love of life

When Gu Ming was struggling with the computer, he suddenly heard the door open, and Lin Zexi came back.He quickly turned off the computer, collected his emotions and walked out of the living room.

"Why is it so early today?" Gu Ming asked.

"Well, the opening ceremony was held this morning, and there was a class meeting in the afternoon to meet new classmates and teachers. Classes will start tomorrow." Lin Zexi was carrying a large bag of items purchased from the supermarket and two bundles of wrapped flowers in his hand.

Gu Ming hurried forward to take the things and put them in the kitchen, "Isn't there still a lot in the refrigerator? Why did you buy it again?"

Lin Zexi said while handling the freshly bought flowers: "The class schedule has been released today, and this week's class needs to be practiced in advance. This week mainly focuses on the practice of braised sauce. How about having braised eggplant, braised pork and braised pork ribs for dinner? Will it Will it be too boring?"

"No, no, it's pretty good. Actually, I'm not picky about food." Gu Ming said.

"Let's cook another vegetable soup. It's a hot day. I'm afraid of getting angry."

"That..." Gu Ming hesitated to speak.

"What's wrong? Is there something wrong?" Lin Zexi looked up at him and asked.

"Well, let me ask casually, don't be angry."

"What's the matter? Ask."

"Has Jiang Yu contacted you recently?"

Lin Zexi stopped arranging flowers, stared at him for a while without answering.Gu Ming thought he was angry, and quickly said: "I'm just curious to ask casually, not to restrict you, if you don't want to answer, just forget it, pretend I haven't asked."

"He will send me messages from time to time, but I rarely reply. Don't just give others hope when you know it's impossible. It's cruel."

Gu Ming nodded his head and let out an oh, his heart was full of joy.

"Why do you think of asking him?" Lin Zexi asked.

"It's nothing, I suddenly thought of asking casually. It's nothing, I'll go back to the study first, school starts tomorrow, I need to prepare." Gu Ming said.

"Well, I'll call you when the meal is ready." Looking at his back, Lin Zexi always felt that today was a bit strange, but he couldn't say it.

Gu Ming went back to the study, closed the door, and glanced at his phone, it was already five o'clock in the afternoon.As time went by, Gu Ming's mood became a little bit heavier.

Dinner was served on time at seven o'clock, and the two sat around the dining table. Lin Zexi watched Gu Ming move his chopsticks first, and waited for his comment, but the other party started to eat expressionlessly.

"How's the dish today?" Lin Zexi couldn't help asking.

"Well, it's pretty good." Gu Ming replied simply.

Lin Zexi picked up the bowl with some disappointment and started to eat.The dull atmosphere at the table made him feel a little uncomfortable.

"Gu Ming, what happened to you today?"

Lin Zexi's worried questions reached his ears, and he realized that the other party noticed his strangeness.

"It's okay. I just looked through the previous textbooks and forgot all of them. I'm just a little frustrated. I've called Wei Qing and the others these two days, and most of them have found places for internships. And I'm still studying in a strange class. I'm a little uncomfortable with the annual book." Gu Ming said lightly.

"Don't think too much, you'll get used to it in a few days. By the way, Teacher Tian called me today and asked us to take time to have dinner. You haven't been home since you came back from the United States, have you?"

"Well, in a few days."

"Okay." Lin Zexi responded.He felt Gu Ming's depression, so he didn't speak again.He also felt deeply uneasy about going to Gu Ming's house for dinner again.After all, the two of them are officially together now, and this kind of dinner meeting parents can easily make him feel embarrassed.

After eating, Gu Ming went back to his study. He watched the time go by, but he didn't take any action in the end. He just called Liu Xin again and told him to arrange someone to protect Lin Zexi.He sent him to class every day, picked him up after class, and arranged for someone to squat nearby all the time during the training class. The two stayed together every day, and nothing would happen to him. He would never allow him to have an accident.

After picking up his mood, Gu Ming walked out of the room and saw Lin Zexi sitting on the sofa reading a book.

"What are you looking at?" Gu Ming asked.

"What I'm going to talk about tomorrow morning. Are you done?" Lin Zexi asked.

Gu Ming walked over and sat down next to him. Lin Zexi was not used to getting close without warning, and turned his body slightly to the side. Before he could speak, Gu Ming was trapped between him and the armrest of the sofa and kissed.Although the two had made their relationship clear, Gu Ming's attitude towards him was still cautious, and he never made any sudden intimate moves outside the bedroom.The current kiss was obviously more aggressive than usual, and he could feel the surging emotions in his heart even with his eyes closed.

Gu Ming finally let go of him. He took a few breaths and asked, "Gu Ming, what happened? You are different today than usual."

Gu Ming looked at him, showing a slightly exaggerated smile and said: "It's nothing, I just haven't seen you all day, I miss you. Also, I saw you so close to your classmates this morning, and I'm jealous."

"Ah?" Lin Zexi thought for a while before realizing that he was talking about Luka, "You mean Luka? He, he, if I heard you right. He also took the initiative to strike up a conversation with you before. If he is jealous, I should be jealous." Ah. And me, and him, how is it possible, what are you thinking?"

Gu Ming reached out and hugged him into his arms, letting him lean against his chest. "I don't care, anyway, I'm not happy when people get close to you. I'm just jealous." Gu Ming said his coquettish words in a serious manner, which was in huge contrast with the dead child before, and Lin Zexi couldn't stand it all at once.

Lin Zexi put down the book ring in his hand and put it on his waist, adjusted his head to a comfortable position and leaned against his chest without speaking.

"Zexi, have I ever told you that I like you so much? During the days when you left me, my heart was so painful that I was about to die. I really can't lose you anymore. Promise me not to leave me again, okay?"

"En." Lin Zexi buried himself in his chest, and replied softly as always.

But today Gu Ming was not satisfied with such an answer, he stretched out his hand and raised his head, looked into his eyes with dissatisfaction and said: "You never said you like me, what do you really think about me? "

Lin Zexi looked at his serious face, and said with a faint smile, "Aren't my actions enough to express my thoughts? You know, words can deceive people, but behaviors cannot."

Gu Ming frowned after listening, a little displeased: "I just said something from my heart, but you said it was a lie. If you don't say something, how will others know? Is it possible to dig out the truth? Do you want to see black and white?"

"That's not what I meant. I just think that behavior is more important than sweet words. Besides, wouldn't it be strange for two men to talk about love every day?" Lin Zexi said.

"What kind of logic is this? Is it gender discrimination? Is there no difference between men and women emotionally?" Gu Ming asked back.

"Okay, okay, is it okay if you don't worry about it?" Lin Zexi said.

"No, I want to listen to you. I need to listen now." Gu Ming looked at him with a shameless expression, and said stubbornly.

Lin Zexi blushed and raised her head to kiss him.

The days passed quietly, half a month passed in a blink of an eye, and there was no movement around me.Gu Ming deliberately asked Liu Xin about Xu Chengwei's movements, and found that his passport, bank card, and mobile phone were all missing, and he seemed to have evaporated from the world.Gu Ming only had two classes this afternoon, so he hurriedly packed his things after class and was about to pick up Lin Zexi. At this moment, Liu Xin called suddenly and told him that the bodyguards he had sent to protect Lin Zexi had been beaten.The security company said that the difficulty of the task will increase and the price will increase.Gu Ming's first reaction was to point at Xu Chengwei, but after careful questioning, he realized it was someone else.A tall, tall and unusually strong young man seemed to be Lin Zexi's friend. A figure flashed in Gu Ming's mind, he couldn't help frowning, and hung up the phone.

As soon as he heard Liu Xin's description, he knew that the person was probably Luka's friend.Those bodyguards have truthfully confessed their identities, how should he explain it?The thought of facing questioning later gave him a terrible headache.

Gu Ming didn't see anyone at the school gate. He made a phone call, but Luka answered him, telling him to park the car and go to the second floor of the coffee shop opposite the school gate, where they were waiting.As soon as Gu Ming went up to the second floor, he saw Luka's friend sitting facing the stairs, and Luka and Lin Zexi were sitting side by side opposite.As soon as he walked out of the stairs, the man saw him and followed him to his seat.

Gu Ming could only sit next to Liang Chenxin, which made him feel stressed.

Luka couldn't help but said first: "Hey, I said you are really small-minded. You said it nicely that day, saying that you don't restrict Zexi's making friends, and send someone to follow him when you turn your back. You can't trust more when you get along with others. What's the point of being with a suspicious person like you?"

These words made Gu Ming very upset, but he was wronged first, so he didn't quarrel with him, but just kept staring at Lin Zexi's face, wanting to know his reaction and opinion.But he kept his head down, unable to see his expression.

"Zexi, it's not that I don't believe you, nor am I spying on you, I'm just worried about you. They're just protecting you secretly, and won't restrict your actions. I just asked them to guarantee your safety, and I didn't ask them to tell you I will tell you about your daily whereabouts and social status. You have to trust me." Gu Ming said eagerly.

Luka said displeasedly: "Hey, I'm talking to you now. Your behavior is too much, not like what friends and lovers can do at all. Zexi's good talk doesn't mean you can bully people like this."

Gu Ming glanced at him and said, "This is a matter between me and him, and you don't need to intervene."

Just as Luka was about to slap the table and jump up to quarrel, Liang Chenxin, who had been silent all this time, suddenly said, "If your behavior hurts other people's rights or restricts their freedom, it's not just the two of you. To say that you violate other people's privacy is to say that you are violating human rights. And your so-called protection of him is likely to affect other people."

Faced with the questioning of the two, Gu Ming could not refute.Their quarrel has attracted a lot of attention from around, and the atmosphere has become very awkward.At this time, Lin Zexi suddenly said, "Luka, I'm sorry for the impact this incident has had on you. Let him and I discuss the rest alone."

Luka said excitedly: "Zexi, this incident is not your fault, he is the one who should apologize. You can't indulge him like this anymore. If he says something, there will be no next time. Don't believe him, Jiangshan It is easy to change, but the nature is hard to change..."

"Okay, let them solve it themselves, don't meddle in it." After finishing speaking, Liang Chenxin pulled Luka up from the seat, and dragged him away from the scene regardless of his objection.

"Zexi..." Gu Ming hasn't figured out how to organize his words yet, he just wants to clear up his misunderstanding as soon as possible.

Lin Zexi suddenly raised his head and said, "Let's talk about it when we go back."