I Really Am a Slag Shou!

Qi Yuyang walked in from the door, Chi Zhao put down the documents in his hand, and stood up slowly.

Passing through the door of the bedroom, Qi Yuyang's eyes fell on the document all at once, his footsteps froze, he didn't dare to take another step forward, his feet were firmly nailed to the ground, his whole body was like a sculpture.

He is awaiting his final judgment.

Chi Zhao was silent for a while, and then walked over. It is now certain that the plot has completely collapsed, and none of the eight horses can be pulled back. Since there will be no chance of recovery, there is no need for Chi Zhao to continue People set up.

As a result, Chi Zhao's whole temperament became different from usual. At this time, he not only looked indifferent, but also seemed to open the skylight to speak brightly.

"When did you know about this?"

Hearing Chi Zhao's question, Qi Yuyang opened his mouth, but before he could say anything, Chi Zhao answered by himself: "Is that when you were drunk?"

About three seconds passed before Qi Yuyang lowered his eyes and nodded.

Chi Zhao's expression didn't change at all, and soon he asked again: "Have you been cured of your illness?"

It was two months ago that Qi Yuyang got drunk. Since he already knew the truth about Xia Lan's death two months ago, he must have known that Xue Xingfan was the one who kidnapped him. Originally, he needed one or two more. The treatment that can only be completely completed in a week is probably completed.

It's really hidden...

Sure enough, Qi Yuyang hesitated for a while, then nodded again.

Chi Zhao's expression looked very cold, as if he had completely torn off the fig leaf used to cover him up. He looked too honest, which made Qi Yuyang's restless heart beat even faster.

"Is there anything else you want to say to me?"

Qi Yuyang has a thousand words, but looking at Chi Zhao's ruthless and indifferent eyes, he can't say anything, because all the words are pale, every word, every note, in front of him now, has lost all other meanings. original role.

It's not the language and writing's fault, it's his fault.

After waiting for more than ten seconds, he still didn't see Qi Yuyang speaking. Chi Zhao pursed his lips and walked forward. He walked quickly and passed Qi Yuyang's shoulder in a flash. The sound of opening and closing the door came one after another. When the heavy anti-theft door slammed shut, Qi Yuyang suddenly had the illusion that he was locked in a dark and cramped room again, where there was no one, no sound, no color and air, only endless suffocation and pain.

The only difference from last time is that this time, no one will let him out again.

A few seconds before Chi Zhao left, Qi Yuyang stood in a daze. After a few seconds, he seemed to have come to his senses suddenly, and he suddenly came back to his senses. He wanted to chase after him, but he just took a step, and he was alive. stopped.

Slowly, his expression became distorted, his eyes closed as if stimulated, he grabbed his hair forcefully, arched his waist overwhelmed, and seemed to be in great pain.

The hair was almost pulled off by him along with the scalp, but the pain in the body could not relieve the pain in the brain at all. This time the headache was more severe than the previous one. It seemed that Qi Yuyang was going to die in the next second.

There is no problem with Cheng Ran's medical skills, and the hypnosis in Qi Yuyang's mind has indeed been lifted, but the imprint Chi Zhao has left on his soul and the spell carved in his spirit still exist, which cannot be cured by any psychiatrist. , The shackles that will accompany him throughout his life.

The severe pain tore his nerves, and Qi Yuyang knelt on the ground. After a while, he opened his eyes with difficulty, looking at the empty surroundings, and suddenly, he laughed.

The first laughter was very light, then it became heavier and heavier, and then it was almost a loud laugh, but this laughter was more piercing and moving than crying, and the sound scratched the eardrums, Sadness is greater than death, that's about it.

Originally, he thought that the day he found out the cause of Xia Lan's death was the most desperate day in his life, but he didn't expect that behind the despair, there was a darker and more lonely future.

……

After Chi Zhao walked out, he didn't leave too far. He covered his entire face, and then came to the children's playground in the square next to him. The child came over, and Chi Zhao climbed into the tallest plastic pipe. Finally, the surrounding was quiet, only the crackling raindrops remained.

As a star, the most inconvenient thing is that if he wants to leave his home and find a place to think about the future, there is nowhere to go, so he can only drill through the pipeline of the children's playground like a tramp.

Holding his face, Chi Zhao asked, "What should we do next?"

Hearing this question, the system came alive.

[Now it seems that we should stop the loss in time. In this way, you go to a place to die, and I will shield you from pain. After you die, I will find you a very, very simple one that absolutely guarantees you to lie down and win. World, this time, we must make a big deal! 】

Chi Zhao: "..." To be honest, he doesn't believe anything the system says now.

"This time you also said to lie down and win, what happened?"

【...I didn't know that there was such a hidden secret in this world. In the next world, I promise to find someone who can't be wiped out. Is that okay? 】

No matter how the system guarantees it, Chi Zhao acted as if he didn't hear it. He propped his face and sighed lowly.

"He actually let me go."

Chi Zhao's tone sounded a bit strange, and the system was puzzled.

【Do you want him to let you go, or do you want him not to let you go? 】

"I hope he lets me go, and I hope he doesn't let me go."

What Chi Zhao hopes is that Qi Yuyang can be like a normal person. Although it is difficult to make a choice, he still respects him and himself in the end and lets him go; however, he also hopes that Qi Yuyang's feelings for him will not change. Still can't leave him, and will find him again like every time before, take him home, and never let him go.

The former is the hope of reason, and the latter is the hope of selfishness.

[You human beings are really too complicated, where are there so many things, I will ask you, do you want to stay? 】

Chi Zhao squinted his eyes, and answered happily: "Yes."

[Then it's fine, since you want to, you can go back, anyway, the plot is completely broken, and it doesn't matter if I leave or not.As for you, ah, it will be a little bit affected, that is, the degree of corruption of the body may be a little bit more, but, that is your body, this is the person you like, how to choose, I will listen to you. 】

The children's playground here has quite wide pipes, allowing two children to stand side by side in it. However, Chi Zhao is an adult, and there is not enough space to sit here. He put his hands on his knees and put his chin on his knees in aggrieved manner.

"Look. If he still comes to look for me, then I'll go back. If he doesn't come... I'll just die."

Whether it's the original owner or Chi Zhao, in fact, neither of them has the initiative in this relationship.The original owner learned very clearly at the end that Qi Yuyang just didn't like him, and he would treat the original owner well just because he was his medicine.Now this question is also placed in front of Chi Zhao, and no one knows what kind of answer Chi Zhao will get.

Chi Zhao stayed in this pipe for the whole afternoon and did not go out. In the recent autumn rainy season, one autumn rain followed by another, Chi Zhao came out without a coat. Now he was wearing a thin long-sleeved T-shirt. The weather was getting worse and worse. The later it was, the rain was getting heavier, hungry and cold, Chi Zhao rubbed his arms, suddenly, a white light flashed in front of his eyes, Chi Zhao raised his head subconsciously, but bumped into the pipe.

【...Look at this broken place you are looking for, how nice it is for you to get a room in a hotel, where you can eat and live and wait for people. 】

Chi Zhao didn't speak, but shrugged his shoulders. It's not convenient for him to go to the hotel, and...the hotel is too far away, and the square is right in front of his house. It would be more convenient for Qi Yuyang to find him.

The deadline that Chi Zhao told the system was today. Although there was no time limit, it was around six o'clock in the evening, but now it was seven o'clock, and it was completely dark.

Seeing that Chi Zhao still didn't want to move, the system sighed.

[Or... you can go back by yourself. 】

"No." Chi Zhao insisted.

For others, being in love is being in love, but for Chi Zhao, when he falls in love, his life is at stake. If he is not sure that the other party really likes him, he will not be able to abandon everything and stay in love. here.

Because this is a relationship that can't even be judged between reality and illusion, and the only thing he can rely on is the other party's feelings.

The system had no choice but to nestle in his mind and wait along with him.

After eight o'clock in the evening, the lightning and thunder stopped, and even the rain stopped. People's voices gradually reappeared around, but because it was relatively late, there were still not many people who came out. The sound of pattering raindrops gradually disappeared, and Chi Zhao finally gave up. , he moved silently, wanting to crawl out.

Jumping out of the pipe lightly, Chi took a look around and found no one, so he relaxed his vigilance. He walked out slowly, and asked the system in his heart: "How can I die faster? Is it okay to jump off the building? But I think that will To cause a sensation, it is better to jump into the river, but it seems that you can only block the pain, not the feeling of suffocation..."

The system is silent, don't ask, you won't die anyway.

Chi Zhao has a problem, the more disturbed he is, the more he likes Suan Suannian. The system has known this for a long time. Now Chi Zhao Sui Sui Nian is just because Qi Yuyang has not appeared, so he is a little sad, and he doesn't want to show it I was very sad, so I became a little talkative.

When thinking about this, Chi Zhao lowered his head and turned around a bush. Chi Zhao looked up at the road, but inadvertently saw a tall figure.

Qi Yuyang stood under the sycamore tree, holding a black windbreaker in his hands. Seeing Chi Zhao swaying out, his expression changed slightly. Chi Zhao couldn't describe what kind of change it was. , When Chi Zhao reacted, Qi Yuyang had already walked in front of him.

He unfolded the windbreaker, put it on for Chi Zhao, then raised his arm to let him put the sleeves in, and when he was finished, he lowered his eyes, and buttoned a row of buttons in front of him gently and carefully.

When doing all this, his movements were so natural that it was completely invisible. At noon, he once wanted to end his life in pain.

"……when did you come?"

Hearing Xue Qing's question, Qi Yuyang replied in a low voice: "I don't remember either."

Anyway, when it was still raining, he followed the location to find it. There is nothing in this area except a children's playground. Xue Qing's mobile phone has a thermal sensor function. If the phone is lost, the location will display it. Since the green light of the thermal sensor is still If it is on, it means that Xue Qing is indeed carrying his mobile phone close to his body, and he himself is also in this children's paradise.

Qi Yuyang didn't know why Xue Qing came here. After thinking about it, he thought that Xue Qing was greatly stimulated by his mother's affairs, so subconsciously, he came to the place closest to his childhood.

... I have to say that Qi Yuyang has almost learned Freud's way of becoming a good doctor after a long illness.

He didn't dare to step forward to disturb, so he stood far away on the main road next to the exit of the Children's Paradise. Although the Children's Paradise is open-air, there are barbed wire fences around it. If he wants to get out, he can only pass through here.

He just stood here and waited for the moment when Xue Qing came out on his own initiative.

After all the buttons were buttoned, Qi Yuyang raised his head, his eyes lingered on Chi Zhao's face, after watching for a while, he stretched out his hand again, and straightened Chi Zhao's slightly messy collar.

His movements... so gentle.

A drop of tears slid down the corner of his eye to his chin, and another drop was still brewing in his eye socket, about to fall. The tears blurred Chi Zhao's vision, making him unable to see what he was seeing clearly, but he could feel that someone was slowly doing something for him. Wipe away the tears myself.

Chi Zhao blinked his eyes lightly, and soon, the tears that interfered with his vision were all blinked away. He raised his eyes slightly, and Qi Yuyang was looking at him. He didn't speak, but his facial nerves moved, as if he wanted to provoke A smile, but this movement seemed to be very difficult, he spent a lot of effort, and finally hooked the corners of his lips in an awkward and ugly way.

"Don't cry, it doesn't look good when you cry."

This is a lie. In fact, he looks good when he cries, even better than usual, but no matter how good-looking he is, Qi Yuyang doesn't want to see him cry. His heart aches and he feels uncomfortable. He never wants to see Chi Zhao Crying, he just wanted to see his smiling face.

No one wants the person he likes to see his ugly side, and Chi Zhao is the same, so he quickly raised his hand, wiped away the excess tears in his eyes, and then sucked his nose again, making a look that I didn't The one who has cried is sanctimonious.

Looking at him like this, Qi Yuyang wanted to laugh and felt heartbroken at the same time. He opened his mouth, and after a long time, he finally asked the words that he had been thinking about all afternoon, "Come home with me... okay?"

Originally, Chi Zhao had resisted the urge to cry, but after hearing this sentence, he couldn't bear it anymore. He waited for a whole day, from disappointment to despair, to rekindled hope, and finally, Still waiting.

Chi Zhao didn't answer, he chose to hug Qi Yuyang directly, buried his head in the socket of his shoulder, and let the tears flow down, seep into his clothes, and stick to his skin.

Qi Yuyang froze for a moment, since he came out, his heart was raised high, he didn't know if the future ending would be smashed to pieces, or what, at this moment, his heart fell back to the ground, Qi Yuyang was stunned for a long time before growing up. Take a long breath.

He lowered his head, kissed Chi Zhao's hair lightly, and then closed his bloodshot eyes as if redeemed.