Scary book bar

You Banxia twisted the light button in the living room and opened the door slightly. Qin Bei squeezed through the crack of the door without saying a word, and rushed in rashly.

You Banxia was almost knocked down by him, she looked at Qin Bei helplessly, her eyes sparkled.

Qin Bei's attire made her almost faint. He was dressed in black from head to toe, with black hair, black clothes, black pants, and black shoes. He smelled of alcohol, which made her cough.

She immediately covered her nose and pushed Qin Bei into the bathroom to wash away the smell of alcohol.

Qin Bei leaned on the wall drunkenly. Suddenly, his expression changed, and he rushed into the bathroom, with his hands on both sides of the washbasin, with a "wow", he vomited uncomfortably.

You Banxia casually grabbed a towel, took another basin of warm water, and helped Qin Bei wipe his body.

After wiping for a few minutes, Qin Bei gradually recovered and was more than half sober.You Banxia turned around and went to the living room to pour him a glass of warm water.

At 2 o'clock in the morning, Qin Bei woke up a lot after taking a shower. You Banxia sat on the sofa and was depressed. She hated Qin Bei for not thinking about making progress and getting into bad habits, which made her feel very headache.

She turned her back to Qin Bei, unwilling to face him, a "poisonous insect".

"First, I apologize, and second, I punish you as you please." Qin Bei apologized. Although he was fully awake, he still looked haggard and exhausted.

"What can an apology do, what can punishment do, is it possible that you will change?"

"I promise you, there will be no next time."

"At the end of the day, you're just a salted fish who can't turn over."

"Who said, I was a fresh fish."

"Muqian book club celebration, are you coming?" You Banxia changed the subject directly. She didn't want to talk too much about ideals with Qin Bei. Go in and the other ear leaks out.

"Book... let's read, this kid Mu Qian has already opened the book, wait, who did you just talk about? Mu Qian? How is it possible? You must be talking in your sleep." Qin Bei opened his eyes wide, feeling incredible, he has been talking After searching for Mu Qian's whereabouts for six full years, he still couldn't find it.

Back then, Mu Qian was like a furry boy, following behind Qin Bei all day, being his little follower.

If it wasn't for six years ago, Qin Bei would never have imagined that it was the Mu Qian he knew.

"Look at how promising others are, and look at yourself, the cells in your whole body are almost paralyzed."

"..." Qin Bei pushed aside the bangs covering his eyes, hesitant to speak.

You Banxia glanced at his nonsensical hair, shoulder-length black hair, and he often tied it into a disgusting bun.

You Banxia had nothing to say about his every move, she turned around and went back to the room, took out a quilt, threw it on Qin Bei, and controlled the anger that was about to erupt: "Listen clearly, next weekend, Mu Qian's book club Participate in the celebration on time, otherwise, I will never end with you."

As soon as the words fell, You Banxia walked back to the room indignantly, leaving Qin Bei alone in the living room at a loss.

He has an indescribably complicated mood, and no one can understand his fragile side. In You Banxia's view, he is a heinous villain, a hopeless person, and You Banxia is very disappointed in him.

He shook his head and smiled wryly, he could choose to live like this, or he could choose not to live like this.Why bother himself, but he doesn't regret his choice, even if You Banxia doesn't understand him.

He got up from the sofa and touched his pocket. The bag was empty, only to remember that he had changed out of his stinky clothes just now. He turned on the night light and searched for the pack of cigarettes in the dark.

Time flies, time flies, for more than six years, Mu Qian has not contacted him.What happened?I came back today after talking about it, and even opened a book bar.Having said that, since Mu Qian was able to earn money to buy a house six years ago, it is also a breeze to open a bookstore today.

However, Mu Qian's change was too sudden and unusual, and it was hard for Qin Bei to imagine his current appearance. If Mu Qian stood in front of him, he would not be able to recognize him.

Mu Qian's name popped up suddenly, and this night was filled with a sense of mystery, like a star dotted the sky that never showed up. Qin Bei squeezed his thigh hard, and the pain ran through his whole body. He was sure it wasn't in a dream. .

His brain is very clear. For so many years, he felt that the road of life is very long, no matter how he walks, he can't get to the end, and he can't find the answer he wants.

He kept changing addresses and jobs frequently, which not only disappointed You Banxia, ​​but also made his classmates stay away from him.

He has just changed his new job. As a courier, he is tired of running around every day, and basically has no time for himself. The two-shift work system disrupts his life order.

During the past half month, he worked night shift, and he slept during the day, from [-]:[-] in the evening to [-]:[-] in the morning when he got off work.

After get off work tonight, he continued to drink a few bottles at a bar.This is what he believes is the best way to relieve stress.

When Qin Bei was looking for cigarettes, he accidentally saw a photo of him and You Banxia on the lamp cabinet next to the sofa, and You Banxia was snuggling beside him like a little bird.

In the photo, he has short thick hair and a white casual sportswear, showing the traces of his youth, while You Banxia has long flowing hair and is wearing a pink lace dress. The image of a cute girl is lovable.

Fast forward six years, You Banxia's long hair turned into short hair, and he changed from short hair to medium-length hair.Changes are not just on the outside, but also on the inside.

You Banxia told him more than once: "You have changed."

These words were repeated over and over again in Qin Bei's ears, and he felt his ears callused.

Qin Bei tiptoed into the bathroom and passed You Banxia's room. He worried about disturbing You Banxia, ​​so he quickly picked up the stinky clothes from the bucket. At this moment, he heard movement in You Banxia's room. In a panic, he Touch cigarettes and lighters.

It was 3 o'clock in the morning, and Qin Bei was completely insomnia. He lit a cigarette, put his nose close to the cigarette and took a few sips, he just wanted cigarettes to fill his inner loneliness.

It was dawn, You Banxia was woken up by the sound of the alarm clock, and sat up straight from the bed, bad, it was almost late.

You Banxia was dizzy and turned over from the bed, thinking that something was wrong, she didn't need to go to work today, to be precise, she didn't need to fight the alarm clock until she found a job.

Let it go, You Banxia sighed, and canceled the original alarm clock time.

Next, what to do?

In half a month, younger brother You Tao will start school, what about the tuition fees?When You Banxia thought of this question, his head hurt.

She muttered to herself and pushed the door out. On the sofa in the living room, a quilt was neatly folded, which completely fit the old Qin Bei.

Could it be that Qin Bei from the past has returned?The one who loves cleanliness and has a strong sense of responsibility is back?

In fact, You Banxia was wrong, and Qin Bei left early in the morning.She wanted to tell Qin Bei about her troubles about being fired, but she didn't expect Qin Bei to leave without a word, not even a word of farewell.

You Banxia almost believed that the carefully folded quilt in front of him was a sign of his reformation.

She was just thinking too much, Qin Bei disturbed her in the middle of the night, and didn't even say good morning or goodbye early in the morning, how could it be possible to change, Thinking of this, You Banxia's heart turned cold.

After all, it is impossible for Qin Bei to go back to the past, and it is even more impossible for her and Qin Bei to go back to the past.

You Banxia sorted out these messy clues first, she told herself that she must calm down.