[Comprehensive] General Diary of Ouhuangcao

Dimuludo is not willing to believe everything in front of him.

Yingcao was protected by the man's night-black wings, his eyes were cold and arrogant.

Although the child is willful, likes to do things wrong, and likes to drag him into the streets to take advantage of the magic power of the love mole...but he is still just a naive little girl...

Dimuludo has been thinking so.

At least she shouldn't be like this now, looking at herself as if nothing had happened in the bloody wreckage.

She understood the suspicious look in the knight's disbelief.

There was a moment of bitterness in Yingcao's throat.

She also misses her naive, even ignorant character...but it took a long time before she realized what a luxury it was.

Laughing and cursing fearlessly...

But where she stayed, such a character couldn't survive.

"Let's go." She raised her hand to caress the corner of her skirt and said with a smile. There was only a cloud and breezy brow between her brows, and there was no trace of emotional ups and downs.

Time to say goodbye to her red rose beauty.

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The fidgeting Sola finally waited for Dimuludo and Yingcao to come back.

Only Yingcao herself—the big tengu was taken back into the shikigami record, and the girl who was always loved and pampered by Dimuludo was looked at by the heroic spirit as if she were an enemy.

The child's expression was indifferent, and when he raised his eyes, he was full of cold alienation, such eyes made Sora, who was running over in a hurry, startled.

"...Baby? What's wrong with you?" She said tentatively, with obvious caution in her tone.

Yingcao looked at the anxious Sora who was almost on the verge of tears with those neither sad nor happy eyes.

What a nice man.

He gave her ten years of warmth, allowing her to be pampered happily as an ordinary girl.

Under Kenneth's vigilant eyes, she slowly approached Sola, raising her hand to caress the corners of her delicate eyes.

Sora's eyes widened in a daze.

And Yingcao is thinking, Sola is still very young, very beautiful, has a fiancé who loves her, has a noble family background, has a bright future and a lot of time to enjoy, maybe in a few years she will have another A lovely child, cuter than her, smarter than her, and more real than her.

... And what about myself?

He died again and again, and came back again and again, and he has completely forgotten what his original appearance was.Originally, she thought that she could deceive others more or less these days, and she could also deceive herself by the way, but there are always people who think they are self-righteous and want to expose the last false image of her self-deception.

Then come, then uncover, bite each other and torture each other, it's not like she hasn't experienced this kind of past.

Thinking of this, Yingcao's fingertips stopped at the end of Sola's eyes for a few seconds, and then withdrew her hand.

It's better not to let these eyes become the same as yourself.

These actions of hers made Sora feel dazed and uneasy.

"……Baby?"

Sora opened her mouth, even she wasn't sure if she made a sound.

Yingcao smiled and raised a finger to her lips.

"Shh..."

She closed her eyes and pretended to be listening, with a wonderful smile on her face.

"Sora, did you hear that?"

"It's the sound of the waves."

But is it the waves coming from the Moby Dick, or the sound made by R'lyeh when he was sneaking under the sea?

Either one puts her in a good mood.

Sola was so shocked by her appearance that she couldn't say a word, she looked at Yingcao's strange appearance, and didn't even react when her fiancé Kenneth protected her behind her.

Dimuludo's red rose was already on her throat.

Yingcao opened her eyes, but she was still smiling. Compared with her previous sly and lively smile, it was more of a desolate and lonely one.

——No one in this world understands what I think.

Suddenly, a cold and unfamiliar touch came from her fingertips, and Tu Jiaohan's flattering whispers sounded in her ears.

The cunning and loyal half body never appeared, but Yingcao saw that the warm brown hanging on her chest was gradually changing into the dark blue she was more familiar with.

Kikyo's seal is losing its due effect, and because of the return of Tu, Yingcao's demon power has never been so full.

"I won't let you die." Tu, who voluntarily surrendered all his strength, returned to her body, the seal was broken, and the severed half returned to her body.

Yingcao slowly moved her ten fingers that were stiff because of the instant full of demon power, and the delicate dress on her body changed back to the green and white kimono that the grass demon used to wear.

——In the end, she gave her the power she longed for the most.

The one who loves her so much that she can't wait for her to die so that she can be monopolized forever and the one who is willing to sacrifice everything for her are the same person.

So many people love her.

But no one is willing to help her realize her wish and alleviate the fear that has never dissipated in her heart.

As a result, the arc of Yingcao's mouth widened a bit -- such a smile made Sora feel terrified and uneasy.

The black hell butterfly fluttered around her at some point.

The tip of Heroic Spirit's spear was still on her throat.

As if she didn't realize it, she lifted her fair chin and met Dimuludo's bright red sharp spear point without a moment's hesitation, and tiny drops of blood oozed out of the girl's neck in an instant.

The pupils of the heroic spirit of the gun shrank suddenly, and the hand that held the gun that was always steady trembled for a moment.

Yingcao sensed his hesitation.

"It's a pity, even at this time, you don't want to kill me? Even after seeing such a scene, you doubt me to that extent... Indecision should not be the character that a knight should have."

Yingcao's voice was full of regret.

"...Can't you make a move? What a cute knight."

Her cheerful voice with a smile seemed to be coquettishly begging Dimuludo to help her secretly buy an extra piece of cake, as if all this was no different from those everyday; the little hell butterfly flew around a few times , and finally stopped on her plain white fingertips, flapping her pitch-black wings slightly.

Yingcao looked at the Hell Butterfly on her fingertips, her eyes a little dazed.

She looked up and saw new shock on Sora's face...and the familiar Reiatsu behind her.

"But it doesn't matter, if you don't kill me, someone will kill me."

She muttered to herself, and the hell butterfly slowly flew away from Yingcao's fingertips.

An ancient sliding door appeared out of nowhere behind the girl. After the paper door was pulled open, several strangers wearing black kimonos and wearing long knives walked out of it.

The first woman was dressed in white feathers, her black hair braided in front of her chest, her appearance was elegant and gentle, her eyes were fixed on the back of Yingcao, and she did not speak for a long time.

In the end, it was Jingle Chunshui who sighed, lowered the brim of his hat and spoke first.

"I won't say too many extra words, it's too annoying... That little girl over there is a repeat offender from the Soul Realm with 28 lives on her hands. I'll come and take her back later. Please help me." , hand her over."

The heroic spirit who had just pressed the red rose against her throat suddenly pulled her behind him.Yingcao, who was pulled over, was expressionless, and her dark blue long hair, which had not been combed up, became a bit messy during such a pull.She looked down at her messy hair for a few seconds, and then slowly began to comb her hair with her fingers, as if this was the most important thing in the world.

Uzhihualie looked at her back and sighed faintly.

After hearing the sigh, Yingcao raised her head slightly, her slender fingers slipped out of her soft hair and hung down to her side.

Uzhihualiu still looked at her adopted daughter quietly.

"Firefly, do you believe that I brought you back to save you?"

Yingcao looked at Uzhihualie's face and didn't know what to say, she only heard Tu giggling in her head, with an undisguised sense of sarcasm.

【She said she wanted to save us. 】

Tu leaned his head softly on Yingcao's shoulder, and said with a smile.

[But did she save you?Where was she when you were a human being... Yes, yes, do you remember who saved you after killing those 28 gods of death? 】

She saved me.

She was not in my world during that time.

After killing 28 gods of death, it was Brother Guishi who saved me.

Firefly answered the questions one by one in her mind.

And when I was human, no one was there for me.

"Including you, Tu... You are not here either." Yingcao didn't lower her voice, which made her sound like she was talking to herself, and also attracted the surprised gazes of others.

"You only got my memory later to know about my past."

Tu's somewhat crazy smile suddenly froze on his face.

She felt wronged herself.

[But I love you. ] That soft tone was stained with an obvious crying voice. 【Is there anyone in this world who loves you more than me? 】

Because you are me.

If I don't even love myself, who else will really love me?

Tu was unwilling to listen to these words, which made her existence meaningless.

Yingcao took out a small porcelain bottle from her bosom, the last gift Kikyo gave her, and she poured out the fine soil inside and sprinkled it on herself.

Unozhihua Lie watched her, but didn't stop her.

"what is that?"

Yingcao raised her head and smiled slightly, calm and unrestrained: "Mud."

Soil stained with the madness and wickedness of some greedy brigand with a dirty mind.

It was also the last amulet Kikyo gave her.

——If you encounter an enemy that is really irresistible... use this.

Kikyo rubbed her head that day, and whispered instructions when she handed over the bottle.

This can at least keep you safe for a moment... Others cannot hurt you, nor can they touch you.

That's right.

So no one can even try to give me a comforting hug.

Yingcao smiled lightly and walked in front of Unohanaretsu.

She threw Sora behind her without hesitation.

The red-haired woman tried to reach out and grab her sleeve, but the enchantment on Yingcao's body pricked her fingers.

Sora's expression instantly became bewildered.

Yingcao, who walked to Unohana Lie's side, had a bitter smile on her face.

Sora...it's really nice to her.

Such connivance made her feel that it was wrong to coax her with false innocence.

——She didn't want Sola to be deceived by the illusion she created, but she was even more reluctant to let her be implicated by herself.

…that woman deserves a better future.