Hu Meizi

24.

When Xie Zhou woke up, it was still in the middle of the night, and he and Sun Du were messing around until after 2 o'clock.

At 4 o'clock, for some reason, Xie Zhou woke up suddenly. He habitually touched the people around him, but it was not the soft waist, but the cold hands.

Xie Zhou stood up and saw Sun Du sitting alone on the mahogany rocking chair by the window smoking a cigarette.He was wearing a bathrobe, loosely exposing half of his chest full of lust.

Sun Du turned his back to Xie Zhou. From Xie Zhou's angle, he could only see Sun Du's slightly parted red lips and a curl of white smoke that rose and then dissipated.

The moonlight hit Sun Du's bare and smooth feet, and he was lying lazily on the rocking chair in the middle of the night, with a taste of decadent beauty.

Xie Zhou got up and was about to step forward to embrace Sun Du.

Sun Du, who had his back turned to him, seemed to notice that he got up, and said first, "Thank you Zhou, let's talk."

This was the first time he called Xie Zhou by his full name, without charm or charm, cold and indifferent like himself.

For a moment, Xie Zhou was stunned.

"Baby, what happened?" Xie Zhou came over and asked in an unbelievably soft voice, "Why are you unhappy?"

He lifted the quilt, stepped forward and put his arm around Sun Du's shoulder, and kissed Sun Du's smooth cheek.

Sun Du was kissed and did not push away, nor did he respond.It was only after Xie Zhou finished kissing that he reached out and pressed the cigarette into the ashtray on the small mahogany coffee table, and extinguished it.

Sun Du stood up from the rocking chair. He looked at the tall Xie Zhou in front of him, as if seeing Xie Zhou for the first time.

His fox eyes opened coldly, full of scrutiny and evaluation.

"Do you still remember what we said when we first met?" He gently placed his slender hand on the back of Xie Zhou's, the white tender hand and the wheat-colored hand formed a strong color difference.

Sun Du looked at Xie Zhou, the fox's eyes seemed to be full of moonlight, and for a moment Xie Zhou couldn't tell whether it was the moon in his eyes, or his eyes were brighter than the moon.

Xie Zhou held Sun Du's tender hand backhand, "Of course I remember."

When they met for the first time, Sun Du once joked that they should not play with each other.

He dismissed it at the time, and only answered him, it's enough to play with you bastard//, which made Sun Du giggle, and directly said that he hated it.

Sun Du didn't pull his hand back, he looked into Xie Zhou's eyes, as if he had seen through him, "But you like me, don't you?"

His voice was cold, but extremely firm.

Xie Zhou was speechless for a while, he didn't know how to answer this question.

When Li Yu asked him in a text message for the first time, he naturally said it was just for fun, and when he asked him in the tea room for the second time, he was stunned for a moment, and he also said it was just for fun.

But how, he knew—he had been avoiding thinking about it.

Sun Du was not in a hurry and just looked at him quietly.He knew that he should clarify this issue with Xie Zhou, and one of them was closed.

"Yes," Xie Zhou said slowly, "so what?"

"I'm right, will you leave me? Baby?" Xie Zhou clenched Sun Du's hand tightly. He looked at Sun Du with bloodshot eyes, which was a sign of his rising anger.

"Can you leave me? Who are you going to? Fang Yeming? Ge Ruilin, Yan Quan—those cubs? Or—"

Xie Zhou paused, and word by word came out from between his teeth, "Are you going to find Du Shaoyu?!"

Facing Xie Zhou's fierce anger and questioning, Sun Du's expression did not change at all.

Even though his left hand was in pain from Xie Zhou's grasp, he didn't show any expression of pain, his expression was still flat and quiet, and even the corners of his mouth didn't have any curvature.

He just watched the angry Xie Zhou quietly for a while, then stretched out his other hand to wrap Xie Zhou's head, touched his forehead, and tiptoed to kiss Xie Zhou's brow.

Kissed his wrinkled eyebrows away.

This miraculously calmed down the tyranny that was burning in Xie Zhou's heart, and he gasped and stared at Sun Du.It was like a lion trying to kill its prey with one bite, but was tied with a rope from behind and couldn't move.

"Xie Zhou, you should understand," Sun Du said, "I don't talk about feelings—whether it's you or them."

His delicate palm caressed Xie Zhou's side face, "Xie Zhou, you like me, but this is not liking. You want to tie me down so that you can live a carefree life. Xie Zhou—I know, you actually It’s not that you like me, you just enjoy this kind of life—”

"You have almost blurted out that you want to marry me several times, whether it is in bed or elsewhere. But I know that what you call marrying me is actually just your three-point impulse, three-point liking, and three-point desire to continue the current happy life Days and points don't matter to marriage.

"However, you are always so lazy to think about it by yourself. Your liking for me is faint and not worth mentioning, but when you deliberately blurred the other points, this three-point liking is actually exaggerated by you. Seven to eight points, and the remaining two or three points that you can't exaggerate are all caused by your selfishness, willfulness and possessiveness."

Sun Du looked at Xie Zhou with a peaceful expression and a gentle tone he had never had before. He put his arms around Xie Zhou's face, which was next to his own.

His soft whispers seemed to be the love words between him and Xie Zhou in bed.

"No——" Xie Zhou's breath became short of breath, and he said quickly, "Sun Du, I really like you. It's true that I like you, and it's true that I want to marry you—"

This actually made Sun Du laugh, his hair trembled with his laughter, and the little moonlight dancing in the fox's eyes was really thrilling.

Sun Du accepted Xie Zhou's words with a smile, "But it's true that you want to sleep with others, and it's true that you want to continue your happiness."

"No, Sun Du, if you mind these—" Xie Zhou hurriedly interrupted Sun Du, but before he finished speaking, Sun Du continued, "I don't mind."

"Thank you Zhou, I don't talk about feelings." Sun Du said, "You really like me, but you don't like me as much as you imagined."

Sun Du broke free from the other hand that was tightly held by Xie Zhou. He stretched out his hands and held Xie Zhou's face, "I just want to make it clear to you. I hope you can understand what is really going on in your heart. I also hope that you can understand exactly what should be done to me."

"I can be your favorite lover, your happiest sex buddy. However, I should not be the person you secretly think is suitable to be your wife, nor should I be the lover you are ignorant and fond of. "Sun Du said.

He looked at Xie Zhou's thick eyebrows and big eyes, and Xie Zhou's eyes were full of unspeakable anxiety. Sun Du actually knew what he wanted to explain, "I don't talk about feelings, I won't be bound by marriage, and I don't know what to say." How to bear the likes and love from anyone."

Sun Du withdrew his hand after finishing speaking, and gently pressed a kiss on Xie Zhou's forehead.Without any desire, like an elder to a child who is afraid of thunder.

Xie Zhou felt Sun Du's soft lips stay on his forehead for a while and then left. His forehead seemed to still have the warmth of Sun Du's lips.

Xie Zhou was dumbfounded for a moment before recovering his voice, "Sun Du, it's not fair - you know so well, but I don't know much about you -

"But I really like you, and I really want to marry you. You can't deny my liking for you just because I'm a prodigal and love to play. I just like you and can't let go of games... I just It’s because I think you won’t leave me, so I’m just unscrupulous.”

"Even if you know that I like you," Xie Zhou continued.

The flurry of being caught off guard by Sun Du in the past has passed, and he has recovered his composure, "You can't leave me, can you? No one in the entire city of C is willing to make Xie Zhou my enemy."

He looked at Sun Du with seriousness in his eyes, and he repeated his words, "But Sun Du, you can't do without me."

Sun Du stopped talking when he heard the words, and now is not the time to talk about some things.

He snorted and asked back, "Really?"

After saying that, Sun Du flicked Xie Zhou's hand away, and in Xie Zhou's slightly fierce eyes, he left gracefully.

The author says:

Xie Tang: Really?