I Really Am a Slag Shou!

The farce in the court continued until the time of retreat, and the ministers still failed to reach a conclusion. Until they left, Chi Zhao didn't know what they planned to do with Pang Zhuo.

As an emperor who has not yet been in power, what Chi Zhao has to do every day is to go up to watch the excitement, go down to read, take a nap at noon, and continue to practice calligraphy in the afternoon and evening.

Holding the brush in his hand, Chi Zhao felt that if he kept practicing like this, he would definitely become a great calligrapher.

Except for Shen Wumian who personally came to watch him practice calligraphy on the first day, he never came again in the following days, and the interaction between the two ended in the morning.The two went up and down together, Shen Wumian arranged some homework for Chi Zhao, regardless of whether he had any doubts, just looked at his own, and then left when the time came.

It was the same today, the little emperor had the habit of taking a nap, and when he woke up, Chi Zhao sat up slowly, and then came down to the study surrounded by court ladies and eunuchs.

The same life has been repeated for several days. Chi Zhao practiced calligraphy boringly under the watchful eyes of the big lady Honglei. He copied the content over and over again, and practiced until dark without stopping.

People are always more vulnerable at night than during the day.

Chi Zhao was no exception. Apart from him, there were two court ladies holding lanterns, two serving eunuchs, and a red tear like a supervisor in the study.

The extremely strange environment, extremely strange people, this kind of life like a prisoner made Chi Zhao feel very uncomfortable, but he still couldn't show it, because this was his task, his job.

Chi Zhao knew that he shouldn't complain, everyone has to work, and what he promised must be done well. Moreover, exchanging labor for what he wants is a common principle in any world.Therefore, it doesn't matter if he is a little bit bitter and tired, anyway, his current life is picked up for nothing.Every day he lives, he should be grateful to Dade.

but……

Chi Zhao lowered his eyes, still feeling uncomfortable in his heart, always feeling very sour.

While dipping in the ink, Chi Zhao calmly rubbed his eyes with his left hand, while still feeling emotional in his heart.

It seemed that he was really spoiled, and he couldn't stand such a little bit of suffering.

Listening to Chi Zhao's continuous self-comfort in his heart, the system silently shrank himself into a ball.

Humans seem to like to deceive themselves and others. Regarding this, the main system once told it that this is because human beings’ bodies and brains are too small, and they often cannot bear too much. When they can’t bear it, they will I will lie to myself, tell myself that it is no big deal, lie to myself, and if I believe it, the crisis caused by overload will be lifted.

Chi Zhao is now deceiving himself and others. It's not that he can't bear the pain. Physical torture will never defeat him. He is a very determined person, so the system will choose him and let him be his host.

The reason why he can't stand it now is because no one loves him anymore, he lost his lover again, and returned to the state of loneliness again.

The previously filtered feelings were all returned to Chi Zhao. After so many days, the feelings should have all returned to their place. The three kinds of feelings are mixed together. It stands to reason that Chi Zhao’s behavior these days will not be too normal. Come on, girl My aunt will be moody for several days, not to mention Chi Zhao, who suddenly has to bear three feelings of life and death.

However, Chi Zhao has always behaved normally, as if nothing happened. At first, the system really thought that he was so powerful that he could handle all emotions well. After careful observation, the system discovered that Chi Zhao In fact, I have been suppressing myself all the time.

He didn't say it, because he didn't want the system to worry, and he didn't want the system to become his bitter trash can, and he didn't want to make the life of the system that was eating chaff with him even more troublesome.

woo-

If the system had eyes, the eyes must have become the poached egg special effects that are only seen in cartoons.

The host is so good, really good, apart from always being unable to complete tasks, there are almost no other shortcomings!

……

Chi Zhao's mood swings will be noticed by the system. If the system's mood swings are too severe, Chi Zhao can also notice it. In order not to let Chi Zhao find out that the code that he has moved is trembling, the system quickly nests back to Chi Zhao's In the back of my mind, while crying and biting my own data cable, I clicked the song "Father" in the music library, and by the way, I switched to the single song cycle mode.

Main system still connected to system data: "..."

I feel like my position is going to be unstable.

Thinking of other things in my heart, it will also be reflected when I write. When I stop writing, Chi Zhao realizes that he has written a line that is not in the book given by Shen Wumian. After a moment of silence, Chi Zhao rolls up the piece of paper. Yes, and then threw it into the waste paper pile aside.

After another half an hour, finally, Honglei came over to remind him that it was time to rest. Chi Zhao then put down his pen, rubbed his stiff legs, and then returned to his bedroom.

He just left here, less than 10 minutes later, the piece of waste paper he threw away appeared in front of Shen Wumian's desk.

Every piece of scrapped writing will be checked by a special eunuch, and it will be burned after confirming that there is no abnormality. This piece of paper is not the content of the book. The eunuch is naturally very vigilant and does not need to be handed over by others. sent it over.

Looking at the simple six words on the paper, Shen Wumian never spoke, but the expression on his face became more restrained, making people more and more clueless.

——Everything in the world is almost complete.

The world is different, and the cultural development is naturally different. Shen Wumian didn't know that this was written by an ancient writer, and thought it was written by Chen Yi himself.

The meaning of this sentence is easy to understand, but it is just a casual expression. Life and the world are impermanent, some things are perfect, and some things are full of regrets. Almost every literati will feel such a similar sentence when they are old.But those literati can't speak such a level sentence, and Chen Yi is not an elderly person.

Chen Yuncai is 14 years old, his life has not yet begun, how could he have such an idea?

Does he have any regrets?

Shen Wumian was deep in her thoughts, and would ponder for a long time when she saw anything that was wrong, let alone such an obvious note.When the eunuch delivered the note, Shen Wumian hadn't left the palace yet, and was still reviewing the memorial at the Palace of Qinzheng.He is in the side hall of Qinzheng Hall, the main hall can only be used by the emperor, even if he is the regent, he can't break the rules.

After contemplating for a while, Shen Wumian decided to stay for a while longer, and after Chen Yi fell asleep, he asked Honglei to come over and tell whether there was anything strange about Chen Yi in the past two days.

After the word passed, Shen Wumian thought that he would be able to see the person after waiting an hour, but after two and a half hours, Honglei came to see him in the dark.

As soon as she walked in, Honglei immediately knelt on the ground, "This servant has seen the prince."

Shen Wumian frowned and looked at him, with a cold breath in her eyes, "Why are you here so late?"

In the last life, he was kind to his subordinates, but in the end, he was betrayed by the dead men he trusted the most. There were nineteen dead men in the Shen family, Shen Shiliu was one of them, and so was Honglei. , before she came to the palace, her name was Shen Asi, and she was one of the only two women among the dead.

The dead soldiers are not completely loyal to him, and Shen Wumian has completely remembered this point.

Honglei didn't know why the prince suddenly became so cloudy and uncertain, so she could only reply cautiously: "The prince ordered the servant to wait for His Majesty to fall asleep before coming back. His Majesty just fell asleep a moment ago, so the servant dared to come here as ordered."

Just fell asleep a quarter ago, Shen Wumian frowned even more, now it's midnight, two hours later than Chen Yi's usual time to fall asleep.

"Why did he sleep so late today?"

Honglei didn't know that she was not the roundworm in Chen Yi's stomach, but as a subordinate, when the master asked questions, she would never answer that she didn't know, otherwise she would be negligent.As a dead man in the palace, dereliction of duty is tantamount to death.

Honglei thought for a moment, then replied: "Your Majesty tossed and turned for a long time, it seemed that he had something on his mind, and this servant wanted to find out, but His Majesty kept silent."

Shen Wumian stared at Honglei for nearly a minute, his expression looked quite calm, but anyone who is familiar with Shen Wumian knows that he is measuring the other party's use value, if he comes to the conclusion that there is no value, he will never Kill the opponent without hesitation.So what about the confidantes who have worked so hard to cultivate, he will not be lenient.

Honglei's back was stiff, if Shen Wumian spoke now and asked her to die, even if she didn't want to die at all, she would kill herself immediately.Fortunately, after a long silence, Shen Wumian felt that she was still useful and did not kill her.

He said lightly: "Get up."

Honglei seemed to be pardoned, she stood up quickly, Shen Wumian put down the things in her hands, walked out from behind the desk, and then walked towards Chen Yi's bedroom.

Honglei followed him, and when he reached the door, Shen Wumian raised his hand slightly, and everyone behind him immediately stopped, not daring to make a single movement, keeping their eyes on their noses, noses, noses, and hearts, just guarding outside the hall quietly.

Under the golden bed curtain, Chi Zhao was finally freed from insomnia, but as soon as he fell asleep, he fell into a dream.When the two worlds alternated before, he didn't experience the feeling of longing and sadness intertwined. Now that he has experienced it, he knows that the system was really good for him at that time.

He understands the painstaking efforts of the system, so he tries his best to mediate himself, so that people in this world can't see that he is in a bad mood, but, he is the emperor, his words and deeds are watched by people, and he is not the movie king, how could it be possible Can hide it from everyone.

At the same time, during the day, he was extremely depressed, but at night, those feelings, like backlash, found him in his dream one after another, making him extremely uncomfortable.

In the dream, Chi Zhao stood in a vast expanse of whiteness. Opposite him was Qi Yuyang, who was in his thirties. He was looking at him with a smile. Said to him, "Come here."

Silent for a second, Deng Deng Deng, Chi Zhao ran directly into the arms of the other party, he hugged the other party tightly, the tears could no longer be held back, just like a flood, the tears flowed down scrambling.

In the dream, he was crying fiercely, but in fact Chi Zhao's face was still dry, and he didn't shed a single tear. However, he kept frowning tightly, looking sad and aggrieved, with a bit of reluctance Reasonable complaints and pampering, as if he met his biggest backer in a dream and wanted to express all his unhappiness and sadness.

Shen Wumian stood beside Chi Zhao's bed, looking at him expressionlessly, without a trace of turbulence in his expression, but he was frowning in his heart.There is no other reason, Chi Zhao's expression looks so aggrieved, as if someone has trampled on him severely, so that Shen Wumian has to reflect, did he do too much?

It's just a few days of practice, and this is just the beginning.

Shen Wumian folded her hands slightly, turned around and wanted to leave, but saw Chi Zhao's lips trembling a few times, as if she was talking, Shen Wumian paused, sat next to him, slowly bent down, and brought her ears to Chi Zhao's. photo above.

Chi Zhao couldn't speak clearly, and the volume was very low. After listening for a long time, Shen Wumian could tell what he was talking about.

"You can coax me again..."

Acting like a baby with a crying voice was like a needle, piercing Shen Wumian's heart fiercely, causing him to change his expression. At this time, Chen Yi still didn't know who saved him, and he only had himself in his eyes. A person, so this "you" is naturally the self who has ignored him for a long time.

In the last life, even before Chen Yi betrayed himself, he never touched one of Chen Yi's fingers. As for the voice, all he felt about Chen Yi was extreme disgust.

But now, he broke the principle that he hadn't broken for two consecutive lives, and his cool fingers couldn't help but stick to Chen Yun's face, which was still covered with fine fluff. The soft touch made him startled for a moment, but then , he moved his fingers uncontrollably, and gently stroked the contours of his face.

Chen Yi in the dream seemed to feel this brief but gentle treatment, warm tears flowed out instantly, dripping down the skin onto Shen Wumian's hands.

The wet touch suddenly brought Shen Wumian back to his senses, like an electric shock, he stood up abruptly, his face was full of anger, and his eyes looking at Chen Yi were extremely ugly.