shadow lover

When my mother went to the hospital for a reexamination, the results were not very satisfactory. The doctor said that the recovery was not very good, and said that the patient should not be allowed to exercise a lot.Mo Han came with nutritional supplements in her hand, she said she was coming to see my aunt, I stepped aside to let her in.

"Auntie's legs are alright?"

"It's not good, sit down, what do you drink?"

"Oh, don't bother, I contacted a nursing home, they can accept aunts there, do you want to go and see the environment."

"Did you explain to the hospital that my mother beat someone?"

"This... we can find someone to take care of it. If you think the cost is high, I can pay part of it."

"Okay, give me the address, I'll go and have a look someday."

On Wednesday, I took a day off and went to the nursing home that Mohan contacted. The overall feeling is that the environment is good. The nurses in the hospital are also relatively professional. Simple patients can be treated in the hospital, and there are hot springs for bathing.I followed the medical staff in the hospital around and asked about the price. The receptionist said that two people usually share a room, 4000 yuan per month, and breakfast, lunch and dinner are provided. If there are special needs, the single room is [-] yuan per month. Months, plus two thousand plus care.I listened and calculated the price in my heart. According to my mother's current situation, it is unrealistic for two people to share a room, and it is also unrealistic to not need a nurse. The inside and outside add up to at least ten thousand per month.

After reading it, I didn’t reply to Mohan until one day when my mother hit my head against the wall and made up my mind to send her there. On the day I was sent to the nursing home, Mohan drove to pick us up. When she saw the bruise on my forehead She frowned.Because Mo Han often came to visit her mother and helped her financially, we became acquainted with each other more often.

"Has the photo been developed?"

"I don't know about this, you have to ask the photo editor."

"Then go back and ask for me. I'll come and get it from you when it's washed out."

"We will deliver the goods to your door. You can just leave the delivery address. If you need to install it, tell the delivery person."

"Okay, anyway, I'm too lazy to go and get it."

"Thank you for your help with my mother's affairs. I will return the money to you as soon as possible."

"No need, just treat it as Anyang's filial piety to his mother, and I should spend some money for my aunt."

"Thank you anyway"

"I hope Auntie can stabilize, let's go, let's go have a meal, are you hungry?"

"Okay, let me treat you, what do you want to eat?"

"Do you like steak?"

"Okay, let's go."

After visiting my mother, the two of us went to a western restaurant together. I have no special preference for food and I am not picky about food, so I handed over the order to each other.

“Anyang likes to eat the steak here”

"Oh, yes."

"You know, every time I yell these two words, I feel that Anyang has not left this world, and that she is still by my side."

"Well, yes."

"How did you become an aunt's daughter"

“By chance”

"It would be great if she could find her mother sooner"

Often Mohan’s mouth is full of Anyang, and I will occasionally echo it. Most of the time is silent. From the first time I met Mohan to the next two years, she would mention the late Anyang every time I sat down. I can feel her deep feelings for each other from her description.

Since my mother was sent to a nursing home, my life has become much easier, and I can sleep more peacefully when I get home. The second time I met Sen Miao was at an event held by a certain brand. We sent five makeup artists to be responsible for the makeup of the models , It was also at that time that I knew that she was the personnel director of this company.At the celebration banquet after the event, I was arranged to make up for him. Sen Miao has beautiful eyebrows, double eyelids, and thin lips.

"Have we met before?"

"Well, at the banquet hosted by President Mu."

"No wonder it looks familiar, oh, by the way, are you feeling better?"

"what…"

"In the bathroom that day, I saw that you were suffering."

"Oh, thank you Mr. Fu for your concern, I'm fine."

"Your body is more important than work. You are young and can afford it now. Wait until you are thirty and have a look. There are always minor problems."

"Well, it's alright."

"What's your name, do you have a business card?"

"Oh, yes, here you are. My name is Anyang, Mr. Fu. If you need service in the future, you can go to the photo studio to find me, or you can call to make an appointment."

"Okay, I'll go and have a look if I have a chance, I'll trouble you today, it's hard work."

"Mr. Fu is very polite, I hope you are satisfied with my service."

"Don't be so polite, see you next time."

Sen Miao left me with a gentle feeling twice before and after. I think my obsession with her later has something to do with my own needs, but more is her gentle smile and delicate softness.One and a half months after the event, Sen Miao came to the photo studio with her friends. She took out her business card, called me by name, and paid for the photo album. When I was doing makeup for her, my stomach turned, and I tried to keep steady and control my hands. strength.

"Are you feeling unwell?"

"no"

"Sweat is left from the sideburns, and he said he was fine."

"I'm fine"

"I won't be shooting today, I will tell the photographer, and I will shoot again when you are in better condition."

"Boss Fu, I can do it. The outside is ready. If you say you don't want to shoot now, I'm afraid others will think that I haven't served you well. I'm really fine. Please sit down."

"It seems that even the tone of speech is exactly the same."

"What, Mr. Fu, what did you say?"

"Oh, it's okay, you continue."

I think I will never have the chance to be myself in this life. My mother and Mo Han regard me as Anyang's substitute, while Sen Miao regards me as Ke Feng's shadow. They look at me and call another person's name, they Sitting next to me, but thinking of another woman in my heart, who am I, is just a substitute, a substitute with its own soul and body but no right to control the body.