lucky son

When he realized that Jiang Shulang liked him, Meng Hui couldn't help being a little bit blind even though he was already as stable as an old dog in the mission.

It is true that when he was young and ignorant (?), he had a dark history of falling in love with the child of luck, but that is already in the past tense.The current Meng Hui has been in the sea, and he has no interest in love.

Falling in love with the son of luck, now that I think about it, it can be described as "a hundred harms but no benefit".Being with the child of luck is equivalent to being connected with the other party's destiny and blending with luck. Even if the task is completed, you can't leave casually.Either you have a seven-year itch with the other party and become a resentful spouse after the relationship wears off, and you will be sad and hurt your body, or you will honestly accompany the other party for a lifetime, grow old together, and then watch the other party die, which is still sad and hurt your body.

Thinking about it this way, no matter how you look at it, it is not worthwhile.The defenders and the natives of the world, even the way of existence are in different dimensions, just like "summer insects cannot speak ice", even if they come together, there will be no good results.

Once upon a time, Meng Hui, who was not afraid of tigers as a newborn calf, didn't care about these things.For his own love, he is willing to fly moths to the flame, and endure long-term pain for short-term happiness--it's a pity that he doesn't even have the chance to obtain happiness.

But now, Meng Hui, who has gone through vicissitudes of life for several generations, is unwilling.In his eyes, emotion is a luxury he cannot afford. No matter how precious and beautiful it is, it is not worth the long time it takes him to repay the loan after a moment of carnival.

Since he couldn't respond, how could he refuse?Is it to cut through the mess with a sharp knife, and to reject Jiang Shulang when his feelings are still shallow?Or pretend to be ignorant and gradually alienate?

Meng Hui's index finger tapped his knee slowly, thinking carefully, weighing the pros and cons of the two methods.

And when Meng Hui was thinking, Jiang Shulang was also thinking in a thousand turns, with ups and downs.

When he was angry before, he was so focused on being angry that he didn't notice it, but now that he calmed down a little, Jiang Shulang noticed something was wrong—the atmosphere in the car and Meng Hui's attitude towards him were too weird.

Upon discovering this, Jiang Shulang's back suddenly turned cold, and he realized that his jealousy just now seemed too obvious.

If it is a normal friend, when he learns that the other party likes a girl, he should never have such a violent reaction, not to mention that Jiang Shulang has been trying to alienate Qiao Yani, and he is impossible and even less willing to say "I like Qiao Yani" Explain your exception.

Since it cannot be explained, it is very difficult to get over this matter.No matter how rough Meng Hui was, he was not a fool, and it was impossible for him to be unaware of it.And looking at Meng Hui's current appearance, he must have noticed something was wrong, and seemed to be weighing how to react.

For a moment, Jiang Shulang was in a state of disarray, feeling that his mind was in a mess and he was at a loss what to do.

Obviously, I have always done a good job of superficial skills, and I also know how to hide my emotions. Why did I make such a big mistake in front of Meng Hui?

Maybe it's because I've always been unprepared for the other party, maybe it's because the bad dream on the plane affected his control of emotions, or maybe... it's my subconscious intention?

Regarding his feelings, Jiang Shulang has endured for too long, no matter how much he warns himself to be patient and to proceed step by step, but the sweetheart dangles in front of him without knowing it every day, and the saint is going to hold back his anger!

When he was in China, Jiang Shulang didn't dare to speak out, for fear that the other party would run away because he couldn't accept it.But now, they have gone abroad, applied to the same university, and even the dormitory is the same room, even if Meng Hui realizes something is wrong and wants to escape, he can't get anywhere.

——Yeah, boiling frogs in warm water for almost a year has no effect, so it's better to take advantage of the right time, place and people and Juquan to make it clear.

Obviously, his feelings made a decision one step earlier than his reason. After Jiang Shulang obeyed his feelings first, his reason gradually came online and his thinking was straightened out.

Taking a deep breath, Jiang Shulang looked at Meng Hui, and found that Meng Hui was frowning slightly, as if he was worried about something, so he didn't do anything, and grabbed his hand.

Meng Hui was taken aback by Jiang Shulang's action, and turned his head to meet the other's burning eyes that no longer concealed his affection, and his heart skipped a beat—well, he was still weighing how to refuse just now, but the other party He is no longer going to be given a chance to choose.

"I was angry just now because I was jealous." Jiang Shulang said slowly, with a solemn and suppressed tone, "How is Qiao Yani better than me? The person who has been with you and liked you all the time is obviously me."

Hearing these words, Meng Hui's expression was in a trance for a while, and the rejection that had been brewing was blocked in his throat for a moment.

——Because Jiang Shulang's eyes and tone are too familiar.In the past, Meng Hui recalled the scene when he confessed to Zheng Wenrui dozens of times, even hundreds of times, and it turned out to be exactly the same as this moment.

Looking at Jiang Shulang who was restless, begging and longing to express his heart, Meng Hui felt as if he had seen himself in the first world.Even though he knew that the other party didn't have the same feelings, he still put all his eggs in one basket and embraced his hot heart frankly and fearlessly, hoping to get a response from the other party.

Innocent, stupid, but affectionate.

It's a pity that the former self failed, but now, he wants to give another person the same blow.

Meng Hui felt guilty and sighed, but he had to do it.He didn't want to give false feelings to the child just to make the child of luck happy. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.

Now that he can finally get out of the pain of being broken up, Meng Hui believes that the blessed son of luck can also do the same.

"Sorry." Gathering his mind, Meng Hui withdrew his hand from Jiang Shulang's.No matter how tightly the other party grips, it still cannot overcome Meng Hui's determination.

Jiang Shulang's eyes suddenly dimmed.

"You don't need to apologize, I know you don't like me." Jiang Shulang lowered his eyes and forced a smile, "Then, can I pursue you?"

Meng Hui pursed his lips, but still shook his head: "I'm sorry. I hope we are still friends, and... just friends."

The Son of Luck, who was still shocked by the world just before the light ball watching from the sidelines, suddenly confessed to his host. At this moment, he couldn't help but sigh with emotion: "Huihui, your words... feel so scumbag."

The heaviness and apology Meng Hui had just brewed was choked by Guangqiu's words, and he almost rolled his eyes.

Meng Hui here has a light ball gag, and his mood is a little more relaxed, but Jiang Shulang is still stubborn and stubborn, and he must ask why: "Why?"

"Because..." Meng Hui quickly thought of the words that would make Jiang Shulang give up completely in his mind, "I'm not gay."

"Liar." Jiang Shulang bit his lower lip.

"...I didn't lie." Meng Hui said helplessly, "I really only like girls."

——After all, only by refusing from the unchangeable root of "gender" can Jiang Shulang not be given any room for maneuver.

"Before you said that you once liked someone, but he has his own heart." Jiang Shulang was aggressive, "Is that person a girl?"

"...Yes, he is a smart, beautiful, gentle and lovely girl." Meng Hui's scalp was numb, and he silently confessed his guilt to Zheng Wenrui in his heart.

——For some reason, Jiang Shulang only felt a chill in his lower body.

Having said that, there is nothing more to say.Even the sexual orientation is different, so naturally there is no way to fall in love.Unless Jiang Shulang suddenly blackened and forced Meng Hui to "bend" Meng Hui forcefully, there was no possibility for the two of them to go any further.

——It's just that, getting used to being in front of Meng Hui, no matter how uncomfortable Jiang Shulang felt in his heart, he didn't have the idea of ​​blackening, he just felt that his thoughts were chaotic.

Meng Hui said that he likes girls, but Jiang Shulang didn't believe it.He instinctively felt that the other party was lying, and instinctively believed that the other party had liked men before, but this unfounded sixth sense was not enough to refute the other party.

——Like, his instinct is still telling himself that Meng Hui likes him.

This ridiculous feeling makes Jiang Shulang seem to be torn in two, one half wants to believe and indulge, while the other half maintains reason and calmly distinguishes reality from illusion.

Perhaps, this is the origin of that extremely realistic but bizarre dream?

Jiang Shulang didn't want to have a complete falling out with Meng Hui, so he could only keep a friend's distance as the other party said.But he was unwilling from the bottom of his heart, and he didn't want the relationship between the two to stop at friendship.

Standing at the fork in the road, Jiang Shulang was at a loss, while Meng Hui watched beside him, but could only sigh with his hands tied.

"...Huihui, or you just promise him and forget it." Guangqiu couldn't bear it, and persuaded weakly, "Anyway, a hundred years of life will pass in the blink of an eye, and it's nothing to the defenders."

"But what if I have feelings? If he dies, what should I do?" Meng Hui was cold and rational, "You want me to suffer again, and spend two or three worlds to slowly forget about it?"

The light ball is speechless.

"Is it important for me, or for him?" Meng Hui squinted at his system, his tone slightly sour, "Who are you in the same country with? You want to wrong me in order to realize his dream?"

"I don't...of course it's Huihui who is more important..." Guangqiu probably also realized that he was a bit self-conscious and lacked confidence in his excuse, "I, I just think that Jiang Shulang's appearance is very similar to you in the first world, especially Poor, people want to comfort and help."

"Does it look alike? Do you think so too?" Meng Hui was in a daze.

"Yes, it looks like it!" The ball of light flickered again and again, "So I can't help being a little empathetic, and I want to fulfill his wish, just like you who used to be fulfilled."

"...But no matter how much he looks like, he is not me." Meng Hui lightly sneered, and raised his hand to touch the warm ball of light, "Besides, the past is the past, I have already stepped out, and I don't need to let myself feel through others." Consummation."

The ball of light rubbed against Meng Hui's palm, looked at Jiang Shulang pitifully, and stopped interceding.

——This poor child, it is too late to appear.If he had been before his master cultivated the ruthless way, maybe he could get what he wanted because of a momentary soft-heartedness. As for now... I'm afraid it's not something he can only ask for.

The author has something to say: Thanks to the two little angels Lemon Roll and Ringo for throwing mines, and dear Ashley for throwing grenades =333=