I Really Am a Slag Shou!

The more he thinks about it, the more Qi Yuyang realizes that the current Xue Qing and the past Xue Qing are almost two people.

Although the same quiet, although the same facial paralysis, but now Xue Qing is much more humane than before, he can laugh, move, and sad, and there is a little warmth in his eyes, not like in his memory That way, cold, like looking at an object.

In just six years, Xue Qing has undergone such a huge change. Qi Yuyang has no way of knowing what he has experienced, but he knows that Xue Qing is gradually getting better, becoming healthy, and adapting to the world.

Just like him.

Xue Qing knew about the kidnapping case six years ago, but still chose to come to him. They have been together for more than half a year. Xue Qing never asked him for anything, and only once wanted to be the leading actor. Looking back now, it seems like It was to dispel his guard on purpose, just to stay by his side smoothly.

In fact, he doesn't care at all whether he is the leading actor, how his career develops, and how much money he can make. So why did he come to him?

To...help him ease the pain?

Silent companionship, hinting him to see a doctor, and even helping him find Xue Xingfan's favorite student who can quickly undo the hypnosis, all kinds of clues put together, no matter how stupid Qi Yuyang is, he should understand.

He just wanted to get himself back to normal, that's all.

Even if...he returned to normal, it would only bring him infinite harm.

From the previous conversation with Xue Qing, it was known that Xue Qing didn't like his father, and even thought he was a person of very low character. This impression was probably left on purpose by Xue Xingfan to his son.He did such a good job that after he kidnapped Qi Yuyang, Xue Qing didn't have any suspicions at all, thinking that he was doing it for money. At that time, Xue Qing had an imperfect personality and mental health, and was still very ignorant of the world. He does not distinguish between good and evil, so he is indifferent to everything that happens around him.

But when Xue Xingfan left him, he groped and grew up by himself, and suddenly understood that there are good and bad in this world. He felt that it was wrong to hypnotize Qi Yuyang and make him suffer for the rest of his life, so he came back.

Although Xue Qing's psychology and personality have grown a lot, his past personality still has a lot of influence on him now. He still doesn't care about many things, including his own safety and life.

Very early on, in order to protect Xue Qing's personal safety, Qi Yuyang connected Xue Qing's mobile phone so that he could locate him at any time, Xue Qing himself knew this.When he got home, he didn't see Xue Qing there. In an instant, Qi Yuyang's blood flowed backwards. He opened the cloakroom abruptly, and saw that the two trolley suitcases at home were still there, and Xue Qing's clothes were still there, so he let go He took a deep breath, and then drove to Xue Qing's location.

When he discovered that this area was a cemetery, he stepped on the brakes.

He dare not enter.

He was afraid of blaspheming the dead.

……

Chi Zhao thought that Qi Yuyang had just arrived, but in fact he had been wandering outside for nearly half an hour.

Chi Zhao quickly put away the things in his hand, he straightened his waist, then stood up, pretending to be casual and turning his head slightly, seeing Qi Yu's swaying figure, he was still a little puzzled.

He looked at Qi Yuyang with a clear meaning in his eyes, that is to let him come over.

Now it was even more certain that Xue Qing really didn't know that Xia Lan's death was not an accident.

Qi Yuyang slowly walked to Chi Zhao's side, and Chi Zhao pointed to the tombstone: "This is my mother."

Qi Yuyang pursed his lips tightly, unable to utter a word.

Chi Zhao felt that there was something wrong with him now, the way he looked at Xia Lan's tombstone... How should I describe it, it seemed to be bitter and bitter.

Chi Zhao was silent for a moment. He had just come to take a look. Now that he had stayed long enough, he put his hands in his pockets, took a step back, and called Qi Yuyang: "Let's go, go back."

Chi Zhao walked in front, and Qi Yuyang followed behind him, and when he was about to bypass the path, Qi Yuyang looked back again.Xia Lan's tomb is at the corner of this road. Although it is desolate, it is quiet. Looking at it from this angle, it will make people feel sad and lonely.

Qi Yuyang looked at it for about two seconds, then turned his head back, took two quick steps, and followed Chi Zhao's figure.

……

Since the beginning of the treatment, Chi Zhao and Qi Yuyang have never been intimate again. Although they slept on the same bed, there was a very clear boundary between them, and they lived in peace.Just like couples who have been married for many years.

Recently, from time to time, Chi Zhao would go to the guest room to sleep for a night. Every time he gave a good excuse, but both of them knew that this was just the beginning of a gradual estrangement.Chi Zhao did this to test whether Qi Yuyang still relied on him, and by the way, to make the future break less abrupt; Qi Yuyang did this because he couldn't say no to Chi Zhao now, let alone ask Chi Zhao to do it. Do this and that.

It was another night of being respectful to each other, Chi Zhao came out of the bathroom with warm air on his body, he lifted the quilt and lay down, closed his eyes and was ready to sleep.

In the middle of the system practice, I took time out to take a look. Qi Yuyang was leaning against the head of the bed, not knowing what file he was looking at, with a serious expression on his face, while its host was already fast asleep.

... After really treating each other like a guest, it feels uncomfortable instead.

It takes Chi Zhao 10 to [-] minutes to fall asleep, and the thing in Qi Yuyang's hand, he read it for more than an hour in total, obviously only two pages, and it is still an electronic manuscript, and he can finish it with a glance. He actually read it for so long time.

The content of this document is the various properties that Chi Zhao has been sorting out these days. Qi Yuyang stared at the various numbers without temperature in the document, and finally put the phone aside gently.

Arranging property, selling the house, visiting the mother whom I haven't seen for a long time, these actions are too much like preparing for a long journey that will not come back for a long time, but Chi Zhao has never packed his luggage, and has no intention of leaving , and then contacted the agent who told him during the day, Chi Zhao asked him about several reliable foundations...

Qi Yuyang took a deep breath, he looked at the person lying quietly beside him, restrained for a long time, and then he didn't reach out his hand, and hugged the person in his arms.

Tomorrow is the last day of treatment.

Cheng Ran told him that after tomorrow, all memories will be recalled, and the hypnotic methods Xue Xingfan used on him will be defeated.At that time, he will no longer have a headache, and he will no longer be pathologically dependent on Xue Qing.

Endless sadness suddenly flooded into his heart. In fact, his mentality had already changed in the middle of the treatment.The authorities are confused and the bystanders are clear. What Cheng Ran and Xue Qing said is correct. He is indeed abnormal, he is indeed sick, and the illness has blurred the boundary between human beings and objects.

Before receiving the treatment, he thought arrogantly, no matter what, Xue Qing could not leave him, and he also attributed this thought to his love for Xue Qing, and love is selfish, so it is also true for him to have such thoughts. normal.

But the truth is, that's not normal, it's just a kind of pathological paranoia that ignores other people's wishes, he selfishly concealed the truth, in this relationship that was never clear and clear, Xue Qing was never let go by him On his own equal, he branded this rotten possessiveness as love.If this is love, then love is terrible.

The higher the completion of the treatment, the clearer Qi Yuyang's mind will be, and the clearer he will be able to see what is the right choice to make.

Sometimes, the relationship between two people is a dead knot. If you ignore the dead knot, that hard and stubborn knot will remain in your heart forever. No matter what time it is, the feeling of being so tightly tightened and painful will never fade away.Time can never take away pain, it can only make people get used to pain.

The process of untying the dead knot is even more painful, and after it is untied, the bloody and completely deformed wound will be presented in front of everyone, but the wound can always heal.

……

This night, Qi Yuyang looked at Chi Zhao for a long time, and the system was about to be stared at by him. When it was almost dawn, Qi Yuyang got out of bed. After he was fully dressed, he put a printed document on Chi Zhao's pillow Then he left the room, and it took another three hours before Chi Zhao opened his eyes.

Seeing that Qi Yuyang was not around, Chi Zhao was still stunned, and he asked the system, "Where did Qi Yuyang go?"

The system is no longer sounding.

Chi Zhao blinked, "Why don't you talk?"

[I can't speak. 】

Chi Zhao had a bad premonition in his heart, and he asked nervously, "What's wrong? Did something happen?"

【emmmmm...】

Chi Zhao: "...Speak up if you have something to say!"

【Remember when I first came here, I told you that this world is a lie and win? 】

Chi Zhao replied suspiciously: "Well, I remember. What happened?"

The system is very vicissitudes.

[Hey, people's calculations are not as good as the sky's calculations, the sky's calculations are not as good as the overall calculations, and the total calculations are not as good as the human calculations.Logically, it is a circle. 】

Before Chi Zhao was about to get angry, the system finally gave up. It asked Chi Zhao to look at the document beside his pillow. Before Chi Zhao woke up, it had already scanned it in advance.

[In short, you must keep calm when you watch it. In fact, it’s okay. Although the plot failed, we still have other channels to obtain success points!You tortured Qi Yu to death before, what's the matter, this world can also get a few success points! 】

He just fell asleep, why did his plot fail again when he woke up? !Wasn't it still a certainty yesterday!

Chi Zhao straightened up like a carp. After sitting up, he quickly took the document next to the pillow, and after opening it, he read all the content at a glance.

This document is the one about Xia Lan that Qi Yuyang read at the beginning.

After picking up a weather-beaten dime of real money in the cemetery that day, Chi Zhao also wondered if there was something in the plot that they didn't know, but Chi Zhao's imagination was not that strong, no matter how he thought about it, he couldn't think of himself It's in the plot of a big drama in the prime time at [-] o'clock in the evening.

Chi Zhao was stunned for a long time, "Is this Qi Yu's release?"

The sound of the system is very painful.

[Well, sorry. 】

Chi Zhao: "..."

As long as one key piece of information is known, the rest of the details can be easily linked together, for example, why Qi Yuyang lost his composure that day; why Xue Xingfan had so many possible targets, but finally chose Qi Yuyang; There will be real money left over from burning in front of his tomb; why Xue Xingfan suddenly disappeared and never appeared in people's sight again.

The system didn't dare to breathe, it just looked at Chi Zhao in a daze, and after a long time, Chi Zhao spoke again, "How did Xue Xingfan die?"

This system really doesn't know, all it knows is related to the plot, and the plot all revolves around the protagonist.Every world is actually a loop of time that keeps circulating. Everything that happened here once happened in a certain real world. There is a system that takes the host in to complete the task.

This world has been cycled countless times, and each host that enters is different, and they have played various roles.The system checked and found that Chi Zhao was the second person to play Xue Qing. The first one died as soon as he entered, and he had no chance to touch the hidden plot.

The system didn't directly say that it doesn't know, it asked Chi Zhao to wait, and then ran into the database of the main system by itself, and began to search for other plots in this world.

After more than an hour, the system finally found clues about Xue Xingfan.

[After he let Qi Yuyang go, he left with the ransom money. That night, he burned all the ransom money to ashes in front of his wife's grave, and then put most of the ashes in sacks. In the early morning, he He boarded a ship and went to country D by smuggling, and the ashes were thrown into the sea.In country d, he found the truck driver hired by Qi Yuyang's father. After setting fire to the truck driver and his new girlfriend, he committed suicide. 】

As Chi Zhao expected, he took a long breath, "If you commit suicide, there will be a corpse, where is the corpse?"

[Has been cremated, he has no documents, his clothes were in tatters when he died, and he was found in a slum, the staff of country d took him for granted as a homeless man, and stayed for fifteen days according to the procedure, did you see him? When people come to claim it, they will be cremated. 】

Chi Zhao tightened his palms, "Then there will be ashes too, where are the ashes?"

The system heard the implication of Chi Zhao's words. It seems that he wanted to bring Xue Xingfan's ashes back for burial. Indeed, after knowing so many secrets behind it, even if Xue Xingfan was an out-and-out murderer, and even murdered Xue Xingfan. Qi Yuyang has suffered for so many years, and the system can't easily define him as a bad person.

The system fell silent, and his voice sounded a bit sad.

【The ashes...the ashes are gone. Unclaimed ashes will only be kept for five years. Two months before you came, they had just processed Xue Xingfan's ashes. 】

Chi Zhao was a little dazed. He never imagined that in modern society, where surveillance is everywhere and records accompany a lifetime, it turns out that it is so easy for a person to disappear completely.

The system didn't speak any more, Chi Zhao lowered his head, and glanced at the file in his hand again.

It was given to him by Qi Yuyang.

he is……

The sound of the door opening suddenly came, and Chi Zhao's thoughts were interrupted, and he subconsciously looked at the door.