[Gone with the Wind] Back to the beginning

When she found out that she was born, Lottie was in a daze.

She just met the ghost of the opera house and her own childhood shadow. When she was four years old, she met Eric, the disfigured boy with the right half of her face, and quickly fell in love with her. Then she worked hard under the trouble of her younger sister Bonnie. Passed the test of her lazy, panic-stricken parents and ready to marry?When she woke up, she found that she was suspected to be a baby and was being born. Lottie felt that she was in a very bad mood.She coughed up the amniotic fluid that entered her lungs at birth, and physiological tears inevitably appeared in the corners of her eyes.Then she felt herself entering a warm and friendly embrace, and a very familiar voice said, "Why is this child crying so quietly?"

Lottie felt a shock.

Mammy, Mammy, her dearest Black Mammy.She died when she was 16 years old, and she didn't have time to come back to see the nun for the last time!

So, she was reborn back to when she was just born?Lottie nestled in the arms of the black mammy after a long absence, her mind was in chaos.But that's a bit of a stretch?Lottie Butler has never felt that there are any major shortcomings in her life. Although she is sad to lose relatives and friends such as nuns, she also understands that it is part of the life process.The only accident, childhood and the shadow that lasted for a long time, had passed away with a warm kiss a few days ago.Lottie didn't understand the meaning of her rebirth—though she was glad to see Mammy again.

The baby's brain couldn't bear too much thinking, and Lottie fell asleep drowsily after thinking for a while.At this moment, her vision is still very blurred, so she didn't have time to find out what was wrong with this "rebirth", and naturally she couldn't find out the deep malice of the master (author) universe (jun) Zhou (Jun) towards her.

A moment of silence for Miss Butler.

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A month later, Miss Butler, who finally figured out what a strange situation she was in, was lying on the pink crib with a blank expression on her face.In fact, she feels like swearing right now.

Who can tell her why she has a brother named Wade and a sister named Ella, and the brother and sister are still born separately from their mother and different men, anyway, not from their father?

Who can tell her why the relationship between mother and father is cold, not the usual cold war of quarreling and bickering, but the hidden sharp ice cover?Dad seems to still care about Mom's every move, but there is a tendency to empathize with himself, and the tone of his conversation with Mom is also extremely mean. With Mom's IQ, I can't hear the care and pain in it!The most terrible thing is, why does my mother hold a picture of Uncle Ashley with a sad face?

As for why Uncle Ashley looked dazed and melancholy, Aunt Melanie's face was paler than she remembered, why her mother disdained Aunt Melanie in all kinds of ways, and why her grandmother and grandfather were no longer around, Lottie was powerless. to manage.

Most importantly, why did everyone who came to see her compliment her on her beautiful blue eyes?Should she be glad she wasn't named Bonnie anyway?Although she vaguely realized that she might be replacing her sister Bonnie's original position.

There is something really wrong with this world.

Lottie, who has been hit countless times in the past month, can already express with a paralyzed face that she can meet any challenge.The black-haired, blue-eyed baby girl turned her head and looked at her mother who was keeping accounts at the desk.

She has repeatedly compared the two worlds, and the biggest difference lies in her mother.

Lottie sighed, and didn't want to think about whether to tell her father if she could return to the original world. Her mother was likely to be reborn, and her previous life might end up scumming him—but thinking of many details in her life, Lottie once again There was silence.

Dad, in fact, you already know it.

Her parents are the most loving couple she has ever known since she was a child, and it takes a lifetime of regret to make this love now——Lottie heard Aunt Meili talk about the wartime incident, although her mother was shrewd But his vision was not that sharp, those just-right decisions, coupled with his inexplicable rebirth... Lottie could only come up with such a guess.

Father and mother get along day and night, and he is so sensitive, he should have known it a long time ago.Lottie was thinking ecstatically, and suddenly felt so envious that her mother could get the love of her father. If she married Eric smoothly——the little girl's little face immediately collapsed, so what's the use of this damned rebirth !

...Forget it, let's find a way to match up with Mom and Dad first.No matter which time and space, they are her closest relatives.

Lottie, who made up her mind, didn't expect her dear mother to give her a surprise: she came back from the lumber factory that Ashley helped manage, and immediately asked her father to sleep in a separate room!

Lottie: I really want to kill my mother, what should I do, wait online, urgent.

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Scarlett found her long-lost maternal love stimulated—in fact, she had never felt that she had such a thing before.

When Wade was born, she was an impulsive little girl who recklessly married herself off, became a widow in a daze, and could no longer enjoy the fun of life-neither prepared nor in the mood. depressed.Later, Wade was terrified when Atlanta fell, and he was timid to see her, and Scarlett couldn't like him even more.And Ella, the daughter she gave birth to Frank reluctantly, is neither smart nor beautiful. When she was born, she was busy with her career, and she kept the child in her mind all day long, and it was difficult to establish much relationship.Only Lottie—only Lottie, the child with the beautiful blue eyes, made Scarlett feel her heart melt.

Scarlett was not without favorite children, like Ashley's Beau.Meili taught him to be smart and generous, and he has a cute little face to please people.But when her own Wade and Ella cried, she was too annoying to coax them.But Lottie doesn't.Lottie was quiet all day long and would not cry wantonly. She got up and went to see and tease the little girl and smiled sweetly, so Scarlett's limited patience could be used to play with the child.What's more rare is that although Lottie is quiet, she is very smart and has a pretty little face that resembles her very much. It makes no sense that Scarlett doesn't like Lottie.

Lottie, who was unconditionally doted on by her parents from birth in her previous life: ...

By the time she was one year old, Lottie could speak coherently in short sentences.Rhett could not wait to go door to door with his little daughter in his arms to show off. Although Scarlett laughed at him, she was proud of her daughter's intelligence in her heart.Wade and Ella, Lottie's older siblings who hadn't been present in her previous life, were also full of kindness towards her.Lottie was doing well here - except for her parents.

Ugh.The one-year-old girl sighed. Although she tried her best to bring the two of them together, and acted like a spoiled child when they were about to break out of conflict, the relationship between her parents still hadn't made substantial progress.

Spanning her fingers, Lottie helped her parents restore the favorability of some Atlanta residents in the first year of her rebirth (she no longer wanted to figure out why her parents were so unpopular here, her mother did it herself, and her father didn't bother to care about it), No matter it is carried out by mother or father for a walk, she will happily wave her little hands when she sees the residents of Atlanta. Both Rhett and Rhett were in a good mood, so the two sides had a little communication.What's more, he was determined not to be hugged by his drunk father, so that Rhett, who was often drunk after being heartbroken all his life, had restraint.Rhett really loves her--Lottie thought gloomily, if Sister Bonnie here was her, wouldn't she be pampered into lawlessness?There is a lot of pressure on a father who always thinks she doesn't ask enough!

——Although in the original world, Dad often forced her to buy dolls, but she was determined not to want them after she was four years old.

Lottie tried to reverse what happened here based on the performance of her mother on the other side of the world. In my memory, my mother was always very worried about Aunt Meili's health. When Aunt Meili was pregnant, her mother was going crazy. Maybe Aunt Meili here After giving birth, the vitality is seriously injured, or simply died of dystocia?Mom firmly refused to let Bonnie ride a horse, but let herself go a little bit, so did Bonnie get seriously injured or even fell to death while riding a horse?The most important thing is... how did mom and dad get to the last step, and when did mom discover her love for dad?After observing for a year, Lottie felt that her mother simply fell in love with her father without knowing it—but!But with her mother's temper, even if she told her directly, she wouldn't believe it, unless she waited for this person to get enlightened - Lottie imitated her father and sighed.

The road ahead is difficult.

I still suggest that parents go to Paris for a trip.Lottie thought bitterly, even if there is no progress in the relationship between her parents, she must not forget her own.What year was it when she met Eric in Paris?

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Lottie is two years old.

Aunt Meili held a birthday party for Uncle Ashley, because the venue had to be arranged in advance as a surprise for him, and she hoped that her mother would drag Uncle Ashley.Lottie's eyes lit up when she saw her mother - she originally wanted to stick together, but how many times she had done this kind of thing in the past two years, it was always a temporary solution, not a permanent solution... The little girl clenched her lower lip.

Although it might break up if the noise really broke down, but with myself in the situation, it will not completely break up.Besides, the relationship between husband and wife in the past two years is not much better than that of strangers, maybe arguing out what is in your heart will have a miraculous effect... Thinking about it this way, the little girl continued to accompany Brother Bo and Wade with a sweet smile on her face. Brother played with sister Ella.

I miss it so much :-D

Her mother didn't come to pick her up until several hours later, and rumors about her mother's affair with Uncle Ashley swept through Atlanta in an instant--Lottie's face turned pale after overhearing Aunt Merly scolding Indy with a white face. She was carried out by Aunt Meili ignorantly.

Things seem to be really messed up.

Lottie stayed in the room very well-behaved after being carried home by the nanny, trying to reduce the sense of presence as much as possible.It's not good if the Shura field between mom and dad is destroyed... Although mom looks really dangerous.So the little girl listened to a good show behind the door. Her dear father forcibly dragged out the mother who was hiding in the room and refused to face the message, and forced her to dress up and go to the banquet, saying that no one would believe it. That rumor, otherwise little Lottie would not be able to hold her head up in the social circle when she grows up!

Lottie: I'm so touched, but I feel like my father is even more angry.

A few hours later, the sound of mother's stumbling footsteps sounded outside the door. She seemed to have come back alone, hiding in the room and reminiscing about the trembling just now.Papa didn't come back, and Mammy came over to see little Lottie, thinking she was asleep--both brothers and sisters were fast asleep.Little Lottie stuck her bare feet to the door silently, trying her best to keep track of her parents' progress!She gambled on the experience of riding a horse and drinking with her father in her previous life to ensure that her father must have gone to drink, and he was absolutely drunk!It's strange that he didn't come to talk to his mother when he was drunk!

As for what to do next?Lottie said that she could write down the two people's drunken conversation and retell it to them tomorrow, really!No one can shut her mouth!

Little Lottie, who crossed over without successfully marrying Eric in her previous life, was still too young to imagine that the situation that night would develop into a passionate scene.

In the beginning, mom couldn’t sleep, walked around restlessly, and finally went downstairs with her slippers clattering, maybe looking for a drink (Scarlett’s drinking can’t be hidden from Rhett or little Lottie :-D), but Dad’s There was a sound—Little Lottie went from leaning against the door to touching the ground, intermittently.Dad seems to be forcing mom to drink, telling her not to pretend she just wants to have a drink.One side is sarcasm suppressing fury, and the other side is timid but stern. If this is not a play that his parents and Lottie are going to praise, Eric will definitely be willing to rewrite it into an opera!Dad was drunk, his tongue was sticking out, and he was in great pain, piercing his own heart and mother's too.Little Lottie's heart was beating so fast that at last Papa said—

"... Put aside the ready-made happiness, and go for something that will never make you happy. I am sad, because you are too stupid, and you don't even understand the principle that a husband and wife can be happy. If I die, Miss Meili will also die. If you die, will you be happy with him? Bah! You will never understand your precious and respectable sweetheart in your life... But we two, my dear wife, if you give me half a chance, we will both Lived very very happy and happy. Scarlett, I can see you right down to the bone...why? Because I love you and we are so compatible. I know you and Ashley would despise you if he knew you , your precious, shameless, stubborn, and hard-as-iron heart..."

keep going!Go on!Lottie's eyes sparkled, but there was no voice downstairs, footsteps and chasing—heavy, mother screaming, but quickly choked up—she struggled, father dragged her to the bedroom, He said drunkenly: "Holding me, but thinking about him? Well, there are only two people allowed in my bed tonight!"

Little Lottie only heard the door slam shut, and then there was a long solitude.The little girl's face was flushed red, and she hurried back to the bed to lie down on the dead body.

Hey~ Mom and Dad are so passionate.

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Because of eavesdropping most of the night, Little Lottie woke up very late the next day, making Wade and Ella a little worried.After waking up in a daze, Little Lottie had breakfast, and suddenly felt that the atmosphere at home was not right!

Dad went out early in the morning, and my mother woke up later than her!Mother didn't come down to eat, she asked Mammy to bring it up, little Lottie entered the door by rubbing Mammy's thigh, and saw her mother lying on the bed in her pajamas and humming!Hum!

Lottie: I'm stupid. Wouldn't it be better to let them sleep earlier?

But things are not that simple.

Scarlett was in a good mood all day, happy and excited, and she felt faintly agitated at the thought of meeting Rhett.But what Le Taotao was thinking was that she had been angry with that bastard Rhett Butler for long enough!Well now, he's in love with her, let's see how she treats him!

Lottie, heartbroken: Mom, you're really going to kill yourself like this...

So Scarlett, who was humming and rolling around on the bed, found her little daughter in her arms. Scarlett hugged her and Rhett's daughter with great maternal love, and said in a very gentle voice, "What's the matter, baby?"

Lottie: The sugar content in this voice is the normal mother in my memory!

"Mom, you look so happy." Little Lottie sat in her arms, blinking her blue eyes. "Is it because of Daddy?"

Scarlett choked for a moment, thinking it was because she had caught your father's hand and could punish him, but she couldn't say that to her daughter.Then her lovely little daughter said unintentionally: "Mom and Dad must be very in love when they are together."

She was full of longing: "Mom has never been so happy as this morning. Dad is the best way to make Mom happy, right?"

Scarlett remembered the frenzy of last night, the passion she hadn't experienced... She blushed.Scarlett had always been honest with herself, though sometimes in a corner.She knew last night's debauched pleasure was something the suave Ashley would never have given her, and indeed, all she'd wanted of him for so long was nothing more than a kiss—but there was something masculine about Rhett's strong arms. So vivid and real, Ashley's shadow seemed to fade away.He never made her truly alive and happy.Scarlett felt suddenly that she could really live with Rhett as happily as they had when they were first married.

Now she is no longer a maiden, but the fantasy of Ashley has always been to arrive at the holy church or a kiss full of sacrificial comfort.Filling the frenzy of life, the frenzy that Rhett took her through and which she really enjoyed, couldn't possibly be what Ashley would do.Scarlett struggled for a while, thinking with some hesitation that it would be nice to live with Rhett, as long as he put away his bad temper?

Lottie: The plan works...but most of the credit goes to my dad who worked hard last night.Hope nothing goes wrong again?

FLAG is set.

Rhett didn't come home for supper, didn't show up after supper, and didn't hear his key go in the lock all night.Scarlett was disappointed and anxious, but this was only the beginning.On the second day and the third day, there was no news from him.Scarlett could not insist on going out to find Rhett the next day. She stubbornly refused to admit that she cared about Rhett, and went around several times where he might be, but did not ask her friends.But little Lottie couldn't resist asking sweetly if she saw anyone, and Scarlett had to stand aside and listen in embarrassment.

... Finally, a kind southern lady gave little Lottie a hard look, pulled Scarlett aside and told her in a low voice.Little Lottie glanced at the shape of her lips, brothel.

Smile, smile, she's not angry at all, really.

Dad, you are really good.

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Scarlett's self-esteem finally prevented her from rushing to Bel Watling to question Rhett. She took her daughter home angrily, and felt that besides humiliation, there was also sadness and pain in her heart!Is this what the bastard said he loved her?She didn't care—but the pain in her heart was real.With Rhett not in front of her, she didn't have to pretend to be mocking for a moment in order to save face, she could savor the pain carefully.But the more she savored, the more confused she became, she was so jealous——she thought he loved her.She is so stupid, thinking so many wonderful futures for nothing, if Rhett finds out, she will laugh at her, no, she must never let him know!

Little Lottie can completely guess what her mother is thinking, she must be hiding the previous beauty in her heart and laughing at her father with a face full of indifference. Thinking of my father not usually committing suicide, he would commit suicide at critical moments!But thinking of his painful and forbearing love, little Lottie also softened her heart.She also wanted to see if she could give birth to Bonnie after her parents reconciled?Maybe with her look? ——Ah Dad, when did you come home? After drinking so much wine, is it enough to be bold?

Rhett came in just before noon, haircut, shaved, and sober.But the bloodshot eyes, the swollen skin from drinking too much, and the shaky footsteps all revealed how indulgent he had been. He waved his hand easily: "Hi, hello."

Scarlett suppressed her anger and looked at him coldly: "What have you been doing?"

"You don't know?" Rhett stood looking at her, grinning, lighting a cigar between his fingers, Scarlett not noticing that his hand was shaking. "Don't you know? My God, it's the old saying 'the husband cheats, the wife knows'. I thought after the police came to Bell's place the night before—"

"Watling!" Scarlett stood up angrily. "You're really there!"

"Ah, yes," said Rhett nonchalantly, "I hope you haven't worried about me."

"Bah! Don't ask yourself to be sentimental, I just want to find out where you went--"

"Speak like you really care about me." Rhett sneered, "Come on, baby, you don't care what I do, as long as I pay your bills." He smiled maliciously, "You know I'm not What a holy angel, ever since you slept with me because of Ashley Wilkes, I've—" But his eyes, so sharp, eager, frantically scanned her face for something.He seemed to be expecting her to speak, expecting her to refute him.But before he could say more hurtful words, a crisp voice sounded: "Father!" Little Lottie ran up to her father with her short legs, and hugged his thigh. Very stiff.

"Little Lottie." He picked up his daughter and coaxed him softly, "Daddy will go with you later, okay?"

Unexpectedly, her daughter said very seriously: "Dad, Mom misses you very much and is very worried about you." Scarlett's face instantly flushed with embarrassment and anger. "Really, Dad, my mother and I went out to find you, many places, and asked about it. Mom is very happy to be with you. I heard her sing that morning. Really! Mom is angry because you haven't come back."

Rhett really froze this time.

Lottie is telling the truth?Scarlett did care about his whereabouts, not for her face but for him?She sang after that night—she didn't hate his touch, it couldn't be made up, and no one would let Lottie make it up—and he looked into Scarlett's glowing green eyes, Come for real.Then— Rhett's hands trembled again, he was afraid that he would make a mistake, that Scarlett hadn't fallen in love with him, so he ran away in a hurry early in the morning, and dared not come back after soaking himself in wine for several days... Then, Scarlett Does Jiali really care about him a little bit?

And Scarlett, who was exposed by her daughter, froze all of a sudden, and she almost turned around and ran away in shame and anger!But little Lottie was still hanging on Ritter's shoulder, and added earnestly: "I heard it all, Dad said that day that he loves Mom, Dad can't go back on his word."

Rhett: ...

The atmosphere between husband and wife was very awkward for a while.Scarlett, who was about to get angry at Ritter, was exposed by her daughter and actually missed him all the time. Ritter, who was about to pretend to be indifferent, was emphasized by her daughter that he loves Scarlett. Seeing a little bit of hope, he did not immediately deny it, so... ...The husband and wife looked at each other speechlessly, and they didn't know what to say.

Rhett finally broke the silence.

"Lottie, go back and play first." He coughed, "I'll talk to your mother... Scarlett, can I come into your room?" He had forced his way in once the other night.Scarlett nodded stiffly, and Rhett's eyes lit up.

"Okay then." She said reluctantly and walked towards her room.

Little Lottie's eyes are bright: the plan is clear!Then she was picked up by Mammy and brought into the game room...

Little Lottie: Woo.

Then Dad and Mom didn't know what they talked about. Anyway, they didn't come out from noon until night, and Dad went back with the dinner plate!

One month later, Paris.

"So this is the second honeymoon?" Scarlett held up a small umbrella, "but why did you come to Paris?" She couldn't understand French!

Little Lottie: I understand but I have to pretend not to understand, I am so tired.

Rhett put his arms around her shoulders intimately: "Honey, we can see a different scenery..." He whispered in her ear, "Show you those things that Mr. Wilkes likes, why not?" So, you really aren't suitable, are you?"

Scarlett blushed with embarrassment, and she opened Rhett's hand fiercely: "I want you to talk!"

Rhett smiled. Who would have thought that after that frantic night, he and Scarlett would usher in a turning point?Paris, the place his little Lottie had always wanted to go—the little Lottie who brought him happiness, of course he wanted to be satisfied.Of course, Mr. Wilkes is also one of the reasons?

Rhett is familiar with Paris, but little Lottie is interested and points to the alleys he has never been to to see. He is also happy to go in with the little girl in his arms. Scarlett reluctantly follows...in a gypsy's In front of the circus, the little girl directed him to stop.

"I'm going in," said little Lottie, very solemnly.

Rhett frowned. He didn't really like the exhibition about freaks here, but he still walked in with his wife and daughter.Little Lottie bit her lip a little uneasy, but let him go in and out. The monkey's squeak made the little girl look up, and she stared at a huge iron cage in a daze.There was a dirty and thin boy with a rag bag on his head, only a pair of eyes were exposed.The boy tightly grasped the barely recognizable monkey-shaped piece of cloth, curled up in a corner.The iron plate on the cage reads: Son of the Devil.

She hugged her father's neck tremblingly, asking him to carry her over.

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The devil's son hates himself when he is in a mess, it makes him feel powerless to deal with the status quo.Especially every time the headgear was forcibly taken off, revealing the face of half a demon and half an angel... But this time, during the struggle, he noticed a slight surprise.

A line of sight that is incompatible with everything around.He found a little girl, wearing very beautiful clothes, standing very close in front of the iron fence, biting her lower lip tightly, looking at him full of worry and worry, and he almost mistakenly thought that something in her eyes was distressing... It made him more aware of the mess he was in, and struggling at the same time.Snapped!The whip made him grunt in pain.The girl seemed to tremble too, almost crying.The man behind her, possibly her father, pulled her to persuade her to leave, but the little girl stared at him firmly and for a long time, and finally she spoke suddenly, her father was surprised by her calmness.

"I want him," she said to her father, "buy him for me, Dad, please, that's all I want."

For a moment, the Devil Son thought God had finally heard him.

Scarlett couldn't understand her younger daughter's obsession with that ugly boy, and neither could Rhett.But after repeatedly confirming that the precocious daughter had made up her mind, he still fulfilled the first thing her daughter asked of him-a boy, and later added a monkey.He paid some money to buy the devil's son. Scarlett was not very happy to see that face, but little Lottie seemed to have got a huge treasure.

"Are you okay?" The delicately dressed little girl walked over, took the hand of the Devil's Son, and asked with concern.The Devil's Son shook his head nervously. He hugged the little monkey tightly and used its body to cover the right half of his face.Little Lottie gently pushed the little monkey away, feeling the devil's son go stiff, she stood on tiptoe and kissed his crippled face.

"From now on, we are family." She said to him, seeing the tears of the devil's son rolling down from her eyes, "From now on, I will call you Eric, okay?"

At this moment, Lottie felt that she had reached her own consummation in both lives.She can already look forward to a happy future, both her own and her parents' - with no regrets.

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All kinds of brain holes are endless, is there any cutie out of it?If I see interesting ones, maybe I will write a few extra chapters.