love of life

Jiang Yu frowned and let him go slowly, and looked down at the dead shirt. There was an inexplicable and indescribable smell in the air.He hurried to the bathroom to rinse his mouth, leaving Jiang Yu alone in the living room in a daze.

He rushed into the bathroom and locked the door behind his back, rinsed his mouth with clean water, and then brushed it carefully with a toothbrush.There was no abnormality in his body, but at the moment when he suddenly hugged him, he felt sick and vomited out uncontrollably.The last time something like this happened was three years ago, three years, so long that he almost thought he was a normal person.After calming down, he remembered Jiang Yu who he had forgotten in the living room.

He opened the door bravely, and saw him open the front, revealing a body that had been made strong by fitness, thin muscles were lightly carved into lines on the bronze-colored skin, and the chest muscles, abdominal muscles, and side psoas muscles were clearly defined.Gu Ming's slightly fairer skin looked more masculine than what he remembered.He shook his head, annoyed at the comparison that came out of nowhere.

"Go and wash it, I'll find you another piece of clothes." He walked through the living room and into the room with his head down, not daring to look at him.

Jiang Yu originally had a dark face, but when he saw him fleeing the crime scene like flying, he smiled.

He found a large long-sleeved T-shirt and handed it to him. He looked through it in his hand and asked, "Long sleeves? It's so hot today, do you have short sleeves?"

"I only have long sleeves." He said while holding his left arm with his right hand, rubbing it up and down unconsciously.

Jiang Yu seemed to realize something and stopped asking. "Forget it, just let it go." He put on his clothes in twos and said, "Are you okay just now? Why don't you go to the hospital?"

"It's okay, I'll be fine after a while."

"I vomited just now. It doesn't look like it's okay at all. I'd better go to the hospital to see the insurance point." The posture just now really scared him.

"It's okay if I say it's okay, I know it in my heart." He insisted on retorting.

"You know it in your heart?" Jiang Yu stretched out his right hand and pointed at him, rolling his eyes while thinking, "Hey, don't you say that you vomited because I hugged you?" He asked tentatively, seeing the other party There was no response, and he suddenly became fussy: "Lin Zexi, aren't you? Am I so disgusting?"

It was the first time Lin Zexi saw such a rich expression on his face, as if he couldn't spit out after eating half a fly, and he forgot the discomfort of vomiting in the chaos just now, and laughed out loud.

Jiang Yu also laughed out loud, "Hey, although I am very happy to see you laughing once in a while, the fact that I make you want to vomit makes me very uncomfortable. It's not a rhetorical way of vomiting, but real vomiting. Lin Zexi, You are great."

"It's okay to stay away from me in the future, lest I spit on you again."

"Hey, you still use this as a weapon, right? Threatening me."

Lin Zexi just smiled and said nothing.

"It's rare that we don't open a store today. Let's go out for a stroll. I've been here for five years, and I hardly have time to go out. I haven't been to many places around me." Seeing that he was not interested, Jiang Yu refused to tell him that he met When something happened, I suggested going out to relax.

"I don't really want to go out, why don't you go alone, I'll cook and wait for you at home."

Jiang Yu sighed helplessly and said, "Forget it, it's boring to go out by yourself. If you don't want to go out, you can rest at home. What do you want to eat in the afternoon? I'll go buy it later."

"I'll make dinner. You came all night, are you tired? You can lie down in... your room for a while." Lin Zexi originally wanted to say, "Lie down in my room for a while", but he will always remember This was his house, his room.

"Ah, I was really tired when you said it. The flight at six o'clock in the morning, I hardly slept last night. Then I will borrow your room to lie down for a while." After Jiang Yu finished speaking, he walked into the long-lost room openly .Except that the sheets and quilts have been changed, everything else is the same, and it hasn't changed much since he left.

He sat on the edge of the bed, reaching out to touch the checked cotton sheets, simple and practical, very similar to Lin Zexi.At this time, he heard the sound of his mobile phone vibrating, he lifted the pillow, and a strange call came in.He glanced at the living room, but didn't see Lin Zexi, and the phone was still vibrating persistently.He hesitated, then picked up the phone.

"Hi, hello." Jiang Yu just greeted calmly.After waiting for a few seconds, there was no sound from the other end of the phone.Jiang Yu yelled again, but there was still no response. He thought it was a harassing call, so he hung up.

Half a minute later, the same phone number called again.Jiang Yu answered the phone with some doubts, this time he didn't make a sound, just listened quietly.After a few seconds of silence, a young man's voice finally came from the other end of the phone, saying politely: "Hi, hello, you must be Jiang Yu. I often hear Zexi mention you."

Jiang Yu went through all the possibilities in his mind, but he couldn't find a reasonable explanation that could convince him. "Excuse me, may I ask who you are?"

"Oh, I'm Zexi's friend. Didn't he tell you about me? He often told me about you, saying that he was lucky to meet a boss like you, and he was very grateful for your trust in him. "

The other party's polite words made Jiang Yu inexplicably uncomfortable. The man's words showed closeness to Lin Zexi, and the alienation between Lin Zexi and him made him inexplicably vigilant.

"Really? Who are you, please? I'll ask him to call you later." Jiang Yu asked.

"He knows who I am, I'll call back later." After speaking, the other party hung up the phone.

The sleepiness on Jiang Yu's body disappeared instantly.He secretly wrote down the phone number just now, and checked the place of ownership with his mobile phone. It was City A. Lin Zexi had gone back to City A to pack his things before settling down here.That person seems to be very familiar with Lin Zexi, why has he never heard him mention it?

"Haven't you rested yet? That's just right. I'll come in to get the sheets and quilt cover. You'll sleep here tonight, and I'll sleep on the sofa." Lin Zexi rummaged through the closet while talking.

"Zexi, I had a call for you just now." Jiang Yu said.

The movements of his hands gradually slowed down, and after a pause for a few seconds, he seemed to say relaxedly: "Really? I'll take a look later, and go back if I recognize it."

"It's an unfamiliar number. I thought it was a courier or something, so I picked it up for you."

The movements of Lin Zexi's hands completely stopped, and his face suddenly lost all color. "I don't seem to have bought anything recently." He swallowed, and while speaking slowly, he walked to the bedside and picked up his mobile phone, but he didn't check the phone number immediately.

"Well, it's not a courier. He said he was your friend and seemed to know you very well. He also knew I was Jiang Yu and said that you often talked about me with him. Zexi, who is he? I asked him Don't say anything." Seeing that he didn't plan to say more, Jiang Yu asked step by step in a very calm tone.

"You just said it was an unfamiliar number, I didn't know who it was at the moment."

Lin Zexi's clumsy acting skills made Jiang Yu almost unable to hold back his anger. He suppressed the excitement in his heart and said, "Maybe you can remember the phone number. The number belongs to City A, which is where you lived before. The place."

Facing Jiang Yu's pressing step by step, he was at a loss for words, and he didn't believe what he said.At this moment, the phone in his hand vibrated again, and the beeping sound was particularly harsh in the quiet room.The phone kept vibrating, but he had no intention of answering it.

Jiang Yu came over to take a look, and said, "It was this number just now, why didn't you answer it?"

He seemed to come back to his senses all of a sudden, and hung up the phone conveniently. "It's nothing, it's not important." He was about to walk out of the room, but Jiang Yu grabbed his arm.

"Lin Zexi, hurry up and tell me who that person is? He knows about you and about me, but you keep refusing to answer his calls. I can see that you are avoiding him. I also know that you used to have a bad life. That's great. Tell me honestly, is he following you or even threatening you? If that's the case, I will help you solve this trouble." Jiang Yu asked persistently, refusing to let him get away with it like this .

"It's not what you think. I knew him before, but we haven't been in touch for a long time." He couldn't avoid it, so he had to confide a little bit.

"Since we haven't contacted each other for a long time, how can he say that you often talk about me? What is your relationship with him?" Jiang Yu asked seriously.

"I..." From the phone call last night, he knew that Gu Ming had investigated him, but he couldn't tell Jiang Yu.Because of him, Jiang Yu's affairs were exposed to strangers, and he felt guilty about it.

"He's the one who hurt you, right? You hid here because of him, and the injury on your arm and back is also thanks to him, right?" Jiang Yu saw the wound on his arm from the very beginning. It was full of scars, and by chance, he discovered that the wound on his back was even more shocking.Thinking of the shocking scene at that time, Jiang Yu couldn't help but get excited.

Lin Zexi quickly shook his head and explained: "No, those have nothing to do with him, he... is actually pretty good." When he said the last sentence, his voice lowered unconsciously.

Jiang Yu glanced at him, sighed heavily, and said after a while after calming down, "Zexi, we've been together for so long, can't you tell me about your past?"

Lin Zexi lowered his head, as if hesitating and struggling. At this moment, the phone in his hand vibrated again.The peaceful and peaceful atmosphere collapsed in an instant, Jiang Yu couldn't help cursing, staring at the phone in his hand resentfully.This time the other party was very persistent and kept dialing. Lin Zexi glanced at Jiang Yu with a guilty conscience, and walked into the bathroom with the phone.Jiang Yu looked at the locked door of the bathroom, the rising anger reverberated in his chest, and he couldn't find an exit.

Lin Zexi looked at the vibrating mobile phone in his hand, finally pressed the answer button, and said "Hello" slowly.

Gu Ming was stunned on the other end of the phone for two or three seconds, and said with a smile: "You finally answered the phone? I thought you would keep avoiding me. Just now I chatted with your benefactor , don't worry, I just said I'm your friend, and I didn't intend to spoil your good deeds."

Lin Zexi's suppressed anger broke out in an instant, and he shouted loudly: "Gu Ming, have you had enough trouble? I have left City A and your life now, why don't you let me go? Have you forgotten? ? I am a disgusting homosexual, the most shameless type of person you have. I ignored your persuasion and left you just to find a better one. Can you stop disturbing my life?" As he spoke, he His voice couldn't help choking, he looked at himself in the mirror, his red eyes still couldn't hold back the tears, and when he blinked lightly, the tears poured down like a river with a gate opened.

"Better? How much are the houses and stores in that dilapidated place worth? 100 million or 200 million? A few years ago you sold yourself to prison for such a small amount of money. At that time, you could still be said to be young and vigorous. Guard the pure love. Now? Have you sold your body without any scruples? Since I can buy you for 200 million, why didn't you say it when I kept you? You think I can't afford it Money? Since there is a price, it’s easy to negotiate, tell me, how much do you want?”

Cold words kept coming from the receiver. If it wasn't for the familiar voice, Lin Zexi would not have believed that these vicious words came from Gu Ming.The repeated humiliation made him feel embarrassed and angry. He raised his head and wiped the tears on his face, and said calmly: "It's not just about money, there are other things you can't give me." He paused, took a deep breath He said in a frivolous tone: "At least he can treat me like a man and satisfy me, but you can't. You're just a dead child who can't grow up." After mustering up the courage to say these two angry words, Lin Zexi was in a good mood. Immediately more relaxed.

Ignoring the furious and cursing voices from the other end of the phone, he lifted the toilet lid and threw the phone in.Gu Ming's roar became weaker and weaker. After a few seconds, the phone screen jumped twice and went black instantly. His world was finally quiet.He pressed the flush button, and the phone disappeared out of sight.He turned on the faucet and wiped his face with cold water, wiped away the water droplets on his face with his hands, and looked up at himself in the glasses. At this moment, he felt that he was a little different.