There is a city in the heart of Yamashiro couple sparrows
Chapter 46 PART 45 Regret
After a day and a night of inner suffering, Xu Bicheng finally returned home. The sadness, fear, remorse, frustration, and guilt that had weighed on her heart all broke out together. She cried bitterly and broke her heart.
"Shanhai, do you know? I don't think I should be here to carry out this mission. If I don't come, I won't harm others or myself. I thought I could do well, but I made a mess of everything. It was my biggest mistake to be alive, how could there be such a stupid person like me in the world? Why didn't I listen to your advice? I shouldn't exist in this world at all, so I wouldn't kill so many people!" Xu Bicheng broke down in tears, for the first time she had doubts about the meaning of her existence.
"I won't deny the mistake you made. You did make a big mistake this time. You shouldn't have contacted Lao Tao to act privately, not to mention that this action is doomed to fail. But things have already happened. The result is not too bad, as I told you on our first day, no one can not make mistakes, I have made mistakes, the most important thing is that you have realized the mistakes you made, and then entangled in the past There is no point in what happened, you must cheer up, continue to fight, and complete this mission, only in this way can you be worthy of those who died in this operation.”
Tang Shanhai hugged Xu Bicheng tightly. He neither blamed Xu Bicheng blindly, nor simply comforted her. Now Xu Bicheng has a hurdle in his heart. Only when she really figured it out and crossed it by herself can she grow up.
"But, I'm so scared, I'm afraid that one day I'll even kill you!"
Xu Bicheng was most worried about this matter. In fact, during the period of being locked up in the operation department, Xu Bicheng thought a lot, and the most thoughtful thing was how she would not hurt Tang Shanhai if she was exposed. However, she But no matter how I think about it, I can't think of any good way.
Tang Shanhai heard tears streaming down unconsciously, he immediately turned his head away and wiped away the tears, "Don't say that, since the first day, our lives are one, and something happened to you , I can't escape, and vice versa, so please don't say that I will be killed by you in the future."
"But······"
"When we both came to do this task, we were ready to sacrifice at any time, but now I just want to say a word to you, it's good to be alive!" Before Xu Bicheng finished speaking, Tang Shanhai interrupted her.
Tang Shanhai gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Xu Bicheng's eyes, kissed Xu Bicheng's forehead lightly, and said: "The most important thing is to be able to live with you, Bicheng, do you know? I have been thinking, to carry out this This mission, my greatest luck is to meet you!"
"Thank you for saying that, Shan Hai, in fact, I have always wanted to say something to you, and please stop saying that my life is more important than everything else, because in my heart your life is also more important than mine. Important!" Xu Bicheng boldly said what had been buried in her heart.
"Okay, we will not say such things in the future, we must live well for each other, and wait for the day of victory together!" Tang Shanhai smiled happily, and the person he loves also loves him deeply. The most beautiful thing!
"Can you tell me about the specifics of this operation? I think..." Xu Bicheng didn't want to escape the mistakes she made, she had to remember this matter well, and remind herself that she would never do it again.
"A total of four people were rescued in this operation. Your classmate Zhou Li was not among them, and three of them were killed. But we also sacrificed three comrades, and one was arrested. His name is Lu Ming, and he is Zhou Li. Li's husband, and they have a three-month-old daughter."
Tang Shanhai understood Xu Bicheng's meaning, he hesitated for a while, but decided to tell the whole truth, and handed the Lu Ming's family photo to Xu Bicheng, even though doing so might make Xu Bicheng feel more guilty.
Sure enough, after hearing this, Xu Bicheng burst into tears again, but soon she wiped away the tears again, looked at the photo in her hand and said firmly: "I know it's all my fault for going my own way, but you are right, I must cheer up, complete the task, and drive the Japanese out of our country, so that I can express my sincerest apology and be worthy of them! But can you tell me how this girl is doing?" Xu Bicheng felt the most sorry for herself It was this little girl who became an orphan before she turned one year old.
"Don't worry, I've told Lao Tao to take good care of this little girl. She will be sent to a middle-aged couple whose son died in battle. She will live happily ever after." After arranging everything, he felt ashamed of Lu Ming.
"That's good!" Xu Bicheng has no conditions now. If possible, she wants to adopt Zhou Li's daughter.
"After tossing and tossing for so long, you are also tired. I heated up some water. You can wash up and go to rest."
Xu Bicheng went to rest as promised, and Tang Shanhai still had some finishing matters to deal with, but he had to wait for Chen Shen to come to him before deciding what to do.
At noon, Chen Shen sent news to Tang Shanhai on the pretext of sending Li Xiaonan home. The person following him, Chen Shen, had already found out. He just followed from a distance, and Bi Zhongliang didn't doubt him too much, after all, in Bi Zhongliang's view, he had no reason to do that, so Bi Zhongliang should have done this just because he was too suspicious, just in case.
Chen Shen pretended not to notice that person, walked into the house chatting and laughing with Li Xiaonan, once he went up to the second floor, he said to Li Xiaonan: "Little man, I want to ask you for a favor."
"What's the matter? Do you want me to help you with the revolution? Yes, yes!" Li Xiaonan seemed very excited.
"Help me play a play." Chen Shen couldn't figure out Li Xiaonan's identity, so he stopped guessing. Anyway, he believed that Li Xiaonan would not harm him. If he could live to the day of victory, he would... ···If Li Xiaonan still likes him by then.
Chen Shen knocked on the door of Tang Shanhai's house. Tang Shanhai had already heard the sound and was waiting at the door, but Chen Shen was talking to Li Xiaonan, so he didn't want to disturb him.
"This time..." Chen Shen said as soon as he entered Tang Shanhai's house. Tang Shanhai hissed, pointed to the bedroom, and then pointed to the study. Chen Shen understood, and followed Tang Shanhai into the study.
"There must be a scapegoat for this incident. If no one bears the charge, Bi Zhongliang will definitely not give up and will investigate to the end." Chen Shen sat down on the sofa and said.
"I don't know if Captain Chen has any good suggestions?" Tang Shanhai knew that if Chen Shen said so, there must be a suitable candidate.
"Xiao Wei, a staff member in the coordinating room, as far as I know, she is also the mistress of a small boss under Captain Shibuya, and she is also one of Bi Zhongliang's main suspects, but she must be under the surveillance of Bi Zhongliang now." Chen Deeply worried.
"It doesn't matter, as long as Bi Zhongliang doesn't send people to surround her house, my people can sneak in." Tang Shanhai smiled confidently.
"Captain Tang's work, I'm naturally relieved." Chen Shen was ready to leave after finishing speaking.
"Chen Shen, thank you!" Tang Shanhai sincerely thanked Chen Shen behind his back.
"I'll let you pay back the principal with interest." Chen Shen said with a grin.
"Sure!" Tang Shanhai never liked to owe people.
On the other side, Li Xiaonan talked to himself in the air, as if Chen Shen was really sitting opposite her, and the people watching downstairs didn't find anything abnormal at all.
The author has something to say:
No Responsibility Small Theater:
Bicheng said she shouldn't be on this mission
Sugar team inner OS: How can you not come? How can I know you if you don’t come?
Bicheng keeps crying
Sugar team inner OS: Wife, to be honest, you cry very ugly, but I still like it
Chen Shen said that he would pay back the principal with interest
Team Sugar's inner OS: Definitely pay it back, give you back the captain's sweet smile, you've made a lot of money
Originally uploaded it, but found that it was wrong, so I retransmitted it again.
"Shanhai, do you know? I don't think I should be here to carry out this mission. If I don't come, I won't harm others or myself. I thought I could do well, but I made a mess of everything. It was my biggest mistake to be alive, how could there be such a stupid person like me in the world? Why didn't I listen to your advice? I shouldn't exist in this world at all, so I wouldn't kill so many people!" Xu Bicheng broke down in tears, for the first time she had doubts about the meaning of her existence.
"I won't deny the mistake you made. You did make a big mistake this time. You shouldn't have contacted Lao Tao to act privately, not to mention that this action is doomed to fail. But things have already happened. The result is not too bad, as I told you on our first day, no one can not make mistakes, I have made mistakes, the most important thing is that you have realized the mistakes you made, and then entangled in the past There is no point in what happened, you must cheer up, continue to fight, and complete this mission, only in this way can you be worthy of those who died in this operation.”
Tang Shanhai hugged Xu Bicheng tightly. He neither blamed Xu Bicheng blindly, nor simply comforted her. Now Xu Bicheng has a hurdle in his heart. Only when she really figured it out and crossed it by herself can she grow up.
"But, I'm so scared, I'm afraid that one day I'll even kill you!"
Xu Bicheng was most worried about this matter. In fact, during the period of being locked up in the operation department, Xu Bicheng thought a lot, and the most thoughtful thing was how she would not hurt Tang Shanhai if she was exposed. However, she But no matter how I think about it, I can't think of any good way.
Tang Shanhai heard tears streaming down unconsciously, he immediately turned his head away and wiped away the tears, "Don't say that, since the first day, our lives are one, and something happened to you , I can't escape, and vice versa, so please don't say that I will be killed by you in the future."
"But······"
"When we both came to do this task, we were ready to sacrifice at any time, but now I just want to say a word to you, it's good to be alive!" Before Xu Bicheng finished speaking, Tang Shanhai interrupted her.
Tang Shanhai gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Xu Bicheng's eyes, kissed Xu Bicheng's forehead lightly, and said: "The most important thing is to be able to live with you, Bicheng, do you know? I have been thinking, to carry out this This mission, my greatest luck is to meet you!"
"Thank you for saying that, Shan Hai, in fact, I have always wanted to say something to you, and please stop saying that my life is more important than everything else, because in my heart your life is also more important than mine. Important!" Xu Bicheng boldly said what had been buried in her heart.
"Okay, we will not say such things in the future, we must live well for each other, and wait for the day of victory together!" Tang Shanhai smiled happily, and the person he loves also loves him deeply. The most beautiful thing!
"Can you tell me about the specifics of this operation? I think..." Xu Bicheng didn't want to escape the mistakes she made, she had to remember this matter well, and remind herself that she would never do it again.
"A total of four people were rescued in this operation. Your classmate Zhou Li was not among them, and three of them were killed. But we also sacrificed three comrades, and one was arrested. His name is Lu Ming, and he is Zhou Li. Li's husband, and they have a three-month-old daughter."
Tang Shanhai understood Xu Bicheng's meaning, he hesitated for a while, but decided to tell the whole truth, and handed the Lu Ming's family photo to Xu Bicheng, even though doing so might make Xu Bicheng feel more guilty.
Sure enough, after hearing this, Xu Bicheng burst into tears again, but soon she wiped away the tears again, looked at the photo in her hand and said firmly: "I know it's all my fault for going my own way, but you are right, I must cheer up, complete the task, and drive the Japanese out of our country, so that I can express my sincerest apology and be worthy of them! But can you tell me how this girl is doing?" Xu Bicheng felt the most sorry for herself It was this little girl who became an orphan before she turned one year old.
"Don't worry, I've told Lao Tao to take good care of this little girl. She will be sent to a middle-aged couple whose son died in battle. She will live happily ever after." After arranging everything, he felt ashamed of Lu Ming.
"That's good!" Xu Bicheng has no conditions now. If possible, she wants to adopt Zhou Li's daughter.
"After tossing and tossing for so long, you are also tired. I heated up some water. You can wash up and go to rest."
Xu Bicheng went to rest as promised, and Tang Shanhai still had some finishing matters to deal with, but he had to wait for Chen Shen to come to him before deciding what to do.
At noon, Chen Shen sent news to Tang Shanhai on the pretext of sending Li Xiaonan home. The person following him, Chen Shen, had already found out. He just followed from a distance, and Bi Zhongliang didn't doubt him too much, after all, in Bi Zhongliang's view, he had no reason to do that, so Bi Zhongliang should have done this just because he was too suspicious, just in case.
Chen Shen pretended not to notice that person, walked into the house chatting and laughing with Li Xiaonan, once he went up to the second floor, he said to Li Xiaonan: "Little man, I want to ask you for a favor."
"What's the matter? Do you want me to help you with the revolution? Yes, yes!" Li Xiaonan seemed very excited.
"Help me play a play." Chen Shen couldn't figure out Li Xiaonan's identity, so he stopped guessing. Anyway, he believed that Li Xiaonan would not harm him. If he could live to the day of victory, he would... ···If Li Xiaonan still likes him by then.
Chen Shen knocked on the door of Tang Shanhai's house. Tang Shanhai had already heard the sound and was waiting at the door, but Chen Shen was talking to Li Xiaonan, so he didn't want to disturb him.
"This time..." Chen Shen said as soon as he entered Tang Shanhai's house. Tang Shanhai hissed, pointed to the bedroom, and then pointed to the study. Chen Shen understood, and followed Tang Shanhai into the study.
"There must be a scapegoat for this incident. If no one bears the charge, Bi Zhongliang will definitely not give up and will investigate to the end." Chen Shen sat down on the sofa and said.
"I don't know if Captain Chen has any good suggestions?" Tang Shanhai knew that if Chen Shen said so, there must be a suitable candidate.
"Xiao Wei, a staff member in the coordinating room, as far as I know, she is also the mistress of a small boss under Captain Shibuya, and she is also one of Bi Zhongliang's main suspects, but she must be under the surveillance of Bi Zhongliang now." Chen Deeply worried.
"It doesn't matter, as long as Bi Zhongliang doesn't send people to surround her house, my people can sneak in." Tang Shanhai smiled confidently.
"Captain Tang's work, I'm naturally relieved." Chen Shen was ready to leave after finishing speaking.
"Chen Shen, thank you!" Tang Shanhai sincerely thanked Chen Shen behind his back.
"I'll let you pay back the principal with interest." Chen Shen said with a grin.
"Sure!" Tang Shanhai never liked to owe people.
On the other side, Li Xiaonan talked to himself in the air, as if Chen Shen was really sitting opposite her, and the people watching downstairs didn't find anything abnormal at all.
The author has something to say:
No Responsibility Small Theater:
Bicheng said she shouldn't be on this mission
Sugar team inner OS: How can you not come? How can I know you if you don’t come?
Bicheng keeps crying
Sugar team inner OS: Wife, to be honest, you cry very ugly, but I still like it
Chen Shen said that he would pay back the principal with interest
Team Sugar's inner OS: Definitely pay it back, give you back the captain's sweet smile, you've made a lot of money
Originally uploaded it, but found that it was wrong, so I retransmitted it again.
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