serious about love

Talking about a homosexual love, taking a road that is not accepted by the world, there will be many hurdles, and the biggest feast has already been crossed.

Yanhao couldn't wait to call Jiang Muxing to share her joy with him.

"Hey, can you hear me? Hello!"

"what happened?"

Jiang Muxing's voice was very clear, as if he was awakened from sleep.

Yan Hao's brain froze for two or three seconds: "Are you still asleep?"

Jiang Muxing didn't answer but asked, "What's the matter?"

When Yan Hao thought that he was still awake and might be waiting for him, a strong emotion erupted from the bottom of his heart: "I want to make a video with you."

Not long after, Yan Hao lay down in front of the computer and looked at her boyfriend on the screen: "Turn on the headlights in the room, get closer, get closer... You have a band-aid in your hand? How did you do it?"

Jiang Muxing adjusted the camera: "It hurts to cut vegetables."

"As soon as I leave, you won't even be able to cut vegetables?"

Yan Hao frowned, and said to himself: "It seems that I will take you with me wherever I go."

"What are you talking about?" Jiang Muxing propped his head on one hand, "Have you had dinner?"

"I'll eat it later."

Yanhao bit her lip: "It's two o'clock in the morning in China, why didn't you sleep?"

Jiang Muxing said, "I can't sleep."

Yan Hao didn't expect him to be so straightforward, and was stunned: "Then why didn't you even change your pajamas?"

Jiang Muxing's tone was flat: "I didn't take a shower, why change into pajamas?"

The banquet was astonished.

Jiang Muxing's hand on the table was slightly bent, and he tapped the table once and for all. The clear and three-dimensional facial contours were surrounded by a halo, which was extremely soft.

Yanhao looked at Jiang Muxing obsessively: "You miss me very much?"

"I'm wondering," Jiang Muxing said, "how much of the homework you can do for the National Day."

Banquet: "..."

Just be bored and die.

"That, is..."

Yan Hao reached for an apple candy, lowered his eyes and tore off the light green candy wrapper, and said in a whisper, "I told my parents about us."

After saying that, he sneaked a glance at Jiang Muxing from the corner of his eye, but he didn't see any surprised expression.

Sure enough, he knew he was going to do it.

The next moment, Yan Hao saw Jiang Muxing stopped tapping on the table, and took off the hand that was supporting his head. The fingers of the two hands were intertwined, and the ten fingers were clasped and placed in front of the table.

Jiang Muxing put on a solemn and rigorous listening posture.

It's just that the pads of ten fingers pressed hard on the back of his hand, and that small movement for a second revealed his emotions other than calmness.

The feast was delicious and the sweets were eaten, and there was no sound for a long time.

Jiang Muxing's patience gradually dried up, and he frowned: "Speak."

"I don't know how to say it..." Yan Hao pursed his lips, "My mother drank a lot of wine, and my father smoked a lot of cigarettes."

As he spoke, he covered his face with his hands, as if he was sobbing: "They were shocked, thinking that I shouldn't be like this, that I shouldn't like a boy who is like myself, is there something wrong, but they didn't hit me Scold me, just talk to me, keep talking..."

Jiang Muxing interrupted the banquet with a low voice, expressionless: "It's over."

Yan Hao looked at him through his fingers: "What happened?"

Jiang Muxing spat out a word: "Play."

Yan Hao took away the hand covering his face, he didn't look like weeping, and didn't show a mischievous smile, he just looked down at the candy wrapper on the table, and murmured after a while: "Who made you want to know but didn't ask?" .”

Jiang Muxing's chest choked.

Yan Hao raised her head: "What I said is basically true, and my parents really reacted that way."

Jiang Muxing's face remained unchanged, but the line of his jaw tightened quietly.

"They were against it at the beginning, and they couldn't understand. No one knows how far a relationship can go. What's more, we are all boys. Once the school finds out, it's not as simple as a criticism of puppy love, but homosexuality. It will cause terrible public opinion, you will be discriminated against, you will be ridiculed, you will most likely be expelled, the risk is too great, and the road will only be more difficult to walk after graduating and entering society."

The sugar in Yanhao's mouth melted a little bit, sweetly: "But I said you are my belief, so my parents finally agreed."

Pausing for a moment, Yan Hao's eyes were red, but the corners of his mouth turned up: "My mother said that gender is a pity, but not many points are deducted, because you are very, very good. My father said that we will be together during the Chinese New Year this year. You have to behave better. Otherwise, there will be no red envelopes..."

Before Yan could finish speaking, Jiang Muxing, who had been half-closed his eyes, got up and left in vain, and his figure quickly disappeared from the camera.

Yan Wang couldn't see him anymore, so he unloaded it abruptly when his emotions reached the peak, he couldn't laugh or cry: "I haven't finished talking yet, where are you going? Jiang Muxing? Squad leader? Boyfriend?"

After a while, Jiang Muxing returned to the computer, his temples and forehead hair a little damp.

Nothing could be seen on the face.

Yan Hao's eyes followed Jiang Muxing's rolling Adam's apple, and he swallowed subconsciously, his mouth was dry, and even candies couldn't save him.

Jiang Muxing must have gone to wash his face to adjust his emotions.

Yanhao couldn't imagine what Jiang Muxing would be like when he was excited and happy. He always restrained himself, probably because his growth experience made him used to it.

How indifferent on the outside, but hot on the inside.

"When did you tell your mother?"

Yan Hao panicked after blurting out such a sentence, he hesitated and said: "I'm not in a hurry, we are still young, and there is still a long way to go, just, how should I put it, I think..."

Jiang Muxing said suddenly: "I said so."

Yan Hao was stunned: "Huh?"

Jiang Muxing picked up a few strands of wet hair and stroked them back, with deep brows: "The time my mother sneaked out of the nursing home, I told her about it in the ward."

Yan Hao was too shocked to speak, so early?

Jiang Muxing said something surprising again: "She saw it."

Yan Hao took a deep breath. Could it be that he exposed it when he peeked at Jiang Muxing?

Jiang Muxing said lightly, "It's because of me."

The banquet was so confusing. At that time, he didn't know Jiang Muxing's thoughts about him, and he didn't find any clues.

Jiang Muxing's mother has already seen it?

Yan Hao tried to recall several times when he entered the ward and left. Jiang Muxing was very normal and there was nothing unusual. He could only draw one conclusion.

Known child Moruomu.

Yanhao was both happy and disappointed. She was robbed of her confession and coming out of the closet.

Fortunately, the liking was not robbed, it was Jiang Muxing who he liked first.

Yan Hao thought this way, and for some reason, he doubted himself inexplicably, it should be him... who fell in love with him first, right?

-

"Then what does your mother think?"

Yan Hao crunched the candy, her delicate facial features were zoomed in on the camera, and the little mole between her eyebrows was too beautiful: "Did she say anything about you?"

Jiang Muxing rubbed his forehead: "She respects my choice."

The banquet had mixed feelings for a while.

Before the National Day trip, he checked a lot of information, and it was very difficult to come out of the closet, and many of them were accompanied by bloody storms, which could destroy a good family, but he was still [-]% sure that he would get his parents' forgiveness.

The fact is the same, parents did not deprive him of the right to love.

Yan is very worried about the situation at Jiang Muxing's house.

Jiang Muxing's mother has mental problems and cannot be stimulated.

Yan Hao was ready for a hard fight, but he didn't expect it to end before he knew it.

As for the process of the conversation, Jiang Muxing would not tell him. If he wanted to, he would have said it just now.

Yan Hao took a deep breath, anyway, the result was good, he and Jiang Muxing were very lucky, so they had to keep walking until they couldn't walk anymore.

"Now go to sleep please."

The banquet is over and the meeting: I'm going to have dinner. "

Jiang Muxing looked at him without saying a word, and said, "Remember to do your homework."

Yan Hao, who was waiting to hear the love story: "..."

"I know, I know, I promise to finish everything I brought over."

"and many more!"

Yanhao called Jiang Muxing to stop him just before he turned off the video, quickly stretched out his right hand, curled his middle finger and ring finger, and raised his thumb, index finger, and little finger.

Shaking in front of the camera.

The video was turned off, and Jiang Muxing's appearance disappeared from Yan Hao's vision, together with the red ears.

Yan laughed foolishly for a long time.

He will never tease anyone like this again in his life.

The sign language is learned online, the little finger is I, the thumb and index finger are L, the thumb and little finger are Y, and the order is I, L, Y.

Put it all out at once, it is ILOVEYOU.

International sign language for "I love you".

Yan Hao is not very proficient, and it was the first time he made that sign language downstairs, his throat was obviously tense, his fingers were stiff, and he still had a natural and casual look.

It's good that Jiang Muxing knows the meaning of sign language.

Yan Hao unconsciously faced the air alone, wanting to practice more proficiently than sign language, and finally said to himself: "Stupid."

After saying so, I still compared it two or three times.

-

Yanhao stayed up late to finish his homework, and when he woke up until dawn, he was in good spirits for a whole morning, and when he saw Wang Feifei, he lost most of his energy.

Wang Feifei came to apologize. Seeing that Yan had ignored her, she couldn't hold back her smile.

The sun was shining brightly, Yan Hao was watering the flowers in the garden, he was wearing a white sportswear, his black hair was blown by the breeze, he looked like a clean boy, his whole body was full of happiness.

Wang Feifei couldn't help but sigh with emotion, the present banquet is not gloomy at all, it's not falling in love, it's dying in it, it's really hard to predict when it will come out.

"Xiao Hao, I was wrong about what happened yesterday."

Yanhao hummed a song, but didn't care.

"I actually care about you." Wang Feifei is dressed in a domestic style today, very ladylike, without any makeup, and her facial features are a little less gorgeous, "The third year of high school is a very critical year, I hope you don't get too deep, lest you get lost time to get hurt."

Yan Hao wiped away the bangs that poked her eyes with the back of her hand: "I appreciate your kindness."

Wang Feifei's face turned pale from his alienation, which was worse than yesterday.

"You are too stingy, just because of one or two words I said yesterday, are you like me?"

Yan Hao: "What are you doing here?"

Wang Feifei: "Sorry, haven't I already told you?"

Yan Hao: "Okay, I see, you can go back."

Wang Feifei: "We have been friends for so many years, can't we joke?"

Yan Hao: "Some things can't be joked about."

Wang Feifei: "Okay, then I apologize to you again."

Yanhao passed Wang Feifei and continued to water.

"When I was in high school, I had a chat in the first year of senior high school, and there were a lot of couple's supplies on the photo. The third year of senior high school said that the points were divided, and the people in our class also broke up before and after graduation. I just stood by my own experience and compared with others. A point of view from the point of view of the story."

Wang Feifei spoke eloquently: "I have never seen anyone walk from high school to the Civil Affairs Bureau, so what I am talking about is my personal perception."

I don't think I'm wrong.

In other words, I didn't realize where I was wrong.

The good mood of the banquet has not been destroyed, so I am really too lazy to say this.

Wang Feifei lingered for a few minutes, felt bored and left with her small leather bag, when a voice sounded from behind.

"Fei Fei."

Wang Feifei turned her head proudly, before the smile appeared on her face, she heard Yanhao say: "Don't tell others about your fiancée's wedding photos, I don't want something from my childhood to reach my partner's ears, He's angry and hard to coax."

Yanhao squinted her eyes: "Since we have known each other for a long time, please don't make things difficult for me."

Wang Feifei panicked in embarrassment: "Are you obsessed with ghosts?"

Yan Hao smiled: "Yes."

-

Wang Feifei got in the car and dialed a number: "Auntie, I'm Feifei."

Ni Qing took the document handed over by the assistant and waved her out: "It's Feifei, did you find it fun?"

"Just left." Wang Feifei said, "He has a lot of homework, so I won't bother him."

Ni Qing sighed: "That child is working hard now, and won't listen to persuasion."

"It's very hard work."

Wang Feifei echoed, and asked in a casual tone: "Auntie, I heard that Xiao Hao is in a relationship, what kind of person is the other party? How is the family situation, and will the character..."

Ni Qing threw the document on the desk.

Wang Feifei's words were interrupted by a sudden sound.

"The one our family likes is the best," Ni Qing sipped his coffee, "His dad and I will fully support it."

Wang Feifei choked for a few seconds: "Auntie, I think it's the third year of high school. If the other party really likes Xiao Hao, he should think about him. He won't fall in love with him at this time and delay his study."

Ni Qing's tone was gentle, but full of domineering momentum: "It's nothing to worry about, the two children have their own ideas."

Wang Feifei had the illusion of being slapped.

"Beifei, Auntie is busy here, so let's not talk for now."

After Ni Qing finished speaking, he hung up. They can say how about their daughter-in-law, but others can't.

-

On the day Yan Hao returned to China, both Yan Mingcheng and Ni Qing made time to have dinner with him.

"Liver-protecting tablets should be taken on time."

"Don't let go of those who fill your brains."

"I will revise Mama Zhang's recipe. It's time to grow your body, so you should have a balanced diet."

"Don't quarrel with Xiao Jiang."

"It's okay to quarrel, but you must win the quarrel. My son Mingcheng can't suffer!"

"Also, remember to drink milk and do more stretching exercises. My Yan Mingcheng's son can't be lower than 175!"

"..."

You and I say a word to each other.

Yan Hao is like a low-level employee, listening and responding, not daring to violate it.

"Then let me say something too."

Seeing that his parents had finished speaking, Yan Hao stood up and toasted them with a glass of vegetable juice: "Mr. Yan, Mr. Ni, you are in good health and have a lot of money."

Yan Mingcheng and Ni Qing almost spouted alcohol.

"One more thing," Yan Hao said standing up, "I didn't tell Jiang Muxing that I was on today's flight, I said I would stay here for two more days."

Yan Mingcheng looked as if he was going to turn the table: "I said son, how old are you, and you want to engage in such fancy things?"

"Dad, you're overthinking this." Yanhao said with a straight face, "I'm lying because Jiang Muxing was very motion sick. I have witnessed it with my own eyes."

"It takes two to three 10 minutes to take a taxi from the apartment to the airport. It is very painful for Jiang Muxing. Going back and forth is twice as painful. I can go back by myself, and there is no need for him to pick me up."

"But if I don't lie, he will definitely pick me up, and the flight is easy to rule out."

Yan Mingcheng and Ni Qing looked at each other.

Ni Qing: How did your son become so considerate?Where did you learn it?

Yan Mingcheng: Born, follow him.

Ni Qing: ...

She asked her son curiously: "Okay, why didn't you say to stay one more day."

"Jiang Muxing doesn't believe it for a day, and it took two days to believe it. I asked him to ask for leave tomorrow." Yan Hao sat down, "He also said that Dad wants to teach me about business."

He grinned: "So Dad, if Jiang Muxing asks you about the situation, you have to help me cover it."

Yan Mingcheng didn't even bother to give a corner of his eye.

-

Yan Hao stepped on the tail of the National Day and returned to China. When he stood at the door of the apartment, it was past eleven o'clock.

In less than an hour, the National Day holiday of the third year of high school is over.

Yan Hao didn't take the key to open the door and went in. He knocked on the door, slapped it a few times, and yawned against the wall, tired and sleepy.

Not long after, there was a knock at the door.

Yan Hao regained his energy immediately, cleared his throat and raised his voice, "Hello, you have a courier that needs to be signed for."

The door opened, and Jiang Muxing frowned to see the banquet, his breath was heavy, and something was gathering in his eyes.

Yanhao walked in, kicked the door, opened his arms at Jiang Muxing, and smiled brightly.

"Handsome guy, your boyfriend is here, sign for it."