love of life

Gu Ming gritted his teeth and looked at the scene in front of him. His chest and arms were covered with seven or eight bruises, almost no piece of skin was intact, and there were two or three scars on his side waist.He was beaten. Judging from the wounds on his body, he was hit by more than three types of weapons, and he was more likely to be besieged.

Gu Ming took a deep breath, let go of his clothes after calming down, and said, "Why don't you go to the hospital after being beaten up like this? At least you should take some medication."

Lin Zexi pulled the shirt and wrapped it tightly, "It's nothing, I'll go shopping first."

This sentence immediately annoyed Gu Ming: "Why do you buy food when you're like this? Go and sit." After speaking, he pulled him into the living room, pushed him onto the sofa, and said, "Sit down." Don't move," and went to the bathroom to find the medicine box.

Gu Ming took out the medicine and cotton swabs to apply medicine to the wound one by one.Lin Zexi tried to stop it several times, but was rejected, so he could only sit still and let him do it.The wounds were of varying shades, the two on the left arm and the middle of the back being the worst and newest.Gu Ming also found some old injuries on his body, scars of different shapes and sizes, which made him a little shocking.

"Are there any other places? Why don't you take off your pants and let me see." Gu Ming looked at the half bottle of medicine already applied in his hand, and said solemnly.

Lin Zexi was taken aback for a moment, and said with a vigilant face while clutching the belt tightly with both hands: "There is no lower body, so don't look at it."

Gu Ming was amused by his expression, and finally showed his first smile in a few days, and the atmosphere in the room suddenly eased.Gu Ming packed up the medicine box and put it on the tea table. Lin Zexi also slowly put on the shirt, pulled the front of the shirt and sat on the sofa.

"What's going on, let's talk about it." Gu Ming folded his hands on his chest, stared at him and asked.

"You saw that I was beaten." Seeing that she couldn't escape, Lin Zexi said.

"You know I saw it, so tell me something I didn't see and didn't know about it. Lin Zexi, my patience is very bad. If you don't make it clear today, we'll be wasting time here." Gu Ming put his ass in Sitting down on the sofa next to her, she put her legs on the coffee table and looked at him.

"I don't know who it is, maybe it was a robbery."

"Did you call the police?"

"I didn't lose anything, so why call the police and increase the burden on the police."

"You are really a good person. If someone robs you and beats you seriously, you won't be held accountable. Next time I'm going to rob you, I'll look for you too."

He heard the sarcasm in Gu Ming's words, and bowed his head in silence.

"Lin Zexi, you really think I'm a fool. I used to fight a lot in high school. These injuries on your body were not caused at one time. Those people who co-authored with you are always staring at you and robbing you? Are you a game boss? Staring at you, can you lose equipment?"

Still he said nothing.

"Lin Zexi, can you say something? Tell me about any difficulties you encounter, and I will find a way to help you. Did you offend someone? Or do you owe someone money?"

"No, I can handle it myself."

Gu Ming's rare calm down was irritated again: "How to deal with it? How do you deal with it? You have been beaten like this."

"I will hide from them in the future. As long as I leave, they can't find me. There are three weeks left. If you really want to help me, then find a new housekeeper to take over as soon as possible, so that I can get home as soon as possible." Walk."

"Go? You——" Gu Ming's voice suddenly froze, and he found it again after a few seconds. "The way you deal with it is to go? Hide? What kind of hatred do you have with them? Can you hide for a lifetime?"

"It's not hiding. As long as I leave this city, I'll be fine. I know it in my heart."

"Since you are clear in your heart, tell me, maybe I can help you solve it."

"I'm just a male nanny, so there's no need to cause these troubles for me."

"It's none of your business if it's worth it or not, I'm happy. If you don't tell me, right? If you don't tell me, I'll help you go to the police. Don't you have a good policeman? It's in the police station in our school, named Liu Team." Gu Ming stood up from the sofa as he spoke, and Lin Zexi who was beside him suddenly became anxious.

"Gu Ming, you are not allowed to go. You are not allowed to call the police." Lin Zexi stood up and grabbed his arm to stop him.

Gu Ming watched him anxiously, he finally found his weakness, and the situation that had been out of control for a long time finally began to return to his control. "Why are you not allowed to call the police? Aren't the police just protecting the people? This is their job. Besides, you have a good personal relationship, so let's focus on this, he should also protect you."

"Gu Ming, it's not that simple. Let me tell you the truth, it's useless if you call the police. Why bother, and delay his future."

"So, you know this in your heart, tell me. If you don't tell me, I'll go to the police. "

"You—" Lin Zexi sighed helplessly, and continued, "Why are you bothering? It's none of your business, why are you in this muddy water?"

"Is it the Xu family?" Gu Ming asked in a positive tone.

Lin Zexi nodded slowly, "How did you guess that?"

"I'm not stupid. I also know about the relationship between you and Xu Chengwei and Xu Zhe. Xu Zhe did say that he wanted to take revenge that day, shouldn't he use this method? I'll call him and ask him." Gu Ming said He took out his mobile phone, but was stopped by him.

"Stop hitting, it's not him."

"It's not him? But Xu Chengwei is abroad, could it be—" A serious middle-aged man's face flashed in Gu Ming's mind.

"It's Xu Zhengwen. I always knew he hated me. But five years have passed, and I have paid the price. I don't understand why he still refuses to let me go." Lin Zexi lowered his head in deep thought, his eyes dim.

Sure enough, as Gu Ming guessed, Xu Zhengwen is the father of Xu Zhe and Xu Chengwei.The Xu family has huge influence in the political circles and absolutely cannot accept the fact that their son is gay.But according to Xu Zhengwen's abilities, Lin Zexi must have been targeted as soon as he was released from prison. Why did he wait until now instead of doing anything in the past?

"It's Xu Zhengwen. I know that the style of doing things and the methods are exactly the same as five years ago." Lin Zexi said slowly, staring out the window.

"But why didn't he attack you as soon as you got out of prison, but in these few days?" Gu Ming asked the question in his heart.

"This..." Lin Zexi couldn't think of why for a moment.

"If I'm not wrong, he should know about you and Xu Zhe."

"I have nothing to do with Xu Zhe."

"He likes you. Aren't you perceptive? You can't even see it." Gu Ming's tone became stiff again when he said this.

"This... so it is like this. It seems that I really can't stay here anymore. If Xu Zhengwen misunderstands the relationship between me and Xu Zhe, then he will definitely not let me go. Both sons are entangled with me. It just killed him."

"Hiding? Where do you want to go?" Gu Ming asked hastily,

"I haven't figured it out yet. Anyway, it's convenient for me to go anywhere alone. I originally planned to leave after finishing this month. It seems that you have to figure out your own way. During the few days when you were away, I was beaten three times." Back, I just thought it was bad luck, but I didn't expect to be targeted." Lin Zexi said while packing her things. "I'd better leave today. You don't have to pay this month's wages. I'll put the card and key on the coffee table for you."

"Don't be so anxious, staying here is safer than being alone. This is a high-end community, and ordinary people can't get in, so you just hide here for a few days." Gu Ming said behind him.

"No need, no matter how powerful Xu Zhengwen is, he can't get out of this province. I bought a ticket to change places, and it also dispelled his doubts. It's good for everyone." Lin Zexi continued to pack his things.

"Where is it? Obviously his son is pestering you, why do you want you to go?"

"There are so many things in the world, there are so many reasons, God arranged it, just accept it. Thinking too much will only make it more painful." Lin Zexi twitched the corner of his mouth, and said lightly, with an unusually calm face.

"You say that you completely deny subjective initiative, okay? According to your denial, if we don't struggle or work hard to change, then the whole world will just stagnate. What's the point of living?"

"I'm not denying subjective initiative. There is a saying in Buddhism called 'Work hard on cause, follow fate on fruit'. Have you heard it? Do your best, but don't be attached to the result, so that you won't suffer."

"Have you tried your best? All I see is escape."

"If I hadn't tried my best, I wouldn't have chosen to continue returning to this city. Haven't you seen the hard work I've done in the past year?" Lin Zexi looked up at him and said with a sad expression.

The words left him speechless.Since they met, Lin Zexi has been working hard, and even at the beginning he was surprised that he was working too hard. "Yes, I admit that you worked hard in the past, but why did you give up so easily now?"

"What if you don't give up? When you really see through death, you will understand how precious life is. I just want to live well."