shadow lover

I suddenly wanted to watch youth fanatical love movies, and suddenly felt that I lacked many moments in my past life that could be stopped. I don’t know if I’m backlash or because the other party is Anyang, I will let myself go so much. Do things you didn't want to do and didn't do.

Holding the popcorn in the movie theater, I was tearful. After watching the movie, I said, "Look at my youthful time, and then look at me. I'm so aggrieved, Anyang looked down at his phone without saying a word.

"Can you stop looking at your phone, what's wrong with this person now, can't live without a phone, right?"

"I have something to do, bring it."

"Watch a movie with me and see how you don't like it. Someone put a knife on your neck and forced you to fail."

"Aren't you like this before?"

"You said it was before, you see my phone is on mute, okay?"

I turned off her cell phone in the next second and then put it in my bag and dragged her to eat. I didn’t expect that Anyang’s social network is so wide that I can meet acquaintances wherever I go. I changed three or four restaurants before I found it. Sit down.

"Hi, I haven't seen you for a long time, how are you doing lately, you... I just happened to have something to look for you, and I happened to mention it to you, and I will go to your place tomorrow to find you and you Talk about specific matters, by the way, you are getting more and more temperamental now." How is the relationship? Just sat down and ordered dishes and met an acquaintance, Anyang got up and talked to the other party for a while before returning.

"I think you are very suitable for public relations"

"I should have discovered that you have this quality before. You can chat with people you don't know. Your stage is not big enough. If there is enough space for you to develop, you can be the chairman of the federation."

After saying this, Anyang put down the knife and fork in his hand and turned his eyes away. Two bluish-red blood lines protruded from the exposed slender neck. It was stuffy in my chest.

When she was going to the bathroom, I took out her mobile phone in the bag, opened it, and pressed one by one. There were a lot of information in the chat history. In addition to the communication about work, there were two dialog boxes that chatted frequently. There is also a group with less than 15 people. The news in it is related to love or confusion in this area. It seems that the content posted should be of the same kind.

After she came back, I handed her her mobile phone. When I handed it to her, I deliberately opened the page on one of the chat interfaces. She took the phone and glanced at the screen, naturally exited the interface and then turned off the screen.

"What's the relationship?" I said directly, and she said a friend.

"Not a colleague, not a client, the meaning of a friend can cover the galaxy."

"normal friend"

"What do you join this group for?"

"Added by accident, rarely seen."

"You went out with a few people here to meet, have dinner, and have a date."

"no"

"Credible do you think"

"Believe it or not"

"You are unwilling to come back, what's the matter, you have to go out to find a woman."

"I don't have that mentality."

"It's okay, I can tolerate you having women outside, but don't fool me."

"You should go to the hospital to see your brain"

To be honest, I didn’t really fall in love with Anyang at that time. That feeling wasn’t very good. I didn’t want her to be nice to others. I didn’t want her to love anyone other than me. To keep her, I can't help but be frightened by myself when this idea comes up, I look gentle on the outside, but I am actually more cruel than the strong President Mu, I can't give my sincerity, but I have to tie her up die each other.

This year's winter was dry and frozen. When I went to deliver cold medicine to my parents after work, my mother saw that I was wearing less clothes and said that I didn't care about my body. Then she called Anyang and told her that we should all Put on more clothes, said that viral flu is prevalent now, don't just focus on work and neglect your body, and then told her a few words.

During the meal, my mother asked me if Anyang was so busy that I didn’t have time to go home for dinner. I nodded, and she thought about it and said, don’t be too careless, pay more attention so that others don’t snatch it.

"Mom, is she that good? You like her that much."

"I'm not doing this for you. I treat her better not so that she can treat you well. After all these years, your temperament is also uncertain. It's difficult to find someone like Anyang, do you know? , thanks to the fact that she didn't fall in love before you took advantage of her, otherwise she would have been slipped back and forth by you."

"Mom, it's all my fault. I don't have a reason. Now I want to live with her wholeheartedly. I can see her."

"I'll call Anyang tomorrow, and I'll talk to her."

"Mom is the best, I love you to death."

"You, Anyang is a good kid. When you were brought back, I thought it was reliable. It was even more reliable than anyone you've seen before. Girl, don't talk about your feelings when you're getting old."

"Mom, I think I was too rational and calm when I was in love before."

"What's the matter, you've only passed puberty at this age, you have to take it easy, be careful that Anyang can't stand it."

"Mom, do you think she still has me in her heart now? Does she just live with me?"

"Is there anything wrong with that? Reliability is more important than anything else. It's getting late and you should go back to sleep."

When I passed by the next day, Anyang was indeed chatting with my mother. My father gave me a look to keep me quiet. I stood at the door of the bedroom and listened to my mother say to Anyang: "Look, you have been so busy recently that you don't have any time. I came to Auntie’s place for dinner. The weather is cold recently. You should pay more attention to your body. Don’t be beautiful like Sen Miao. Both aunt and uncle like you. Sen Miao has been single for so many years. It's a bit of a change, but that child's heart is not bad, she just can't get it right, Auntie believes you can help her get over it. If Sen Miao does something that makes you unhappy, come and tell me, and I'll take care of her. Check it out."

"Auntie, I... I will go back early in the future."

"Oh, is that right? The two of you have to work hard together, right?"

Xiaofeng said that Anyang is still soft-hearted towards me, otherwise it would be impossible to compromise again and again, forcing herself to bear the responsibilities that should not be borne by her, but I want to know if she is only soft-hearted towards me.

What's wrong with me, I'm clearly mentally clear, but I still want to get a definite answer from Anyang, the more she avoids me, the more anxious she becomes, and the more she tolerates me, the more aggressive she becomes.

"I let you look at me, look into my eyes and talk, I'm asking you again, who bought this necklace for you, and who it is."

"say"

I felt like I was going crazy. Her silence made me unable to control my emotions. Driven by the excitement, I stopped the car and left her on the side of the road and left alone.The raindrops outside the car window were getting bigger and bigger, and then the car glass was smashed by the fast falling raindrops.