Jane Sanshao's love story

Jian Qiubai's jaw clenched, and after a long silence, he nodded slightly and said, "Okay."

Early the next morning, Jian Qiubai went to work as usual. At around nine o'clock, Yuan Chengyi called him, but he didn't answer.

He is not a god, and when he thought that the person Yuan Chengyi wanted to pick up was the one who beat his mother to death, he couldn't help but hate him.

Memory is human instinct.

He could say forgiveness to Yuan Chengyi, but he couldn't lie to himself that he had forgotten.

So the best way to deal with it is to not reveal your low mood to him when you are most uncomfortable, which is good for both of you.

Yuan Chengyi originally went to pick up Yuan Yingying according to the time the prison told him, but there was a traffic jam on the road, so he was more than ten minutes late. When he arrived at the gate of Songcheng Prison, Yuan Chengyi did not see Yuan Yingying. A prison worker in a police uniform.

"Hello." The female criminal policeman extended her hand to Yuan Chengyi with a serious expression.

Yuan Chengyi hurriedly reached out to shake it and said, "Hello, where is Yuan Yingying, who was released from prison today?"

The female criminal policeman sighed slightly, took out an envelope from her uniform pocket and said, "Yuan Yingying left more than ten minutes ago, she asked me to give you this letter."

Yuan Chengyi's face changed, and he quickly took the envelope in his hand and said thank you.

The female criminal policeman nodded, then turned and walked towards the prison.

There was no signature on the envelope, only the words "Brother Yuan Chengyi personally encloses" on the lower left corner.

Yuan Chengyi frowned and opened the envelope.

Seriously.

elder brother:

I am Yingying.

After all, this should be the first time I have written to you.

Now is the first time I feel that it is good to be alive, because I can still write you a letter and talk to you while I am alive.

Brother, I don't want to say I'm sorry to you, because I feel sorry, and there is no way to cover up the wrong things I did.

Over the years, you have attributed all the reasons for your mother's death to yourself. You have always felt that you owe me, so you only care about me, pamper me, and love me.I see all of this, but I have selfishly concealed a heinous fact from you.

Brother, I made trouble for no reason more than once, blaming Jian Qiubai for my mother's death. I scolded and humiliated him in front of you, and kept encouraging you to make you hate him.

I even went to find Jian Qiubai's mother, and lied to her mother that if she would record it, she would blame Jian Qiubai for the misfortune of our family, that Jian Qiubai never liked you, that Jian Qiubai The one I like is a classmate of his in middle school, then I can let Jian Qiubai and her go, and I can also give her a sum of money so that she will have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of her life.

Brother, let me tell you now that the recording is fake, and I forced her mother to tell it. If you ever misunderstood Jian Qiubai because of those recordings, I am really sorry.

And... one last secret.

Brother, after you hear this, you may never want to call me sister again for the rest of your life.

I wanted to keep this secret to myself and hide it for the rest of my life until I died, because I was too scared, I was too scared that you would hate me.

Brother, in this world, you are the only one who puts me on the apex of your heart and hurts. I can't imagine the consequences of you hating me, scolding me, and not wanting me.

I have no choice but to hide it.

But now, I don't want to hide it.

During this year in prison, I thought a lot.

I was wrong, and I should bear it. If I hide it, I will never be redeemed.

My mother's death was caused by me. "

Seeing this, Yuan Chengyi's hand holding the letter paper trembled uncontrollably.

The expression on his face was as cold as ice.

"My mother was not seriously ill at the time. The doctor said it was just a viral cold and acute pneumonia. As long as the inflammation was eliminated with an injection, it should not be life-threatening. However, my mother accidentally saw it on my mobile phone. The scene of sleeping with a man, that is my first boyfriend, you know him, a street gangster, my mother was angry and anxious when she saw it, she took her mobile phone and asked me who it was."

"I was very angry. I thought she shouldn't look at my phone, pry into my privacy, let alone interfere with my love life after I've matured, so I quarreled with her. "

"I was so stupid at that time, I couldn't listen to every word she said, every word she advised me, I felt extremely bored, when I went downstairs, my mother was still whispering in my ear, I had no choice, so I stretched out my hand and pushed her. I never thought that my push would be so serious. My mother rolled down the stairs, fell into a coma, and then entered the ICU. Two hours later , the doctor issued a critical illness notice."

"At that time, you were busy with work and let your mother and I live a good life, so you didn't even know that your mother died of brain congestion."

"In order to conceal the heinous mistake I made, I pointed all the blame at Jian Qiubai. Like a devil, I stubbornly tell you that everything is Jian Qiubai's fault. Without him, we would not be here. I will be kicked out of Songcheng, if I have not been forced out of Songcheng, my mother will be able to receive timely medical treatment, and my mother will not die."

"But, it's wrong, it's all wrong."

"I don't blame Jian Qiubai, nor Jiang Fengli. They may have a little bit of responsibility, but most of the mistakes are caused by me."

"It was me who was selfish, I was afraid, I was running away, I blamed all the crimes on innocent people, and I wronged them."

"Brother, I've told all my secrets. I can't see you again. I'm gone. Maybe, you won't call me sister anymore, but you will always be my brother."

"Don't look for me, I won't seek death, I will use the rest of my life to do something meaningful, let the heavenly mother forgive me a little bit, and let my sins be redeemed."

"That's it, goodbye."

"Yuan Yingying, stay."

Yuan Chengyi didn't know how long he stood in the cold wind.

No one will know the feeling of subversion of all cognitions if they have not experienced it.