After rebirth, he had sex with Bai Yueguang of Zha Gong

Although Xu Chun is not used to sleeping with other people, he also slept on the same bed with Xie Jianyuan a few times by accident. At first, he was really not used to it, but seeing Xie Jianyuan's calm expression, he could be more twitchy, once he got used to it Afterwards I thought it was no big deal.

"Brother Chun, do you need to turn off the lights?"

Xu Chunru pulled the blanket up to his chin, yawned and said, "Turn it off."

Xie Jianyuan Wenyan leaned slightly and turned off the desk lamp, and the surroundings were suddenly plunged into darkness.

Xu Chun closed his eyes, feeling that the atmosphere was so quiet that he could hear his own heartbeat.

There was a rustling sound next to him, the sound of fabric rubbing against each other, Xu Chun was slightly taken aback, was Xie Jianyuan taking off his clothes?For some reason, this realization made his face feel a little hot.

"Brother Chun."

Xie Jianyuan called Xu Chun again, his voice was inexplicably deep and hoarse, as if he was suppressing something,

"……Um."

Xu Chun almost buried his whole head in the quilt, and responded muffledly.

"I can't sleep." Xie Jianyuan said in a deep voice, his dark eyes stared at the back of his head for a moment, and a fleeting smile flashed in his eyes.

Xu Chun froze for a moment, then said slowly, "Just close your eyes."

"But I don't want to close my eyes." Xie Jianyuan's eyes fell on the red mole on Xu Chunxue's white neck, and his eyes darkened.

Xu Chun was silent for a moment, and finally he had to sigh and turned around, met Xie Jianyuan's bright eyes, pursed his lips, and said, "Then what do you want?"

Xie Jianyuan smiled and said, "I want to talk to you,"

"say what?"

"Something about your childhood."

Xu Chun sighed: "I can't remember what happened when I was a child now." He raised his head and looked at Xie Jianyuan's eyes again, and said helplessly: "Okay, okay, let me think about it."

Xu Chun has almost forgotten the things about his childhood now. He only remembers that when he was a child, he was particularly insecure. He was afraid that Xu's parents and Xu's mother would abandon him, so he was careful in everything he did. He was a well-behaved and sensible child in the eyes of the neighbor teacher.

But in fact, at that time, deep down in his heart, he also longed to play with his peers, but he didn't dare, because that would not be the good boy that Xu's parents and Xu's mother liked.

Every time Xu Jin and his playmates came home dirty and dirty, exceeding the time required by Xu's parents and Xu's mother, Xu's mother always scolded him, and then did not forget to add "Look at your brother , can you understand something to save me some trouble?"

Then he knew that he must be sensible and not bore adults.

Xu Chun blinked, looked at Xie Jianyuan and said, "Don't look at me saying that Xu Jin is a kid, but I was no different from him when I was young."

Xie Jianyuan smiled: "Didn't your aunt say that you are very sensible?"

"It's different." Xu Chun shook his head.

He paused, and continued: "Actually, I always liked to think wildly at that time. I always felt that no one would like me, so I had to work harder to please people."

Xie Jianyuan's eyes moved, the smile on the corners of his mouth gradually faded, and he didn't speak.

Xu Chun said: "At that time, because I was concerned about my specialness, even if I made mistakes occasionally, my parents would not treat me like they did to Xu Jin, and their attitude can be said to be cautious."

"Actually, I really hope they can scold me."

Xu Chun forced a smile, and said in a relaxed tone, "Do you think I'm looking for scolding?"

Xie Jianyuan looked at him with deep eyes, with shattered starlight hidden in his eyes, he looked at him tenderly and didn't speak.

Xu Chun yawned again, turned over and said wearily: "It's all happened many years ago, now of course I know that my parents treat me and Xiao Jin the same, but the way of expression is different,"

Xie Jianyuan stared at Xu Chun's back, frowned slightly as if hesitating how to comfort him, but in the end he didn't say anything, he just reached out and patted Xu Chun's back clumsily and gently,

"Well, go to sleep."

Xu Chun's head was already groggy, and he only answered vaguely, and fell asleep in a daze.

The weather outside was still thundering and lightning, and from time to time there were deafening roars of thunder. Xie Jianyuan still kept his eyes open and didn't seem to be sleepy at all.

Xu Chun seemed to be sleeping a little restlessly, curled up into a ball, wishing to shrink himself to the minimum, I heard that this is a sign of extreme insecurity.

He seemed to have become the cautious child again.

Hearing what he seemed to be talking in a daze, Xie Jianyuan frowned slightly, and leaned closer to hear what he said clearly.

"cold……"

Xie Jianyuan frowned even tighter. After hearing what he said, he really felt the cold wind blowing. It must be that the window was not closed tightly. He got up and checked, then closed the window tightly, drew the curtains, and went back to bed.

Xu Chun's body was still trembling, he subconsciously clenched the quilt tightly, Xie Jianyuan raised his eyebrows helplessly as he looked at the quilt that had gone away for a moment.

He carefully pulled it back a little, and then put his hand on Xu Chun's shoulder, feeling that he was not shaking so much, he was slightly relieved.

"...Thank you for seeing Yuan."

Xu Chun murmured in his sleep, although the voice was very low, but Xie Jianyuan still heard it clearly, like a thunderbolt on the flat ground exploding in his ears.

His pupils shrank. This was the first time Xu Chun called him by his first and last name. There was a hint of coquettishness in his tone, as if he had been wronged and wanted to find someone to back him up.

He lowered his eyelashes slightly, stretched out his hand to comfort and pat him on the back, and spoke softly, as if afraid of being disturbed.

"I'm here."

Xu Chun didn't speak anymore, he seemed really relieved, and soon quieted down.

Xie Jianyuan finally closed his eyes slowly. Although he was very awake now, after more than ten minutes, he gradually fell asleep.

In the middle of the night, Xie Jianyuan woke up again.

He glanced at Xu Chun who was curled up in his arms, and sighed helplessly, with a forbearing expression on his face.

Xu Chun didn't sleep well, and kept making small movements, moving from side to side without stopping for a moment.

Xie Jianyuan's body froze suddenly, he felt something strange there, and his face became a little ugly.

Xu Chun seemed unaware of the current situation, turned over and changed into a more comfortable position, and unconsciously touched the fatal position with his hand.

Xie Jianyuan's eyelashes trembled slightly, feeling a little uncomfortable there.

Xu Chun suddenly snorted uncomfortably. He must have sensed the scorching heat somewhere even in his sleep, which made him turn over and wanted to stay away from the uncomfortable place.

Seeing this, Xie Jianyuan's eyes darkened, and he stretched out his arms to hug him, holding him tightly in his arms.

Xu Chun finally calmed down.

Xie Jianyuan sighed inwardly, and hugged him even tighter, as if he was guarding some treasure, and then he was finally willing to close his eyes slowly.

Toss all night until dawn.

When Xu Chun woke up the next day, he found that there was no one beside him. He yawned lazily, put on his slippers and got off the ground.

The bathroom door was closed, he knocked on the door and found that Xie Jianyuan was inside.

"Brother Chun, wait a minute."

Xu Chun responded, and the door opened not long after. Xu Chun was stunned at the first sight, looked at his own pants, and raised his eyebrows in surprise.

"……This is?"

Xie Jianyuan said without changing his face: "Well, the pants are dirty."

"Why did the good pants get dirty?"

"It should have been dirty when I came here yesterday, anyway, I didn't notice." Xie Jianyuan's expression was still very calm.

Seeing this, Xu Chun didn't have any doubts, and quickly put the doubts behind him, but he remembered another thing, and said with a smile: "Are these the pants my mother found for you?"

Xie Jianyuan nodded.

"It's quite suitable." Xu Chun looked him up and down carefully, and praised him sincerely.

Xie Jianyuan was tall and slender, about 1.8 meters tall, he was like a walking clothes hanger.

Hearing what Xu Chun said, the smile on his face deepened, and Xu Chun's face was reflected in his dark pupils.

Xu Chun suddenly noticed that there was a faint shadow under Xie Jianyuan's eyes, which looked like dark circles, because he rarely saw such things on his face, so he couldn't help but take a few more glances.

"Did you not sleep well last night?"

Xie Jianyuan's face froze without any trace.

Xu Chun continued ignorantly, "Did it rain too much last night and disturbed you?"

After Xie Jianyuan was silent for a moment, he said slowly, "It's not about the rain."

"What is that?" Xu Chun frowned suspiciously, and suddenly seemed to remember something, and said, "Speaking of which, I didn't sleep well last night."

Xie Jianyuan's body froze again, he raised his eyebrows calmly, and asked in a deliberate tone: "I think you slept well."

Xu Chun glanced at him suspiciously: "How do you know?"

Xie Jianyuan replied: "Guess."

Xu Chun obviously didn't believe his nonsense, frowned and wanted to ask again, when Xie Jianyuan asked himself: "Why did you say you didn't sleep well?"

Xu Chun's attention was drawn away, he sighed and said, "I had a dream."

"What dream?"

"I dreamed that I went back to my childhood, staying at home alone after school every day, because my parents are still working at this time, Xu Jin is still playing with his little friends, and I am the only one left."

"I took a small bench and watched at the door, and I couldn't wait for them to come back until it was dark."

"and then?"

"Then a person told me that they moved with Xu Jin and they don't want me anymore."

Xie Jianyuan was silent and did not speak, and after a while he said slowly: "Actually, the person who told you is you, isn't it?"

Xu Chun was startled, his expression a little dazed, but he soon came back to his senses, and his face returned to his usual gentle appearance.

"What about you? What dream did you have?"

Xie Jianyuan slightly lowered his eyelashes, covering the strange dark light in his eyes, and said with a half-smile on his face: "It's better that you don't know."

Xu Chun: "..."

I don't know why, but I always feel that he makes me panic when I laugh.