I cry so hard!
Chapter 38
There was a crescent moon in the sky, and the sea breeze was blowing. Zhao Manzhen and the others left 10 minutes ago, but Mo Chutian didn't have the heart to continue playing. There was Mo Ruanmiao by his side. It affected the mood of the child, and soon Mo Chutian calmed down.
"Miaomiao, do you want to eat anything else?" Mo Chutian asked with a smile, as if nothing had happened before.
Mo Ruanmiao seemed to have lost his soul, he shook his head and said, "I want to go back."
Hearing that his tone was wrong, and thinking that he hadn't taken any medicine tonight, Mo Chutian asked, "Is there something wrong?"
"No, I just want to sleep a bit. I'm too tired from playing today." Mo Ruanmiao said in a low voice. After saying this, he raised his hand to hold Mo Chutian's arm, and leaned his head on his shoulder.
Mo Chutian couldn't stand his coquettish appearance the most, and immediately felt better, "Then we'll go back."
After returning to the room, Mo Ruanmiao didn't go to sleep after taking a shower. He ran to the floor-to-ceiling window with a glass of drink and lay down on his stomach. He quietly looked at the sea not far away, and didn't talk to Mo Chutian. His eyes were lowered. I don't know what to think.
At night, Mo Chutian had a lot of things on his mind. With his mind distracted, he didn't notice what was wrong with Mo Ruanmiao for a while. He only thought that Mo Ruanmiao wanted to see the scenery. When he came out of the shower, Mo Ruanmiao Still staying where he was, he wanted to go and sit with Mo Ruanmiao, but Zhao Manzhen's call came.
What he was talking about was nothing more than the things he said at night. Zhao Manzhen's attitude this time was tougher than ever before. He even said that if Mo Chutian didn't go to see the daughter of the Wang family, then Mo Chutian would not want to get any shares in the Zhao family from her in the future. .
Regarding these things, Mo Chutian has always been indifferent to these things. He just finds it very strange. Since childhood, Zhao Manzhen did not say to respect him in everything, but at least let Mo Chutian decide on major matters. Zhao Manzhen has been too abnormal recently.
The last conversation broke up again, and Mo Chutian restrained his temper so that he didn't quarrel with Zhao Manzhen.
And all of this fell into Mo Ruanmiao's ears. Although I don't know what Zhao Manzhen said, but from what Mo Chutian said, it can be inferred that eight or nine points can be inferred. Ruan Miao couldn't sit still at all, but he was the only one who didn't have any means, let alone guessing everyone's thoughts.
"Brother." Mo Ruanmiao turned around and shouted, he looked at Mo Chutian, his eyes were so complicated that no one could understand.
Mo Chutian put the phone aside, walked over and stood side by side with Mo Ruanmiao, rubbed Mo Ruanmiao's hair, and asked in a warm voice: "Did you drink the medicine?"
Mo Ruanmiao nodded.
"Today..." Mo Ruanmiao had a hard time speaking, his eyes were unconsciously covered with water vapor, he didn't know how to go on, as if saying these words from his standpoint was too inexplicable, but he was afraid If I don't say anything, I won't have a chance at all, "May I not go to see her?"
who?Mo Chutian's mind went blank for a moment when he heard the words, Mo Ruanmiao spoke intermittently, it was difficult to understand what he meant, but in the next second, Mo Chutian suddenly knew what Mo Ruanmiao was talking about.
During the call just now, in order to perfunctory Zhao Manzhen, he said that he agreed to meet Miss Wang's family, but that was just what he said casually.
It's just that Mo Chutian didn't expect that Mo Ruanmiao would react to this matter. He just thought that Mo Ruanmiao had a bad impression of Miss Wang's family after hearing what the adults said, so he didn't want to let him go. Just explain clearly. .
However, Mo Chutian didn't have a chance to speak at all. He was silent for too long, and Mo Ruanmiao regarded the silence as a denial. Mo Chutian still wanted to see that woman, and what he said was useless.
Mo Ruanmiao took a step forward, and he got closer to Mo Chutian, just like many times before, he grabbed Mo Chutian's clothes, raised his head, and his voice was soft, this time with an unknowing At a loss, "Brother, don't go to see her, okay?"
He really didn't have a smarter way to deal with this matter. When Mo Chutian was arguing with Zhao Manzhen, Mo Ruanmiao was also thinking of a way, but he couldn't think of a way, and the most rogue way he could think of was just pretending to be sick that day , dragged Mo Chutian and refused to let him go, since Mo Chutian was so kind to him, he would definitely not go.
The method is crude but effective.
But if he doesn't go this time, he will go next time, he can't always pretend to be sick, there will always be times when he is not around, he is terribly afraid that when they meet again, there will be another woman standing beside Mo Chutian.
Mo Chutian lost the explanation draft that had already been typed. When he met Mo Ruanmiao's eyes, and when he caught a slight difference from them, a thought came to his mind, don't explain, don't allow it. explain.
In front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, the eyes of the two men were facing each other. Not far away was the endless sea and the bright moon in the sky.Mo Chutian looked deeply at Mo Ruan Miao, he always hoped that it was his own illusion just now, Mo Ruan Miao should not have such emotion in his eyes when facing him.
"You are not allowed to see her." Mo Ruanmiao repeated this sentence again, this time he was not allowed, his expression was aggrieved and stubborn.
Almost as if by accident, the string called rationality in Mo Chutian's brain has been broken, and he heard himself asking: "Why?"
Mo Chutian didn't know how serious his expression was, and he didn't know what it would be like to fall on Mo Ruan Miao, he saw Mo Ruan Miao shook his head, as if refusing to answer.
"Miaomiao," Mo Chutian raised his hand to hold Mo Ruanmiao's shoulders, and looked down at him deeply. The person in front of him was his younger brother. As soon as thoughts popped up, they would grow in his mind. After becoming the nourishment of reason, his expression loosened a little, and a smile climbed up the corner of his mouth. He let go of Mo Ruanmiao, and his tone had returned to his usual relaxed tone, "It's late, go to bed."
Mo Chutian is still a good brother. It seems that nothing happened just now. He gently held Mo Ruan Miao's wrist and led him forward. He also talked about tomorrow's plan with Mo Ruan Miao, and asked Mo Ruan Miao Is there anything Miao wants to play? If you go abroad, the time may be a little tight. He doesn't care whether Mo Ruanmiao answers or not. It's even best if Mo Ruanmiao doesn't speak.
"I like you." The young man's voice echoed in the empty room, and with those four words, everything was settled.
The two stopped moving forward, Mo Ruanmiao lowered his head, he broke away from Mo Chutian's hand, and repeated in a trembling voice: "Because I like you."
The room fell into silence, and the bright lights shone on the two of them. All emotions were nakedly spread out at this moment, with the young man's sincere and warm heart.
After a long time, Mo Chutian smiled, looked sideways at Mo Ruanmiao, and said calmly, "I like Miaomiao too."
"It's not the same," Mo Ruanmiao raised his head, his eyes were red, and he retorted, "Our likes are different."
Mo Chutian was able to remain calm at the negotiating table, and he could endure Zhao Manzhen's offensive, but he couldn't bear Mo Ruanmiao's two words, and the anxious feeling in his heart flowed through his body with his blood. He wanted to It doesn't work, what went wrong?
"Miaomiao, do you know what you are talking about?" Mo Chutian frowned and asked.
"I know," some words can't be taken back, but Mo Ruanmiao didn't know how to end it. He thought that the most important sentence had already been said, so it didn't matter if he said the rest, "I know I What are you talking about?"
The moment Mo Ruan Miao uttered the last word, Mo Chutian's voice suddenly rose. Since Mo Ruan Miao was hospitalized, he never spoke so loudly to Mo Ruan Miao again. Today is the first time.
"Mo Ruanmiao, you don't know!" Mo Chutian closed his eyes as if he was out of breath, but Mo Ruanmiao, how could he know?How can he understand what it means to like, and how can he understand what the words he said now represent!
Mo Chutian turned around irritably and stopped looking at Mo Ruanmiao, why did it become like this at night?One second he was his younger brother, the next moment he said he liked him, and a little kid said he liked him.
Mo Ruanmiao looked at Mo Chutian's back with red eyes, he was extremely wronged, Mo Chutian's good days made him forget the other person's bad appearance at first, but Mo Chutian is that Mo Chutian, he will still be bad .
"Brother," Mo Ruanmiao shouted, suppressing his crying, he refused to whitewash the peace, "I know everything, I'm already eighteen."
There were bursts of crying in the bedroom. The owner of the voice didn't dare to cry loudly, but just lowered his head and pursed his lips and cried softly, his body was shaking constantly. Mo Chutian refused to talk to him, and Mo Ruanmiao was finally afraid. He is too reckless, maybe he should keep this feeling in his heart and never say it out for the rest of his life.
Mo Chutian remembered that night in the hospital again, that weak and pitiful elder brother, and he also remembered that chaotic night when he kissed Mo Ruanmiao, the memories were intertwined with the tiny crying in his ears , Mo Chutian clenched his hand and then let it go, finally he turned around.
A step away, Mo Chutian looked at Mo Ruanmiao with deep eyes. He thought that this matter was his own fault in the final analysis. The fault was in the original kiss. What a catalytic function, but since that kiss, Mo Ruanmiao has changed.
The Mo Ruanmiao in his memory is fresh, every change in him is also fresh, Mo Ruanmiao is always by his side, Mo Chutian has never thought about it carefully, so now, he realizes that From that day on, Mo Ruanmiao changed.
This is all his dereliction of duty, he is not a good brother.
Mo Chutian sighed, he took a step forward, raised his arms and hugged Mo Ruanmiao, the person in his arms was crying hard, but silently, Mo Chutian felt very blocked and uncomfortable, he stroked Holding Mo Ruanmiao's back, close to Mo Ruanmiao's ear, he said slowly in a gentle voice: "I'm sorry, brother is wrong, Miaomiao be good, don't cry."
Mo Ruanmiao cried more and more, he hugged Mo Chutian like a drowning person hugging a piece of driftwood, his face was pressed tightly against Mo Chutian's chest, with a steady heartbeat beside his ears.Mo Ruanmiao felt very sad, Mo Chutian did nothing wrong, neither did she, so what's wrong with being liked?What's wrong with liking someone?
But they can't seem to be together.
Mo Ruanmiao would not naively think that Mo Chutian came to coax him, which meant that the other party accepted him, so Mo Ruanmiao was even more sad.
Things have reached this point, it is impossible to continue playing, Mo Chutian can pretend nothing happened, but Mo Ruanmiao can't.
Xu Shi cried too long the night before. When she woke up in the morning, Mo Ruanmiao looked very haggard, with no blood on her face. It was only one night, and her energy seemed to have been stolen.
Mo Chutian sent a message to Zhao Ling and took Mo Ruanmiao out of the hotel. Seeing Mo Ruanmiao like this, he was always worried that his heart would be uncomfortable. He had just informed the family doctor to wait in the villa.
The scene in the car was the same as when he came yesterday. Mo Ruanmiao leaned on the seat without a word because he felt a little uncomfortable. , he didn't know what to do next.
It was a two-hour drive from the hotel to the villa. On the way, Mo Ruanmiao fell asleep. Seeing someone fell asleep, Mo Chutian moved a little to Mo Ruanmiao's side. Afraid that Mo Ruanmiao would be uncomfortable falling asleep like that, he lightly He gently took him into his arms.
At the moment when Mo Ruanmiao touched Mo Chutian, his eyes suddenly opened, but his expression was a little dazed. He squinted his eyes and looked up at Mo Chutian, then fell asleep again. He found a comfortable position on Mo Chutian's body.
When he arrived at the villa, the doctor was already waiting in the living room. He did some basic examinations on Mo Ruanmiao, and there was no problem for the time being.The doctor didn't know Mo Ruanmiao's identity, so he became cautious when speaking. When it was only him and Mo Chutian, the doctor tactfully mentioned Mo Ruanmiao's heart problem, probably saying don't let Mo Ruanmiao get too emotional. mood swings.
She went to bed late last night, and Mo Ruanmiao was not in good spirits, so she fell asleep after the examination, and slept past meal time.
After this night, Mo Chutian wasn't as nonchalant as he showed, he was a little confused, didn't eat lunch, stayed in the study alone and smoked for a long time.Smoking for a long time was also helpful. He finally knew where the problem was. He didn't accept it, but he didn't refuse it either.
Mo Chutian frowned, he couldn't say no to Mo Ruanmiao at all.
On the penultimate day after the National Day ended, the two returned to City S.
As soon as she returned to Xihua, Aunt Chen was keenly aware that something was wrong between the two of them. Mo Ruanmiao usually wished to make herself smaller and stay in Mo Chutian's pocket, but now she didn't say a word to Mo Chutian. Chu Tian said that when he was playing with the cat, he was always in a daze.
It was impossible for Aunt Chen to ask Mo Ruanmiao about the situation, so she had to go to the study and catch Mo Chutian while Mo Ruanmiao was back in the room. Face asked: "What's the matter with you and Miaomiao? They didn't say a word."
Mo Chutian didn't know how to tell Aunt Chen about this situation. He didn't want the old man to worry, so he said, "I made Miaomiao angry, wait for two days and it will be fine."
"Oh, what two days?" Aunt Chen glared at Mo Chutian, "Miaomiao should go back to school the day after tomorrow."
This inadvertently reminded Mo Chutian.
When eating at night, Mo Ruanmiao still didn't have much appetite, but because Aunt Chen cooked the dishes, he still ate a few more mouthfuls. Mo Chutian looked at Mo Ruanmiao calmly, and felt that the cats beside him ate more than him. much.
After dinner, Mo Ruanmiao carried the cat back to the room, but after a few days of meticulous care, the kitten was completely different from the previous one, and seemed to be a little fatter.Mo Ruanmiao put the cat on the low table and faced it. The kitten probably knew that its owner was in a bad mood, so it tilted its head and meowed.
"Why are you so cute?" Mo Ruanmiao said with a smile while stroking it.
Mo Ruanmiao took another cat teasing stick from the side to play with the kitten. Just as he was having fun with the cat, there was a knock on the door.
Mo Ruanmiao stopped, feeling a little nervous. Aunt Chen's knock on the door was not like this, so it could only be Mo Chutian, "Come in."
After getting permission, Mo Chutian turned the doorknob and walked into the bedroom. He held a piece of tiramisu and a cup of hot milk in his hand. He walked to Mo Ruanmiao and sat cross-legged, then picked up the cat with one hand and put it on the bed. On the blanket, put the food on the table, "You eat too little at night, have another snack."
These are what Mo Ruanmiao likes to eat. He didn't feel hungry, but he felt that he had eaten too little. He said, "Thank you brother." Then he took a sip of hot milk.
Mo Chutian breathed a sigh of relief when he heard this address, and he would just be willing to call him brother.
After drinking the milk, Mo Ruanmiao picked up a small spoon and ate the cake. The kitten kept rubbing against him, probably wanting to eat it too, but cats can't eat chocolate, so Mo Ruanmiao could only speed up the solution of the cake. speed.
Looking at this scene, Mo Chutian couldn't hold back his laughter. Mo Ruanmiao still had a mouthful of cake stuffed in his mouth, and he complained vaguely: "Don't laugh!"
"Okay, okay, stop laughing," Mo Chutian put away his smile, but his eyes were full of smiles, "Come on, I'll help Miaomiao take the kitten." While speaking, Mo Chutian leaned forward and lifted the kitten from Mo Ruan Miao hugged it by his legs and put it in his arms. He said, "No hurry, eat slowly."
Mo Ruanmiao finished eating the cake slowly. After hesitating for a while, he still said, "Brother...can you not go to see her?"
After several days, Mo Ruanmiao was still thinking about it.
Mo Chutian was stunned for a while, and his expression gradually became serious, "I won't go to see her, I never planned to go to see her from the very beginning."
"But you promised your aunt on the phone." Mo Ruanmiao didn't quite believe it.
"It's all fake." Mo Chutian said.
Mo Ruanmiao realized something was wrong belatedly, he looked at Mo Chutian angrily, why didn't he say anything that night?If Mo Chutian had said it, then he would definitely not confess so quickly.The words can't be said so firmly, maybe the time to say that sentence will be a little later, maybe on the bed at eleven o'clock.
Mo Ruanmiao returned to school the day after the National Day holiday, and he left the cat in Xihua. Mo Ruanmiao originally wanted to bring the cat back to school, but there were too many things for the kitten, and he usually had to attend classes, so there was no Enough energy to take care of the cat, Mo Chutian repeatedly assured him that they would take good care of their cat, Mo Ruanmiao agreed to keep the cat.
After the National Day came, the schoolwork became much heavier. On Thursday, the teacher took more than ten students in the class to the countryside to sketch, and the group had to stay there until Saturday before going back to school.
The conditions in the countryside are far worse than dormitories. The rented place is the house of a local farmer. The room is quite clean, but the equipment is a bit old. When I sleep at night, there is only one electric fan blowing on it.
In fact, this was nothing to Mo Ruanmiao, he was already cold, and the night in the countryside in mid-October was not very hot, but Mo Ruanmiao's classmates were very afraid of the heat, so they asked the host for a mat that day.
The time for sketching this time was not chosen well, it started to rain on Friday night, not to mention sketching, even going out, so everyone stayed in their rooms at night, because they did not expect the weather to turn sharply, Mo Ruanmiao I didn't bring thicker clothes, and felt a little cold at night.
There are two beds in the room. Mo Ruanmiao's classmate is playing games with earphones. If he doesn't want to play games, he holds a sketchbook and draws. He is a little confused. Yesterday he received a message from him when he was studying in France. The teacher's email, the teacher asked him when he would go back.
Mo Ruanmiao didn't want to go back, it was because of Zheng Junmei before, but now it was because of Mo Chutian.
Probably the aftereffects of what happened in Hong Kong City are big enough. Mo Ruanmiao now thinks that Mo Chutian has no way to calm down. He can't guess Mo Chutian's attitude towards him. He thinks back to Mo Chutian He tried his best to recall every detail of his performance, and he came to the conclusion that the emotion those words brought to Mo Chutian was definitely not joy.
Mo Chutian went on a business trip to a neighboring city for the past few days and came back at night. At first he planned to ask the driver to pick up Mo Ruanmiao, but Mo Ruanmiao went to sketch and would not come back until Saturday. He gave Mo Ruanmiao I made a phone call, the first time I didn't get through, and the second time I was picked up.
Just now Mo Ruanmiao went out to eat jujubes, and now he still has a handful in his hand, which was given to him by the master. Mo Ruanmiao was standing near the window, and the rain was pouring again. Mo Chutian heard the rain in a while Voice.
Mo Chutian asked: "Have you brought enough clothes?"
Mo Ruanmiao glanced at the shirt she was wearing and said, "Enough."
The two chatted a few more words casually, but Mo Ruanmiao was not in the mood, Mo Chutian heard it, and he went straight to the topic, "I will pick you up at school tomorrow afternoon."
Hearing this sentence, Mo Ruanmiao was silent. He thought for a long time, and finally said: "No, I may not be back until very late on Saturday, and I have to hand in my homework next Monday. I want to stay in school."
This is not the first time Mo Ruanmiao refuses to go back to Xihua, but he used to want to go back to Xihua, but now, Mo Chutian can tell whether Mo Ruanmiao really doesn't want to go back, or maybe he doesn't want to see him with him.
After hanging up the phone, Mo Ruanmiao sat on the edge of the bed and stuffed dates into his mouth. The dates were big and sweet, but they did not bring Mo Ruanmiao a good mood. He had read many forums recently, but none of them told him How could he chase a man nine years older than him.
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A belated Valentine’s Day gift, everyone’s cheers, Miaomiao knows it~ He said he will work hard, please rest assured, in the same way, Miaomiao’s brother Chutian will also work hard to get enlightened
"Miaomiao, do you want to eat anything else?" Mo Chutian asked with a smile, as if nothing had happened before.
Mo Ruanmiao seemed to have lost his soul, he shook his head and said, "I want to go back."
Hearing that his tone was wrong, and thinking that he hadn't taken any medicine tonight, Mo Chutian asked, "Is there something wrong?"
"No, I just want to sleep a bit. I'm too tired from playing today." Mo Ruanmiao said in a low voice. After saying this, he raised his hand to hold Mo Chutian's arm, and leaned his head on his shoulder.
Mo Chutian couldn't stand his coquettish appearance the most, and immediately felt better, "Then we'll go back."
After returning to the room, Mo Ruanmiao didn't go to sleep after taking a shower. He ran to the floor-to-ceiling window with a glass of drink and lay down on his stomach. He quietly looked at the sea not far away, and didn't talk to Mo Chutian. His eyes were lowered. I don't know what to think.
At night, Mo Chutian had a lot of things on his mind. With his mind distracted, he didn't notice what was wrong with Mo Ruanmiao for a while. He only thought that Mo Ruanmiao wanted to see the scenery. When he came out of the shower, Mo Ruanmiao Still staying where he was, he wanted to go and sit with Mo Ruanmiao, but Zhao Manzhen's call came.
What he was talking about was nothing more than the things he said at night. Zhao Manzhen's attitude this time was tougher than ever before. He even said that if Mo Chutian didn't go to see the daughter of the Wang family, then Mo Chutian would not want to get any shares in the Zhao family from her in the future. .
Regarding these things, Mo Chutian has always been indifferent to these things. He just finds it very strange. Since childhood, Zhao Manzhen did not say to respect him in everything, but at least let Mo Chutian decide on major matters. Zhao Manzhen has been too abnormal recently.
The last conversation broke up again, and Mo Chutian restrained his temper so that he didn't quarrel with Zhao Manzhen.
And all of this fell into Mo Ruanmiao's ears. Although I don't know what Zhao Manzhen said, but from what Mo Chutian said, it can be inferred that eight or nine points can be inferred. Ruan Miao couldn't sit still at all, but he was the only one who didn't have any means, let alone guessing everyone's thoughts.
"Brother." Mo Ruanmiao turned around and shouted, he looked at Mo Chutian, his eyes were so complicated that no one could understand.
Mo Chutian put the phone aside, walked over and stood side by side with Mo Ruanmiao, rubbed Mo Ruanmiao's hair, and asked in a warm voice: "Did you drink the medicine?"
Mo Ruanmiao nodded.
"Today..." Mo Ruanmiao had a hard time speaking, his eyes were unconsciously covered with water vapor, he didn't know how to go on, as if saying these words from his standpoint was too inexplicable, but he was afraid If I don't say anything, I won't have a chance at all, "May I not go to see her?"
who?Mo Chutian's mind went blank for a moment when he heard the words, Mo Ruanmiao spoke intermittently, it was difficult to understand what he meant, but in the next second, Mo Chutian suddenly knew what Mo Ruanmiao was talking about.
During the call just now, in order to perfunctory Zhao Manzhen, he said that he agreed to meet Miss Wang's family, but that was just what he said casually.
It's just that Mo Chutian didn't expect that Mo Ruanmiao would react to this matter. He just thought that Mo Ruanmiao had a bad impression of Miss Wang's family after hearing what the adults said, so he didn't want to let him go. Just explain clearly. .
However, Mo Chutian didn't have a chance to speak at all. He was silent for too long, and Mo Ruanmiao regarded the silence as a denial. Mo Chutian still wanted to see that woman, and what he said was useless.
Mo Ruanmiao took a step forward, and he got closer to Mo Chutian, just like many times before, he grabbed Mo Chutian's clothes, raised his head, and his voice was soft, this time with an unknowing At a loss, "Brother, don't go to see her, okay?"
He really didn't have a smarter way to deal with this matter. When Mo Chutian was arguing with Zhao Manzhen, Mo Ruanmiao was also thinking of a way, but he couldn't think of a way, and the most rogue way he could think of was just pretending to be sick that day , dragged Mo Chutian and refused to let him go, since Mo Chutian was so kind to him, he would definitely not go.
The method is crude but effective.
But if he doesn't go this time, he will go next time, he can't always pretend to be sick, there will always be times when he is not around, he is terribly afraid that when they meet again, there will be another woman standing beside Mo Chutian.
Mo Chutian lost the explanation draft that had already been typed. When he met Mo Ruanmiao's eyes, and when he caught a slight difference from them, a thought came to his mind, don't explain, don't allow it. explain.
In front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, the eyes of the two men were facing each other. Not far away was the endless sea and the bright moon in the sky.Mo Chutian looked deeply at Mo Ruan Miao, he always hoped that it was his own illusion just now, Mo Ruan Miao should not have such emotion in his eyes when facing him.
"You are not allowed to see her." Mo Ruanmiao repeated this sentence again, this time he was not allowed, his expression was aggrieved and stubborn.
Almost as if by accident, the string called rationality in Mo Chutian's brain has been broken, and he heard himself asking: "Why?"
Mo Chutian didn't know how serious his expression was, and he didn't know what it would be like to fall on Mo Ruan Miao, he saw Mo Ruan Miao shook his head, as if refusing to answer.
"Miaomiao," Mo Chutian raised his hand to hold Mo Ruanmiao's shoulders, and looked down at him deeply. The person in front of him was his younger brother. As soon as thoughts popped up, they would grow in his mind. After becoming the nourishment of reason, his expression loosened a little, and a smile climbed up the corner of his mouth. He let go of Mo Ruanmiao, and his tone had returned to his usual relaxed tone, "It's late, go to bed."
Mo Chutian is still a good brother. It seems that nothing happened just now. He gently held Mo Ruan Miao's wrist and led him forward. He also talked about tomorrow's plan with Mo Ruan Miao, and asked Mo Ruan Miao Is there anything Miao wants to play? If you go abroad, the time may be a little tight. He doesn't care whether Mo Ruanmiao answers or not. It's even best if Mo Ruanmiao doesn't speak.
"I like you." The young man's voice echoed in the empty room, and with those four words, everything was settled.
The two stopped moving forward, Mo Ruanmiao lowered his head, he broke away from Mo Chutian's hand, and repeated in a trembling voice: "Because I like you."
The room fell into silence, and the bright lights shone on the two of them. All emotions were nakedly spread out at this moment, with the young man's sincere and warm heart.
After a long time, Mo Chutian smiled, looked sideways at Mo Ruanmiao, and said calmly, "I like Miaomiao too."
"It's not the same," Mo Ruanmiao raised his head, his eyes were red, and he retorted, "Our likes are different."
Mo Chutian was able to remain calm at the negotiating table, and he could endure Zhao Manzhen's offensive, but he couldn't bear Mo Ruanmiao's two words, and the anxious feeling in his heart flowed through his body with his blood. He wanted to It doesn't work, what went wrong?
"Miaomiao, do you know what you are talking about?" Mo Chutian frowned and asked.
"I know," some words can't be taken back, but Mo Ruanmiao didn't know how to end it. He thought that the most important sentence had already been said, so it didn't matter if he said the rest, "I know I What are you talking about?"
The moment Mo Ruan Miao uttered the last word, Mo Chutian's voice suddenly rose. Since Mo Ruan Miao was hospitalized, he never spoke so loudly to Mo Ruan Miao again. Today is the first time.
"Mo Ruanmiao, you don't know!" Mo Chutian closed his eyes as if he was out of breath, but Mo Ruanmiao, how could he know?How can he understand what it means to like, and how can he understand what the words he said now represent!
Mo Chutian turned around irritably and stopped looking at Mo Ruanmiao, why did it become like this at night?One second he was his younger brother, the next moment he said he liked him, and a little kid said he liked him.
Mo Ruanmiao looked at Mo Chutian's back with red eyes, he was extremely wronged, Mo Chutian's good days made him forget the other person's bad appearance at first, but Mo Chutian is that Mo Chutian, he will still be bad .
"Brother," Mo Ruanmiao shouted, suppressing his crying, he refused to whitewash the peace, "I know everything, I'm already eighteen."
There were bursts of crying in the bedroom. The owner of the voice didn't dare to cry loudly, but just lowered his head and pursed his lips and cried softly, his body was shaking constantly. Mo Chutian refused to talk to him, and Mo Ruanmiao was finally afraid. He is too reckless, maybe he should keep this feeling in his heart and never say it out for the rest of his life.
Mo Chutian remembered that night in the hospital again, that weak and pitiful elder brother, and he also remembered that chaotic night when he kissed Mo Ruanmiao, the memories were intertwined with the tiny crying in his ears , Mo Chutian clenched his hand and then let it go, finally he turned around.
A step away, Mo Chutian looked at Mo Ruanmiao with deep eyes. He thought that this matter was his own fault in the final analysis. The fault was in the original kiss. What a catalytic function, but since that kiss, Mo Ruanmiao has changed.
The Mo Ruanmiao in his memory is fresh, every change in him is also fresh, Mo Ruanmiao is always by his side, Mo Chutian has never thought about it carefully, so now, he realizes that From that day on, Mo Ruanmiao changed.
This is all his dereliction of duty, he is not a good brother.
Mo Chutian sighed, he took a step forward, raised his arms and hugged Mo Ruanmiao, the person in his arms was crying hard, but silently, Mo Chutian felt very blocked and uncomfortable, he stroked Holding Mo Ruanmiao's back, close to Mo Ruanmiao's ear, he said slowly in a gentle voice: "I'm sorry, brother is wrong, Miaomiao be good, don't cry."
Mo Ruanmiao cried more and more, he hugged Mo Chutian like a drowning person hugging a piece of driftwood, his face was pressed tightly against Mo Chutian's chest, with a steady heartbeat beside his ears.Mo Ruanmiao felt very sad, Mo Chutian did nothing wrong, neither did she, so what's wrong with being liked?What's wrong with liking someone?
But they can't seem to be together.
Mo Ruanmiao would not naively think that Mo Chutian came to coax him, which meant that the other party accepted him, so Mo Ruanmiao was even more sad.
Things have reached this point, it is impossible to continue playing, Mo Chutian can pretend nothing happened, but Mo Ruanmiao can't.
Xu Shi cried too long the night before. When she woke up in the morning, Mo Ruanmiao looked very haggard, with no blood on her face. It was only one night, and her energy seemed to have been stolen.
Mo Chutian sent a message to Zhao Ling and took Mo Ruanmiao out of the hotel. Seeing Mo Ruanmiao like this, he was always worried that his heart would be uncomfortable. He had just informed the family doctor to wait in the villa.
The scene in the car was the same as when he came yesterday. Mo Ruanmiao leaned on the seat without a word because he felt a little uncomfortable. , he didn't know what to do next.
It was a two-hour drive from the hotel to the villa. On the way, Mo Ruanmiao fell asleep. Seeing someone fell asleep, Mo Chutian moved a little to Mo Ruanmiao's side. Afraid that Mo Ruanmiao would be uncomfortable falling asleep like that, he lightly He gently took him into his arms.
At the moment when Mo Ruanmiao touched Mo Chutian, his eyes suddenly opened, but his expression was a little dazed. He squinted his eyes and looked up at Mo Chutian, then fell asleep again. He found a comfortable position on Mo Chutian's body.
When he arrived at the villa, the doctor was already waiting in the living room. He did some basic examinations on Mo Ruanmiao, and there was no problem for the time being.The doctor didn't know Mo Ruanmiao's identity, so he became cautious when speaking. When it was only him and Mo Chutian, the doctor tactfully mentioned Mo Ruanmiao's heart problem, probably saying don't let Mo Ruanmiao get too emotional. mood swings.
She went to bed late last night, and Mo Ruanmiao was not in good spirits, so she fell asleep after the examination, and slept past meal time.
After this night, Mo Chutian wasn't as nonchalant as he showed, he was a little confused, didn't eat lunch, stayed in the study alone and smoked for a long time.Smoking for a long time was also helpful. He finally knew where the problem was. He didn't accept it, but he didn't refuse it either.
Mo Chutian frowned, he couldn't say no to Mo Ruanmiao at all.
On the penultimate day after the National Day ended, the two returned to City S.
As soon as she returned to Xihua, Aunt Chen was keenly aware that something was wrong between the two of them. Mo Ruanmiao usually wished to make herself smaller and stay in Mo Chutian's pocket, but now she didn't say a word to Mo Chutian. Chu Tian said that when he was playing with the cat, he was always in a daze.
It was impossible for Aunt Chen to ask Mo Ruanmiao about the situation, so she had to go to the study and catch Mo Chutian while Mo Ruanmiao was back in the room. Face asked: "What's the matter with you and Miaomiao? They didn't say a word."
Mo Chutian didn't know how to tell Aunt Chen about this situation. He didn't want the old man to worry, so he said, "I made Miaomiao angry, wait for two days and it will be fine."
"Oh, what two days?" Aunt Chen glared at Mo Chutian, "Miaomiao should go back to school the day after tomorrow."
This inadvertently reminded Mo Chutian.
When eating at night, Mo Ruanmiao still didn't have much appetite, but because Aunt Chen cooked the dishes, he still ate a few more mouthfuls. Mo Chutian looked at Mo Ruanmiao calmly, and felt that the cats beside him ate more than him. much.
After dinner, Mo Ruanmiao carried the cat back to the room, but after a few days of meticulous care, the kitten was completely different from the previous one, and seemed to be a little fatter.Mo Ruanmiao put the cat on the low table and faced it. The kitten probably knew that its owner was in a bad mood, so it tilted its head and meowed.
"Why are you so cute?" Mo Ruanmiao said with a smile while stroking it.
Mo Ruanmiao took another cat teasing stick from the side to play with the kitten. Just as he was having fun with the cat, there was a knock on the door.
Mo Ruanmiao stopped, feeling a little nervous. Aunt Chen's knock on the door was not like this, so it could only be Mo Chutian, "Come in."
After getting permission, Mo Chutian turned the doorknob and walked into the bedroom. He held a piece of tiramisu and a cup of hot milk in his hand. He walked to Mo Ruanmiao and sat cross-legged, then picked up the cat with one hand and put it on the bed. On the blanket, put the food on the table, "You eat too little at night, have another snack."
These are what Mo Ruanmiao likes to eat. He didn't feel hungry, but he felt that he had eaten too little. He said, "Thank you brother." Then he took a sip of hot milk.
Mo Chutian breathed a sigh of relief when he heard this address, and he would just be willing to call him brother.
After drinking the milk, Mo Ruanmiao picked up a small spoon and ate the cake. The kitten kept rubbing against him, probably wanting to eat it too, but cats can't eat chocolate, so Mo Ruanmiao could only speed up the solution of the cake. speed.
Looking at this scene, Mo Chutian couldn't hold back his laughter. Mo Ruanmiao still had a mouthful of cake stuffed in his mouth, and he complained vaguely: "Don't laugh!"
"Okay, okay, stop laughing," Mo Chutian put away his smile, but his eyes were full of smiles, "Come on, I'll help Miaomiao take the kitten." While speaking, Mo Chutian leaned forward and lifted the kitten from Mo Ruan Miao hugged it by his legs and put it in his arms. He said, "No hurry, eat slowly."
Mo Ruanmiao finished eating the cake slowly. After hesitating for a while, he still said, "Brother...can you not go to see her?"
After several days, Mo Ruanmiao was still thinking about it.
Mo Chutian was stunned for a while, and his expression gradually became serious, "I won't go to see her, I never planned to go to see her from the very beginning."
"But you promised your aunt on the phone." Mo Ruanmiao didn't quite believe it.
"It's all fake." Mo Chutian said.
Mo Ruanmiao realized something was wrong belatedly, he looked at Mo Chutian angrily, why didn't he say anything that night?If Mo Chutian had said it, then he would definitely not confess so quickly.The words can't be said so firmly, maybe the time to say that sentence will be a little later, maybe on the bed at eleven o'clock.
Mo Ruanmiao returned to school the day after the National Day holiday, and he left the cat in Xihua. Mo Ruanmiao originally wanted to bring the cat back to school, but there were too many things for the kitten, and he usually had to attend classes, so there was no Enough energy to take care of the cat, Mo Chutian repeatedly assured him that they would take good care of their cat, Mo Ruanmiao agreed to keep the cat.
After the National Day came, the schoolwork became much heavier. On Thursday, the teacher took more than ten students in the class to the countryside to sketch, and the group had to stay there until Saturday before going back to school.
The conditions in the countryside are far worse than dormitories. The rented place is the house of a local farmer. The room is quite clean, but the equipment is a bit old. When I sleep at night, there is only one electric fan blowing on it.
In fact, this was nothing to Mo Ruanmiao, he was already cold, and the night in the countryside in mid-October was not very hot, but Mo Ruanmiao's classmates were very afraid of the heat, so they asked the host for a mat that day.
The time for sketching this time was not chosen well, it started to rain on Friday night, not to mention sketching, even going out, so everyone stayed in their rooms at night, because they did not expect the weather to turn sharply, Mo Ruanmiao I didn't bring thicker clothes, and felt a little cold at night.
There are two beds in the room. Mo Ruanmiao's classmate is playing games with earphones. If he doesn't want to play games, he holds a sketchbook and draws. He is a little confused. Yesterday he received a message from him when he was studying in France. The teacher's email, the teacher asked him when he would go back.
Mo Ruanmiao didn't want to go back, it was because of Zheng Junmei before, but now it was because of Mo Chutian.
Probably the aftereffects of what happened in Hong Kong City are big enough. Mo Ruanmiao now thinks that Mo Chutian has no way to calm down. He can't guess Mo Chutian's attitude towards him. He thinks back to Mo Chutian He tried his best to recall every detail of his performance, and he came to the conclusion that the emotion those words brought to Mo Chutian was definitely not joy.
Mo Chutian went on a business trip to a neighboring city for the past few days and came back at night. At first he planned to ask the driver to pick up Mo Ruanmiao, but Mo Ruanmiao went to sketch and would not come back until Saturday. He gave Mo Ruanmiao I made a phone call, the first time I didn't get through, and the second time I was picked up.
Just now Mo Ruanmiao went out to eat jujubes, and now he still has a handful in his hand, which was given to him by the master. Mo Ruanmiao was standing near the window, and the rain was pouring again. Mo Chutian heard the rain in a while Voice.
Mo Chutian asked: "Have you brought enough clothes?"
Mo Ruanmiao glanced at the shirt she was wearing and said, "Enough."
The two chatted a few more words casually, but Mo Ruanmiao was not in the mood, Mo Chutian heard it, and he went straight to the topic, "I will pick you up at school tomorrow afternoon."
Hearing this sentence, Mo Ruanmiao was silent. He thought for a long time, and finally said: "No, I may not be back until very late on Saturday, and I have to hand in my homework next Monday. I want to stay in school."
This is not the first time Mo Ruanmiao refuses to go back to Xihua, but he used to want to go back to Xihua, but now, Mo Chutian can tell whether Mo Ruanmiao really doesn't want to go back, or maybe he doesn't want to see him with him.
After hanging up the phone, Mo Ruanmiao sat on the edge of the bed and stuffed dates into his mouth. The dates were big and sweet, but they did not bring Mo Ruanmiao a good mood. He had read many forums recently, but none of them told him How could he chase a man nine years older than him.
The author has something to say:
A belated Valentine’s Day gift, everyone’s cheers, Miaomiao knows it~ He said he will work hard, please rest assured, in the same way, Miaomiao’s brother Chutian will also work hard to get enlightened
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