On the Strategies of Gao Leng Xueba

Sleepless nights are the hardest.

Rolling to and fro on the bed, Bai Qing's quiet eyes stared aimlessly at an empty place, clearly feeling that she hadn't thought about anything, but her thoughts still drifted away unknowingly, perhaps flowing to the turbulent deep sea hidden under the moonlight, or Or the endless horizon.

He is not very clear about his current mood, precisely because he doesn't know what his own emotions are, so he can't force this unspeakable emotion on others.

Bai Qing can say with certainty that she does not blame Gu Lian.

He just has a little bit of...

Be sad.

Not to mention grievances, but I feel very desolate and Gu Lian is very desolate.

This feeling of desolation seems to be attributed to all homosexuals.

Cold and helpless to the bone, the soul wailed.

Silence can't represent everything, and it can't solve any problems, but apart from silence, Bai Qing really doesn't know what to do or say.

Perhaps the concept that only men and women can love each other has been deeply rooted in everyone's hearts. The changes of the times can't make everyone agree with this high-sounding thing.

Bai Qing probably also knows that this kind of feeling is not allowed, so she hides it, conceals it, and even wants to escape.

"I just want to spend my life peacefully with my lover..."

In a room without lights, a murmur that seemed to come from the sky pierced through people's hearts.

just simply want to...

Spend this short life with your lover.

Is it a heinous crime just because the person you like is a boy?

There is really one thing that I don't understand the world anymore.

Gu Lian didn't come to look for Bai Qing the next day, so Bai Qing was relieved. He didn't think of any countermeasures yet, and he didn't want to talk to Gu Lian about what happened yesterday.

Although Gu Lian didn't show up, his message arrived as scheduled, some usual greetings, and the four words full of confidence at the end of the message.

—Trust me.

Bai Qing's confused heart suddenly shone with a beam of light.

He said to trust him.

Bai Qing believed it, and believed it from beginning to end.

Ye Jia called him at noon, told him what happened yesterday, and apologized to him jokingly on behalf of Gu Lian.

"He doesn't even bother to talk to his dad, and the chat will definitely end in a quarrel. He ignores some things, and he doesn't bother to quarrel with his dad, so he doesn't refute. Don't think too much!"

After Ye Jia finished speaking, he chuckled: "I couldn't see you yesterday, so I called Kang Yang in a hurry."

Speaking of this, his voice was also covered with a layer of sweetness.

Bai Qing also felt embarrassed, and troubled Kang Yang who was far away in his hometown.

"You have to apologize to Kang Yang properly." Bai Qing paused, then sighed: "I'd better apologize, it's my fault after all."

"What, no one is wrong, it's all a misunderstanding." After Ye Jia finished speaking, he yawned: "I won't tell you more, I was exhausted after spending the night in the bar last night, I want to Get some sleep. In short, don’t think too much, Gu Lian was able to throw you down, it must be because of his dog!"

Finally, Bai Qing couldn't hold back and chuckled lightly.

"Okay, you go to sleep."

After hanging up the phone, Bai Qing's mood was much clearer than last night, probably because someone could chat with him about this matter.

Afterwards, Bai Qing sent another text message to Kang Yang, saying that he was just a little at a loss for time, and there was nothing serious, so please don't worry.

Kang Yang also responded in time, hoping that he would feel better, and he trusted Gu Lian [-]%.

Look, even his own friends trust Gu Lian so much, what else does he need to worry about.

He doesn't need to think about anything now, the rest is to wait for the results of the college entrance examination.

Let's go back to the path we thought about at the beginning. Only by working hard on our own, we will have the opportunity to have the right to speak in the future, so that there will be no obstacles between him and Gu Lian.

If you want to be recognized, you have to be strong.

In the past few days, Bai Jiasheng has always felt that there is something wrong with Bai Qing, but he is a man, careless, and he just roughly feels that something is changing quietly, but if he is asked to say something, he really can't say it.

Before going to bed at night, he also tried to discuss it with his wife, but when the words came to his lips, he didn't know how to speak.

He is just a careless man, he doesn't care about anything, and he doesn't have anything to do with scheming. To put it bluntly, he is too simple and honest, so he obviously feels something in certain things, but he has no way to investigate carefully. .

What Bai Qing said to him last time also made him tremble.

Tortured by this feeling, he could not eat or sleep well, and finally one day when Fang Ying was not at home, he had a good talk with his son.

On the sofa, Bai Jiasheng made a cup of tea, took a sip and looked at Bai Qing.

"Is there anything you want to tell me?"

Bai Jiasheng spoke a little strangely. After all, this is the few times he talked alone with his son in his life. If you count this time...

It seems like you can count on one hand.

Her pale jade fingers stroked the lace on the side of the sofa, and Bai Qing frowned indistinctly.

"no."

The ambiguous answer obviously didn't make Bai Jiasheng let him go.

"If you have anything you want to say or dare not say in front of your mother, you can tell me now." Bai Jiasheng coughed and said, "Is there anything we can't say between father and son, right?"

Bai Qing lowered her eyes, her thick and curly eyelashes seemed to tremble in the air.

"I... have nothing to say."

"I really have nothing to say? For example, are you in a relationship? Or have a girl you like? Besides, during the exam, where did you find that you couldn't answer correctly..." Bai Jiasheng didn't give up.

This was the most tangible reason he could think of to make Bai Qing distressed.

But Bai Qing kept denying it and didn't tell him anything.

Bai Jiasheng, who wanted to try to communicate with his son, was at a loss for a while, not knowing how to proceed with this conversation.

In the end, he still couldn't hold back, and the words that had been suppressed in his heart overflowed from his mouth.

"The last time you said, 'If I like boys'... what did you mean?"

After the words fell, the room seemed to fall into boundless silence.

...the result was still asked.

Bai Qing closed her eyes, and opened them after only a few seconds.

"I just want to ask." Bai Qing remained unchanged, curled up the corners of her lips, and showed a shallow smile: "Recently, there are posts on the Internet that support the legalization of homosexuality. After all, social times are different, so everyone's thoughts and opinions are different. It's the same."

Bai Jiasheng stared at Bai Qing for a long time, and finally spoke slowly.

"I don't care if other people are gay, but in my family, it is absolutely not supported."