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After Xing Ye got the permission to visit Lu Mingze anytime and anywhere, seeing that Lu Mingze in the intensive care unit hadn't changed much, he took the mirrored phone case and left with satisfaction.

It is said that when he confessed, Lu Mingze's heart rate soared again, but it soon calmed down.

Due to the presence of Lu's father and Lu's mother, Xing Ye couldn't say anything to Lu Mingze. After leaving the nursing home, he said softly: "What are you thinking?"

Lu Mingze said sullenly: "It always feels so sudden, and you bully me so I can't move."

Xing Ye thought for a while and said: "I know this is too sudden for you, but you don't have to respond to me. I also know that you are not angry, but that you don't know how to deal with our relationship. You are very passive, you follow me passively, understand me passively, and get along with me passively.

"There is no equality between us. I can put you in the system space at any time and prevent you from coming out to see your parents. I can leave you in a dark place and leave you alone, but you can only rely on me. This way of getting along makes you It's very uneasy, even if you have feelings, you don't know if you really like it. You can't be sure if your affection for me is the drawbridge effect, and you are also worried that if I like you, you like the feeling of completely controlling a person.

"You are even more afraid that after rejecting me, the relationship between the two of us will not be as natural as before, and you are worried about losing intimacy, so you dare not answer me easily?"

After listening to Xing Ye's words, Lu Mingze sighed faintly: "Are you the roundworm in my stomach? And why do you have to list one, two, three, four like writing a paper when you are in love, and deeply analyze your heart?"

At this time, Xing Ye had already arrived at the company, he locked the door behind him, and told Assistant Qi to come to him after an hour.

He put the small mirror on the phone stand, trying to make the two of them look at the same level as possible.

Xing Ye said to Lu Mingze: "Because I'm afraid too."

Lu Mingze tilted his head in confusion, what is Xing Ye afraid of?He is the one whose freedom is restricted, and he is also the one who is disturbed. Xing Ye has always been the one who dominates, why is he afraid?

Xing Ye looked at Lu Mingze's ignorant expression, and said softly: "I'm afraid that my feelings for you are not pure enough and will hurt you.

"As I said just now, our relationship is too unbalanced, I control your life and death, this is an unfair relationship.

"I discovered my feelings for you when I lost my memory in the hospital world. After returning to the real world, I didn't tell you immediately, but found time to reflect. You are a very good person, and liking you is a very important thing. Simple things, I have to figure out whether my feelings are genuine love, tolerance, and unbearable harm, or a twisted desire to control, dominance of obedient puppets, and...empathy after losing all family members."

Hearing Xing Ye's words, Lu Mingze couldn't help shivering, and said in a low voice, "Your words are so scary."

But the fact is just like what Xing Ye said, the unequal relationship between the two is very likely to distort the relationship to this point.

Fortunately, even if Xing Ye is talking about love, he can analyze it in depth first. This kind of analysis made Lu Mingze feel at ease, and he asked, "Then, have you thought it through now?"

Xing Ye smiled and said, "I can't figure it out."

Lu Mingze: "..."

Xing Ye sighed lowly: "I took advantage of you to watch my aunt's lecture, and listed my mood in a percentage table, from the gratitude nine years ago, the companionship after the death of the family, no matter what time you are The feeling of peace of mind by my side, the amazed feeling of seeing your face after amnesia, the secret joy when I misunderstood the relationship between you and me, the exclusive desire to imprison you in my world, and the loss of you in the spiritual world In the final anxiety, I pulled out all the emotions one by one, calculated the weight of each emotion, and finally found that I couldn't calculate it.

"I think that I have all these feelings, but I don't. My feelings seem to be very simple, so simple that I am happy as long as I see you; but they also seem to be very complicated, so complicated that I can't remember when I fell in love with you. When I trace the root of this relationship, it seems that you have left a different mark in my heart since the first meeting.

"But this is unreasonable. If I really fell in love with you at first sight, it is impossible to ignore you for nine years. But the truth is, I just think you are different. It seems that after falling in love with you, even the memories A layer of filter, can not be treated with a normal heart.

"In the end, I came to the conclusion that love is such an unreasonable thing. It's as simple as the secretion of dopamine, and it's so complicated that the supercomputers in the world can't add up my emotional data.

"You said, what should I do?"

Lu Mingze's eyes widened when he heard that, seeing Xing Ye asking him, waiting for his answer, he shook his head and said, "I can't even understand things that you can't understand."

Xing Ye said: "In the end, I only confirmed one thing, that is, I don't want to lose you. I want you to return to your body, and I hope your parents can... Don't talk about support, at least don't stop me from seeing you. I am A person who is good at seizing opportunities, I know that this time is the easiest time to impress your parents and let them accept me, so I decided to get rid of other chores first and concentrate on pursuing you."

"What's chores?" Lu Mingze asked puzzled.

Xing Ye said: "Family, secular, public opinion, life, society, interpersonal relationships, etc., these things can all be called chores, but they are indeed obstacles to feelings. What I can do is to solve the problem before you recover your body. These obstacles, so that you can only consider whether you like me, and don't have to worry about other things.

"I think, I'm an overly rational person, and I probably don't know how to write the word romance in this life. So the way I pursue you can only be to do everything I can, and then you decide whether to love me."

"Then what if I still can't respond to your feelings? Don't you feel that your investment has failed?" Lu Mingze asked.

"That's okay, the relationship itself is indescribable, I think every little bit of getting along with you is a reward."

Xing Ye was using the tone and attitude of analyzing a project to treat the relationship between the two, but Lu Mingze clearly heard from his words that Xing Ye was saying "as long as I can be with you, I have nothing else to ask for".

Lu Mingze squatted down covering his face, as if blushing.

Xing Ye poked Lu Mingze's figure on the mirror and said, "Actually, I think you're thinking too complicatedly. My focus now is not to attack you, but to attack your parents and let them recognize me, so that I can often visit you." body, a handshake, or a kiss on the face or something."

"No!" Lu Mingze immediately jumped up and said, "Handshake is fine, but you are not allowed to kiss my face before I return to my body!"

"Okay, I get it, I'll just wait for you to come back." Xing Ye said with a light smile.

Lu Mingze wanted to say "I can't even come back", but when he saw Xing Ye's smile, he couldn't help but said: "Then wait until we come back."

He didn't refuse, and he didn't seem to be able to refuse.

After the long talk, Xing Ye went to a meeting. Lu Mingze didn't want to hear the company's secrets, so he asked Xing Ye to put himself outside the meeting room, with security guards watching.

Lu Mingze was placed on the table, and the two security guards beside him didn't understand why the boss asked them to guard a mobile phone, muttering in a low voice that there might be some commercial secrets in the phone.

Lu Mingze sat with his chin resting in a daze.

He was panicked at first, afraid that the intimate relationship between the two would change because of Xing Ye's confession.But after listening to Xing Ye's analysis, Lu Mingze felt that Xing Ye was still Xing Ye, even if it was a relationship, he would probably arrange a schedule and strictly enforce it.

Will someone divide their feelings into percentages?Science students are really scary.

After thinking wildly for a while, he found that his mind was full of Xing Ye, and Lu Mingze also somehow felt that, just like Xing Ye said, it seemed that this person was different in his heart nine years ago.

"Did I also have a memory filter?" Lu Mingze thought.

After that, Xing Ye was busy with work and didn't disturb Lu Mingze's thinking, but Lu Mingze's mind was a mess, and in the end he didn't know what he was thinking at all.

Xing Ye is right, he can't figure it out at all, love is a vexatious thing, just follow your feelings!

After returning home at night, the dizzy Lu Mingze said, "You chase me."

"Huh?" Xing Ye who was lying on the bed looked at him sideways, not understanding how Lu Mingze's magical brain circuit came up with this conclusion.

Lu Mingze patted his cheeks, breathed out and said, "I've never been in a relationship before, so I don't know how to talk about it. But I don't hate getting along with you. I love to listen to you preaching, and I love to hear you babbling like a head teacher. Reason analysis task, I didn't feel any discomfort during this time together, except... when you buried your chest and threw it into the bathtub, oh, and when you put it in the river, and when you knocked on the door in the cold wind in the middle of the night... ..."

When Xing Ye heard what he said, he couldn't help but tapped his forehead with his index finger. If he had the ability to predict, he must have been more kind to the little mirror in the first place.

Lu Mingze counted Xing Ye's various evil deeds to the mirror in the novice world with his fingers, and after counting, he said: "Except for these, everything is fine. So, if you chase me in your way, I will propose a plan that I like, and we will have a good time." Get along, adapt to each other, and face each other with a new mentality."

Xing Ye thought for a while and asked: "The vibration of the mobile phone will make you feel dizzy. Does that mean that you can feel the influence of the outside world on the mirror? How did you feel when I kissed the mirror before?"

Lu Mingze got angry when he mentioned this, and he said with a puffy face: "Go find a small figure, the very small one, 5 centimeters, give it a kiss, and I will feel whatever it feels like. Or you can find two pieces of meat, The big ones, if you roll them on your body, you will know what it feels like, it’s not good at all.”

Xing Ye: "..."

After thinking about the reason firmly, he said: "So the point is that the difference in size leads to a decrease in comfort. In the final analysis, your size is too small, so try a full-length mirror next time, maybe the feeling will be different."

Lu Mingze said: "That's right, if there is a mirror in the next world, I'll replace it with a larger full-length mirror."

Xing Ye smiled: "That's it."

Lu Mingze: "?"

Something seemed wrong, did he make some bad promises?

Volume VI Greed Cruises