serious about love

Yiling is the most famous scenic spot in City A, Yan Hao wants to climb up with Jiang Muxing, and he can bear the pain in his feet.

But Jiang Muxing said that he had an upset stomach, so Yiling didn't go.

The two only went to scenic spots that didn't require too much trouble, took a walk, took pictures, listened to Kunqu opera, and ate.

On Wednesday afternoon, I went back to T city with Jiang Muxing.

Jiang Muxing said at the exit: "Go to my place, I have some information books for you."

There is no objection to the banquet, as long as you are with Jiang Muxing, everything is fine.

When he arrived at the neighborhood center, Yanhao saw that Jiang Muxing looked okay, and it was better to come back than to go to City A, so he nagged that there were a few scenic spots that he couldn't go to, and spread out the map he bought to show him.

Jiang Muxing pinched the bridge of his nose: "After being admitted to University A, you can go there whenever you want."

Yan Hao blinked: "That's right."

He folded up the map and held it in his hand, hesitantly asked: "Squad leader, what do you think is the chance of me getting into A University?"

Jiang Muxing raised the brim of his hat: "There is no point in discussing this."

"My dad heard that I was going to go to University A, so he asked me if I was drinking too much, and asked me to give a reason, otherwise my mom would think that I had mental and psychological problems."

Yan Hao put his hand into his bangs, scratched his forehead and smiled: "I dare to think of a famous school, crazy."

Just like I like you and want to be with you, it's crazy beyond redemption.

A shout sounded from the left ear: "Good feast."

Yanhao turned her head reflexively, with a docile look: "Yes."

Jiang Muxing looked at him: "Dare to think is the first step."

Yan Hao looked directly at Jiang Muxing's eyes and moved away within three seconds: "Then what about the second step?"

Jiang Muxing said, "Dare to do it."

Yan Hao glanced at Jiang Muxing's hand hanging by his leg, and licked the corner of his mouth: "Then can the goal be achieved?"

Jiang Muxing gave an answer: "Maybe."

Yan Hao lowered his eyes: "Oh."

Youmo came over, and Jiang Muxing pulled Yanhao inside: "But you dare not think about it, it might not even happen."

Yan Hao's arm that he touched trembled.

The street was noisy and noisy, Jiang Muxing's voice was calm, sharp and penetrating. He told Yan Hao: "Some things you think are far away, but they actually belong to you."

Before Yan Hao could turn the corner in his mind, Jiang Muxing said: "Review well."

"..."

-

Yanhao came to Jiang Muxing's residence for the second time. It was more sad during the day than at night. The environment was so bad that it was beyond description. The walls in the corridor were cracked, and it was too unsafe to live in.

And the stairs are really narrow, you can fall down if you are not careful.

Yanhao was thinking about how to get Jiang Muxing to go to him, but he was absent-minded until Jiang Muxing took out a stack of information books, old and new, and the bitter breath of a senior high school student came over his face.

"Didn't you just say a few copies?"

"Nine copies."

"..." How many books can you really say? !

"Three physics books, one chemistry book, one biology book, and the rest are mathematics." Jiang Muxing put the book on the table, "I've read it, it's suitable for you."

Yan Hao's brain hurts a bit.

Jiang Muxing clicked on the information book on the top: "The folded pages here, you go back and finish it, and sort out the question types at the same time, I will check it when I go over on Saturday night."

Yan Hao flipped through the pages, his head throbbing in pain: "So many."

Jiang Muxing turned on the desktop fan in the corner: "You can do anything, it's within your ability."

Yan Hao's face was full of surprise, he is so strong now?

Jiang Muxing didn't blow the fan directly at him, but adjusted the direction: "I'm making up lessons for you, and I know your progress best."

Yan Hao nodded as if smashing garlic: "Squad leader, I must trust you [-]%, that is... um...how should I put it..."

He was poor at words, stuttered, and suddenly blushed: "Forget it, I don't know what I want to say, just act as if nothing happened just now."

Jiang Muxing said abruptly, "Confidence."

Yan Hao didn't react: "Squad leader, what did you say?"

"I said," Jiang Muxing emphasized again, "you must have self-confidence."

Yan Hao suffocated, his eyes dodged and he didn't look at Jiang Muxing, he said in his heart, except for liking you, I have confidence in other things, but it seems that everything I do revolves around liking you .

So my self-confidence is always lost.

There was a crisp sound in the small living room.

Yan Hao's attention was attracted, and he found a string of old wind chimes hanging on the corner of the shelf, which was gently shaken by the fan.

Jiang Muxing said in a calm voice, "Hi Yan, I'm talking to you."

Yan Hao looked away: "I'm listening."

Jiang Muxing's gaze was provocative: "Aren't you deserting?"

Yanhao hangs her head guiltily, and mutters something in her mouth.

Jiang Muxing frowned: "Speak louder."

Yan Hao's brain became hot: "You can see it, so why ask?"

After speaking, he gasped in panic and lowered his head even lower.

The surrounding atmosphere is subtle.

Yanhao felt apprehensive and terrified, he even complained to Jiang Muxing.

It must be that all the goals have been achieved. It went too smoothly, and he got carried away. Yanhao bit his lips and carefully peeked at Jiang Muxing, not knowing what to do.

Jiang Muxing pulled out his chair and sat down as if nothing had happened, and continued the previous topic: "I will see the study plan for the one-month summer vacation on Saturday."

Yan Hao was taken aback for a moment, and quickly responded, not daring to be distracted: "Got it."

Jiang Muxing said again: "And..."

Hearing the words of Yanhao, he raised his heart, what else?

"Read another extra-curricular article and write a review of more than 800 words, both in Chinese and English," Jiang Muxing said, "The same must be handed over to me on Saturday night."

Banquet: "..."

It's already Wednesday afternoon, just a few days, a lot of things.

Jiang Muxing looked at his watch: "What do you want to ask?"

Yan Hao shook his head: "No."

Jiang Muxing raised his eyelids: "Really?"

Yan Hao hesitated for a long time: "Actually, a little bit."

Jiang Muxing was not surprised by his change of words: "Say."

"Squad leader, I want to give you more money."

Yan Hao didn't dare to pay attention to Jiang Muxing's expression: "Look, you help me make up every subject, but I only pay your math tuition, so I feel like I'm taking advantage of you, it's not a thing , I was very panicked."

Jiang Muxing saw that he was trying to put on a natural posture, but his fingers were still digging at the edge of the table.

"As you wish." Jiang Muxing said.

Yan Hao obviously breathed a sigh of relief, that's good, he can turn the chapter, otherwise he will keep thinking and entangled.

"The time for make-up classes, or Saturday and Sunday night?"

"It will be changed after school starts, and we will discuss it later." Jiang Muxing said, "The summer vacation will remain the same."

Listen to him for the banquet.

Not long after, Jiang Muxing found a bag and put all the information books in it: "Here, let's go back and do the questions."

Yan Hao had the illusion of being worried by a mother traveling thousands of miles: "Oh."

Jiang Muxing saw him childishly thinking about a bag of books: "Are you going to the bar at night?"

Yan Hao hurriedly said: "Go, I'm going."

Jiang Muxing reminded him: "You can only stay for an hour at most."

"Okay, I'll go and have a look," Yanhao said with a book in his hand, "Then I'll go back."

Jiang Muxing's tone was flat: "I called an acquaintance's car for you, it's downstairs."

Yan Hao was in a daze for a long time before he took a deep breath, his hand holding the bag was trembling a little, the person he likes is not only extremely good-looking, smart and stable, but also so good, he must not let others get it.

-

Jiang Muxing watched the taxi disappear around the corner from the small balcony, and dialed a number: "Brother Xu, are you at the bar tonight?"

Huang Xu: "Yes."

Jiang Muxing: "How many songs do you want to sing?"

"Just one song, the finale, there will be activities tonight." Huang Xu said, "Why, the kids want to come and play?"

Jiang Mu went back to the living room: "He's curious."

"It's normal, just be curious." Huang Xu smiled on the other end, "There are not many people who can be like you. At the age of eighteen or nineteen, you have the self-control, self-discipline, and always rational. I feel ashamed .”

Jiang Muxing picked up a small half glass of water on the table, passed along the place where the banquet had been drunk, raised his head and drank the rest of the water in one gulp.

"When I was his age, I smoked, drank, clubbed, watched movies, played with paper airplanes, and was curious about everything." Huang Xu said, "He's pretty good."

Jiang Muxing put down the water glass: "I may not be able to take care of him at night."

"Don't worry, I'll take care of it for you." Huang Xu replied knowingly, and laughed, "However, is it really okay for you to let him watch your work?"

Jiang Muxing rubbed his forehead: "If you read it, you will know what's going on. If you don't read it, you will think wildly."

Huang Xu "tsk": "Do you need me to say something to make him feel more at ease? For example, there are many people who want to hit your first night, both men and women, and the price has reached seven figures. You should leave it to him..."

Jiang Muxing hung up the phone.

-

After a while, Jiang Muxing went to the nursing home.

Zhou Cui was sitting by the window reading a book, and when she heard the sound of the door opening, she looked towards the door. Seeing that it was her son, she was overjoyed: "Xiao Mu, you've come to see my mother."

Jiang Muxing said a few words to the doctor, closed the door behind his back, and stood there indifferently.

Zhou Cui got up and put the book on the chair, smoothed the hair around her ears, and showed a gentle smile: "Come here."

Jiang Muxing didn't move: "The doctor said you want to see me, what's the matter?"

Zhou Cui smoothed out the fine folds on her skirt, her face was cautiously ingratiating: "Mom has cooperated with the treatment, and she hasn't smoked yet."

Jiang Muxing looked at her calmly: "What's the matter?"

Zhou Cui said, "...Mom wants to draw."

Jiang Muxing's drooping hand moved suddenly.

Zhou Cui said softly: "I haven't drawn for a long time, and I have forgotten what it feels like to make a line draft and color it, and I don't know if I can still draw."

Jiang Muxing didn't speak.

Zhou Cui rubbed her fingers: "Mom wants to draw."

She walked back and forth in the room, repeating that sentence in her mouth.

The room is not big, and it is very clean and tidy. There are many brightly colored pieces of paper pasted on the head of the bed. At first glance, they were torn off and pasted on them at first glance. If you look closely, you will find that it is a deer. Each piece of paper is small. There are designs.

There is a mineral water bottle on the window sill, with some water in it, and a handful of small wild flowers, the angle is adjusted.

There is a faint shadow of past literature and art.

Zhou Cui didn't leave after leaving for a while, she sat on the bed: "Xiao Mu, it's my mother's fault, mother knows that you have to pay back the money every month, and you have to pay the expenses of the nursing home, so you won't have any money left ..."

Jiang Muxing interrupted her suddenly: "I'll buy painting utensils for you."

Zhou Cui raised her head instantly, tears streaming down her face.

Jiang Muxing turned around: "I'm leaving."

Zhou Cui ran over to hold her son, crying and asked, "Xiao Mu, will you get better?"

Jiang Muxing froze.

Zhou Cui cried bitterly and said in a shrill voice: "Your father left such a large debt after death, and my mother's spirit is not good. I don't know how to control myself. I can't think about things in my mind. I can only stay at home. For several years, it was all supported by you alone, and in the first year you often cried in the middle of the night..."

Jiang Muxing shook off her hand vigorously.

Zhou Cui staggered back a few steps: "Xiao Mu, when you were crying, your mother was right outside the door..."

Jiang Muxing's breath became heavy, and his expression was extremely terrifying: "Stop talking!"

Zhou Cui was so frightened that her face turned pale, she shed tears silently, her eyes were so red that they were about to bleed: "Mom can't see hope, but only sees that you would rather suffer and suffer, live a bad life, and don't want to be free. Alive, my mother wants to leave, but I can't leave you alone in the world, Xiao Mu, do you think there will be hope? If you work hard to live, is it true that you will see hope one day?"

Jiang Muxing looked at the sneakers on his feet. The side of the right foot was glued.

It was the first time for the person who glued the glue to do such a thing. The movement was very clumsy, and the glue got all over the upper, but the edge was pressed very carefully, and the glue was not released during this period.

"I never thought of giving up."

Because I always believe that no matter how hard I live and how many hardships I endure, it is all for meeting a beautiful person in the future.

He will be mine.