sighed leisurely.

For Ah Cai, who has been working tirelessly for the country and the people for more than 200 years and accidentally ran in the direction of the ancient Mingjun, and has no time, energy, or interest in touching love between men and women, this is really... a bit difficult for her to resist .

Sitting up slowly, he rubbed his messy and smooth black hair. A Cai had a headache and couldn't help muttering: "Is there still a trace of unwillingness left when people are gone? The relationship between a man and a woman is so strong that it can break The boundary between life and death..."

If the long-winded 塙lin like an old lady is here, maybe I can explain to her the mysterious and powerful relationship between men and women.

Qilin is a benevolent beast, with a natural sensitivity to emotions. Beside Ah Cai, who is naturally a bit emotionally slow, Qilin often has to take on the deputy position of an intimate brother and an emotional sister.

However, Yan Lin is not here now, and Ah Cai is not sure whether Yan Lin can find him.This is not the Penglai where Gonglin crossed the Xuhai to find her back then, nor is it any of the twelve kingdoms, she is sure.

This body was not her original body either, she didn't even know how she came here suddenly, just after sleeping and waking up, the world changed.

The owner of her body, Cai Atobe, although she has the same name as her, is an existence completely opposite to her.

Atobucai is a timid girl with low self-esteem. Because of her father's early death and mother's neglect, Atobucai grew up alone since she was a child. Due to her low self-esteem and cowardly character, she did not have a good friend around her until she was 16 years old. friend.

Her life continued in such a dull and lonely way, until a year ago, her noble and glamorous mother remarried and brought her into the Atobe family, one of the top Japanese high society.

Then, Cai Atobe, who has been living in a dark corner, met the young man who was so confident and dazzling that people couldn't look directly at him—Kego Atobe, her brother in name, with a heart beating fiercely, and fell into a deeper and deeper love since then. In the feeling of growing despair that made her unable to break free.

This hopeless, deeper and deeper relationship with the passage of time is a sweet poison/drug, which makes Jibu Cai, who has a hereditary heart disease, unbearable, and finally passes away quietly in a silent night.

A Cai touched the heart of this body with some hesitation, every beat there was labored and slow.Ah Cai knew that it wasn't just the cause of heart disease. Many times, the disease was caused by his heart. He wanted to live in peace with heart disease for more than ten years, but after meeting that young man, he was like mountains collapsing. It is the straw that breaks the camel's back sometimes.

"Should I take care of it...and how should I take care of it..." Ah Cai murmured, with a hint of bewilderment in his calm eyes.

She really doesn't understand these things of love and love. Standing in front of the officials, Ah Cai may be domineering and naturally royal, but in terms of feelings and life, she is extremely ignorant.This made Gong Lin, who had to play the role of an old mother, often break down and growl: "My lord, can't you put a little of your shrewdness and determination in court and state affairs into your daily life? Just a little, just a little!"

There is probably a saying that is right, a genius is always a genius on the one hand and an idiot on the other.

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After freshening up and dressing herself up, Ah Cai walked along the elegant and retro European-style spiral staircase to the living room with bright morning light, and was not surprised to see a quiet room.There was an elaborate breakfast on the table, and a plate at the other end, but it was empty.A maid was tidying up. When she saw Ah Cai coming down, she smiled at her, "Good morning, Miss."

A Cai nodded, "Mmm", looked at the empty dinner plate, thought for a while and asked, "Brother...Brother has already left?"

"Yes, the young master left early in the morning, saying that there was an activity in the club." The maid replied with a smile, and saw A Cai sat down to eat breakfast with a "hmm" before continuing to tidy up neatly.

After coming to this world, she hadn't seen this brother in name, only a few glimpses in school.For this younger sister who was airborne halfway, Keigo Atobe didn't hate it, but he wasn't very happy either. Judging from the memory of Kai Atobe, Keigo Atobe had always had a dispensable attitude towards this sister, and would fight when he saw her. A hello, but that's all.

Like strangers living under the same roof.

In fact, it is an overestimation to say that it is a stranger.

Ah Cai ate his breakfast slowly, but he was thinking about Cai Atobe and Keigo Atobe in his mind.Suddenly, a slightly surprised voice interrupted A Cai's contemplation, "Miss..."

A Cai raised his eyebrows slightly, and looked at the maid who had just packed up.She coughed lightly, seeming to hold back a certain kind of smile and said softly, "Even if you like shredded lettuce very much, you should eat something else."

Miss, she was chewing on the shredded lettuce as a garnish, and she had been chewing for almost 5 minutes.Is shredded lettuce that tasty?

A Cai was slightly stunned, and looked at the untouched sausage and fried egg on the dinner plate, feeling a little embarrassed, but how could a noble and glamorous monarch show any negative emotions in front of others?Miss A Cai let out a calm "Oh", picked up a sausage, and started to eat slowly, but as she ate, her thoughts drifted away again.

After watching her lady take a bite of sausage, she chewed and chewed, chewed and chewed with her delicate mouth, but she didn't see her take a second bite for a long time, Miss Fujiwara suddenly felt a little headache.

Why didn't I find out before, Miss...she seems a little dazed...

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A Cai, who didn't know that his idiot attributes had been exposed, finished his breakfast slowly and came to the school.

Because he had gone to school for a few days before, Ah Cai was familiar with school life.Although she was exposed to things that she had never been exposed to before, thanks to Atobe's memory, it was not difficult to accept.

At this time, she was having physical education class in the playground.Atobe Cai doesn't have many good friends, but because of her relationship with the Atobe family, people around will give her some face and won't ostracize her - at least that's what others think.

But in fact, the students in Class [-] and Class [-] of senior high school are very wronged!Although campus violence has been rampant in recent years, it doesn't mean that everyone likes to live that kind of dark and complicated life. Many of them are positive and uplifting youths. Well, it's not intentional to isolate a certain classmate, okay? , what their sunny young hearts yearn for is the harmony of the earth and the beauty of their homeland, but it's a pity that some people don't appreciate it!

In a word, they want to get along well with Atobucai, but unfortunately, that girl has too low self-esteem, and has developed victimization paranoia. She dare not accept their kindness, and she is unwilling to accept it. She would rather be alone Past.

It’s just that in the past few days, some delicate children’s shoes have noticed that Jibucai seems to have changed a bit. Although she will not become lively and enthusiastic all of a sudden, at least she will respond when she talks to her, and she will no longer look away, like a frightened person. She shrinks into her own world like a rabbit, and news spreads from the children's shoes sitting near her. Not only will she respond, but she can also chat a few words!I am flattered and amazed!

For this change in Atobe, the most exciting thing is the monitor of the third class, Oguri Hoko. As a monitor who has devoted herself to the class, she never wants to see a child's shoe make any mistakes under her leadership, that is right An insult to her ability, a trample on her character!

Therefore, Cai Atobe, who couldn't integrate into the class, has always been a thorn in her heart. Even if no one is willing to show her love to Cai Atobe with a hot face and a cold ass, Xiao Li still remains unyielding and vows to make this The dark girl brings back to the bright road.

Now, her hard work has finally paid off.Xiaoli Fazi was so excited that her eyes filled with tears, she felt that her own efforts must have impressed Atobe Cai, and now it is time for her to make persistent efforts!

So, when the teacher said that two people would do the stretching gymnastics next time, she ran to Atobe Cai, grinning brightly, "Atobe-san, if you don't mind, let's go in two groups!"

However, the girl in front of her seemed to be absent-minded, her eyes kept staring in one direction, her brows were slightly frowned, her eyes were sharp, and her face was cold and serious, which inexplicably made Fazi Xiaoli's heart tremble.

What the hell, suddenly the little white rabbit evolved into a ghost animal?Xiaoli rubbed her heart, and called her a few more times without giving up, but she couldn't get a response, so she couldn't help but look in the direction of her gaze strangely.

In the field of vision, the hero of their Ice Emperor—Kego Atobe was standing by the tennis court, wearing a gray and white sportswear, holding a tennis racket in his hand, and the broken hair on his forehead was wet with sweat, and a strand of it One strand sticks to the face, making the noble and handsome boy look a little more wild and sexy. Even Noriko Oguri, who has always sneered at creatures like boys, has to admit that Keigo Atobe has a magical power that makes girls crazy .

At this time, I saw a girl with long hair and beautiful standing in front of him holding a white towel, looking at him with a smile, Atobe lowered her head slightly, because of the reflection of the sun, Xiaoli couldn't see his expression clearly, only saw He took the towel.

Xiaoli Fazi curled his lips, so he was dumbfounded by the man~ But, do you need a stern expression?If she didn't know, she thought the other party was her enemy.

She couldn't help but glanced at the girl beside her, only to see that her brows were frowning even tighter, and her face turned pale inexplicably.

Oguri Nokiko touched her head in confusion, and said without words: "Do you know Nanako Suzuki? It is said that the Suzuki family and the Atobe family intend to marry each other. I don't know if it is true or not. You are Atobe-kun's younger sister. Should know?"

As soon as she finished speaking, she saw the girl in front of her gritted her teeth suddenly, her brows were furrowed, her little face was blue, and her right hand grabbed the shirt at her heart, as if she was enduring some kind of unforgettable pain, even a little bit of blood oozing from her forehead. cold sweat.

Noriko Oguri was startled, "Atobe-san, what's wrong with you? Atobe-san?!"

In the next second, the girl in front of her suddenly fell straight towards her, and passed out from the pain.

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When Ah Cai woke up again, he was in the infirmary that smelled faintly of medicine.

She stared blankly at the snow-white roof for a while, then sat up, and gently stroked her still aching heart.

Atobe Cai's obsession is too deep.If this goes on like this, sooner or later, the body will not be able to endure it.

If she dies, can she return to Qiao Country?

But, what if death is death?

A Cai's eyes closed slightly, thinking of the days and nights of bloody battles when he conquered the puppet king, thinking of the purgatory on earth where the land was withered and the people were displaced at the beginning of the Qiao Kingdom, and the man who fought shoulder to shoulder with her, although he would sarcastically say " Isn’t the so-called throne bought with blood and countless lives? This fact, my lord, you should have seen it clearly beforehand.” However, he was mercifully unwilling to hurt an innocent person. In the end, he was covered in blood. The blood fell on the land that had been guarded all his life, his eyes were blank but he smiled and said: "It is Xiaotian's regret that he cannot see the Lord's Qiao Country. My Lord, Qiao Country... I will leave it to you" the young man General.

She also remembered the first time when she quelled the war, and when she was wandering around the country, that person respectfully presented her a bowl of clean water in a tattered bowl, gritted her teeth and said to her, "My lord, Xiaomin's father!" , mother and elder brother both went, father and elder brother died on the battlefield, mother...mother died of starvation... Lord, please, please build Qiaoguo into a country where no one will fight again. Starving country!" Teenager.Thinking of her silently taking the bowl of clear water and gulping it down, she said "yes" in a deep voice.

I think of the arduous process of Qiaoguo slowly recovering its tranquility and moving towards prosperity, and the happy and satisfied smiling faces of everyone in the prosperous Qiaoguo.

That is the country she has guarded for more than 200 years, and it is also the country she has made many promises to.

When she opened her eyes again, Ah Cai's eyes were firm. She rubbed her forehead lightly, and murmured blankly: "I really don't know how to deal with this kind of thing... What should you do? Would you like to rest in peace?"

The author has something to say:

This article involves two of my favorite anime, "The Prince of Tennis" everyone knows, but how many people have seen "Twelve Kingdoms"?

The writing of the teenagers of the Big Ben Mingji Department, the time is the high school days of the teenagers, and it is absolutely not cheating. It has been overhauled in the past few days. After the repair, it will be updated every day, and occasionally double updates. Please feel free to jump into the pit~ Lots of bubbling and support~

Let’s post the background of "Twelve Kingdoms", "Twelve Kingdoms" is a god-level animation that I love very much:

"Twelve Kingdoms" is a series of fantasy novels written by Japanese novelist Fuyumi Ono. The content uses the experience of a Japanese high school girl involved in a different world to bring out the history of the rise and fall of the huge twelve countries.

The world of the Twelve Kingdoms is adapted from the world where gods and demons exist in Shan Hai Jing.Its culture and political system are very similar to ancient China.There are autocratic/autocratic dynasties, but the throne cannot be hereditary. It is chosen by the divine beast unicorn of each country according to the will of heaven.

The king and some high-ranking officials can become gods by submitting to the emperor of heaven, and they are basically immortal unless they are beheaded by Dongqi or their bodies are cut in two.If the king does not govern the country according to the will of heaven and deviates from the way of benevolence, Qilin will be infected with the disease of injustice. Unless the king can change himself, commit suicide or ask the emperor to abdicate, Qilin will be sick and die.After Qilin died, the king would also die within a year.

Our Ah Cai is the king of the Qiao Kingdom, and her unicorn is the mother’s 塙lin~~ and Ah Cai is the "fetal fruit", that is, the fetus that should have been born in the twelve countries floated to "Penglai (that is, Japan)" through the eclipse , and was finally born as an ordinary baby in Penglai.Ah Cai is the king that Gong Lin specially went to Penglai to find.

Well, it’s good to understand these backgrounds, and I won’t cover too much in this article.If you are interested, you can go and watch this anime, it is really a magnificent work that hits human nature directly~~