After the breakup they all cried and wanted to chase me

Qiao Luo didn't look at Shen Xing, who was in a daze, and went up to the second floor by himself, holding on to the handrail of the stairs.

The door of the bedroom was hanging weakly, he twisted it several times, his fingers were almost useless, and when the light on the wall was turned on, his face was pale.

However, Qiao Luo's eyebrows and eyes are soft and soft, with a gentle and free-spirited tone, giving people the illusion of a soft temper, as if he never hurts, and has always been the quietest and best-tempered one.

With trembling hands, he unscrewed the door, walked in, and locked it again. The whole action was done in one go, and it took less than two seconds.Qiao Luo didn't turn on the light, half of his body leaned against the door, and slowly slid down, as if his muscles and bones had been taken away.

The curtains in the bedroom were drawn, and the moonlight outside was dimly covered with a layer of mist, which penetrated in, spreading the coldness of the floor.

Qiao Luo just sat quietly behind the door for a long time with the lights on in the dark.His whole body was hidden in the darkness, with no expression on his face. He only lowered his eyes, hugged his knees with his hands, and stared straight at the dark ground in a self-protective posture.

There was no movement outside, and there was no movement inside. The most clingy silly dog ​​judged the situation and hid somewhere.Qiao Luo hasn't been alone in a daze for a long time.

When he was a child, Qiao Fan took him to remarry, and forced him to call someone else's father. If he didn't call him, Qiao Fan locked him in a small room and didn't let him eat.

Later, when the man ran away, Qiao Fan treated Lin Ting who he picked up.Qiao Luo felt that Qiao Fan was sick, and he was only thinking of being good to the illegitimate son of a man who abandoned him, what kind of intentions were he trying to figure out.

It is said that crying children have sweets, Lin Ting can cry, but he can't, he and Lin Ting fight, and he is always the one who gets scolded.

It deserves it, who told him not to cry, who told him not to be pitiful.

After a few times, Qiao Luo had a long memory. Qiao Fan said he was old and asked him to give way to Lin Ting, and he really gave way to Lin Ting.

Qiao Luo doesn't like Lin Ting, but plays with Lin Ting in a good temper.I don't like painting, but I signed up for a painting class with Lin Ting.

He went to boarding school. On Saturdays and Sundays, Lin Ting hung around him, deliberately asking him to help with homework.He can teach Lin Ting to do the questions over and over again in a good temper, and he can talk patiently for an entire afternoon.Obviously he had had enough of this kind of life, but he still lived next to each other, obediently and wisely becoming a transparent person in the family.

When he couldn't bear it the most, Shen Xing appeared.

Shen Xing helped him with his homework, brought him breakfast, called him back after he had a fight with others, and carefully looked up what nutritional supplements to eat so that the wound would heal better.

When he was working part-time in the billiards club, he was young and vigorous. He won the ball and was surrounded by a group of people in a small alley. The classmates who usually joked and worked part-time together ran away in horror, without giving him the slightest look.

Beating people will hurt the hands, and being beaten, not to mention the hands, will hurt the whole body.Others were desperate, and he was even more desperate. He beat those people until their faces were covered in blood, and they fell to the ground one by one, and his clothes were also covered in blood.

The people around were afraid of him and avoided him, only thinking that he was a bad boy who was vicious and uneducated.

After being sent to the hospital, Qiao Fan came to see him, screaming, hanging on with harsh words, asking him why he fought. Qiao Fan stayed in the ward all morning, and never asked him if it hurt.

He squeezed an orange without making a sound, peeled the skin and tasted it, it was sweet.It's sweet, it's really sweet.

Qiao Fan didn't ask him if it hurts, and the uncle from the Cheng family who came to see him didn't ask him, but Shen Xing did.

Shen Xingji was concerned about his injuries, and came to the hospital to see him every day, and bought him delicious food in different ways.

At that time, he was very tongue-tied and asked Shen Xing: "You are a good student, why don't you go to class, what's the point of staying here?"

Without raising his head, Shen Xing read a weekly economic newspaper, "It's the same everywhere."

Yes yes yes, good student, you can study anywhere.

Qiao Luo pouted, feeling bored, ordered Shen Xing to peel the oranges for him to eat.

Shen Xing glanced at Qiao Luo, put down the book in his hand without temper, and seriously peeled the oranges for Qiao Luo.

Shen Xing had a very handsome appearance and skillful hands, he could peel an orange into a work of art, and Qiao Luo just looked at him like he was looking at a pleasing flower.

These days when Qiao Luo was on the hospital bed, Shen Xing didn't talk much, and Qiao Luo just followed and didn't talk much.

The two of them were in the same ward, playing their own games, and maybe an hour or two passed without saying a word.

But Shen Xing was able to guess Qiao Luo's mind.Know when he wants to drink water, eat, and play games.With just one look from him, Shen Xing can help him do it in advance.

After Qiao Luo was discharged from the hospital, he heard that the gangsters who fought with him that day all broke their legs. It is said that they offended the young master of the Shen family on the way home from school one day, and were taken away by the Shen family.

With Shen Xing's temperament, he is the top good student in school, a person whom the principal and teachers praise, what can he provoke?

Qiao Luo knew in his heart that it was probably because of him.It's just that if Shen Xing didn't say anything, he would act as if he didn't know.

After that day, Qiao Luo would work part-time again, and Shen Xing would go with him.Shen Xing didn't bother him either, he was busy with his work, and Shen Xing was just playing with his mobile phone, and only went home with him when he finished his work.

With two months' wages, Qiao Luo bought a pair of unremarkable rings. He knew they were ugly, but he could only afford the ugliest one.

One for Shen Xing and one for him.

If Shen Xing showed the slightest contempt, or spent money to buy a more expensive one, he probably wouldn't like Shen Xing, but Shen Xing seemed to like it very much, so he rarely curled his lips.

Such a person, he gave you enough respect, enough freedom, never interfered with you, but always followed you behind you, guarding you.

It's a lie to say you're not interested.

Qiao Luo knew that most of the students in the school were afraid of him and knew that he was a fierce fighter.But few people would think that not everyone fights so fiercely, nor is everyone born to fight.

If it weren't for suffering all the way, who would know how to beat someone more painful?Where can a person fall to the ground and be unable to get up?

Qiao Luo never thought of himself as a good person, and would sneak back when he was bullied, and he had nothing to do with kindness and morality.

Shen Xing had seen all his downfalls, seen him being scolded as a child without a father, being held down in the toilet, with burn marks on his arms.

Shen Xing had also seen all the bad things about him, seeing him straighten his back, beat those who scolded him to the hospital desperately.

Seeing that he finished beating someone, he sat on the ground blankly, called the police with his mobile phone, and said the address without changing his smile, and squatted aside obediently, waiting for someone to arrest him.

At that time, Qiao Luo didn't know Shen Xing yet, and couldn't even say a few words.

Later, Qiao Luo and Shen Xing became friends, and Qiao Luo was never bullied again in school.

When everyone else was afraid of him, only Shen Xing would nervously ask him if he was in pain. Seeing that he was injured, Shen Xing could be unhappy for a whole day with a sullen face, but carefully pulled out the infusion needle for him, and bought his favorite drink. of hot drinks.

Afterwards, he basically never had any conflicts with anyone, nor did he fight with others, he suppressed his temper, and simply didn't want to make Shen Xing unhappy.

He is also a human being, and he also likes to be hurt by others, and to be greeted by others.Shen Xing lifted off his outermost shell, allowing him to reveal the softest inner affection.

When it comes to love, you meet the most suitable person at the most suitable time.

When he met Shen Xing, he fell into it with wishful thinking, no one could blame others, nor could he blame Shen Xing.

He and Shen Xing hid in the small apartment near the school to watch a movie, he deliberately put out a calcium tablet, Shen Xing didn't change his face, and accompanied him to watch with a serious face, and said sternly: "It's not as good as you. "

In a word, his eyebrows and eyes were curved when he smiled.

He squeezed Shen Xing's chin to kiss him, and told Shen Xing that he would earn a lot of money to support Shen Xing in the future.

Shen Xing licked his lips dryly, letting him play around with a good temper.

Then, then they were together.

It is said that you can't meet someone who is too amazing when you are young. Shen Xing was not amazing, but during the few years when he should change his temper, it was stabbed into his heart so deeply that he couldn't even pull it out.

How to pull it out, it is embedded with meat!

Qiao Luo squatted on the ground, hugging her knees tightly, her bangs hanging down in front of her forehead, her limp hair was soft and obedient, very much like his docile appearance.

He didn't want to pull out this soft nail, he didn't want to pull it out.

But Shen Xing pulled it out by himself.

Shen Xing gave him hope, but then abandoned him, Shen Xing didn't even remember him.

If there was no matter about Lin Yaran, he would probably still be able to live with Shen Xing, just so ordinary and peaceful.

Didn't you just forget him?When the two met again, Shen Xing couldn't move when he saw him at first sight, his eyes were full of liking, just like before.Shen Xing was as good to him as ever, and his obedience was the same as before.

He thought, Shen Xing really liked him.

His requirements are not high at all, he likes Shen Xing, and Shen Xing also likes him, that's enough, there's nothing wrong with it.

He didn't need to mention the events of the year, he didn't ask why Shen Xing left alone, he just hid it in his heart and pretended that nothing happened.

Whitewashing the peace, isn't that what it means?

He has been here for five years, and he has never mentioned the past, and he dare not mention it. This layer of scar is too painful, the nails are rusted, and the glass shards are embedded in the heart, so it is impossible to mention it.

It's just that when he occasionally had nightmares and woke up in the middle of the night, he would always remember over and over again the days when he was walking the road alone and couldn't wait for Shen Xing to come back.

Then, he groped in the dark, raised his eyes to look at Shen Xing, touched Shen Xing's face lightly, put his arms on Shen Xing's body and continued to sleep, his fingers firmly grasping him.

Shen Xing was still by his side, he was very down-to-earth.

Qiao Luo couldn't even figure it out, five years had passed, why he couldn't make it through now.

Times change, and the hardest thing in this world is to change your heart, to replace the old with the new.The circle is very chaotic, he has read too much, and has long since become numb.Shen Xing was different from others, even if he did things a little bit stupidly or improperly, he still liked him.

Shen Xing still likes him, Shen Xing didn't cheat, Shen Xing begged him not to break up, how wonderful, why the hell can't we get through?

Isn't it good to whitewash the peace like before?

not good.

not good at all.

He will also feel wronged.

He is a person, alive, flesh and blood, not a painless machine.

so be it.

Anyway, it's all broken, so why bother digging it out again.

When Qiao Luo thought this way, his heart trembled, his eyes were red, and he turned on the light in a daze.

The moment the light came on, Qiao Luo's eyes hurt so badly that he couldn't control his tears from falling down.

Qiao Luo sniffed, then walked to the bathroom.In the mirror, his bloodless face became paler, but his lips were bright red, making him look even more embarrassed.

Qiao Luo squeezed toothpaste for herself, brushed her teeth, and washed her face. Her movements remained unchanged, meticulous and meticulous, and she seemed emotionless.

The soft bedding on the bed had been sun-dried by the housekeeper, and she lay down warmly. Qiao Luo closed her eyes, her eyelashes trembling a little.

Unable to fall asleep, he opened his eyes again to count the small grids on the ceiling.

Qiao Luo counted over and over again, from one to more than 300, got stuck, and went back to count again.

When I counted to 360 seven, I got stuck again.

360 five, 360 six, 360 seven...

Nine years ago, on the day when Shen Xing abandoned him and left alone, he also counted like this, counting the small red lanterns hanging in the small hotel room in that remote county town.

360 five, 360 six, 360 seven, he remembered, that happy little red lantern is 360 seven.

so clear.

The author has something to say: Shen Er used to be Luo Luo's salvation, but it was actually quite sweet nine years ago.In the next chapter, you will abuse Luoluo again, you beat me to death, and immediately start the chasing wife crematorium mode, trust me, hey, I can be sweet or sweet, really, QAQ said, next time I want to see whether my younger brother is Dong Sheng or Shen Er , I will start writing immediately.

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